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"blocking" poems
What is it about you that haunts me? I let you go so I can set you free. You meant everything to me and we were forever, But it isn't our time to be together.   I was completely lost before I met you. You gave me reason to live and direction to follow. But now we're back at square one, And the loneliness has already begun. I promised you I'd never leave. You promised never to let go of me. Yet here we are, far apart in distance and in thought. I wonder how we'd be if we hadn't fought. Blocking is a blessing, and you used it well. I regret my decision, now I'm in hell. A life without you, is no life at all. I just wish you'd pick up my call. With several attempts I lost faith. I think it's goodbye, this is our fate. I'll always wonder if I made a mistake, If I could've avoided all our heartache.                                                                   -Wayward❤
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Jul 25, 2018
Jul 25, 2018 at 1:01 PM UTC
A Broken Heart, A Lost Soul
Sometimes I get stuck in this state of Darkness where my eyes can see but it's like my head is just pitch black and I almost wish I couldn't see anything, like I wish I could just curl myself into a ball so tightly that I disappear from space for a while sometimes I get stuck in this space and I feel like my tears and my thoughts are climbing up my esophagus and clogging my throat blocking my airway suffocating me from the inside maybe I never told you I was depressed because who wants to relive that moment that choking hazard moment of cotton ***** in my throat maybe I never told you I was depressed because there are no words I can use to describe it that don't transform themselves into their meanings that don't take over my mind crawl through my head like little worms eating away at my brain my thoughts my skin have you ever thought of a traumatic experience and then felt those events happening again felt the dark hole of life-threatening-trauma attack your mind Shiver through your body like it was a demon you let in through a memory- through a word maybe I didn't tell you I was depressed because I wasn't strong enough my depression fills me to the brim fills my head and my chest my arms and my fingers I can feel it moving through my body I can feel it expanding and engulfing everything inside of me every last vein, nerve, ***** and tissue how can you expect me to have the energy to fight how can you expect me to have the energy to pick up the phone to open my mouth how can you expect me to have energy-to have the courage to utter the words of how I feel I feel so worthless in those moments I feel like there's this black whole inside me and it's consuming everything it's taking everything but my skin and it disgusts me can you imagine the feeling, having something so utterly repulsive on your skin you had to scrape it off immediately It felt like you needed to be cleansed like you needed a shower take that feeling now imagine it being under your skin imagine, every muscle ***** vein nerve every cell in your body underneath your epidermis disgusts you imagine all you wanted to do was to GET IT OFF and you can't no matter how hard you try you can't scrape it off you can't claw It off imagine you're scared of spiders now imagine you're covered in spiders and someone's holding down your arms so you can't get them off imagine them walking on your skin in your mouth crawling on your open eyes in your ears you're cringing at your own skin You can feel them going down your throat Their disgusting tickle in the pit of your stomach in every crevice of your body their tunneling under your skin and you can't get them off what are you supposed to do but cry
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Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 11:30 PM UTC
Maybe there's a reason I never told you.
Sometimes I get stuck in this state of Darkness where my eyes can see but it's like my head is just pitch black and I almost wish I couldn't see anything, like I wish I could just curl myself into a ball so tightly that I disappear from space for a while sometimes I get stuck in this space and I feel like my tears and my thoughts are climbing up my esophagus and clogging my throat blocking my airway suffocating me from the inside maybe I never told you I was depressed because who wants to relive that moment that choking hazard moment of cotton ***** in my throat maybe I never told you I was depressed because there are no words I can use to describe it that don't transform themselves into their meanings that don't take over my mind crawl through my head like little worms eating away at my brain my thoughts my skin have you ever thought of a traumatic experience and then felt those events happening again felt the dark hole of life-threatening-trauma attack your mind Shiver through your body like it was a demon you let in through a memory- through a word maybe I didn't tell you I was depressed because I wasn't strong enough my depression fills me to the brim fills my head and my chest my arms and my fingers I can feel it moving through my body I can feel it expanding and engulfing everything inside of me every last vein, nerve, ***** and tissue how can you expect me to have the energy to fight how can you expect me to have the energy to pick up the phone to open my mouth how can you expect me to have energy-to have the courage to utter the words of how I feel I feel so worthless in those moments I feel like there's this black whole inside me and it's consuming everything it's taking everything but my skin and it disgusts me can you imagine the feeling, having something so utterly repulsive on your skin you had to scrape it off immediately It felt like you needed to be cleansed like you needed a shower take that feeling now imagine it being under your skin imagine, every muscle ***** vein nerve every cell in your body underneath your epidermis disgusts you imagine all you wanted to do was to GET IT OFF and you can't no matter how hard you try you can't scrape it off you can't claw It off imagine you're scared of spiders now imagine you're covered in spiders and someone's holding down your arms so you can't get them off imagine them walking on your skin in your mouth crawling on your open eyes in your ears you're cringing at your own skin You can feel them going down your throat Their disgusting tickle in the pit of your stomach in every crevice of your body their tunneling under your skin and you can't get them off what are you supposed to do but cry
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You don’t need to try so hard. You can wear the clothes you want. Do whatever you please, Express yourself the way you know how. You can wear those heels Just because you love them. Your true friends will accept you And all your little quirks. It’s time to let it go, Let go of all your fears of judgement. Stop caring what people think of you, It’s none of your business anyways. You are who are for a reason. You’re crazy, eclectic, A miss independent and a little rebellious. You like to defy the norms of society So why aren’t you doing it? Let go of all those rules and make your own. You’ve always stood for the outcasts, Paving your own path, Cutting the trees blocking your way. Why care now about fitting in When you’re a shining gem? You were born to lead, to conquer. This is your destiny, you’ve always worn Your individuality just like a badge. Don’t become submissive, Stop looking for approval, You won’t find it anywhere But inside of yourself. It’s the self-acceptance that comes first, There’s no better friend than you. Go on, look in the mirror. Remember, you better like who you are, That is the person you’ll be stuck with For the rest of your life. Enjoy all the strangeness, All the weird parts of your personality. There’s no refunds, no exchanges. You are who you are and that Is perfection; no matter what anyone says. Accept who you are now, Accept all the growth to come. You can accomplish even your Wildest dreams, those shooting stars. It’s time to just be, Time to stop leaning on societies Ideals and march on out With head held up high. Self acceptance is all you need.
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Sep 3, 2014
Sep 3, 2014 at 9:22 PM UTC
Self Acceptance
You don’t need to try so hard. You can wear the clothes you want. Do whatever you please, Express yourself the way you know how. You can wear those heels Just because you love them. Your true friends will accept you And all your little quirks. It’s time to let it go, Let go of all your fears of judgement. Stop caring what people think of you, It’s none of your business anyways. You are who are for a reason. You’re crazy, eclectic, A miss independent and a little rebellious. You like to defy the norms of society So why aren’t you doing it? Let go of all those rules and make your own. You’ve always stood for the outcasts, Paving your own path, Cutting the trees blocking your way. Why care now about fitting in When you’re a shining gem? You were born to lead, to conquer. This is your destiny, you’ve always worn Your individuality just like a badge. Don’t become submissive, Stop looking for approval, You won’t find it anywhere But inside of yourself. It’s the self-acceptance that comes first, There’s no better friend than you. Go on, look in the mirror. Remember, you better like who you are, That is the person you’ll be stuck with For the rest of your life. Enjoy all the strangeness, All the weird parts of your personality. There’s no refunds, no exchanges. You are who you are and that Is perfection; no matter what anyone says. Accept who you are now, Accept all the growth to come. You can accomplish even your Wildest dreams, those shooting stars. It’s time to just be, Time to stop leaning on societies Ideals and march on out With head held up high. Self acceptance is all you need.
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Due tomorrow: Lab report Argumentative essay Group project 39 textbook pages I can do this. Get some coffee and caffeine Lock the door and close the windows Put on those sound-blocking earbuds FOCUS Keep in mind the future good grade.
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May 17, 2014
May 17, 2014 at 8:07 AM UTC
Determination
Route 84 would not lend me the light of a star last night Radio blazing at 75 mph nonsense noise to chew gum by Crackling political commentary Static of distance and thick clouds Invisible mountains blocking Memories seeping through the cracks coating the music in a film I rub my eyes watch myself punch alert buttons But it’s the angels’ jukebox tonight Roll down the window Watch the heat escape Summer again I am building a castle of ancient stones pulverized by relentless tides Dragged across maps by mastodons and mammoth glaciers The scouring hiss the ocean sighs Time has lulled these smoothly rolling them in the softest hands of sand and gels of life’s comings and goings tenderly tumbling in the millionth moonrise— Time deposits them here wet and glistening For the girl with the plaid two-piece to gather Shoulders sun-burnt barely say one week only, one week of the fifty two “It’s the time of the season…” and daddies on the beach are watching…. She has chosen yet another stone And the castle continues— in oblivion to all but her legend…      The queen will be safe here      from the rabble      The disgraced Tristan will surely seek her      Among these lofty cliffs      Between the raging circuit of the tide      Here winds forbid the vengeful mob      Here lovers learn      the debt of love’s bad timing      “Drink ye all of it!”      --the potion that assigns our sorrow….      She will not sleep—      while I chew this gum--  GUM? Roll down the window! Angels escape with the heat Waking me with the brush of their wings As that eighteen-wheeler hugs my flank And leans on the horn Lights flashing Rude rumbling under right tires Tantrum of snow In the draft of mass and velocity …and the angels? They’ve chosen another good one! They must’ve liked the 80’s Their wings slapping the windshield madly   Their hands steady the wheel
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Sep 13, 2016
Sep 13, 2016 at 1:20 PM UTC
Angel's Jukebox
Route 84 would not lend me the light of a star last night Radio blazing at 75 mph nonsense noise to chew gum by Crackling political commentary Static of distance and thick clouds Invisible mountains blocking Memories seeping through the cracks coating the music in a film I rub my eyes watch myself punch alert buttons But it’s the angels’ jukebox tonight Roll down the window Watch the heat escape Summer again I am building a castle of ancient stones pulverized by relentless tides Dragged across maps by mastodons and mammoth glaciers The scouring hiss the ocean sighs Time has lulled these smoothly rolling them in the softest hands of sand and gels of life’s comings and goings tenderly tumbling in the millionth moonrise— Time deposits them here wet and glistening For the girl with the plaid two-piece to gather Shoulders sun-burnt barely say one week only, one week of the fifty two “It’s the time of the season…” and daddies on the beach are watching…. She has chosen yet another stone And the castle continues— in oblivion to all but her legend…      The queen will be safe here      from the rabble      The disgraced Tristan will surely seek her      Among these lofty cliffs      Between the raging circuit of the tide      Here winds forbid the vengeful mob      Here lovers learn      the debt of love’s bad timing      “Drink ye all of it!”      --the potion that assigns our sorrow….      She will not sleep—      while I chew this gum--  GUM? Roll down the window! Angels escape with the heat Waking me with the brush of their wings As that eighteen-wheeler hugs my flank And leans on the horn Lights flashing Rude rumbling under right tires Tantrum of snow In the draft of mass and velocity …and the angels? They’ve chosen another good one! They must’ve liked the 80’s Their wings slapping the windshield madly   Their hands steady the wheel
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We're here! No party? Ha! Who’s ugly? Leave your pity I'm not afraid Everything’s primitive New Mother's old Father's cold A universe of historic shame Casting shade The assertion of intolerance Blocking righteousness Grabbing ignorance by the pores Let infant nails dig for evolution The bold face of madness Biting to be truly free Sanity expands -ism’s explode Pushing hearts Forward Moon Star Traveler Be you Be here - with me Against hate One with the human faith One for love
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Mar 9, 2019
Mar 9, 2019 at 2:03 PM UTC
Moon Star Traveler
This world we live in is terribly cold Stone hearts will chill your bones **** your soul or so I have been told By experiences of varried tones If you could travel through A mile or two in my shoes You would lose your mind And leave reality behind Just like I did in a devilish bid To try and find hope, And a way to cope With this life so morbid Dealing with years of abuse Each time I would reduce And shelter my mind away Blocking out the violent foray The constant concussive ridicule From parents with a wrathful rule Their constant battery to my psyche Has left me with barely any sanctity Of mind, soul, and heart All piles of rubble before I could start So when I wander yonder, I cart Around my dead childhood Through this broken neighbourhood While I wear an obsidian hood So people don't see the real me Enough said, it would fill you with dread Because if only you could see The face behind the mask, You might finally know me In a deeper sense, my task The method to my madness That I am acting under duress I might impress upon your life What it means to go through strife You may have done worse deeds But you didn't have to live your life on Speed.
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Dec 13, 2014
Dec 13, 2014 at 3:31 PM UTC
An Epiphany of the ADHD Reality
Amidst the excitement over disabling drinks and drugs and hasty hook ups there is a silence that exists because nobody talks. Nobody talks. Demons fill the air intoxicating your emotions and you're alone. Parties shouldn't be lonely, should they? There are masked people segregated except for one girl whose face shines the mask blocking her light like an eclipse. And she's not here.
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Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 10:19 PM UTC
The Party
And you try to find a way, To ruin a day, But you can't get there anymore. I am blocking your path, Because you have no remorse, You'll be left with just your scarf. No one will want to hear what you say, So I guess like me, they'll run away. Maybe eventually you'll realise your mistakes. Too bad it will be too late, But people wouldn't forgive you anyway. When you will rot in shame, We all know you'll be the one to blame. Don't expect us to revive ourselves Just to come and save you. After all, we don't trust those who drag us under.
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May 26, 2016
May 26, 2016 at 11:32 AM UTC
It Won't be Forgiveness, But it Will be Deserved
Elephant in the room, shoo the hell away! Don't stick around; I wish you wouldn't stay Don't mess with my head, inciting all I feel I don't need you here, I want to heal Stop blaring in my ears, your noxious lies I'm sick to the stomach with my pathetic cries Resist flapping your gigantic ears They simply just fan the rage in my tears Quit blocking my view with your sheer enormity Get out of my thoughts so better I could see Halt your incessant skin rubbing against my sores Chafing me raw on top of my existing scores Pull out your pointy tusks, they poke and jab I'm bent in many places; I don't need more stabs Take your infernal rear out of my face! I'm self-destructing, counting up the days Cease your retaliation, leave with no protest Go find and sit yourself in someone else's nest Drop your intentions to stomp me broken I'm mangled enough; almost misshapen End this mindless rampage...please Let me iron myself straight, in peace... Dear elephant, have you gone? Thank you for the blight of my time, you've spawned
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Sep 17, 2014
Sep 17, 2014 at 10:16 PM UTC
Elephant
My my, what a special little snowflake. Why did you choose to be this way? You chose to be different, you chose to rebel. No binary for me! You chose the grief, the pain. You chose this abuse, bruised by the verbal ferociousness, forged by physical fallacies To be thrown out of bathrooms because doing your business in the bathroom is abysmal. You chose to be derided by decisive discrimination. You chose to be murdered by misconceptions, ***** by ridiculous requirements. You chose to be beaten, assaulted. You chose the words I weave to weaken your will. You chose the sacred sermons I spit at you. You chose to be What I find disgusting, despicable because you chose to be what you aren't, but I realize what I really regard you to be. My my, what a special little bigot. You think I chose to be this way? You think I chose the injuring, injustice, the jester, the joke the target, tortured, This pain, my poison, the prey, praying, the sinner of sins so bittersweet, So I could be "special"? Special isn't a sacrifice of physical self Nor the gunshots and gruesome grief Nor even the crass comfort of a half-assed comrade. You think I CHOSE this, and you didn't choose to spit and spew your sour speeches to disperse your disgust in discrimination to integrate your ignorance into my existence. Or did you not choose to deal the abuse by your hand yourself? My special little bigot, You live as you are. So be it, if I am so "special", the special little snowflake. Yes, we are the little snowflakes that your palm's presence melts away, And you're that burning persistence of life Blocking with your own self our slow, wistful descent, As if it were futility and not of your own will. If I am the snowflake, you are the fire.
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May 26, 2015
May 26, 2015 at 8:42 PM UTC
Special Little Snowflake
My my, what a special little snowflake. Why did you choose to be this way? You chose to be different, you chose to rebel. No binary for me! You chose the grief, the pain. You chose this abuse, bruised by the verbal ferociousness, forged by physical fallacies To be thrown out of bathrooms because doing your business in the bathroom is abysmal. You chose to be derided by decisive discrimination. You chose to be murdered by misconceptions, ***** by ridiculous requirements. You chose to be beaten, assaulted. You chose the words I weave to weaken your will. You chose the sacred sermons I spit at you. You chose to be What I find disgusting, despicable because you chose to be what you aren't, but I realize what I really regard you to be. My my, what a special little bigot. You think I chose to be this way? You think I chose the injuring, injustice, the jester, the joke the target, tortured, This pain, my poison, the prey, praying, the sinner of sins so bittersweet, So I could be "special"? Special isn't a sacrifice of physical self Nor the gunshots and gruesome grief Nor even the crass comfort of a half-assed comrade. You think I CHOSE this, and you didn't choose to spit and spew your sour speeches to disperse your disgust in discrimination to integrate your ignorance into my existence. Or did you not choose to deal the abuse by your hand yourself? My special little bigot, You live as you are. So be it, if I am so "special", the special little snowflake. Yes, we are the little snowflakes that your palm's presence melts away, And you're that burning persistence of life Blocking with your own self our slow, wistful descent, As if it were futility and not of your own will. If I am the snowflake, you are the fire.
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The warmth of the sun settles, hugging the lake. The dragonfly flies low, hovering above the tranquil water the light seeping through the paper thin skin, it hums across the lake, refracting light off its wings, An array of colors make patterns on the wings, wearing it like a cloak, a rainbow embedded within. The colors tilt and shift as the dragonfly gracefully cruises through life, laying close to the water but letting the air propel it forward, floating between two different worlds, it is like a dream where our thoughts are separated from reality, and are scattered like refracted light for us to assemble.   Through a screen of our dreams, a world can be seen. A world of hopes and desires that is dormant within The light of life just soaks us bare, our skin turns frail, under the scorching glare, the glare of eyes that want you to be, someone that is accepted by society. the dragonfly bathes itself in the sun, the iridescent colors shine on its skin, flying and floating, he’s determined to win a predator, determined to get what it wants nothing blocking its way or paving its path making the most out of life and never holding back spread your wings like the dragonfly that hums its way through life, dipping its wings in the sun to shine, breaking free a life of colors, that we leave locked and forgotten, behind a reality made of black and white, the black ink seeping through our minds, injecting us with ideas of the 'ideal life' where money and fortune, and status define. Bathe your mind in the wonders of the world, soak your heart in life's warmth and glow, and pave your own path, with the dreams you sow.
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Oct 21, 2012
Oct 21, 2012 at 3:13 AM UTC
Prism of Life - Dragonfly
The warmth of the sun settles, hugging the lake. The dragonfly flies low, hovering above the tranquil water the light seeping through the paper thin skin, it hums across the lake, refracting light off its wings, An array of colors make patterns on the wings, wearing it like a cloak, a rainbow embedded within. The colors tilt and shift as the dragonfly gracefully cruises through life, laying close to the water but letting the air propel it forward, floating between two different worlds, it is like a dream where our thoughts are separated from reality, and are scattered like refracted light for us to assemble.   Through a screen of our dreams, a world can be seen. A world of hopes and desires that is dormant within The light of life just soaks us bare, our skin turns frail, under the scorching glare, the glare of eyes that want you to be, someone that is accepted by society. the dragonfly bathes itself in the sun, the iridescent colors shine on its skin, flying and floating, he’s determined to win a predator, determined to get what it wants nothing blocking its way or paving its path making the most out of life and never holding back spread your wings like the dragonfly that hums its way through life, dipping its wings in the sun to shine, breaking free a life of colors, that we leave locked and forgotten, behind a reality made of black and white, the black ink seeping through our minds, injecting us with ideas of the 'ideal life' where money and fortune, and status define. Bathe your mind in the wonders of the world, soak your heart in life's warmth and glow, and pave your own path, with the dreams you sow.
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I wish you detox from drunken heights, I’m jesus for today until my current shift ends and the next one begins, after many nights, in the garden centre of fallen south coast eden. Shine shine shine Light of mine For now everything’s just fine People’s faces glitter as I go by, memories of sinless youth, for my hands blind with nostalgia, that my being resurrects. The child Lazarus scurries past my side, to his home with his future in his hands, in my hands, cupped wide. Shine shine shine Light of mine For now everything’s just fine I can love the unfortunate, for my fortune is golden. Delivered in letters from North, West, East. My trinity circle who join me at my supper, breaking the garlic bread and sipping the borello, to top crab ravioli baptised in the stream of sauce. Shine shine shine Light of mine For now everything’s just fine The gates of heaven are open, unblocked by the deaths of Keats, Shelley and Williams, their souls not blocking the exit with an Underground Queue. I give my blessings to Livingstone and Charles Gordon The one native he changed and the others’ sacrifice at Khartoum Gained me my crown to modestly flaunt. Shine shine shine Light of mine For now everything’s just fine I float down the hall, to His Mighty Voice, as my gold becomes a donation on the alter, to gain the choral hymns of Mercury gilded rock gods that will brighten my days for now, oh glorious moments. Amen.
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Aug 22, 2018
Aug 22, 2018 at 12:22 PM UTC
The Messiah In Miss Hart's Class.
They say there was once a bird, The silent type always unheard, Hovering up in the sky, For all of eternity would it ever fly. The touch of a human upon it was always forbidden, Making a biological secret be forever hidden, Due to the transparency and the height of which cannot be reached, It makes another lesson of evolution not breached. What is know, however very little, Is the bird makes one feel rather belittled. It contains an immortality so great, That it is forever the same and never grows from it's traits. However, even though the phoenix of true legend is made of fire, This version is something that will always stay higher. It moves ever slow, like a turtle moving its bare arms, Yet it seems as if it forever sounds its alarms. Our alarms we sound at the dark times, though, As this phoenix creature begins to cast it's own shadow. All citizens race to their homes, Awaiting a closer strike from the phoenix within the clouds that roams. The phoenix moves, but notices no one near, Feeling the shivering of the cold and the town's fear. Emotion shows as small drops fall to the ground, For the phoenix finally screams it's thunderous sound. The great ground pound hits with the force of the phoenix's body, As if saying, "I wanted to be nice, but you hate me now, so nobody stop me!" One human man walks out to know what's going on, And realizes that the phoenix is blocking the sun. The phoenix above continues to cry The tears that do not heal, the ones that fall into the man's eye. He quickly wipes them off, And then looks all the way up. A question to the creature, "Why do you cry?" The phoenix responds with another tear out of it's eye. The man explains, "Now, listen please. I only want to be the one to appease." The phoenix slowly stops crying its last tear, Almost agreeing to listen the man's prayer. The man continues, "Unlike your brother who can heal, Your tears can do the same as the unreal." He explains, "Your sadness affects us all, As are our ears deafened by your great call. Now, all I hope for you is to select a different place and find it, So everyone, including you, will have some needed peace and quiet." The phoenix slightly nodded, with one last drop. It suddenly broke apart, with one final pop. The creature broke away to seek it's next destination, As it needed to go away and not cause more devastation. The phoenix is seen no more, Though I'm people have still seen it before. Look out in the sky with the best possible sight, And you may see the phoenix still hovering in it's slow flight.
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May 21, 2011
May 21, 2011 at 11:30 PM UTC
Cloud Phoenix
They say there was once a bird, The silent type always unheard, Hovering up in the sky, For all of eternity would it ever fly. The touch of a human upon it was always forbidden, Making a biological secret be forever hidden, Due to the transparency and the height of which cannot be reached, It makes another lesson of evolution not breached. What is know, however very little, Is the bird makes one feel rather belittled. It contains an immortality so great, That it is forever the same and never grows from it's traits. However, even though the phoenix of true legend is made of fire, This version is something that will always stay higher. It moves ever slow, like a turtle moving its bare arms, Yet it seems as if it forever sounds its alarms. Our alarms we sound at the dark times, though, As this phoenix creature begins to cast it's own shadow. All citizens race to their homes, Awaiting a closer strike from the phoenix within the clouds that roams. The phoenix moves, but notices no one near, Feeling the shivering of the cold and the town's fear. Emotion shows as small drops fall to the ground, For the phoenix finally screams it's thunderous sound. The great ground pound hits with the force of the phoenix's body, As if saying, "I wanted to be nice, but you hate me now, so nobody stop me!" One human man walks out to know what's going on, And realizes that the phoenix is blocking the sun. The phoenix above continues to cry The tears that do not heal, the ones that fall into the man's eye. He quickly wipes them off, And then looks all the way up. A question to the creature, "Why do you cry?" The phoenix responds with another tear out of it's eye. The man explains, "Now, listen please. I only want to be the one to appease." The phoenix slowly stops crying its last tear, Almost agreeing to listen the man's prayer. The man continues, "Unlike your brother who can heal, Your tears can do the same as the unreal." He explains, "Your sadness affects us all, As are our ears deafened by your great call. Now, all I hope for you is to select a different place and find it, So everyone, including you, will have some needed peace and quiet." The phoenix slightly nodded, with one last drop. It suddenly broke apart, with one final pop. The creature broke away to seek it's next destination, As it needed to go away and not cause more devastation. The phoenix is seen no more, Though I'm people have still seen it before. Look out in the sky with the best possible sight, And you may see the phoenix still hovering in it's slow flight.
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Crafty, they say, He's getting crafty crafty with my lies and my made-up meals crafty with my sound-blocking tactics crafty with hiding the burning lines of white and red. Baking, they say, He's getting into baking baking my binges baking my restriction baking my omad baking my sad-looking low-cal low-fat low-sugar low-carb high-protein 'meal'. Crochet, they say, He's getting into crochet crocheting ankle warmers to make my legs look skinny half-finger gloves in an attempt to curb the permafrost that has begun to knit itself around my bones. Healthy, they say, He's getting healthy as i workout until i faint and do sit-ups until i have bruises on my spine. fruit and veg and vitamins take priority and suddenly i have taken an interest in running.
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Sep 18, 2022
Sep 18, 2022 at 12:40 PM UTC
DIY
Well, they say that the key to life, Is to simply maintain motion.               So when you can't breathe the air,               It's best to emulate the ocean. I've found that I'm much better-off moving, So I'll let these currents do the choosing.              **Because I can't decide myself,               If my self-worth is worth proving.** I've got wounds that need soothing.                          I'm so tired of losing. I've lived too much, in too few years,                         For such a lack of improving.                                   -    -    - I need a device to twist this plot - Some sort of deus ex machina. I need a key to this lock,             But, there's something blocking the             Path to my salvation.             I still long to feel elation. But I'm being strangled by the laws Of this "freedom-filled" nation.                        I fell under the illusion                        Of a perfect constitution.                        But, this justice isn't clean.                        It's hardly more than sheer pollution.
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May 15, 2013
May 15, 2013 at 7:41 PM UTC
I've Lived Too Much in Too Few Years
They say eyes never lie. But how can I know, when yours are always closed? When you're always blocking out the world? Never opening up, or risking being exposed? How can I know, if truth is what you speak? when your eyes, never tell a thing?
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Oct 13, 2016
Oct 13, 2016 at 5:33 PM UTC
Closed eyes. Lies?
tears glisten in the moonlight, but it shines too bright. blocking out reality, and the sad fatality. of my heart, and it's broken parts.
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Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 12:49 PM UTC
moonlight
It started with a clever picking Then the horn of cenarius sounding Followed by an agile creep-blocking The start of the beginning Sk, Lina, Leoric lanes the bottom A superior lane control no one could ever question Burrow, Bolt, and array has been thrown That poor enemy's troll got pawned And now let's go into the middle lane Whe're SF and Davion came In this battle they would have to claim The elusive exp and gold they can possible gain The top lane's meepo was quite steady For his enemies are getting heavy Fissure and Nova are his enemy The fearsome combo of deadly harmony As the ferocious battle goes by In ganks and clashes, skills fly Some juke, some escape, and some die The other team thrashtalks "nice try" Oh dear meepo tries to solo Roshan The other heroes try to ******** In the woods they find the one That lone troll farming in wonderland Sandking immediately winks Followed by a nimble blink Burrowstrike makes the troll sink GG troll as many would think The the team tries to push TP-save the opponent used But meepo breaks the unwanted truce And tries to squeeze away the juice They have to **** raigor Who, in echo slam, has had a great score But you seeit was only five versus four Thus it leads the enemy in sore Alas! the balance has been broken It's a gg that's nearly spoken The defenders has fallen Rax, towers, and the tree are all broken If only they've warded more They would've prevented the gank on troll The other team had a greater score And they could have a chance to backdoor Perhaps it was a close call For a team you wouldn't easily small Life indeed is like a ball Just pawned because of the lone trol
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Jan 29, 2010
Jan 29, 2010 at 8:00 AM UTC
DotA
It started with a clever picking Then the horn of cenarius sounding Followed by an agile creep-blocking The start of the beginning Sk, Lina, Leoric lanes the bottom A superior lane control no one could ever question Burrow, Bolt, and array has been thrown That poor enemy's troll got pawned And now let's go into the middle lane Whe're SF and Davion came In this battle they would have to claim The elusive exp and gold they can possible gain The top lane's meepo was quite steady For his enemies are getting heavy Fissure and Nova are his enemy The fearsome combo of deadly harmony As the ferocious battle goes by In ganks and clashes, skills fly Some juke, some escape, and some die The other team thrashtalks "nice try" Oh dear meepo tries to solo Roshan The other heroes try to ******** In the woods they find the one That lone troll farming in wonderland Sandking immediately winks Followed by a nimble blink Burrowstrike makes the troll sink GG troll as many would think The the team tries to push TP-save the opponent used But meepo breaks the unwanted truce And tries to squeeze away the juice They have to **** raigor Who, in echo slam, has had a great score But you seeit was only five versus four Thus it leads the enemy in sore Alas! the balance has been broken It's a gg that's nearly spoken The defenders has fallen Rax, towers, and the tree are all broken If only they've warded more They would've prevented the gank on troll The other team had a greater score And they could have a chance to backdoor Perhaps it was a close call For a team you wouldn't easily small Life indeed is like a ball Just pawned because of the lone trol
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Here I stand on the intersection Blocking every apparition That appears before the collision Of my unearthed passion The debris it scattered And the fragments it recollected Did no good for our Russian Roulette And my black dress that sweeped Aiming blade to each direction And shadow-chasing apparitions Here I stand, on the intersection With the devil’s spawn in front The sinner angel on my left The lost brothers of long-ago arts And the mourning ladies behind in red If I let my blade slip in front Inferno is the runaway paradise prepared Yet if I let my blade to my sides Heaven hold no place for my stained black dress And the mourning ladies in red Have no colors that resembles mine But that is just an extermination That won’t even matter For tragic is just a trapped magic
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Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 10:31 AM UTC
Intersection Dress
Silver-sided thursday Late morning, not quite Afternoon The steady scent of spring's flowers, dutifully Blossoming Obscenely in the cold The cold wet around my ankles Dragged up from the ground Frail next to the bark of Tuesday's tree Stark brick building My mother's morning tea The shadow of a crucifix Blocking the sun from my Chameleon eyes The time between texts A deep inhale and a harsh white in knuckles Replacing the rosy pink of Moments ago Yes, but Well... Another mile won't make me Stronger When I already emptied My pockets for you... And how my small change made you smile! Remembering, My smile Opening me up Like an old wound The crows are at my throat
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Nov 14, 2012
Nov 14, 2012 at 9:31 PM UTC
Untitled V
What are we doing out here In the wild wild west Are you showing me something Or are we here to rest We've traveled a long road But I'm not ready to settle yet Spider crawling up my arm one day Blood on my quilt the next Blood splot on the bathroom floor Hair chopped off Cut my finger Cut that **** Third eye minds eye know you can open it **** nugs nudging you toward it Chugging fluoride gotta know its blocking it Depression crippling lazy thinking I'm not getting anywhere anymore Dated a slick-back sexist slug of a human He haunts me in my dreams I'm trying to dream big dream of everything But his face shows me where I've been His hands done healing flex ****** veins, stop stealing! His mom sewing his mistakes back together again, stop helping! His dad fueling the fire again at home, stop procreating! Its not the job of a lover to raise your significant other Its not my job to shower you with everything I have day after ******* day when all I get in return is leftover pizza and a sore ****** -SOME PEOPLE DON'T KNOW HOW TO LOVE IT IS NOT ON YOU TO SHOW THEM HOW SOME WILL TRY OUT THE MOTIONS WITH OTHER MOTIVATIONS IN MIND BUT LOVE IS NOT JUST AN ACTION IT IS TRULY A LIFESTYLE Without love I would be dead Fill With intention Else you're dead Living isn't that easy Same struggles every day Being healthy isn't that easy Definitely more expensive that way Being human isn't that easy Hunting my own spirit day after day Not wanting Feeling bad Not supporting But loving I have something to say god ****** And don't dare tell me its just the drugs We need to start questioning what love is The lack of it is ******* stuff up I'm high right now if you didn't know it If I was sober would the words still come out You say you love me but you don't support it But how can you love if you don't understand it Love is unconditional Love is support How are you loving when you try to change it There is no fixing my humanity You don't know what makes me happy No one can be trusted Love Choice Choosing To be loved
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Oct 18, 2016
Oct 18, 2016 at 4:27 AM UTC
Not It; Cut that ****
What are we doing out here In the wild wild west Are you showing me something Or are we here to rest We've traveled a long road But I'm not ready to settle yet Spider crawling up my arm one day Blood on my quilt the next Blood splot on the bathroom floor Hair chopped off Cut my finger Cut that **** Third eye minds eye know you can open it **** nugs nudging you toward it Chugging fluoride gotta know its blocking it Depression crippling lazy thinking I'm not getting anywhere anymore Dated a slick-back sexist slug of a human He haunts me in my dreams I'm trying to dream big dream of everything But his face shows me where I've been His hands done healing flex ****** veins, stop stealing! His mom sewing his mistakes back together again, stop helping! His dad fueling the fire again at home, stop procreating! Its not the job of a lover to raise your significant other Its not my job to shower you with everything I have day after ******* day when all I get in return is leftover pizza and a sore ****** -SOME PEOPLE DON'T KNOW HOW TO LOVE IT IS NOT ON YOU TO SHOW THEM HOW SOME WILL TRY OUT THE MOTIONS WITH OTHER MOTIVATIONS IN MIND BUT LOVE IS NOT JUST AN ACTION IT IS TRULY A LIFESTYLE Without love I would be dead Fill With intention Else you're dead Living isn't that easy Same struggles every day Being healthy isn't that easy Definitely more expensive that way Being human isn't that easy Hunting my own spirit day after day Not wanting Feeling bad Not supporting But loving I have something to say god ****** And don't dare tell me its just the drugs We need to start questioning what love is The lack of it is ******* stuff up I'm high right now if you didn't know it If I was sober would the words still come out You say you love me but you don't support it But how can you love if you don't understand it Love is unconditional Love is support How are you loving when you try to change it There is no fixing my humanity You don't know what makes me happy No one can be trusted Love Choice Choosing To be loved
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Lucid dreaming is the doorway to the unconscious. So dream. Do not stay closed behind cement barricades blocking the moon from shining. Live. Each second is for you. The tumbling of life does not promise anything. In one breath you can have a time table handed to you. A distinct framework of how much longer you shall be. Stay in illusion. Keep in mind that very little is worthy of being screamed about. Politics and people games are not the substance of existing. Picture colourful images that flutter playfully across the mental horizon. A traffic light will blink red, yellow, green. A noise will dominate the shading sky. These mean nothing. Moments of distraction soon gone away. Focus on fantasy. Allow yourself the freedom to celebrate the essence of harmony. When you die, it will be your dreams that are remembered. Breathe. It's just a bad day, not a bad life.
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May 16, 2016
May 16, 2016 at 11:21 AM UTC
When You Die, It Will Be Your Dreams That Are Remembered
It started with a clever picking Then the horn of cenarius sounding Followed by an agile creep-blocking The start of the beginning Sk, Lina, Leoric lanes the bottom A superior lane control no one could ever question Burrow, Bolt, and array has been thrown That poor enemy's troll got pawned And now let's go into the middle lane Whe're SF and Davion came In this battle they would have to claim The elusive exp and gold they can possible gain The top lane's meepo was quite steady For his enemies are getting heavy Fissure and Nova are his enemy The fearsome combo of deadly harmony As the ferocious battle goes by In ganks and clashes, skills fly Some juke, some escape, and some die The other team thrashtalks "nice try" Oh dear meepo tries to solo Roshan The other heroes try to ******** In the woods they find the one That lone troll farming in wonderland Sandking immediately winks Followed by a nimble blink Burrowstrike makes the troll sink GG troll as many would think The the team tries to push TP-save the opponent used But meepo breaks the unwanted truce And tries to squeeze away the juice They have to **** raigor Who, in echo slam, has had a great score But you seeit was only five versus four Thus it leads the enemy in sore Alas! the balance has been broken It's a gg that's nearly spoken The defenders has fallen Rax, towers, and the tree are all broken If only they've warded more They would've prevented the gank on troll The other team had a greater score And they could have a chance to backdoor Perhaps it was a close call For a team you wouldn't easily small Life indeed is like a ball Just pawned because of the lone troll Don't worry DotA 2, I'll sacrifice my sleep for playing everyday!
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Sep 19, 2015
Sep 19, 2015 at 9:17 AM UTC
Ode to DotA 2
It started with a clever picking Then the horn of cenarius sounding Followed by an agile creep-blocking The start of the beginning Sk, Lina, Leoric lanes the bottom A superior lane control no one could ever question Burrow, Bolt, and array has been thrown That poor enemy's troll got pawned And now let's go into the middle lane Whe're SF and Davion came In this battle they would have to claim The elusive exp and gold they can possible gain The top lane's meepo was quite steady For his enemies are getting heavy Fissure and Nova are his enemy The fearsome combo of deadly harmony As the ferocious battle goes by In ganks and clashes, skills fly Some juke, some escape, and some die The other team thrashtalks "nice try" Oh dear meepo tries to solo Roshan The other heroes try to ******** In the woods they find the one That lone troll farming in wonderland Sandking immediately winks Followed by a nimble blink Burrowstrike makes the troll sink GG troll as many would think The the team tries to push TP-save the opponent used But meepo breaks the unwanted truce And tries to squeeze away the juice They have to **** raigor Who, in echo slam, has had a great score But you seeit was only five versus four Thus it leads the enemy in sore Alas! the balance has been broken It's a gg that's nearly spoken The defenders has fallen Rax, towers, and the tree are all broken If only they've warded more They would've prevented the gank on troll The other team had a greater score And they could have a chance to backdoor Perhaps it was a close call For a team you wouldn't easily small Life indeed is like a ball Just pawned because of the lone troll Don't worry DotA 2, I'll sacrifice my sleep for playing everyday!
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The puppet's second awakening is a knight of crusading, evils boots I bet are quaking, especially when his sword starts shaking. Though made of wood he's hardly bored, he's killing all the little lords. Royalties high but he'll bring them low with one fell swoop and mighty blow. Arrows cut but they don't dry, fires good but you just try. He's got a shield it's good for blocking, you better be ready when he comes knocking. All in all he's quite the lad, made of wood and iron clad. And with his holy cross of might he'll slay all evil in his sight.
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Jun 16, 2014
Jun 16, 2014 at 5:02 AM UTC
Iron Lad