When you can't think,
can't do,
can't see,
through the storm of work and the chaos developed around it.
Nov 4, 2015
Nov 4, 2015 at 10:34 PM UTC
Inside, a shrinking breathing
With heaves and sighs.
Outside, nothing
Except the slight sting of the eyes.
Apr 1, 2015
Apr 1, 2015 at 8:14 PM UTC
Watching my phone,
Side by side with my homework.
Waiting,
for a response...
Mar 26, 2015
Mar 26, 2015 at 8:31 PM UTC
Long Sleeves.
Always long sleeves.
Even the summer.
Who here gets it?
Jan 12, 2015
Jan 12, 2015 at 8:37 PM UTC
No one gets it.
Why do you act different in school and outside, a classmate might ask.
He would see me everyday at school then when he talks to me via phone, he doesn't think it's me, except my voice.
At school,
I am cool with my friends,
Respectful to my teachers,
Laugh just as hard as them,
Go out sometimes to Panera or the movies,
With family, however
I do chores,
Mostly playing video games for 5 hours a day with friends.
Cuss so much that I'm glad there's a door
And seem so relaxed that I'm a whole 'nother person.
Some wonder why.
Some never payed attention and will after this poem is published.
Some question how.
Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 6:05 PM UTC
Hai.
Yes, it's me.
I'm still here.
Right in front of you.
Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 6:21 PM UTC
Its beautiful.
It deserves to be heard,
but I can't stand it.
I'm scared,
when you whisper into my ear
secrets of a past love,
screaming lyrics,
flustered murmers,
it just makes me more and more
confused
and I just want to fall into your eyes,
to smash my lips to yours,
to show you every single thin ive been hiding inside.
Every ******* thing.
That might overwhelm you,
but it has been overwhelming me,
my love for you is so hard to contain....
and it only starts to jump around and go just a bit berserk
when you say something,
imagine what its like when you touch me.
So, let's stick to text for now ok?
even with texts, you got my smile
stretched all the way,
incapable of stopping,
and you've got my cheeks
flustered, embarrassed, blushing.
But that might just be one of the reasons
why I love you so much.
So please go away.
Your everything just makes me more confused.
I love you.
But go away.
Oct 19, 2014
Oct 19, 2014 at 8:12 PM UTC
I've been to hell and back,
and you're telling me I have to go again?
Oct 19, 2014
Oct 19, 2014 at 10:54 AM UTC
Is it possible to procrastinate sleep
or is it just cause I want someone to talk to me so much that I don't sleep?
Literally, I'm just laying around here
Doing everything but sleeping
At such a late hour
And trying not to think of you.
Gosh... Is it so hard not to reply to what you have clearly read?
I just want a conversation with you
But that's clearly not happening anytime soon so
Buh-bye.
Oct 15, 2014
Oct 15, 2014 at 10:04 PM UTC