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"bein" poems
[Verse 1] Monster sized swag; not modest bout my splendor Marvel at the flag and I'm the ultimate avenger Buck Rodgers, D-Bird yep I'm the number one contender, So I gotta uphold this rep of bein uncontrollable so I'll take the lead, I hold the world beneath my feet I'm a fiend, elite Haze so cloudy cause I be blowin Swisher Sweets Drug addiction is my disease It's my expertise See here's the masterpiece: Raps lobotomize I'm traumatized since 1993 [Verse 2] Victimized by the lies of this trifilin enterprise You can front but you can't hide There's no fault behind your eyes So I hope this insult will suffice It should come as no surprise A grin will spread across my face From side to side My ***** mouth will mesmerize hypnotized, memorize the words that escape my lips I'm a degenerate unabridged uncut You're a ************* **** Go hang yourself from a bridge Here's a rope, I hope you choke ******* ******* smoochie smoochie Only chains you got is Gucci Y’all basic brothers rep that set But fake like that 2chi [Verse 3] man I get so high, Now watch me get higher Watch me take flight As my wings soar skyward You know I'ma fighter So watch me take my place As I eat this rap game up and then spit it in your face Now pass me a lighter see me rollin while I bake I mean I'm not a pastry maker, but I still bake for the sake My rhymes are so ill They're gonna make you sick I be tweetin on my twitter While Betty Crocker ***** my **** uh [Verse 4] Reid between the lines son and please proceed with caution Alien splittin kilos, I be one tweaked ****** martian I'm five steps ahead and these haters ****** forfeit You four feet tall and I'm so high I'm in ****** orbit Make these snitches sleep with fishes How ****** vicious spittin mischief ****** trippin out these hypocrites Dishin out these disses which Bein inconsiderate in this fast paced game of chase But if I wanted to catch your drama I'd just go check my facebook page *****
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Nov 11, 2013
Nov 11, 2013 at 3:30 AM UTC
Masterpiece
[Verse 1] Monster sized swag; not modest bout my splendor Marvel at the flag and I'm the ultimate avenger Buck Rodgers, D-Bird yep I'm the number one contender, So I gotta uphold this rep of bein uncontrollable so I'll take the lead, I hold the world beneath my feet I'm a fiend, elite Haze so cloudy cause I be blowin Swisher Sweets Drug addiction is my disease It's my expertise See here's the masterpiece: Raps lobotomize I'm traumatized since 1993 [Verse 2] Victimized by the lies of this trifilin enterprise You can front but you can't hide There's no fault behind your eyes So I hope this insult will suffice It should come as no surprise A grin will spread across my face From side to side My ***** mouth will mesmerize hypnotized, memorize the words that escape my lips I'm a degenerate unabridged uncut You're a ************* **** Go hang yourself from a bridge Here's a rope, I hope you choke ******* ******* smoochie smoochie Only chains you got is Gucci Y’all basic brothers rep that set But fake like that 2chi [Verse 3] man I get so high, Now watch me get higher Watch me take flight As my wings soar skyward You know I'ma fighter So watch me take my place As I eat this rap game up and then spit it in your face Now pass me a lighter see me rollin while I bake I mean I'm not a pastry maker, but I still bake for the sake My rhymes are so ill They're gonna make you sick I be tweetin on my twitter While Betty Crocker ***** my **** uh [Verse 4] Reid between the lines son and please proceed with caution Alien splittin kilos, I be one tweaked ****** martian I'm five steps ahead and these haters ****** forfeit You four feet tall and I'm so high I'm in ****** orbit Make these snitches sleep with fishes How ****** vicious spittin mischief ****** trippin out these hypocrites Dishin out these disses which Bein inconsiderate in this fast paced game of chase But if I wanted to catch your drama I'd just go check my facebook page *****
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Backed in. Upside-down yet right-side-up. My "Days Off" are never enough. Backed in. Feelin rough. Being alone in my quiet place is often tough. My mind wanders, getting lost. Missin out on bein about. Locked up on a cold, cloudy, winter day. No doubt. No trust, no love, nothing to clutch... I hold my blanket and pout. Loudly. No friends wander in and out. Undoubtedly this pen holds no cure for a broken spirit and a broken heart. I guess this just falls under "Vague Art". But it's a new start...to an old art. I should've known this'd be harder than being a martyr. Underestimating the already underestimated. It's my time to shine. Mesmerized by the bright light. I try not to fight it...this paper, My Shrine. Im an ugly person with a handsome mind, intertwined with the devine. My life, MY throw, MY time. It's never this easy to draw strait lines...-----------------------
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Nov 27, 2009
Nov 27, 2009 at 11:02 AM UTC
flu-cinations
Dont be so stuck-up, i'm just bein' nice. Jus tryin' to have an intelligent conversation... Maybe I'm fairly flirtatious, but... Im bein' polite. Not tryin to take you home tonight. Unless you give me the green light, then maybe I might... C'mon, I'm just playin... Y'know... I could make you blush in a few minutes time. Could get you naked in a few moments... Dont... Be... No... Fun. Dont tell me you dont like it... I know when I hear lies. Dont call me if you dont lick it... 'Cause I know what I like. If you don wanna practice makin babies... **** it. I'll just **** it 'til I dribble. That one's for you ladies;-p I can paint a clear mental picture... A perverted portrait with my paintbrush... Of your hot, soft, wet flesh before me... I could show you a few things. A perverted portrait... My. Paint. Gets. You. Wet. A perverted picture. Your body wincing... Pinching me. Every inch of me. A few more than 3 or 4... You'll find... A couple more... If... You... Want... To... Score.
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Dec 8, 2009
Dec 8, 2009 at 8:05 AM UTC
"A perverted portrait" (adult)
Eggnog and whiskey, eggnog and whiskey Come on baby whisk me ....... Away Holiday cheer and Holiday beer Come on maybe take their ....... Blues away Toast to life's disappointments Life's disappointments today I got those, we got those, we got yo Holiday blue,  blues, .... blues I got the Christmas bluuuuse Those family.... Those Holiday Bluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuse We got the Holiday blues Santa's a comin', drummer boys drummin' I make my simple .... list That you will forgive me and just stop bein' .... ****** I made mistakes but baby it's you that I miss I'll stop the drinkin' if you stop thinkin' That I'm the devil .... to you That's why my white Christmas ... is blue Forget the gifts and the mistletoe I just don't want you to go No, I just don't want you to go Eggnog and whiskey, eggnog and whiskey Come on baby whisk me ....... Away Holiday cheer and Holiday beer Come on maybe take their ....... Blues away Toast to life's disappointments Life's disappointments today I got those, we got those, we got yo Holiday blue,  blues, .... blues I got the Christmas bluuuuse Those family.... Those Holiday Bluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuse We got the Holiday blues A new year's a comin' but you keep on runnin' New year's a time for fresh starts So baby I get 365 ...  new hearts I'll give them to you So you so can  keep tearin' 'em apart On midnight I'll be waitin' I've got my faith in your heart If you don't show, my heart will moan But I won't be kissin' alone 'Cause I got my friends in a ... glass They'll fight the blues When I'm stuck kissin' your ... *** Eggnog and whiskey, eggnog and whiskey Come on baby whisk me ....... Away Holiday cheer and Holiday beer Come on maybe take their ....... Blues away Toast to life's disappointments Life's disappointments today I got those, we got those, we got yo Holiday blue,  blues, .... blues I got the Christmas bluuuuse Those family.... Those Holiday Bluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuse We got the Holiday blues
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Dec 16, 2013
Dec 16, 2013 at 10:37 PM UTC
Holiday Blues (Blues Poem)
Eggnog and whiskey, eggnog and whiskey Come on baby whisk me ....... Away Holiday cheer and Holiday beer Come on maybe take their ....... Blues away Toast to life's disappointments Life's disappointments today I got those, we got those, we got yo Holiday blue,  blues, .... blues I got the Christmas bluuuuse Those family.... Those Holiday Bluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuse We got the Holiday blues Santa's a comin', drummer boys drummin' I make my simple .... list That you will forgive me and just stop bein' .... ****** I made mistakes but baby it's you that I miss I'll stop the drinkin' if you stop thinkin' That I'm the devil .... to you That's why my white Christmas ... is blue Forget the gifts and the mistletoe I just don't want you to go No, I just don't want you to go Eggnog and whiskey, eggnog and whiskey Come on baby whisk me ....... Away Holiday cheer and Holiday beer Come on maybe take their ....... Blues away Toast to life's disappointments Life's disappointments today I got those, we got those, we got yo Holiday blue,  blues, .... blues I got the Christmas bluuuuse Those family.... Those Holiday Bluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuse We got the Holiday blues A new year's a comin' but you keep on runnin' New year's a time for fresh starts So baby I get 365 ...  new hearts I'll give them to you So you so can  keep tearin' 'em apart On midnight I'll be waitin' I've got my faith in your heart If you don't show, my heart will moan But I won't be kissin' alone 'Cause I got my friends in a ... glass They'll fight the blues When I'm stuck kissin' your ... *** Eggnog and whiskey, eggnog and whiskey Come on baby whisk me ....... Away Holiday cheer and Holiday beer Come on maybe take their ....... Blues away Toast to life's disappointments Life's disappointments today I got those, we got those, we got yo Holiday blue,  blues, .... blues I got the Christmas bluuuuse Those family.... Those Holiday Bluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuse We got the Holiday blues
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MA KING AME-RICA GRATE AGIN ( for Brian ) "Your mum's an alien..an... ha ha ha ha alien!" the children chant and taunt. I see through tears their sneers and hated etched upon their features like a mask they could/couldn't take off. It is like a thousand years ago all over again. The Age of the thing called Trump when humans were both orange and stupid. Now we have computers built into each whorl facts at our fingertips with just a finger snap we can call up what used to be called videos of the Trump thing teaching humans how to hate. I, unlike my sisters am not green except for a slight greenish hue every now and then. I am more the chameleon and can blend in. I have the necessary arms and the obligatory number of eyes. Only my mum and sisters look like a lurid 1950's comic "THEY CAME FROM OUTER SPACE!" yet earth would not be here if aliens( us )had  not come to save them from themselves back when earth had entered the Age of Dictators as the history apps. quaintly put it Now is come again the hateful hate ma king Ame-rica grate again like a mind grinding its teeth. I'm sorry am the English no good and the spelling as well we will have to hide behind our mind walls that we had to build to keep humans out. My mother taking me lovingly in her tentacles stroking me and drying my eyes and making tea With a snap of my fingers I bring up my favourite video and a Kermit hologram floats before my face "It's not that  easy bein' green!" and I singalong like any human being "...when green is all there is to be."
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Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 5:10 AM UTC
MA KING AME-RICA GRATE AGIN( for Brian )
MA KING AME-RICA GRATE AGIN ( for Brian ) "Your mum's an alien..an... ha ha ha ha alien!" the children chant and taunt. I see through tears their sneers and hated etched upon their features like a mask they could/couldn't take off. It is like a thousand years ago all over again. The Age of the thing called Trump when humans were both orange and stupid. Now we have computers built into each whorl facts at our fingertips with just a finger snap we can call up what used to be called videos of the Trump thing teaching humans how to hate. I, unlike my sisters am not green except for a slight greenish hue every now and then. I am more the chameleon and can blend in. I have the necessary arms and the obligatory number of eyes. Only my mum and sisters look like a lurid 1950's comic "THEY CAME FROM OUTER SPACE!" yet earth would not be here if aliens( us )had  not come to save them from themselves back when earth had entered the Age of Dictators as the history apps. quaintly put it Now is come again the hateful hate ma king Ame-rica grate again like a mind grinding its teeth. I'm sorry am the English no good and the spelling as well we will have to hide behind our mind walls that we had to build to keep humans out. My mother taking me lovingly in her tentacles stroking me and drying my eyes and making tea With a snap of my fingers I bring up my favourite video and a Kermit hologram floats before my face "It's not that  easy bein' green!" and I singalong like any human being "...when green is all there is to be."
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Hey girl where you going? I’m very much a talker Cos I can’t dance good And I never been a stalker Where you off to my l’il lady? Hop in my left seat for a ride Wind it up or slow it right down – I can get you to the other side I’m just a country boy And I can take you up city streets, country roads Just a poor l’il redneck But I’m sure I can get you to where you want to go I got a full tank of gas I got an all-terrain SUV You sure do look good Buckled up next to me I can take you up the fast lane I can drive you round the cones I can take you slow through the forests I can take you fast through 30 zones I got air conditioning in here Chamois leather seats as soft as babys butts I can take you across the smooth asphalt I can take you through the deep ruts Putting on my aviators Just let me know if we’re getting close We can slip on out Or we can take the main roads. Just listen to the music And i can listen to you if you like I can rev the V8 and take you there Be it day or be it night I got fully automated And a nice little gear change I got super beam headlights With a three hundred foot range I can go on the straight and narrow I can take you down winding roads Nothing’s a problem for us; we know where we come from And I can get you where you need to go Yeah, I don’t dance so good But I’m a country boy, A nice little country boy.
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Dec 11, 2011
Dec 11, 2011 at 9:06 AM UTC
Ain’t No Shame In Bein’ A Redneck
Sleep deprived feel alive Seen a live band saving others The chosen one selected to be the DD Up late work early finding balance Over things bein imbalanced Responsible always working Making time to do it all Waiting for the call hoping Things change for the better
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Jul 30, 2013
Jul 30, 2013 at 3:21 AM UTC
sleep deprived
I need you, I want you, I love you Now & forever Can't live without you Never wanna be alone again Havin' you, as mine, to love Is like a precious gift You're all I think of Day & night I wanna be yours Today, tomorrow, forever But at times, it feels as if You're slowly slippin' away You're not helpin' to avoid it Everytime it breaks my heart And yet, you say, there's nothin' I can do about it Often I'm in dreamland and I can see our life together I wanna grow old with you Can't bear the thought of Not bein' with you Baby, I need you... (Need you) Baby, I want you... (Want you) Baby, I love you... (Love you) But at times, it feels as if You're slowly slippin' away You're not helpin' to avoid it Everytime it breaks my heart And yet, you say, there's nothin' I can do about it You've made me feel whole Once again We have such a strong connection; You & I I believe two people can 'Fall in love, at first sight' Because that's what I've done with you my heart was empty 'Til I met you I had been missin' The other half of me And now... I feel complete But at times, it feels as if You're slowly slippin' away You're not helpin' to avoid it Everytime it breaks my heart And yet, you say, there's nothin' (Nothin', nothin') I can do about it So Baby, I'm gonna need you (Need you) Baby, I'm gonna want you (Want you) Baby, I'm gonna love you (Love you) Now & forever, now & forever Now & forever, now & forever (Now & forever) 2010 Copyright;  Sabrina Denise Healey, ~Angelmom~
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Jan 16, 2015
Jan 16, 2015 at 6:32 PM UTC
Slowly Slippin' Away~
I need you, I want you, I love you Now & forever Can't live without you Never wanna be alone again Havin' you, as mine, to love Is like a precious gift You're all I think of Day & night I wanna be yours Today, tomorrow, forever But at times, it feels as if You're slowly slippin' away You're not helpin' to avoid it Everytime it breaks my heart And yet, you say, there's nothin' I can do about it Often I'm in dreamland and I can see our life together I wanna grow old with you Can't bear the thought of Not bein' with you Baby, I need you... (Need you) Baby, I want you... (Want you) Baby, I love you... (Love you) But at times, it feels as if You're slowly slippin' away You're not helpin' to avoid it Everytime it breaks my heart And yet, you say, there's nothin' I can do about it You've made me feel whole Once again We have such a strong connection; You & I I believe two people can 'Fall in love, at first sight' Because that's what I've done with you my heart was empty 'Til I met you I had been missin' The other half of me And now... I feel complete But at times, it feels as if You're slowly slippin' away You're not helpin' to avoid it Everytime it breaks my heart And yet, you say, there's nothin' (Nothin', nothin') I can do about it So Baby, I'm gonna need you (Need you) Baby, I'm gonna want you (Want you) Baby, I'm gonna love you (Love you) Now & forever, now & forever Now & forever, now & forever (Now & forever) 2010 Copyright;  Sabrina Denise Healey, ~Angelmom~
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My burden is too heavy to carry People of my race are dying One can't walk on the side of the road without having a bullet pierce through their melanin bodies Chocolate, Caramel, or brown sugar I can't accept the violence SUPPRESS THIS ISSUE ! I demand sacrifice to the wrong guidance 'Cause I can't sit and cry with a tissue preparing a eulogy for my blood brother and sister who've been shot by the minority I step foot on this ground and declare an apology Slave me not for I am a human THAT IS BLACK Can't you see the protests ? This is not a contest What happened to the freedom knot ? Equality and diversity? - I can't accept the current adversity Rights and responsibilities? - But black beings are bein exposed to vulnerability Rules and regulations? - I thought we had amalgamation World War III ? No ... I want us to be free
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Jun 5, 2017
Jun 5, 2017 at 6:24 PM UTC
Code: Skin
We are who we are when we're alone! But when we step out we're playing a role! It's like a movie! Changing character! It's like a scene! Strange and disaster! We are being someone we're not! We're all trying to be bigshot! Losing yourself playing a role! Lying to your own soul! I am shook seeing people being fake! Oh! For your own sake! For once, Try being yourself! Try being who you really are! It's just one life! go far! Far as you can and be who you are! -Vivek!
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Aug 1, 2018
Aug 1, 2018 at 2:07 AM UTC
Rather bein' someone else be who you are!
these lilttle pretty boy's with there ugly *** hearts talkin this crap not even one clapp, taahaha :P and there thinkin there slick ,. pshhh ther'e not even fit nd there lookin like **** rude ******* madee sick there words arn't right nd they sound oh so white I'm so down to fight nd show emm whats right like seriously dude I'm a girl nd I'm suren i'd kick assss all they'ed have left is a little ***** classs. like seriously who tha **** likes an ******* that's stuck the fukk up excuse me every one my mom just got me these tite *** aeropostale ******* cause i aint got no man junk . Yeaaa it's a pain jammed in my *** so Ill just cover it up with bein a big O'l prickk nd sayin I'm better. nd Thinkin i'm bigger . you're in way but I'm seein yuhr play that diss you just made just made chu look gay! ;P like i just said snitch, Get out nd go figgurrr, take that crap with ya we don't want yur linger if ya look backk ***** i'll show you my finger
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Mar 17, 2013
Mar 17, 2013 at 4:29 AM UTC
Just a PEACE signed out to the stuckups
I found your blanket. I’m not gonna tell you where it is though. If I told you, you’d go get it, and then you’d have your warmth, and then you wouldn’t need me. Right? The only thing I look for is clarity. But I wonder if I ever found it, if I’d stop looking… I can see clearly now, so I guess I’ll stop. I’m telling’ ya, I’m bein’ honest with you 90 percent of the time, even now. It just doesn’t look that way, yeah everything seems so convoluted, and “deep” and metaphorical, like I’m trying to make a maze out of a garden of already massive bushes that I’m beating around. But that’s just cause, right now. Especially right now, everything in my head is spinning, on tumble dry, my head’s like a big wet laundry mess and you don’t even know whose clothes are whose anymore because the colours got mixed with the whites and the darks and my intentions got mixed up with my actions and yours, and Well, **** it dude, they’re just clothes. They don’t make us who we are. We just go out of our way to judge people sometimes, like a race. Whoever can judge everyone before anyone else can wins…a ****** VIP seat to watch the rapture or something. So my thoughts’ll flow to you cuz you’re downstream of them. But my intentions are high and dry, up on the top of the dam, I left ‘em up there before I jumped, didn’t even think to ask if they wanted a part in it. That was kinda a **** move. I’m sorry intentions. I’ve never really done you justice. Ok, how many times can you count that you’ve just been completely wrong about someone you judged? How many times did you want to believe so badly, that someone was a better person than they turned out to be? Right so, If you turned gay, and I turned gay, would we judge each other? Would it be like a race? Whoever ***** the other person’s **** the fastest gets…a face full of cummy **** That’s what all these intention judgment pushing disconnected people racing through life to get the first and last laugh really amount to. A Face Full of Cummy **** Merry Jizzmas.
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Dec 26, 2011
Dec 26, 2011 at 11:37 PM UTC
Intentions of Elegance
I found your blanket. I’m not gonna tell you where it is though. If I told you, you’d go get it, and then you’d have your warmth, and then you wouldn’t need me. Right? The only thing I look for is clarity. But I wonder if I ever found it, if I’d stop looking… I can see clearly now, so I guess I’ll stop. I’m telling’ ya, I’m bein’ honest with you 90 percent of the time, even now. It just doesn’t look that way, yeah everything seems so convoluted, and “deep” and metaphorical, like I’m trying to make a maze out of a garden of already massive bushes that I’m beating around. But that’s just cause, right now. Especially right now, everything in my head is spinning, on tumble dry, my head’s like a big wet laundry mess and you don’t even know whose clothes are whose anymore because the colours got mixed with the whites and the darks and my intentions got mixed up with my actions and yours, and Well, **** it dude, they’re just clothes. They don’t make us who we are. We just go out of our way to judge people sometimes, like a race. Whoever can judge everyone before anyone else can wins…a ****** VIP seat to watch the rapture or something. So my thoughts’ll flow to you cuz you’re downstream of them. But my intentions are high and dry, up on the top of the dam, I left ‘em up there before I jumped, didn’t even think to ask if they wanted a part in it. That was kinda a **** move. I’m sorry intentions. I’ve never really done you justice. Ok, how many times can you count that you’ve just been completely wrong about someone you judged? How many times did you want to believe so badly, that someone was a better person than they turned out to be? Right so, If you turned gay, and I turned gay, would we judge each other? Would it be like a race? Whoever ***** the other person’s **** the fastest gets…a face full of cummy **** That’s what all these intention judgment pushing disconnected people racing through life to get the first and last laugh really amount to. A Face Full of Cummy **** Merry Jizzmas.
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A child learns to walk his way to becoming a man. A man learns to sit down, shut up and listen to the master plan. Seems kinda backwards  to a guy like me, so I'll keep walkin' on, keep bein' free. They say the grass is greener on life's other side so I took a trip, I went for the ride. I arrived and I saw a new point of view, I showed up refreshed, feelin' somethin' new. So I decided that I'd stay for a while. Got better reacquainted with my inner child. I spent my youth workin' hard tryin' to grow up, at twenty years of life I realized that I hadn't lived enough. So I opened up my heart and mind, started trustin' everyone except those who won't accept me, those relationships are done. Peace and love and all that other good stuff too many other people just don't look for it enough. But I started to accept it once I opened my mind, once I broke on through to the other side. Trap me in a room with some normal populace I'll be antisocial in my head makin' lists, 'cause I wanna be sure I don't end up like them. My life, mind and time ain't as simple as the suit and tie men. But put me in a place with people dyin' to be free I'll have a smile on my face and a reason to be me. I'll enjoy myself, I'll dance, laugh and love and know Gods smilin' down on me up from above. He didn't give us life to fill with work, stress and tears, he never expected us to face all our fears. He loves us and he wants us to be happy and free like bluebirds in the sky doin' whatever they please.
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Feb 16, 2012
Feb 16, 2012 at 2:15 PM UTC
Bluebirds
A child learns to walk his way to becoming a man. A man learns to sit down, shut up and listen to the master plan. Seems kinda backwards  to a guy like me, so I'll keep walkin' on, keep bein' free. They say the grass is greener on life's other side so I took a trip, I went for the ride. I arrived and I saw a new point of view, I showed up refreshed, feelin' somethin' new. So I decided that I'd stay for a while. Got better reacquainted with my inner child. I spent my youth workin' hard tryin' to grow up, at twenty years of life I realized that I hadn't lived enough. So I opened up my heart and mind, started trustin' everyone except those who won't accept me, those relationships are done. Peace and love and all that other good stuff too many other people just don't look for it enough. But I started to accept it once I opened my mind, once I broke on through to the other side. Trap me in a room with some normal populace I'll be antisocial in my head makin' lists, 'cause I wanna be sure I don't end up like them. My life, mind and time ain't as simple as the suit and tie men. But put me in a place with people dyin' to be free I'll have a smile on my face and a reason to be me. I'll enjoy myself, I'll dance, laugh and love and know Gods smilin' down on me up from above. He didn't give us life to fill with work, stress and tears, he never expected us to face all our fears. He loves us and he wants us to be happy and free like bluebirds in the sky doin' whatever they please.
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It's another late night My mind is bein thrown into turmoil Shower thoughts can bring up the past What would have happened if I had done this? What would have happened if they did that? Shower thoughts can haunt you You don't want to think about those thoughts But the shower drags you into a false sense of hope That nothing bad will happen When in the end, you always get out, changed Changed from what could have happened to you or someone you cared about If only you had done something else But instead, they turn into shower thoughts Haunting and preying on your memory
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May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 9:23 PM UTC
Shower Thoughts
Most of my life I have been what every one wanted me to be. I have been kind to many people. Sometimes too kind. Other people in my life sit and talk with me about why do I do that when they just **** on me. It's the right thing to do...so I was taught. A lot of people in my life don't understand me (hell I don't understand me). They get upset because they think I am bein used. Maybe so. But isn't that my choice if I choose to go back over and over again.? I feel invisible when I do what everyone wants me to do. Yet when I do something that is kind hearted they all of the sudden see me just to stop by and say hey you do realize that your getting used or why do you have to get involved or my favorite don't those kids have parents. Why is helping someone such a bad thing? Okay... Back to bein invisible!!!! No one sees me, no one hears me, I wonder if they even care that I'm sitting and crying inside, that I'm sitting here hurting inside. That I'm sitting wondering what is so wrong with me. You see I know what it like to be so down and out and no one there to listen to help to just see. So if I can help someone else out, see someone when they are hurting or just even listen to the tears pouring down there face then YES that is what I am going to do. Do unto others as you would have them do unto you. Yes I try very hard to treat others like I wanted to be treated. Life ***** Parents forget what it's like at that age. Friends they become convenient friends only around when they want something. Life and people are not perfect. Some times humans have pain. Pain that we don't see. The pain is invisible. So when I see someone that needs help I am there. Yet when I do Help I feel so invisible to the other people around me. My feelings are invisible to them. I slowly become invisible. Then when I stop at what makes me happy I still sometimes feel invisible. They talk about how people use me to get what they want, others can't understand why I allow people to manipulate me. How can I be so blind to what they are doing. Well my opinion is if you really think that I am that blinded that I don't see a twenty something person manipulating me then you are the one blinded. My opinion doesn't matter I'm invisible. Some days I really do think they all would be better off without me. Oh wait I'm invisible it doesn't matter!
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Mar 7, 2016
Mar 7, 2016 at 2:19 AM UTC
INVISIBLE
Most of my life I have been what every one wanted me to be. I have been kind to many people. Sometimes too kind. Other people in my life sit and talk with me about why do I do that when they just **** on me. It's the right thing to do...so I was taught. A lot of people in my life don't understand me (hell I don't understand me). They get upset because they think I am bein used. Maybe so. But isn't that my choice if I choose to go back over and over again.? I feel invisible when I do what everyone wants me to do. Yet when I do something that is kind hearted they all of the sudden see me just to stop by and say hey you do realize that your getting used or why do you have to get involved or my favorite don't those kids have parents. Why is helping someone such a bad thing? Okay... Back to bein invisible!!!! No one sees me, no one hears me, I wonder if they even care that I'm sitting and crying inside, that I'm sitting here hurting inside. That I'm sitting wondering what is so wrong with me. You see I know what it like to be so down and out and no one there to listen to help to just see. So if I can help someone else out, see someone when they are hurting or just even listen to the tears pouring down there face then YES that is what I am going to do. Do unto others as you would have them do unto you. Yes I try very hard to treat others like I wanted to be treated. Life ***** Parents forget what it's like at that age. Friends they become convenient friends only around when they want something. Life and people are not perfect. Some times humans have pain. Pain that we don't see. The pain is invisible. So when I see someone that needs help I am there. Yet when I do Help I feel so invisible to the other people around me. My feelings are invisible to them. I slowly become invisible. Then when I stop at what makes me happy I still sometimes feel invisible. They talk about how people use me to get what they want, others can't understand why I allow people to manipulate me. How can I be so blind to what they are doing. Well my opinion is if you really think that I am that blinded that I don't see a twenty something person manipulating me then you are the one blinded. My opinion doesn't matter I'm invisible. Some days I really do think they all would be better off without me. Oh wait I'm invisible it doesn't matter!
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War zone in my brain, Nothins really the same, Exepct my heart that’s same, But my brains not the same, Sufferin depresseion that I cannot tame, Losing my mind it feels like everyday, Drowing in thoughts and my hate, Gonna have to break the gate , The gate of gratification and grace , Leave my devil to the grave, But my devils immortal hes lurkin, Every corner every crack ready to break out, Sick of bein called a disappointment and a clown, Bout to rain havic on this little fuckin town, But calmdown and open ur 3rd eye and face the light, But the lights is mine, But im not mine, Im my devils, Forced to do his transactions and his deals, But its hard to open grace when ur a disgrace, A outcast from myself and life, Used to be a angel but now im fallin from grace, Fallin from grace from this race of pain and change, Hasn’t been the same since 6th grade, Alawys bullied pushed and pulled, But there so much u can pull a anchor by a rope, Before the rope breaks and the anchor stops, Like that anchor and my gratification stopped, And lost my grace, Open ur 3rd eye and face the light, But the lights is mine, But im not mine, I will never escape this race of anxiety and change…
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May 24, 2021
May 24, 2021 at 11:51 AM UTC
Changes
There's a full moon risin' in a blackened sky there's a full moon sittin' huge on the horizon sky. There's someone standin' on top of that hill could it be I? Hearin' music coming thru the trees dancing an old soft shoe arms held high silhouetted by that big full moon sky. There's a shadow bein' cast long thin and lean stretchin' out creating darkness, while illuminating light all around the shadow movin' ahead a thin strip of darkness and callin' it my life. Illumination darkness a small pin light flashin' on memories possibilities metaphors allegories waterfalls in all those exquisite present moments the poetry our flash light lightenin' And of course there's a soul could it be I? Dancin' that old soft shoe on top of that hill a moment's delighting in a full moon's night sky a risin'...
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Jun 28, 2014
Jun 28, 2014 at 12:18 PM UTC
There's A Full Moon Rising
Raise your hand if your confidence is reaching its limit Well let me tell you, don't dare believe it for a minute A poet stands at the center of circles of illusions Sparked by the fire within and burnin' institutions They write about the current state as far as they can see it, as well as personal doubts claimin' that they can feel it Don't hand your savings over, 'cause now you pay it forward, but life won't pay you back, So what you say to that? *"I say we're bein' controlled by such an evil system; a metal contract was forced on lost and bleedin' victims." "I don't agree with you, man. We're where we need to be. With very little control, we risk to eat for free!" We risk to eat for free? "Food's a commodity! And with overpopulation, I say this honestly!" "Don't mean to interrupt; your notion of depravity appears dumbfounded and far from grounded by gravity." "I say this world belongs to kings and innovators; hope of the people is thrown to the incinerator." "We're seeking liberators mightier than the sword. We work to buy them a pen - weapons we can afford." "And when their eyes are wide open I think that writers see the world not for what it is, rather what it could be." "Yeah! They're talkin' for us metaphorically, imaginin' utopias for you and me, questions answered rhetorically."* The world is yours and no one else's, so live to give it more time through love and being selfless.
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May 30, 2016
May 30, 2016 at 2:08 PM UTC
Whose World is This?
My minds shut, insides ticking and about to erupt I'm holding in all issues within Wish my stubborn **** would just speak up Nightmares in my cup, rolling on a bad dream Walking alone with reality, my perception of you ain't what it seems Ask "are you a human bein?" Maybe he's still a villian.. Don't hide what you have inside, please...tell me your "true" feelings As my ego remains in intense healing With jokers I continue dealing. Criticism as my decor, with old habits thrown on the floor Clipped wings, so I jumped. Knowing ill plummet and never soar Pushes becomes shoves **** I've lost so much potential love. By the way, I'm still a hopeless overthinker Nothing has changed much. But it has. I no longer feel I'm a spawn of my dad I've grown into my potential I can feel now what I couldn't reach I listen to what people say I no longer care to preach I'm sorry to my uncle, I was lost without respect. I apologize to my family, who never knew what was coming next For my deception, lack of perception I'm sorry to my ex. With many words and few steps I'm giving my all and nothing less It's just so hard to improve your past When people rarely saw your best. With god by my side, I can't lose any fight I will remain humble in my journey I will help guide dark eyes to the light I beg for the world to not quit, continue to doubt but learn to accept me. It's not my family, it's not a woman, it's not my friends...I'm the only person who can reinvent me. **Learning to enjoy life, if you work hard, it's okay to be proud Excuse me for saying so much in a silent room...I was just thinking again...outloud.**
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Jul 28, 2014
Jul 28, 2014 at 1:41 AM UTC
"Thinking out loud"
My minds shut, insides ticking and about to erupt I'm holding in all issues within Wish my stubborn **** would just speak up Nightmares in my cup, rolling on a bad dream Walking alone with reality, my perception of you ain't what it seems Ask "are you a human bein?" Maybe he's still a villian.. Don't hide what you have inside, please...tell me your "true" feelings As my ego remains in intense healing With jokers I continue dealing. Criticism as my decor, with old habits thrown on the floor Clipped wings, so I jumped. Knowing ill plummet and never soar Pushes becomes shoves **** I've lost so much potential love. By the way, I'm still a hopeless overthinker Nothing has changed much. But it has. I no longer feel I'm a spawn of my dad I've grown into my potential I can feel now what I couldn't reach I listen to what people say I no longer care to preach I'm sorry to my uncle, I was lost without respect. I apologize to my family, who never knew what was coming next For my deception, lack of perception I'm sorry to my ex. With many words and few steps I'm giving my all and nothing less It's just so hard to improve your past When people rarely saw your best. With god by my side, I can't lose any fight I will remain humble in my journey I will help guide dark eyes to the light I beg for the world to not quit, continue to doubt but learn to accept me. It's not my family, it's not a woman, it's not my friends...I'm the only person who can reinvent me. **Learning to enjoy life, if you work hard, it's okay to be proud Excuse me for saying so much in a silent room...I was just thinking again...outloud.**
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I just hate bein a goomba, if you couldn't tell. I get stepped on all the time and hit by koopa shells! Bowser's always yellin at me and telling me to go, but he can't even stop that Super Mario! King Koopa's laughin high up in his tower, as he's pointin down at me. Here they come with Fire Power! Super Mario and Luigi! I could'a been a man eater, or even a koopa troopa. Might'a  been a bottom sea feeder. I just hate bein a goomba.
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Jun 26, 2021
Jun 26, 2021 at 2:42 PM UTC
The Goomba Blues
Son, do you know why I pulled you over Because I noticed that your lungs collapsed And you were choking begging pleading for one single breath So enjoy the air while you got it... Go ahead take a moment For a good deep breath Feel that clean country air just tickling your insides Son, do you know why I pulled you outta class? Cause your bein a ***** Every time we try to bring up a good topic you start crying ****** ************ mutation, abortion, cloning, ****** violence, masochism Stop bein a ***** boy, everybodies daddy gets drunk and beats them at night Son, you know why I'm not letting into heaven? Because you are a pretentious selfish ****
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Jan 2, 2012
Jan 2, 2012 at 11:49 PM UTC
No officer
Disquieted ( Not amused anymore ) •• We shed our Humanity For ????? ????? ????? And the Rain! And Death., too And She wanders on in torn Clothes And she is ***** and enslaved and goes mad And we go on ???? ?????? ????? Long the evening it's stories are sickly and men are weak ••••• We ???? ???? We are men????? NO! NO.! NO!! ••••• We are dumber n **** and men are not dumber n **** With dumber n **** daughters cutting themselves to get high n sittin back waitin for the police state to make em dumber n **** slaves •• •• (No they don't Really) •• No offence  meant •• But yer all ugly dumber n **** ***** •• Writin yer dumber n **** love/hate poems Glorifying Yer absolute indifference to those you claim as the ones you know n love You can't even tell if yer a boy in a girl's body or a girl in a boy's body Or a donkey in a pig's body or whatever YE just stick something somewhere wiggle around and then feel somethin n then get irate at whatever n whoever Is there. n cut yourself n get proud n tell the world who in their dumber n **** fashion tell YE how sensitive YE are for bein dumber n **** And I so dumber n shitly read it n go mad -- All on a quiet evening when we should all be out playin with the children in the park But no!! !!! !!!! !!! We too dumber n **** ••• Anyway I DO love you all Maybe we all best settle down n leave our simple Bodies alone For THEY. ain't dumber n **** It's you livin in em is
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Nov 7, 2013
Nov 7, 2013 at 10:11 PM UTC
Dumb dumb dumb in these dumb downed days
He saved my life, but he couldn't save his own, He risked his life, To be where he was goin, 5 pills took his life away, 5 pills and bein drunk won, Now I stand at his grave, Here lies my cousin, Who was only 17.
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Jan 2, 2021
Jan 2, 2021 at 8:12 PM UTC
5 Pills