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"bedspread" poems
Superhuman in this skin Red-lipped smile sweetly (but beware teeth beneath) I'm Sweet Siren Song And I won't be long left within this mediocre maniverse Pretty porn-portrait perfect (But there's no staples lacerating this muffin top) Withstand this cosmetic culture curse Bedspread silky sodden sheets Writhing within nightmare glare silicon butterfly spiked beauty ages anyway Go away, I'm finished. I MEAN IT! Fucknuts (I guess Fucknuts isn't an advertiseable commodity. What's with the cheap advertising links in my poetry!) bedspread. ****
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Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 4:55 PM UTC
Sweet Siren Song
Despite the frustration flaunting his bedspread I despise the energy it takes to proof bread “an hour at least” No I’m quite nocturnal I stay awake with the moon, owls, and turtles Who play cards in their shells Subconscious betting As we ante up because Every son is setting, out
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May 20, 2012
May 20, 2012 at 9:03 PM UTC
Turtles
Could the sun be just a hole up there— that if I could leap would enter that breach of light Someone! Throw me a line! Give me a reason There’s never enough in this life of breathing! Someone! Explain why dreams roll a soul toward the cliffs of day Wakes to ache then stuffs its mouth with necessary same Inhale— button shirt—brush hair Exhale— necessary glance in the mirror (yes, still there) A lifetime! in a shallow instant’s stiff clear water (Yeah— still there) in endless caverns of tired eyes above mouth still trying to say SOMETHING! from ever smaller eternities in the glass-flat empty.... Please! Someone explain! this draw of breath one forcing itself upon another's life of beating — Violence in my chest! Why hearts don’t sleep— and I wind up watching again and again—till I am the ****** ...Morning lies in the mists of a humid ***** who moans and sweats and boils her hips— and I wind up watching!? “Will someone please…!" ...and I wind up watching bedspread, bed sore, death bed till you’re breathing easy when she sits and picks her collapsed bouffant damning the makeup that got crushed in the sheets …Morning Lies-- with no expectancy both tired of knowing... *...The Devil lost his balance in my presence one night* ...tired of knowing— THE WILL! THAT WILL! ...walk away or continue to play I could open this screen! watch the world STEP BACK! SLAP FLAT! as trees and dwellings flush like quail to prop their tottering panic against the blue— You—assume composure... compose assumptions Await my next— Move like a spy
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Jul 15, 2017
Jul 15, 2017 at 1:36 PM UTC
Drowning in the Shallows
Could the sun be just a hole up there— that if I could leap would enter that breach of light Someone! Throw me a line! Give me a reason There’s never enough in this life of breathing! Someone! Explain why dreams roll a soul toward the cliffs of day Wakes to ache then stuffs its mouth with necessary same Inhale— button shirt—brush hair Exhale— necessary glance in the mirror (yes, still there) A lifetime! in a shallow instant’s stiff clear water (Yeah— still there) in endless caverns of tired eyes above mouth still trying to say SOMETHING! from ever smaller eternities in the glass-flat empty.... Please! Someone explain! this draw of breath one forcing itself upon another's life of beating — Violence in my chest! Why hearts don’t sleep— and I wind up watching again and again—till I am the ****** ...Morning lies in the mists of a humid ***** who moans and sweats and boils her hips— and I wind up watching!? “Will someone please…!" ...and I wind up watching bedspread, bed sore, death bed till you’re breathing easy when she sits and picks her collapsed bouffant damning the makeup that got crushed in the sheets …Morning Lies-- with no expectancy both tired of knowing... *...The Devil lost his balance in my presence one night* ...tired of knowing— THE WILL! THAT WILL! ...walk away or continue to play I could open this screen! watch the world STEP BACK! SLAP FLAT! as trees and dwellings flush like quail to prop their tottering panic against the blue— You—assume composure... compose assumptions Await my next— Move like a spy
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A bedspread on which bold, red and blue esoteric, Tantric, motifs embrace copulating triangles, the ideogram of cosmos batik printed in vermilion on it's center is spread, right there on the play-field of cupid where the confluence is to happen, a transmitting point of fecund energies to infinity, a point on the spring board to transcendence Beloved, here in the holy fire, receive in ecstasy, the sacrificial offering I bring from the incessant Ganga of my lineage, Shakti and Shiva come in for divine union, together here on the mark beyond time and space. right in the center is "THE BINDU" the mystical point both culmination and beginning of the 'beyond' passage from here  to timelessness of cosmos, we invoke. Here Shakti is holy fire leaping up for Shiva's offering, sublimated they fuse, may that be the seed for karmas lumenant.
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Jul 27, 2014
Jul 27, 2014 at 6:21 AM UTC
The passage to infinity
Can I tell you how seriously I take this poem! _____ Could the sun be     just     a hole up there—     that if I could leap     would enter that breach of light Someone!    Throw me a line!    Give me a reason    There’s never enough    in this life of breathing! Someone!    Explain why dreams roll a soul    toward the cliffs of day    Wakes to ache    then stuffs its mouth    with necessary same    Inhale—    button shirt—brush hair Exhale—    necessary glance in the mirror    (yes, still there)     A lifetime!    in a shallow instant’s stiff clear water    (Yeah— still there)      in endless caverns of tired eyes    above mouth still trying    to say SOMETHING!      from ever smaller eternities    in the glass-flat empty.... Please! Someone explain!    this draw of breath    one forcing itself upon another's    life    of beating —    Violence in my chest! Why hearts don’t sleep— and I wind up watching again and again—till I am the ****** ...Morning lies    in the mists of a humid *****    who moans and sweats    and boils her hips—    and I wind up watching!? “Will someone please…!"    ...and I wind up watching    bedspread, bed sore, death bed    till you’re breathing easy    when she sits and picks    her collapsed bouffant    damning the makeup    that got crushed in the sheets …Morning Lies--    with no expectancy    both tired of knowing...    *...The Devil lost his balance    in my presence one night* ...tired of knowing— THE WILL!   THAT WILL!   ...walk away    or continue to play    I could open this screen!    watch the world STEP BACK!                                  SLAP FLAT!    as trees and dwellings flush like quail    to prop their tottering panic    against the blue— You—assume composure...    compose assumptions    Await my next— Move like a spy 1990 Take careful note:   **Why I don’t play chess or any other game for that matter.**          “...and when you're really out there the windows all have opened onto nothing... Death having long since-- left the scene. When you get really out there it's all-- and nothing…”
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Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 7:57 PM UTC
Drowning in the Shallows
Can I tell you how seriously I take this poem! _____ Could the sun be     just     a hole up there—     that if I could leap     would enter that breach of light Someone!    Throw me a line!    Give me a reason    There’s never enough    in this life of breathing! Someone!    Explain why dreams roll a soul    toward the cliffs of day    Wakes to ache    then stuffs its mouth    with necessary same    Inhale—    button shirt—brush hair Exhale—    necessary glance in the mirror    (yes, still there)     A lifetime!    in a shallow instant’s stiff clear water    (Yeah— still there)      in endless caverns of tired eyes    above mouth still trying    to say SOMETHING!      from ever smaller eternities    in the glass-flat empty.... Please! Someone explain!    this draw of breath    one forcing itself upon another's    life    of beating —    Violence in my chest! Why hearts don’t sleep— and I wind up watching again and again—till I am the ****** ...Morning lies    in the mists of a humid *****    who moans and sweats    and boils her hips—    and I wind up watching!? “Will someone please…!"    ...and I wind up watching    bedspread, bed sore, death bed    till you’re breathing easy    when she sits and picks    her collapsed bouffant    damning the makeup    that got crushed in the sheets …Morning Lies--    with no expectancy    both tired of knowing...    *...The Devil lost his balance    in my presence one night* ...tired of knowing— THE WILL!   THAT WILL!   ...walk away    or continue to play    I could open this screen!    watch the world STEP BACK!                                  SLAP FLAT!    as trees and dwellings flush like quail    to prop their tottering panic    against the blue— You—assume composure...    compose assumptions    Await my next— Move like a spy 1990 Take careful note:   **Why I don’t play chess or any other game for that matter.**          “...and when you're really out there the windows all have opened onto nothing... Death having long since-- left the scene. When you get really out there it's all-- and nothing…”
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The words are my paint My brain is the canvas If you searched inside You wouldn't be able to handle it Dark subject matter Gore and lust Feelings of anxiety, Scared to trust Hurt before, hurt me no more My brain is riddled with you I can't betray Never untrue It's a blast from the past When I see your *** It reminds me I'm sexually charged I can't control the demons I pull When I see your body unclothed Anger,retreat and the feeling of defeat When I know I'm not alone Wasting away , wasting a day Talking to you on the phone You asked me my size and to my surprise You said I was full of **** I told you its true and I promised it too and 3 days later I was filling up you. Dress to impress me darling My impressions are the world Sprawled out on my bedspread Letting your dress be unfurled Honey, I've seen you naked But I've never seen you like this before An after effect , I must be direct Cut to the chase, your no disgrace Your moister then a florida day I've never seen you act this way Hedonistic views,blaming it on you Cut to the chase, your no disgrace
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Nov 27, 2011
Nov 27, 2011 at 2:15 AM UTC
My first sexualized poems
the body falls soft curves collapsing on the edge of bedspread tangled in cliched prison escape ropes tied loose like old tendon, we are all but used. I feel the force of Fibonacci spiraling between ribs and pelvis, golden ratios divining skin, 1 to 1.616
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Jul 5, 2013
Jul 5, 2013 at 8:09 PM UTC
Pantomimed Prison
Do you know how your body is fed? Do you truly see how we make the bread? Do you wonder the ingredients concealed like a bedspread? Well, I heard a fact That's got me seeing red About artificial flavors that 'bout made me drop dead. Now, it may not be visible You might see it in a museum In a petri dish, in a ***** It's called CASTOREUM. It's not very pretty, You wouldn't want to see 'em Big business would tell you If they were to take the veritaserum. I apologize for the nastiness but someone must be told Its not on the nutrition label Though it should be written in BOLD I'm not sure how to phrase it But it comes from the ***** hole Of a dead ****** then into your coffee, cold. Once you realize What's truly inside, Coffee creamer goes from Dr. Jekyll to Mr. Hyde. Now, I have been scarred I don't want it cold, I don't want it fried. I don't want it at all, I'm mortified That they would put in the food I tried. So fear the vanilla And eat the chicken And never forget that ****** was kickin' Before it was deprived of its ***** matter and stay away from things you don't know what they stick in.
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Apr 4, 2019
Apr 4, 2019 at 2:38 PM UTC
Fear The Vanilla
last night i had a nightmare your car backed up to and through my front door dumping broken computers and monitors and machines in my yard dumping out your trash at my mother's doorstep like you did to me (you tell them i left, but we both know your cold eyes pushed me) last night i had a nightmare i walked into my darkened room and a man fraught with danger and uneasiness left his breakfast dishes on my bedspread. my mother did not hear my screams of concern, as to why, why a man of such disgust had chosen my bedroom to have his breakfast eggs. the ketchup and stray pepper he left on my pillow was a violation like hands between clenched thighs when i woke up this morning, i wanted to cry. my (enter degree here) doctor slipped me slight pills of green and brown, guaranteed to rid me of these visions, these haunts that grip me like dramas played out in technicolor across my eyelids. now i take two under the tongue, caught between a lover's fingertips. i wake up having lost and died only moments before.
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May 2, 2014
May 2, 2014 at 7:33 PM UTC
night terrors
We add speeches. Then nod our heads. We swim as if shipwrecked, but I wish we could be forgotten. I never have had you as much as I'd like, but I dream about your hands touching my face. We are like fish in prohibition, caged harmonies unbalanced by fake friends. I know your lullaby, I can't sleep it's ringing in my ears. Trust me and let us tie our legs together. You filled in my lines and have left me for deaf. I can't hear the words you've learned to lie together, you are intensifying and need attention. I can give you your spirit animal and sanctuary. Put your skin against my soft lips, your head pressed against my mouth, can you make a seashell out of your tongue, or wrestle an argument to the ground with the touch of your palm.      There aren't enough points for me to keep playing these games that I already beat you at. If I was half the dancer you keep telling me I am, then where do you keep your high heels, I've never seen you in high heels. Every time I see you push bangs from out of your face, or toss the strands from off your nape, I want to give you a crown that doesn't fear the pronouns that spells us two teas and our laptops sitting across from each other in the 1980s pour-over palace we remark on often. I collect stickers and old homework assignments. We both grew up with dolls, Playdoh, and Legos. You might only have one sister, but we both live in small houses filled with huge ideas. Homes of wit and sarcasm. I've cut ounces from your meat and I still can't sleep well. I will steal your blanket, bedspread, and your pillows. Given the chance I will touch your ears, your face, and the lengths of your legs. But before we have our first to last kiss. Let me talk to Paul with this once in a lifetime opportunity. If he wants a life line he'll take this opportunity, and seemingly uncircumstantial; you recollect yourself in a Margherita and an advance that lands you to sway your ground.
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Dec 26, 2014
Dec 26, 2014 at 4:54 AM UTC
40-Year-Old Nuisance: The Assassination of Paul
We add speeches. Then nod our heads. We swim as if shipwrecked, but I wish we could be forgotten. I never have had you as much as I'd like, but I dream about your hands touching my face. We are like fish in prohibition, caged harmonies unbalanced by fake friends. I know your lullaby, I can't sleep it's ringing in my ears. Trust me and let us tie our legs together. You filled in my lines and have left me for deaf. I can't hear the words you've learned to lie together, you are intensifying and need attention. I can give you your spirit animal and sanctuary. Put your skin against my soft lips, your head pressed against my mouth, can you make a seashell out of your tongue, or wrestle an argument to the ground with the touch of your palm.      There aren't enough points for me to keep playing these games that I already beat you at. If I was half the dancer you keep telling me I am, then where do you keep your high heels, I've never seen you in high heels. Every time I see you push bangs from out of your face, or toss the strands from off your nape, I want to give you a crown that doesn't fear the pronouns that spells us two teas and our laptops sitting across from each other in the 1980s pour-over palace we remark on often. I collect stickers and old homework assignments. We both grew up with dolls, Playdoh, and Legos. You might only have one sister, but we both live in small houses filled with huge ideas. Homes of wit and sarcasm. I've cut ounces from your meat and I still can't sleep well. I will steal your blanket, bedspread, and your pillows. Given the chance I will touch your ears, your face, and the lengths of your legs. But before we have our first to last kiss. Let me talk to Paul with this once in a lifetime opportunity. If he wants a life line he'll take this opportunity, and seemingly uncircumstantial; you recollect yourself in a Margherita and an advance that lands you to sway your ground.
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the polished hand of admirers heralding a new poem they have come so often to rub their eyes on your ink-stained page leaving behind papercuts of emotion with which they grieve for the words you spread on their sweaty palms the polished hand of admirers... wet with anticipation of the latest beachside laughing clown he is a walking breathing cataclysm written for her comforts written in adoration's delight and true loves of her tender hand she lay in amongst your pages on the bedspread like a spilled wine **** to the tongue of sensibility like a spilled wine that intoxicates and leaves watch her swaying hips fade away into darkness she will bounce and glide on another man's stripper pole if you fail to call her back... the polished hand of admirers heralding your waking thought muted cheers as your pen makes wicked strokes on empty page like a dancing blade carving your wooden words till they sing like beauties breath on cold still air till she is your warmth wrapped so delicately in your twisted bedsheets she mutters a cough as she puts flame to cigarette and smiles at your attentions she is a living poem that you write ink and page the polished hand of admirers will never see how pure simple ***** girl is so intoxicating how lush and enticing her gyrating beneath you really is the polished hand of admirers like you go to bed and sleep while your dreams are of her dancing swift and sweet theirs are the dreams of pens cutting on page like a dancing blade carving wooden words © 2016 mark john junor all rights reserved
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Jan 17, 2017
Jan 17, 2017 at 1:39 PM UTC
swaying hips fade away
the polished hand of admirers heralding a new poem they have come so often to rub their eyes on your ink-stained page leaving behind papercuts of emotion with which they grieve for the words you spread on their sweaty palms the polished hand of admirers... wet with anticipation of the latest beachside laughing clown he is a walking breathing cataclysm written for her comforts written in adoration's delight and true loves of her tender hand she lay in amongst your pages on the bedspread like a spilled wine **** to the tongue of sensibility like a spilled wine that intoxicates and leaves watch her swaying hips fade away into darkness she will bounce and glide on another man's stripper pole if you fail to call her back... the polished hand of admirers heralding your waking thought muted cheers as your pen makes wicked strokes on empty page like a dancing blade carving your wooden words till they sing like beauties breath on cold still air till she is your warmth wrapped so delicately in your twisted bedsheets she mutters a cough as she puts flame to cigarette and smiles at your attentions she is a living poem that you write ink and page the polished hand of admirers will never see how pure simple ***** girl is so intoxicating how lush and enticing her gyrating beneath you really is the polished hand of admirers like you go to bed and sleep while your dreams are of her dancing swift and sweet theirs are the dreams of pens cutting on page like a dancing blade carving wooden words © 2016 mark john junor all rights reserved
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You always leave, a sweet taste on my teeth. Kissing under moon beams, touching until our hearts gleam. Silhouettes hold each other, as I try to find you in the wave of people you wish you were. Sweet thing don't cry, skin is soft like cotton candy. I'll never leave your side, your pain is mine. Give me your love tonight. When you go, your wide eyes as big as the ocean floor. Just know, your love sticks like caramel apples on my lips. Your love is so addicting but, so much sugar can make my heartache. Sweet thing don't cry, I'll wipe those pity tears off your pretty eyes. I'll never leave your side, your pain is mine. Give me your love tonight. Don't think, don't blink. Just live. Let your scent control my body. Interlace our fingers on a strawberry bedspread. I'll do whatever you want, I can show you what to do. Wrap our legs around one another, feel the heat take over. If only your love was real, if only your touch was made for me. No sweet thing, you don't belong to me. Only in my dreams. And I'll never get to taste your candy on my teeth.
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Jan 27, 2018
Jan 27, 2018 at 11:26 PM UTC
Sweet Thing
See babygirl I come to free your soul from your body Ease your mind, ease down your spine, and make it so ****** Undress you with my eyes, make love mentally, your body is an instrument, I play it like a symphany Your heart beat fast, you get excited by my touch Tryin' not to wake the neighbours, but you like it so much. You can talk to me, tell me what you want. Don't be scared, If it feel good, bite the pillow,pull the bedspread. Can you put your legs behind your head, tell me can you take it Tomorrow you'll be smilin to yourself & you going to still be aching. Oh, Imma make it last, I promise I wont come quick, I Promise Im gonna do you right. Cut off your phone & spend the night. I let you get on top & let you feel like ya in control Roleplay with you, be my stripper slide down the pole. Kiss me from my head to toe, I'll tell you if it feels good Got my nature hard as hell, now tell me if it feels good. Now spin around & ride it from the back & stand up on your feet Wrap my legs to keep you balanced, girl you got a real talent The dirty'er I talk to you, the wetter that you get girl A freak in the sheets but in the streets your a real good girl. She likes for me to spank her & ask her who this is Then she likes to throw it back & ask me how this feels. Got a wet & gussy feel, I love it im going keep it real Got me in the zone, extact like I pop the pill...
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Jul 16, 2010
Jul 16, 2010 at 12:04 AM UTC
In The Bed Room
I was the canvas, as were you One canvas to each other and on the wall with knees underneath indecent exposure naked mind of mine Flushed out edges of this unique bedspread a shower curtain used as a tablecloth used as an ashtray This was her only wedding dress Wedding dress two dollars and seventeen cents value market discount white sale Found in the back when suddenly everything was zebra stripes and she was already ten minutes late But what is time to a pack of teeth? A high-ceiling filled with nostrils and bat claws smouldering tar-stained enamel fits nicely on the frayed corners of her tablecloth underwear and brushed away the ashes leaving half-finished highways and dark-stained alleys and brooding courtships She missed her basement apartment and the way no one took her seriously and the Grand Finale! and riding high and the blue ribbons that sometimes came with last place and windows and pillows darkened sleep patterns with silver eyes half-moon Iris She isn’t home anymore She left for a smoke and the sidewalk took her Michael Sinclaire/Mary Fahey. March 2013.
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Mar 23, 2013
Mar 23, 2013 at 5:42 PM UTC
Iris
They never mentioned That the smell of aftershave And toothpaste Would be triggering. Forgot to say I was destined To be what twisted men crave - My skinny waist, His slithering. Cannot sleep on a waterbed. Fear that the waves will move Unsteadily, Irregularly. Threw away purple bedspread. Prayed its absence would improve Sleeping, Dreaming I recognize his twins At work, the store, and on the street. Unable to breathe. Petrifying. Their crooked grins Calloused hands, tight grips, yellow teeth Calls me 'sweetie' Triggering.
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May 2, 2016
May 2, 2016 at 12:27 AM UTC
Trigger Trigger Trigger Trigger
Early morning sun was pouring in through their window the warmth spreading over the beds keeping the boys drowsy downstairs the telephong rang no-one answered it he crawled out from under the heavy quilted bedspread his brother had a bedspread with stars all over celestial-something too long a word for a five year old to bother with he went to the phone picked it up listened did what it the voice had told him he went to the kitchen got the bbq fluid and matches poured it on his brothers bed went down stairs watched The Hair Bear Bunch while his brother burned
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Jan 31, 2011
Jan 31, 2011 at 9:43 AM UTC
Wordplay and part Six
*it is three in the morning again and i'm clinging to the t-shirt you gave me i've whispered your name thirty seven times to the dust on my nightstand and the ink stains on my bedspread. i imagine you cling to her warmth you no longer have to lie next to my stone cold, anemic body i shiver at the thought or maybe it is the fact that i have not eaten much this week and that the weather is quite frigid for the month of march. i pull your t-shirt closer to me, trying to create some sort of heat source. i haven't had the thermostat on since you left because i do not have the money to pay for such things. the musky scent of you no longer lingers off your t-shirt, my old roommate threw it in the wash so i threw her out. I cling tighter to your t-shirt causing my knuckles to crack and the dry, crisp skin on my hands to split open the pain doesn't hurt anymore i am used to this pain*
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Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 7:02 PM UTC
i've lost myself after i lost you
You've listened enough to know what to say Your words cut deep as you fire your stored ammunition I thought I was unveiling my soul and finally sharing myself completely You were filing away the daggers you would later hurl back at me Please don't leave me, it's you I beg Your voice is rising, the insults growing more nasty with each octave I search my mind for ways to fix all you say is wrong as my tears fall You feel like you're settling, you can do so much better than me I'm desperate to figure out what you need me to be and transform myself Please don't leave me, I plead with you You're making excuses, why do I make you hurt me like this, it's my fault I try to remember what I said or did that pushed your buttons this time You stand over me yelling for me to stop crying and hand me a napkin It's then that I see the blood dripping on the bedspread and wipe my nose Please don't leave me, my voice a whisper and you not even listening You pack your bags to go as I beg and plead for you to stay I know there's someone else and I say that it's ok, I'll say anything You say you've had enough of me, crying, whining, making you feel bad I say I'll change, I can't live without you, I'll love you better, I promise Please don't leave me, I sob as the door closes in my face You leave me with nothing but dried blood on the bedspread and tears I wonder how I can go on without you and how I'll be able to breathe Breathe, every breath so thick it sticks in my chest I can't go on without you, no more breath, the razor slides across my skin Please leave me, now it's my blood and my existence I'm speaking to As the water in the tub turns from clear to crimson, it's his face I see I start to sink down, it's then I begin to wonder if it was really all my fault I hear his words, remember my tears, feel his fist, taste my blood It wasn't me, I think this much too late and I need to stop it but I can't Please don't leave me, it's me that I'm pleading with now, or maybe it's God I realize as my conscious fades that I was not the problem I deserved better and didn't see it, he cast such a large shadow I saw nothing but him His words were the only truth I could hear, his actions all for my own good How could love blind me so, how could I choose so quickly to go Please don't leave me, my life is ebbing from my veins and my pleas are not answered, they are too late
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Jul 15, 2018
Jul 15, 2018 at 5:40 PM UTC
Please Don't Leave Me
You've listened enough to know what to say Your words cut deep as you fire your stored ammunition I thought I was unveiling my soul and finally sharing myself completely You were filing away the daggers you would later hurl back at me Please don't leave me, it's you I beg Your voice is rising, the insults growing more nasty with each octave I search my mind for ways to fix all you say is wrong as my tears fall You feel like you're settling, you can do so much better than me I'm desperate to figure out what you need me to be and transform myself Please don't leave me, I plead with you You're making excuses, why do I make you hurt me like this, it's my fault I try to remember what I said or did that pushed your buttons this time You stand over me yelling for me to stop crying and hand me a napkin It's then that I see the blood dripping on the bedspread and wipe my nose Please don't leave me, my voice a whisper and you not even listening You pack your bags to go as I beg and plead for you to stay I know there's someone else and I say that it's ok, I'll say anything You say you've had enough of me, crying, whining, making you feel bad I say I'll change, I can't live without you, I'll love you better, I promise Please don't leave me, I sob as the door closes in my face You leave me with nothing but dried blood on the bedspread and tears I wonder how I can go on without you and how I'll be able to breathe Breathe, every breath so thick it sticks in my chest I can't go on without you, no more breath, the razor slides across my skin Please leave me, now it's my blood and my existence I'm speaking to As the water in the tub turns from clear to crimson, it's his face I see I start to sink down, it's then I begin to wonder if it was really all my fault I hear his words, remember my tears, feel his fist, taste my blood It wasn't me, I think this much too late and I need to stop it but I can't Please don't leave me, it's me that I'm pleading with now, or maybe it's God I realize as my conscious fades that I was not the problem I deserved better and didn't see it, he cast such a large shadow I saw nothing but him His words were the only truth I could hear, his actions all for my own good How could love blind me so, how could I choose so quickly to go Please don't leave me, my life is ebbing from my veins and my pleas are not answered, they are too late
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The suburban myths of childhood splayed on her naked chest The stones of her mothers guilt closing her in Her highschool cartoon bedspread beneath her back where I'm standing I don't know what she wants for me to listen or attack her jeans off to make her sing her song while I sweat on her she is shivering from heat and malfunctionous desires cracked fate I am growing weak with boredoms temptations to have my way My hands around her crumbling names Swirling her skin to silence the pain Creamy russian white and peach on display She doesn't want to be a wife or gay but these things happen anyway Another day in th oc Little orange houses all in a row Wishing with them we could play dominoes
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Oct 7, 2010
Oct 7, 2010 at 2:49 PM UTC
dominoes
I sit and hold my grandmother in the shape of a small pillow on my bed - they turned the dress she used to wear into covers for all of my family's grief and all of human need for things to stay close. Her dress matches my bedsheets, so it seems almost too fitting for her to be here. I know grandmothers are grandmothers, but they've always been people before that, and maybe pillows afterwards. I have a lot to do before I die, and a lot more people will probably know me and at least a few more people will probably love me, and I don't wear a lot of dresses but, I hope I will compliment the color scheme of your bedspread someday. I hope I will fit as easily into your life as a she fit into mine.
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Feb 12, 2017
Feb 12, 2017 at 4:33 AM UTC
mommom
In my head I imagine the future to be Lipsticks lined on a marble counter According to color and mood And clothes warm from the dryer Because they didn’t cool in the car And heartbeats under bedsheets Imported from Milan Where no clothes are scattered Because we always remember To hang them, properly, (The way we’re supposed to). And in my head You wear a sweater And I brew tea In an electric kettle On a spotless counter In a kitchen scrubbed clean Except on the stove Where a smudge of chocolate Here and there Reminds us of The night before And you see me clearly With curious eyes And I see you exactly as I did When we first met On our third date When you asked me If I would, please, finish your plate. And I imagine the future And I adore the order The absence of terrifying smudges Of chaos Against a marble façade of Rosy (or pink. or sparkle.) perfection. I crave the Nights spread over soft, warm sheets That I call mine And warm lips that wake me Only when the sun is just right So I see the mischievous sparkle In your half-closed eyes Before you tickle me awake. And in my head I long for this, For the perfection of a Practiced hand. I want to build myself Like my mind builds worlds With one smooth stroke at a time. But I do admit As I lay in jersey sheets That I do quite like The way the soft lamplight Falls over my cluttered bedspread And how my books are stacked One Two Three Against my bookshelf Rather than inside it (The way it’s supposed to.) And I am fond Of the sheer lavender cloth Thrown haphazardly on the lampshade And tied with a purple cord From a graduation I can’t clearly remember And have every desire to completely forget. And I will rise On an overcast day To the cold lips of sea air On sheets made from Recycled materials And I will stand on aching bones and trod With a limp and a frown To the stovetop kettle And I will brew tea To the gentle hum of the fridge That was here when I moved in And I will be wearing A robe with no cord And a face with no grin But I will look to the sky And see the sun promised in the Nebulous lining of the silver clouds above And I will smile and Stretch my arms And see myself clearly With selfish, curious eyes Amid the ***** pots and pans and I Will find peace In chaos.
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Sep 8, 2013
Sep 8, 2013 at 11:25 PM UTC
On Contemplating Daydreams
In my head I imagine the future to be Lipsticks lined on a marble counter According to color and mood And clothes warm from the dryer Because they didn’t cool in the car And heartbeats under bedsheets Imported from Milan Where no clothes are scattered Because we always remember To hang them, properly, (The way we’re supposed to). And in my head You wear a sweater And I brew tea In an electric kettle On a spotless counter In a kitchen scrubbed clean Except on the stove Where a smudge of chocolate Here and there Reminds us of The night before And you see me clearly With curious eyes And I see you exactly as I did When we first met On our third date When you asked me If I would, please, finish your plate. And I imagine the future And I adore the order The absence of terrifying smudges Of chaos Against a marble façade of Rosy (or pink. or sparkle.) perfection. I crave the Nights spread over soft, warm sheets That I call mine And warm lips that wake me Only when the sun is just right So I see the mischievous sparkle In your half-closed eyes Before you tickle me awake. And in my head I long for this, For the perfection of a Practiced hand. I want to build myself Like my mind builds worlds With one smooth stroke at a time. But I do admit As I lay in jersey sheets That I do quite like The way the soft lamplight Falls over my cluttered bedspread And how my books are stacked One Two Three Against my bookshelf Rather than inside it (The way it’s supposed to.) And I am fond Of the sheer lavender cloth Thrown haphazardly on the lampshade And tied with a purple cord From a graduation I can’t clearly remember And have every desire to completely forget. And I will rise On an overcast day To the cold lips of sea air On sheets made from Recycled materials And I will stand on aching bones and trod With a limp and a frown To the stovetop kettle And I will brew tea To the gentle hum of the fridge That was here when I moved in And I will be wearing A robe with no cord And a face with no grin But I will look to the sky And see the sun promised in the Nebulous lining of the silver clouds above And I will smile and Stretch my arms And see myself clearly With selfish, curious eyes Amid the ***** pots and pans and I Will find peace In chaos.
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and maybe one day you and i will write our own realities because we are boys whose dreams begin and end with cheeky grins and dark eyes and we are boys whose dreams begin and end with mousy brown hair and hurt painted on forearms and we are children and young and fierce we are like the wind and our love is everlasting and maybe one day you and i will sign a petition to end the world bloodstains and a lit match on our cheap hotel bedspread tornado valley in our hearts and in our heads i can’t promise you that this is real but i can promise you that it can be maybe one day you and i will cut out our hearts and sew them to our sleeves and let them bleed down and soak back into our sinew but right now we are children,and we are young and fierce,and we will love young and fierce (twelve years and thirteen bodies later--)
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Jun 21, 2014
Jun 21, 2014 at 2:15 PM UTC
lupus enim stellum
Snow-day 1959 Monday, 6:00AM clock radio trips, And WTRY Sounds off one of those top 40 hits. I half hear the School Closings for Monday 12/12, Sitting straight up in bed.....Was that Greenport Elementary do tell? "Here are those school closings one more time kiddies"........ "Hudson HS Closed".... Oh Please God let me hear my city. "Greenport Elementary...Closed" my Hands Raised Victorious.. I think I can hear Mrs Healy's entire 3rd grade class celebrating gloriously! Just as I settle in for an uninterrupted, relaxing snow day in my room, I hear my Mom yell, "young man come get this dust mop and broom" "Oh snap"! "what shall I do with these dearest mother" I inquire "Clean that pig sty you call a bedroom or your gonna feel some hellfire!" Seeing that there we were only 10 days before Christmas I decide Its to my advantage not to put up a fuss. So clean I do.....pulling dust bunnies and underwear from beneath my bed A miss matched sock and a couple bugs that were dead. And to my surprise I find that fake dog **** I been looking for, Time for a stealth mission to Mom's special bedroom behind that closed door. Doing my best army crawl I make my way to Ma's special place And put that rubbery dog **** on that bedspread made of lace. "Hey Ma come quick the dog crapped on your lacy bedspread"! I don't think Ma hit one step climbing those stairs she was seein' red! And with a gasp she began to rub that dogs nose in the mess, I'm like Mom it's just fake dog **** relax and don't stress"!
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Jan 30, 2016
Jan 30, 2016 at 1:26 AM UTC
Snow Day 1959
Snow-day 1959 Monday, 6:00AM clock radio trips, And WTRY Sounds off one of those top 40 hits. I half hear the School Closings for Monday 12/12, Sitting straight up in bed.....Was that Greenport Elementary do tell? "Here are those school closings one more time kiddies"........ "Hudson HS Closed".... Oh Please God let me hear my city. "Greenport Elementary...Closed" my Hands Raised Victorious.. I think I can hear Mrs Healy's entire 3rd grade class celebrating gloriously! Just as I settle in for an uninterrupted, relaxing snow day in my room, I hear my Mom yell, "young man come get this dust mop and broom" "Oh snap"! "what shall I do with these dearest mother" I inquire "Clean that pig sty you call a bedroom or your gonna feel some hellfire!" Seeing that there we were only 10 days before Christmas I decide Its to my advantage not to put up a fuss. So clean I do.....pulling dust bunnies and underwear from beneath my bed A miss matched sock and a couple bugs that were dead. And to my surprise I find that fake dog **** I been looking for, Time for a stealth mission to Mom's special bedroom behind that closed door. Doing my best army crawl I make my way to Ma's special place And put that rubbery dog **** on that bedspread made of lace. "Hey Ma come quick the dog crapped on your lacy bedspread"! I don't think Ma hit one step climbing those stairs she was seein' red! And with a gasp she began to rub that dogs nose in the mess, I'm like Mom it's just fake dog **** relax and don't stress"!
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We stood in the darkness, sharp air                      piercing our windpipes, and rubbed                      our hands together. Your eyes trailed across the empty skyline, life fading from behind azure pupils. I brushed back my hair, breathed – the white smoke                      spiraling up 34th street and into our old bedroom,                      over the paisley bedspread where she stretched. Her gold curls laughed, bounced, and then stopped abruptly.                      My hazel bewilderment met her manicured eyebrows.                                            I knew.                                           She realized. So I moved toward her shadow, and she blinked. I reached                      across her petite frame, and left the ring on our old                      bedside table. But I took                                            the flashlight,                                            because I am still afraid of the dark.
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Dec 17, 2010
Dec 17, 2010 at 3:38 PM UTC
Divorce