Words cannot explain the depths of my misery that I bare inside, for all the times I did you wrong.
You are the one person who was and is ALWAYS there for me, your PERFECT in every way, I love you so hard I would die for you?
Why do I question such acts of loyalty?
I do not understand, please, I'm so mentally challenged when it comes to you.
Am I that selfish, that I won't change my life for you, put you first?
When I know by ******* you deserve so much more!
I can't stress the word deserve enough!
If all the men in this world treated you like a KING, you would still deserve more.
You changed me, saved from my own self, you showed me TRUE love.
I know I love you, but I dont know if I am good enough for you, I am lowly & this is where I feel like i'm never good enough, but it hurts me when I hurt you by not trying.
PLEASE, I LOVE YOU & even until this day I never questioned my love for you, not ONCE in my life, I swear on that.
Even when I barely knew you.
So I will try, I will fight, I will strive to keep you happy but just know I am not perfect & just know all I want is your HAPPINESS!
I did you wrong, many times before & hate myself for it, I promise!
But just know, no matter what, I will never ever hate you.
On the day I die, before it & forever after I...WILL... ALWAYS... LOVE...YOU & will never & I mean EVER, no matter if I try my absolute hardest, forget you.
I Love You & that will forever stay, just like the world's beautifulest stain you left on my heart.
I'm sorry I did you wrong & I'm sorry for anything I do wrong in the future, but I will never leave, I will indefinitely fight for you & I.

Double red daisies, they’re my flowers,
Which nobody else may grow.
In a big quarrelsome house like ours
They try it sometimes—but no,
I root them up because they’re my flowers,
Which nobody else may grow.

Claire has a tea-rose, but she didn’t plant it;
Ben has an iris, but I don’t want it.
Daisies, double red daisies for me,
The beautifulest flowers in the garden.

Double red daisy, that’s my mark:
I paint it in all my books!
It’s carved high up on the beech-tree bark,
How neat and lovely it looks!
So don’t forget that it’s my trade mark;
Don’t copy it in your books.

Claire has a tea-rose, but she didn’t plant it;
Ben has an iris, but I don’t want it.
Daisies, double red daisies for me,
The beautifulest flowers in the garden.

You are the prettiest
You are the cutest
If I had to invent a new word
I would call you beautifulest
You are the most charming
You are most intelligent
I have never seen someone
Who is so elegant
You are the girl
That every guy desires
Babe, I love you a lot
For you, my heart is on fire.

You’re the prettiest
You are the cutest
And if I had to make a new word
It would be beautifulest

You’re the most charming
You are amazing
And why I find you pretty and sweet
I would say that you’re my heart’s beat

I see you grin from ear to ear
And dissolve into laughter
But I know you’re still stick in a labyrinth
Where you’re drown in pain

When you smile (cry)
When you laugh (break down)
I want my presence to be with you
And stop the skies for turning into blue

If you place your heart in my hand
I will keep it safe for me
I will cherish, care, protect, love
And treat it compassionately

I imagine that you’re like a glass
A glass that can easily be broken
And I want it on me to last
So that I can guard it even until the end

You as a woman is fragile
When broken into pieces, it’s painful to clean up
You may stick it up, but you’ll notice
The cracks still remain

I want to collapse into you
When your heart is bursting
And I want to hold you
When your bones are chilling

Everything on you is labeled fragile
And I don’t want to break anything on it
I just want to handle you with all my care
You are precious, you are wonderful.. Ever

I still feel her hand
Removing the ring
Of which I made a bullet
And put it on a string
Rip away if needed
My mere being
On the string
Snapped
And trapped
In the ceiling
Releasing
Everything
But that feeling
Like nothing
Erupting
From my somethings
Slumping through
Creating the me
We never knew
Until all the way through
To the other side
Where I reside
In uncompromising lies
Disguised
As not caring
But my blaring heart
Shines through
Under clouded stars
But to start loving
Just seems too far
To go back
Too much weight
On impact
And I'll collapse
And lapse
My days away
In a lackadaisical haze
Of happiness
Where I'm eventually
Betrayed
And made
To feel
Less
But always
The opportunist
Tuning this
Ruined mess
Into the most
Beautifulest
Beast
I can leash
Until this test
Of heart and mind
Is complete
And the noise
Ceases
In the peace
Of her single image
Serenading me
In eternal sleep
Whispering lovelies
To my being free

Can I melt your heart
With this passionate sing?
Can I overcome my fears
If you aren't near?
Can I live a life of lies?
Or should I say it now and here?

Can I find the key?
Open up your mind
And set you free?

Is there an answer to this riddle?
Is there a why to what I feel?
I don't know, but i'm sure it's real.

Let's go and figure this out
Let's vanish together
During the darkest day,
Or during the brightest night.

Cross into my mind
And try to understand
The feeling,
The sensation,
When I fill my thoughts
With your beauty and perfection
When I look into your eyes
And see the universes reflection.

Cause every cell of your body
Is made up with so much dedication
So much effort and attention.
An incredible precision,
An exact combination,
An explosion of colors and scents
The craziest, beautifulest hallucination.

And I swear,
My desires and ambitions
Go beyond just physical attraction
And I'm not trying to justify
My meanings or my actions;
Cause I promise you,
The most noble intentions.

So I ask you now,
Would you
Take my hand and come with me?
Let me show you the world.
There's so much I want you to see.
In the deepest sides of my head
I got a place for you and me.

Where we can sit on the clouds
And watch the sun go sleep.
Maybe walk on the red sky,
Swim in the blue earth,
Fly in the green sea
                       .·Or·.
·: If you just want to climb a tree :·
          ·: That's perfect for me :·

You are the prettiest

You are the cutest

If I had to invent a new word

I would call you beautifulest

You are the most charming

You are most intelligent

I have never seen someone

Who is so elegant

You are the girl

That every guy desires

Baby, I love you a lot

For you, my heart is on fire

From a sentimental lady
A fading scent
And a fading smile
They once described beautiful
Memories of a dear friend
One day it once rained
It was the beautifulest Parade
You once closed your eyes
And traced a canvas
He's as you left him
Your lover's eyes

To a fading face
To a fading smile
Open your eyes!
You can't daydream forever
Just look, and don't regret

As your cats come
And cuddle you the warmest way
Just remember...tomorrow is another day
Your journal is over there
And your lamp light is on low
There is hot tea in your cup
Take a deep breath
Before you take a sip

Close your eyes
And always remember
That the moon light will
Shine on your face tomorrow
No one has been here
No one has gone

You are the prettiest
You are the cutest
If I had to invent a new word
I would call you beautifulest
You are the most charming
You are most intelligent
I have never seen someone
Who is so elegant
You are the girl
That every guy desires
Baby, I love you a lot
For you, my heart is on fire

 

A sense of euphoria grips me from head to toe
When I think about the memories we share
Right from the fun times to the vulnerable moments
My innermost feelings, to you I’ve laid bare
We’ve been through a lot, we’ve come a long way
I have no regrets, I’d do it all again if I had to
Regardless of the bumps and bends
Because in the end it’s just me and you


 
being friends with you
Made me sore
Right from day one
My heart wanted a lot more
Just like how absence of salt
Makes food tasteless
Your absence in my life
Would take away all the happiness
Just like how dessert tastes bland
When it is made sugarless
Without you, everything I do
Would be utterly useless

I love you

Atif

My fretting rain now sets the corner of the world into the sun
You little one, a pocketful of number ones to run along
This is the end, my very beautifulest friend
The spirit dancing on the Nile
And will I leave it with the changing of the seasons?

Making friends that go immediately
Suns into a spiralling
Little joys admiring
The geese that fly by, leaving all supply dry
Anonymous see butterflies

Point to several setting moons to enjoy panorama
Just like my treble clef inside
Standing up towards the sky
Need I remind you my problems?
Virgins peel like a cornhusk light
(Cactus-like tendrils, spiky and purple
Yields an invisible fruit inside)
So will I
I am the motion
I can’t see you against the sky

Five AM is when you’ll go
To be caught up in your cries
You will stand by side, your side
I’m over it, I wouldn’t lie

I’m such a weak, tremulous girl
I dive into love way too fast
I get attached to a horrid choice
It should have not been this way
Because of the way social plays

Your sentence stutters, it’s make believe
The transient way that you sang to me
I lost the lover, he’ll never see
The chains that describe what he means to me
Sinking in the sea where the creatures can attach
I want to scream a mountain and override this black

The beautifulest thing about a broken past
is that the present can't be brighter than it already is
because despite the hallow-hearted days,
I let myself shine as I embraced all 
of myself, the old and the new

Found and cherished friendships of gold
miraculously reunited with true love
 after losing it before

I may still be a little bruised here and there,
I may fall down every now and then,
but I'm alive, and I can finally see that
I will forever keep going