"bday" poems
My 18th Birthday Is Coming up
Im Nervous, I Feel Tense While writing this
Will I Continue On Another cycle
Or will i Be strong & Remain keeping count
on my Soberiety days.
Will i Hold back and say no
to the drug..
or will i give in like i did when i turned 14 15 16 17
on the low as the night ends slow
will i resist the urge and stay clean or do it
all over again.
So much to think, the days getting closer..
Mar 5, 2015
Mar 5, 2015 at 4:04 PM UTC
yellow is the color of my love's hair
blue is the color of the sky
we'll grow wings
and past the stars fly
dropping bombs
of peace and prosperity
all of us panickers
will for once see in clarity
we'll stay up for the sunset
and wake up for the sunrise
we'll act like its a
fabby bday suprise
we'll overtake the world
and change it to one that's good
there won't be any violence
life will drop it's shadowy hood
love will be our governor
and hope will be the president
I can't wait to be
that country's resident.
Nov 16, 2011
Nov 16, 2011 at 7:25 PM UTC
HAPPY BDAY SINI HOLANI FUNAKI MANU
YOU ARE DA BESTZ DAD, UNKLE, PAPA, NEPHEW OR WHATEVA, LOL
Ma'u ha 'aho fiefie, ‘Oku ou ‘ofa ‘ia koe
xxoxx :)
Dec 9, 2012
Dec 9, 2012 at 3:44 PM UTC
today is my birthday.
the day i was born.
the day my faith was just started.
today,
i got a new number.
i got a plus one for my age.
nothing different.
it's just an ordinary day like usual.
but at the start of the day, i got surprises from my beloved people.
i am so grateful, for everything, today (and the other days).
i spent my time with my person & had much fun.
but you know what,
once i entered my room, the feelings changed.
i put my things to its own place,
i changed my clothes, the feelings got worse.
i laid my body on the bed,
and BAM
my tears broke.
it just broke
my feelings reduced me to tears with its own "things"
one thing..
i don't usually feel blue on my bday
but today,
i can't even validate my feelings.
everything just messed up the moment i laid my body, or should i keep walking?
is it my fault to gave my body a rest?
i shouldn't be stop, right?
the head keep talking.
and my heart sinks.
Sep 7, 2022
Sep 7, 2022 at 4:08 AM UTC
Everyday is a wake up struggle,
Pack bags, one orange on the way we juggle,
Family and work, life is double,
It's hard to keep calm face, show no trouble.
I know him and her of day to day,
So fit and fine on chair they stay,
Computer screen, staring away,
Knows who what in background lay?
Back home a kid cries for mom,
Waiting for daddy to sing a song,
Back home an old lady sitting calm,
While they work for her meds & balm
Ever wonder how many couple fights,
To settle together at a work place right?
Stress of work bald patterns light,
Work work work, no sleep all night
A drink with friends, end of a busy week,
Time spend with self or many colleagues?
Every peny for travel, savings, no leak,
Getting leaves for vacations? chances look bleak.
Can I keep this baby now?
Will I be able to provide? And how?
On flip side they have a baby, wow!
Sweets & new pictures of baby bow.
Financial misery to avoid,
Fill insurance papers, with help of a guide,
For extra outings investments tried,
New car, furniture, for further studies to provide.
Thought of a boyfriend, fiancée, husband, wife,
Travel or celebrate kids bday is a strife,
Tension encountered every minute of work life,
Torn between emotions, decisions in office is rife.
So many things going on in our mind,
Nowhere to see, breathe or peace we find,
This is a trade off of an evolving humankind,
Something goes on in the background all the time.
Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 1:52 AM UTC
Hiiiii....u knw what aaj ky hai....
aaj bhot special prsn ka bday hai...
meli bestieee.... kaaa
paglu ka
bhot special tu duffr mere lyee...
&
chalo kuch meethi meethi yaade yaad dilata hu...
apni....
yaaad hai jab humari fst tym baaat hui thi....wo cmnt k rply me
ladai se hui thi startng
ki pata tha itne impo ** jaynge ek dusre k lye
fr wo humara din bhar choti choti si baat pr ladna
manana
fr draaame dikhana ki tu lunch ni kalega to b ni kalungi....
tu gannna ...tu gannniii
hihihihihi
bhot misss krta hu m bo ladaiyaaa
punishment b inni pyali ki galti krne ka man kre
....
school se aate hi beg rakhne se phle....mobile on krna...
net on hone se phle whatsappp pr msz type krna....
agr ek mint b reply late hua to bawal ,machana...
fr shaq wali nigaaho se dekhnaaa.....
hihihi binna galti k es masssom bacheee se solly bulbana.....
pure pure din baat krke b pet ni bharta tha
deere deere baat krte krte special one bn gyi merelyee....
fr kisi se b baat ni kalta tha m
muujhe aaj b yaad hai wo din
8/4/1999 mela bday gifttt
maine tainu 1st tym dekha tha...
hihihihi...
apni yaari ese hi bni rahe hamesha....
bs yadi pray krni hai... mainu...rab se.....
i love u my....bestieee...... happy bday tooo.....uuuuuuuu...
ab bta babu ky gift chaahiye teko.
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Jan 9, 2018
Jan 9, 2018 at 4:22 AM UTC
Made it through th 2nd job interview one more. I hope I get this job after all I went through. I've been good and hope things get better. Sometimes things are not what you imagine but being able to grasp and hold on makes things worth while.
I've been writing and trying to escape this writers block I want to say it but saying it with impact is the best way to go.
Thinking about why things got ******* up but focused on the good and change coming my way plus my bday is a week away the one day that makes me happy the most every yeah. I've been good and deserve better thankful for things coming my way.
Apr 17, 2013
Apr 17, 2013 at 3:11 AM UTC
So I was made out of bed ruckus
On this day
Iheard a voice say
Its a new born king
And then i couldn't cling
Onto the ********
That troubled me before i reached the age of three
I aint lying my brain fryin'
Cuz i seen so many people dyin'
Spiritual or physical
Still im a miracle
**** the haters n spectators
Learn gamed from affilated
Street creditors
The game done change since '95
Im all the waylive
Like coolio im in ya culo
Blazin' a shot gun enema
Yo this aint no cinema
My game tight learned wrong from right
Still battlin' the fight
On my bday suit quick to shoot
Down clowns revengin' my buried historical grounds
Lately im comin' back Penetratin the
Hearts of sin
Only to find my self back where it all began???
Sep 2, 2015
Sep 2, 2015 at 2:50 PM UTC
am i hearing voices in my head?
maybe its just a call from the dead godspeed
my heartbeats to the ***** streets enemies in a creep
will i be put to sleep or will i
evade the conflict? cuz everyone on my ****
i gotta make a move quick strategist from past war tactics
makes me react quick oh ****
there they go i see shots galore I'm on the floor
i see man the mirror with mad gore
is it god tryna store in a blessin **** sessions
my spirits full of aggression **** i shoulda had my smith n wesson
will i die or will the lord spare me an eye?
and let me live so i can i see my future kids
sippin' on this henny aint makin it no better
i got mad pain i remember my homies blood stains
tattoo tears hidden my fears bo longer worried
so i aint scared to be buried dead or alive im like a beehive
honeys surroundin' me tryna milk me for my money
but they gets nothing but a gun blast then i laughhhh
right in they face trading places eradicate the racist politics happy bday *****
know yall goin to the ditch
crooked i in the media eyes but they cant help it until i die
i get hated then cremated back to hell where i originated
dont care whos there empty rooms for the wombs
while im sleepin in the tombs earthquakes hearts shakes
once god tears drop satan just waitin' he aint in hesitation
ghetto heaven is my destination
uh cops is full of **** tryna get every brother in my hood hit
then they try smile like they happy just like they did my grandpappy
but papa wasnt no punk he had to dump
eyes red bloodshed im seeing pain ancestors speak to me
while im on liquor mayne half down the bottle im feelin' queazy
so when ya see me take it eazy
im just rumblin born revolutionist truth hurts the most
enemies stay real close til ya a ghost
light up a blunt to keep my troubles loose i aint scared to die
my only fear of death is coming back reincarnated
cuz in heaven there no phonies just gangsta *** homies and thugs with galore drugs
and slugs hit it?
cuz my own fear if being reincarnated after death
Mar 16, 2017
Mar 16, 2017 at 6:03 PM UTC
April 14th
it would be so simple,
to step back into that dream
April 16th,
one class,
monster +
April 17th (halfway) squirrel + Nat's BDAY @Avery? Gin + Tonic
Max is in the corner, coughing
up blood
world town above our heads
mushrooms and pipe dreams
sad poetry with your
guns up
birthday cards,
gin + tonic
your eyes never left
my face
couple of lovers left
____ before the sad sets in
I love the straight of
your nose + the set of your mouth
smoky lights outline
the night
guys are ***** w/ red
solo cups
sorry, he's too drunk
keep going till the
goldschlagger
locked out of our house
on our way to the angel's
kitchen
here's to Nat
tall like a tree
and just as wise,
quiet kind (and quite the friend)
Kady is almost here
Max left as I took my seat
Apr 25, 2015
Apr 25, 2015 at 8:15 PM UTC
When I think I don't have nothing
God showed me that you're my everything
On seeing your unconditional loving
I started thinking
I deserve living
Your are not only friend
But u proved me that u will be till my end
To such a great friend
What could I do on this special day
Though I am not great
But I will state
That on this special day ( ur bday)
I may pray for your happiness
But I assure that your little happiness (I)
Will be there for you ever !!
Feb 6, 2017
Feb 6, 2017 at 8:13 PM UTC
When you drew in the snow AR
When you told me I was beautiful everyday
When I looked at you like the light of my life
When everything you did made me smile
When I cried from the thought of losing you 2 weeks in
When I knew you loved me
When I knew the kisses were real
When I believed you
When I wanted to feed you
When you cried on my bday from
Nerves to make me happy
When we danced the limbo
When we ate cake in bed
When we took pictures of our food for an album that will never be
When we made love all day
When we slept naked
When we woke up and made love again
When we smoked and laughed
When we listened to Dave Matthews Band and you were relaxed
When I didn't cry everyday
When I tried to wipe your scars away
When you rubbed my face to clear my sinuses
When you kissed my back as we spooned to sleep
When I didn't think you would ever leave
When you wanted to see me more
When I missed you every second you walked out the door
When I didn't blame our falling out on falling in
When I told the truth about what we were going through
When I needed you
When you needed me
I miss you so so so so so so much
I miss us and what we had
It was so unreal
Maybe because it wasn't real
Whatever it was I want it back
I want those rose scrub baths
I want happy dances that you gave me
I want your smile that was my favorite
Your voice that I loved so much
Your eyes that were filled with so much emotion I could see through
I was angry you let us go
For someone else.
Aug 26, 2015
Aug 26, 2015 at 11:36 PM UTC
it’s supposed to be happy
fun, crazy, and a little sappy
but I’m always stuck
in places that ****
too early to know
if the friends are just for show
happens every single year
this day always brings fear
this time it’s harder
my real friends are farther
I want to be with mine
but it’s impossible this time
you are miles away
on my special day
Oct 23, 2019
Oct 23, 2019 at 9:53 AM UTC
I
where has this happened before?
leave your shoes on at the door.
at the beginning
my lips were cold,
smothered down by an impending hold.
too scared to sing a song,
wouldn’t dream to sing along.
come dress up with me
take me outside
and dangle me over
your favorite waterfall.
i will drink from its rays
until they freeze up my pipes
and you fix them for me
without being asked.
behind the sky
is your house
and you invite me every day
II
but i will never visit you
because you are not really here
and your soggy smile
gets me upset.
by coincidence we made a bet
that was intangible for you.
although i should confess, Father,
even before the time capsule
cell eroded to the surface
and laid the past out as a hostage.
i never felt for you.
i never liked you.
i hate to admit it,
i always lied to you.
get away from you.
get away from me.
don’t come back
until i can come back.
i know it’s hard on you
but it’s crushing me whole
and now i’m blowing away
and the holes
in the net
are too big to catch me.
III
some days we can make it a game.
some days we microscope our pain.
wrap it up like bday presents
show it off like the pretty pheasants.
no that's a peacock
the boys are pretty
will i be pretty?
even though
it feels ******
i want to move somewhere woodsy
but i can’t go alone, oh
turn up the boom box
so it drowns out the
SCREAM
ING
Jul 9, 2017
Jul 9, 2017 at 5:11 PM UTC
Who'd be good to help make a reason to rise breakfast
because I'm thinking of waffles being cooked
She who stood in our home's kitchen on an early am Sunday
frying MorningStar sausages in a pan
My Mom told her
You cook like how your Mom cooks so perfectly
Any food lover would be a fan
Fatima Z said at the end of an evening program at I.E.C.
I'm going to help a friend now who's deaf
It's an hours drive to get there
As you can see
she's much bigger than a chef
She who on the 1st day of Eid
tricked us saying she wanted to stop at the mall to buy herself clothing
instead came out with Eid gifts for her friends
illustrating Ramadan's lesson of no greed
Fatima Z upon entering the Akhgar crib
cleaned and organized their entire kitchen
No thanks in return did she want
Who does that as a guest
Far from looking like one
she moved around comfortably
working hard with no desire of ditchin
She holding the hand of an elderly lady
speaking Farsi to her as best she could
as she guided her walk carefully to the end of the path
all her focus on a charity
Fatima Z after giving a short speech
on Fati's wedding day
was described by my Father as wise
Her good spirit and happiness filled the air
like can be felt in the month of May
She organized Fati's second bridal shower
Planned with me on the phone late at night Fati's Bday party
Commuted from one distant city to another
to help Fati through labor and delivery
Extremely hospitable
Fatima Z on an incredibly tragic day
offered us something to drink
in our own house
said T
Not only her way
but what it is her beautiful eyes and smile blink
All these thoughts or memories of her came to mind this morning
She I remember
and blown away that immediately afterwards
I reflect that today's the 9th of September
Fatima Z, a lady is she
It's your birthday
from Najwa
She'll likely humbly chuckle
hee, hee
By: Najwa
Sep 21, 2023
Sep 21, 2023 at 8:52 PM UTC
かれは名前は大好きです。
名前は素晴らしいな!!!
遅れたことをおわび申しあげます。
私の気持ちは嘘いな、御免な。
Do you still remember when you told me "what am i to you"?
I just thought that its been awhile and i'd like to answer that thing. I know its too late but I really wanted to tell you what's really on my mind. I know I'm so stupid falling in love with you,remember when i always message you its that i still haven't moved on that time. Crazy right? I may sound so pathetic to you but to be honest I did loved you but maybe on that time i'm just too
confused and too young for the things that im not so sure. I do admit that I'm just good at saying things the promise that i told you remember? I know i did broke it. Maybe I have a reason for
that and also on your bday i did have a gift for the last time around but all of those i throw the sh*t of it. I did hate you for awhile but as time grows I don't want to hate anyone nor you cause I
know that it's not my thangg. Even we just met halfway not in real life though but i know and you know that you've been a part of my life in a different manner of our time. I'm just glad someome like you would love me the way i wanted to have but i know it wont last long but all i can say is sorry and thank you for everything.
The conversations that we had. Its a penny you wouldn't miss in your life. Ne? ^_^
And i hope if i had given a chance to meet you personally why not. And i've learned that distance is not a hindrance in a relationship cause i know its one of the trials that makes you stronger as a partner on how you stay truthful and connect to
one another. Okay,what am i saying now? Haha well goodluck for everything u had in your life. Remember to find happiness. Don't give up! Araseo? :P Teehee :3
Time will come and you will cross this path.
Stop by and read while you can ;)
Aug 13, 2013
Aug 13, 2013 at 6:12 AM UTC
Happy birthday to me.
Though I'm worthless and weak.
With no purpose I deserve this as I wordlessly scream.
Draw the curtains and weep.
While I purge all my peace.
Making certain I don't hurt friends with the burdens I keep.
Though my surface is plain.
Like I'm perfect and sane.
I am learnin its a version of a person not in pain.
Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 8:43 PM UTC
A brave soul
Which could see everything in whole
A true unique heart
Which give concern for every good heart
An awesome brother
Who I wish to have happiness ever and ever !
HAPPY BDAY CHETA !
Oct 4, 2020
Oct 4, 2020 at 9:04 PM UTC
If my absence
Doesn't disturb u
I never mind
Your presence in my life
Yes I am stubborn
Because what I emphasis
Is correct
Even today
That you're (so called frnds.. only we)
Missed u
And
Missed our a year back memories
But
For u
I become
'Madam'
Its k
Once again
Hearty wishes from us
'Happy birthday '
Nov 19, 2019
Nov 19, 2019 at 6:56 AM UTC
fierce looks from her olive green eyes,
yellow peaks to shine as arised-
a plane has been waiting for her to arrive
when all she’s been told was a lie
her line of thinking was dead
she convicted herself that she had lost her spark
yet she doesn’t know anything outside of the dark,
outside of this small town,
the beds have stayed made for years
dusts from the people that once called it home,
the memories-
it keeps the little girl’s life that she had lost
What was she like when she was growing up?
it blended into an unknown,
when candle was already blown - (12th bday)
Mar 26, 2025
Mar 26, 2025 at 12:17 AM UTC