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My ***** Lover Irrationality always wins Chicago is aspirated beast Braggart forced laugh I had a vision but I have no vision Dreamed I was making out with a woman Who had long stretchy pink octopus tentacles Sedulously legato ephemera Growing from external rim of ****** Sobriquet inimical desiccation One tentacle wrapped around and tickled Diurnal nugatory verisimilitude While other squeezed testicles What was I talking about, oh yes Everything got out of hand Expect unthinkable gusting winds To huff puff blow house down Filthy rotten scoundrel but Started out so sweet Inchoate caliphate apocryphal Wish I had her gift
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May 3, 2013
May 3, 2013 at 11:13 AM UTC
My ***** Lover
jesus and judas kissed in the garden moments before the world caved in. the gospel of judas says that the betrayer was the most loved of all disciples, that jesus took him aside and taught him touched him laughed. there are two sides to canon, history, myth: someone somewhere at sometime wanted a better story, where the betrayer was held close and favored, forgiven— but the gospels all end the same. the son is strung up for someone else's sins as judas wastes alone in the garden. intention is a matter of interpretation but what is silver worth, really? metaphor disintegrates and you come to me in my dreams. to love you after all of this is apocryphal— tempting yet untrustworthy. you're not judas, i'm just a mortal man, and there is no gnosis, no hidden knowledge, only apocalyptic revelations now. the world is irrevocable, just born. i miss you in the same way jesus met judas' eyes on the cross. somewhere in a field of blood or a forgotten library buried under the earth, there is a better story. over time only becoming more unknowable, hopeful fragments turning to dust in trembling hands.
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Nov 16, 2022
Nov 16, 2022 at 11:48 PM UTC
the gospel of judas
Red faced and wasted I saw you naked And fell in love With your ancient body Gone is the impulse to run And all i can do now Is to write simply Lies and truth Mixed together Like oil and vinegar We are fumigating Our own bodies Remove these carbon copies And quietly daydream About the faces of lost Summer lovers Fundraisers say goodbye To yesterday's vacations Just as we long to cry We catch ourselves Smiling for a moment What do the turtles wish to communicate Are we awake in our shells Or have we fallen into the spell of limitation Consternation and ************ Facts and figures receive their adulation While we attract only tender triangulations Please finish up your investigation I blame you for instigating this comedy A catalyst of abomination and dichotomy Which followed me into retirement Let's give banquets back to the government And return to ancient lands Devoted to camels and drunken apologies It's apocryphal Pornographic phantasmagoria Fantastic fan-fictions Describing sacredly sadistic rituals Glorious duality Radically alters our expectations Yet manages to satisfy your frustrations In dissimilar situations We liberate our agitation and consternation Over magazines and barnacles We are more conspicuous Than an empty gap in the sky Made by two constellations Taking a long vacation Intrepid sailors raise their sails And navigate by stars and compasses Renaissance dancers are porous instigators They initiate our imitations We dream of political sovereignty To remediate these tragedies I breathe warfare and cleanse the air Of apathetic non-negotiaters Harboring criminals like butterflies Sometimes the means do justify your eyes Targets never argue And bullets never lie Finances and fiancées Certainly have some value Yet we underrate our skies Miles of lost continents Drift out from your skin We begin an embargo Hoping in the future we will win Metaphysical furniture Effects the state of mind you're in The record players turned down But you heat me up to begin
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May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 4:05 PM UTC
in memoriam
Red faced and wasted I saw you naked And fell in love With your ancient body Gone is the impulse to run And all i can do now Is to write simply Lies and truth Mixed together Like oil and vinegar We are fumigating Our own bodies Remove these carbon copies And quietly daydream About the faces of lost Summer lovers Fundraisers say goodbye To yesterday's vacations Just as we long to cry We catch ourselves Smiling for a moment What do the turtles wish to communicate Are we awake in our shells Or have we fallen into the spell of limitation Consternation and ************ Facts and figures receive their adulation While we attract only tender triangulations Please finish up your investigation I blame you for instigating this comedy A catalyst of abomination and dichotomy Which followed me into retirement Let's give banquets back to the government And return to ancient lands Devoted to camels and drunken apologies It's apocryphal Pornographic phantasmagoria Fantastic fan-fictions Describing sacredly sadistic rituals Glorious duality Radically alters our expectations Yet manages to satisfy your frustrations In dissimilar situations We liberate our agitation and consternation Over magazines and barnacles We are more conspicuous Than an empty gap in the sky Made by two constellations Taking a long vacation Intrepid sailors raise their sails And navigate by stars and compasses Renaissance dancers are porous instigators They initiate our imitations We dream of political sovereignty To remediate these tragedies I breathe warfare and cleanse the air Of apathetic non-negotiaters Harboring criminals like butterflies Sometimes the means do justify your eyes Targets never argue And bullets never lie Finances and fiancées Certainly have some value Yet we underrate our skies Miles of lost continents Drift out from your skin We begin an embargo Hoping in the future we will win Metaphysical furniture Effects the state of mind you're in The record players turned down But you heat me up to begin
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All lines are controversial Average performance is extremely intelligent, My answer to the riddle is this God never wrote fables In the bible, Qur’an, Gita, Ramayana, Dini ya Musambwa Nor anything you will mention that amount to mankind's Mental peregrinations in search for God. Jewish literature in the form of the bible Is strongly successful as a misleading literature And firmly founded in racial prejudice. Similarly the Qur'an is Arabic adjustment Of Jewish literature in the bible. The Apocryphal of them all is enigmatic. The sons of Asia are dangerously gifted in literature And their epics often form religion, think of Tagore’s poem That became Indian nation anthem, Karl Marx's das kapitel that became revolutionary religion Blue print or even Gautama's sermons recited by Jesus Christ Six hundred years later as a sermon on the mountain. Now; to me Asians must stop racial chauvinism And accept humanity as there are very many human beings Who are living away from Jerusalem and are prosperous Both economically and spiritually, take a case of Vatican. In my faith therefore, God himself will give Jerusalem to African immigrants in Palestine and Israel, Because Abraham was a refugee in Africa, Ishmael was born in Africa; Jesus was a refugee in Africa And even a Libyan; Simon the Cyrene helped him To carry the ominous Roman cross, doen to Calvary Thus, Christianity is founded on the innocent misery of an African race.
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Aug 17, 2014
Aug 17, 2014 at 10:08 AM UTC
GOD SOLVES GAZA DISPUTE
I'm a bit of an agnostic, sounds a little weasely I know, But god in addressing you should i be using a cap G or lower case g? As a compromise for this conversation let's agree you get a small g and i get small i. If you've been monitoring events down here you know we have some not small problems, and one of those problems you could easily solve by making an appearance. Nothing apocryphal, maybe a United Nation speech to seven billion hearts 'n minds, and as proof its really you, you could cause peace to reign, cure hunger, call off heart disease and cancer, for a statistically significantly period, let's say three years. What's in it for you? How about that capital "G"?
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Feb 21, 2012
Feb 21, 2012 at 6:24 PM UTC
How about that capital "G"?
Somewhere, it seems as if the hidden, almost Apocryphal-smelling locks of Life are starting to open again; hunger and greedy thirst are following in its wake. The human shadows, like walnut kernels, carefully peel the rarely revealed one-essence from the slave back, as if everyone is waiting for the deliberate fall of their unsuspecting victims. Like tiger claws, the scornful sins of rejections and unworthy attitudes bite a person one after another, with which he can hardly do anything. Because the World would crush everyone sympathetically a little, if it did not watch in readiness forever, as if a buzzing ant swarm penetrated the networks of blood vessels unnoticed. Because sooner or later, the mere Soul also rebels against its servant, the gaping of its instincts becomes arrhythmic. Even now, in a dazed stupor, this city with the smell of Nineveh slumbers like a drunken beast, which - it may seem - denies itself a little in exchange for petty, flattering benefits at every age, its compromising actions come face to face with man, and everything reveals how much easier it would have been to act differently, in a different way. - In the grimace-games of dimples, the age histories of wrinkles get stuck halfway, which tell of shipwrecked childhoods... Something still rings better in a holey bag, and something just rings like a sound; making a big deal has become fashionable, just like unadorned, provocative ****** so that the number of viewers always brings the daily quota profit, the grass of innocence, like some unknown marijuana derivative, always rots. It may seem impossible to walk the peaks of silence that have become songless.
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Sep 18, 2025
Sep 18, 2025 at 12:16 AM UTC
THE LEAKY ROTATIONS OF NINEVEIN-LIFE
Somewhere, it seems as if the hidden, almost Apocryphal-smelling locks of Life are starting to open again; hunger and greedy thirst are following in its wake. The human shadows, like walnut kernels, carefully peel the rarely revealed one-essence from the slave back, as if everyone is waiting for the deliberate fall of their unsuspecting victims. Like tiger claws, the scornful sins of rejections and unworthy attitudes bite a person one after another, with which he can hardly do anything. Because the World would crush everyone sympathetically a little, if it did not watch in readiness forever, as if a buzzing ant swarm penetrated the networks of blood vessels unnoticed. Because sooner or later, the mere Soul also rebels against its servant, the gaping of its instincts becomes arrhythmic. Even now, in a dazed stupor, this city with the smell of Nineveh slumbers like a drunken beast, which - it may seem - denies itself a little in exchange for petty, flattering benefits at every age, its compromising actions come face to face with man, and everything reveals how much easier it would have been to act differently, in a different way. - In the grimace-games of dimples, the age histories of wrinkles get stuck halfway, which tell of shipwrecked childhoods... Something still rings better in a holey bag, and something just rings like a sound; making a big deal has become fashionable, just like unadorned, provocative ****** so that the number of viewers always brings the daily quota profit, the grass of innocence, like some unknown marijuana derivative, always rots. It may seem impossible to walk the peaks of silence that have become songless.
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I. The door stands outlined in white: in this dark night, a presence weighs in from the corridor. The fan holds a garbled reflection of stray light on its illusory blade-disk. I'm talking about parthenogenesis. How can renewal be born, when creativity loses her companion, freedom? This monotone life lugs on. II. The tree shrugs the question off by her parting arms half-illumined by the streetlamp. The late bird of five calls flew away to a far-off tree, couldn't be bothered more. I hear a voice soft in the setting chill of the distant autumn: choked eyes beaming in love. I seek palingenesis. Check all emails and ensure zero unread. But answer none, follow up nothing. Umpteenth time through the day. III. Autotomy all over again. Habits die like tails, to be grown all over again. This is an etiological myth. An apocryphal story that renews itself on the palimpsest of life. I must cut my nails. This tea has brewed too dark.
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Feb 22, 2013
Feb 22, 2013 at 1:06 PM UTC
Palingenesis
An angel arose from atomic adventures all arteries aching awaiting another armed attack awaiting the Antichrist and His adversaries aching for his all encompassing alterations alternative altars and apochryphal alphabets…
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Feb 23, 2013
Feb 23, 2013 at 10:42 AM UTC
Apocryphal Alphabets
Her soul is on fire, the heat from it taking me higher, soaring on a demons breath, taste on my lips, the kiss of death, reaching forth she takes my hand, leading me to a foreign land, through the shrouds of darkened bliss, wraps my spirit in an immortal kiss, shields me with an apocryphal embrace, takes me to her resting place, she feels, she see's, she knows, the ancient wisdom of the crows, binds me with a seal of tears, keeping me safe through all the years.
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May 29, 2017
May 29, 2017 at 10:21 AM UTC
Flaming Soul
Once There was an ephemeral man Precariously balancing on the ephemeral moon That choleric moon Always coughing and sneezing Knocking off that precariously balanced man. That parochial moon With its offspring jogging and frolicking about Maybe one day, that ineffable cough Will be stopped. The right thing What is it? I wonder If you do the right thing-- Does it really make everybody-- happy? The proletarian moon child Cogitated this Along with a myriad of others While gazing at the ephemeral stars From the ephemeral moon Apocryphal writings claimed the answer But the child couldn't find solace in it. So he jumped off To join the vacuous inhabitants Of the Earth below.
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Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 7:34 PM UTC
The man in the moon
Naked day, masked face, no sunlight Unresponsive love, where are your friends Preaching vanity, the cancer of insanity Let's stay, let's stay, let's stay in here forever Celebrity apocalypse, rapture on, intoxicate Apocryphal day, cloudy haze, immaculate hypnosis rings Eyes soar from tiger days when our future was a blaze Imminent to fade away Cascade into a passive rage Unresponsive love enter the page My words are trailing off You're turning into sage Silver skin, bright blue eyes When will your statue come alive Tally days, quiet wind, stale stench Apocryphal, talk to you, old confidant Your secrets aren't the same Recite the days inside of fate What you think you know Recycled feelings left you dead Enticing readings kept you silently said My unresponsive love, please, get out of bed
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May 23, 2015
May 23, 2015 at 3:01 AM UTC
Unresponsive Love.
. There is a presence here, can't you feel it crackling through the evening air? Creeping into the mind as an invasion by consent. A candle flame flickers as an errant string thrums, a note of announcement and precedent to an army set to join the invasion. There is a presence here, can't you feel it cloying at open waiting ears, seeping over the babble as an intrusion most welcome. A chord breaks silence as a voice slow gently hums a prelude to old new songs, an accompaniment to a jangle as the errant string conforms. There is a presence here, can't you hear it calling to the blood in your veins, freezing the moments solid, speaking at corpuscular levels. An excitement of particles agitate an expectant atmosphere, curved air starts to resonate an apocryphal truism that there is a Presence … here. © Pagan Paul (15/01/20)
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Jan 23, 2020
Jan 23, 2020 at 5:38 AM UTC
Presence
I walk into the prime RF wave Where the space is thick with fraudulent motives I see him there Sorting out the wreckage that remains He sits upon a white couch Window dressed with precedent navy blue drapes While his anguish takes egress He greets me with open arms And takes my hand to dance He whispers to me as we sway His message is quite clear “The apocryphal is a high castle wall The infallible fathers the fall”
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Mar 18, 2015
Mar 18, 2015 at 11:58 PM UTC
Watcher
languid shrouds of language apocryphal indistinct and purely equestrian but it seams to glow of moisture gleaming like an organic high with undulance continuity pleasing in a way a strand of care-free rhapsodic parody by chance bluish purple ostentatious echoing evocative even if not meant like a dream state a plethora suffuse a glowing abundance of too much new.
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Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 5:56 AM UTC
Untitled
I’d heard a story in that proverbial once upon a time (Though its origins are hazy, at best, to me now: Perhaps something my son heard at Sunday school, Or part of the never-ending nattering From the marketing guy at lunchtime, Maybe cackled by the crazy, toothless blind guy on the 16A bus) Concerning the programmers who’d worked on a project In the earliest days of nano-technology, Creating software for their relative monoliths, Australopitchecuses of artificial intelligence, Serving as prototypes for some envisioned universe Where tiny drones served the whims of some doctor or researcher Operating unseen and omnipotent behind some microscope or monitor. The trials went quite smoothly, almost flawlessly, The models impeccably doing what binary switches And if-then-else statements decreed, But the researches noticed that Just before they executed the final bit of code, The models would invariably exhibit A slight hesitation--almost imperceptible, infinitesimal even, But clearly occurring, nonetheless. They’d assumed, quite naturally, it was a mere matter of de-bugging, Some misplaced comma or parentheses among the thousands, But they reviewed the code any number of dozens of time, Only to find it was clean as a whistle. What’s more, they’d found that while the vacillation appeared At the same point in the process, It didn’t happen at exactly the same time; Indeed, they cropped up, relatively speaking, months, even years apart. One of the white coats jokingly referred to the pause As the machines “Peggy Lee moment” (You know, ‘Is that all there is?’) But no one else involved the project saw the humor. They’d decided to ignore or accept the quirk, though it was rumored That it drove a few of the programmers to near-madness, With one or two of their number bolting the project without notice, Entering monasteries with the intent Of shutting themselves off from the outside world For the rest of their days, and its existence was buried In reams of footnotes at the end of their final report (Though as I said, the tale’s source is unclear, And I am inclined to regard it as apocryphal.)
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Dec 22, 2016
Dec 22, 2016 at 10:00 AM UTC
but where would all the calculators go?
I’d heard a story in that proverbial once upon a time (Though its origins are hazy, at best, to me now: Perhaps something my son heard at Sunday school, Or part of the never-ending nattering From the marketing guy at lunchtime, Maybe cackled by the crazy, toothless blind guy on the 16A bus) Concerning the programmers who’d worked on a project In the earliest days of nano-technology, Creating software for their relative monoliths, Australopitchecuses of artificial intelligence, Serving as prototypes for some envisioned universe Where tiny drones served the whims of some doctor or researcher Operating unseen and omnipotent behind some microscope or monitor. The trials went quite smoothly, almost flawlessly, The models impeccably doing what binary switches And if-then-else statements decreed, But the researches noticed that Just before they executed the final bit of code, The models would invariably exhibit A slight hesitation--almost imperceptible, infinitesimal even, But clearly occurring, nonetheless. They’d assumed, quite naturally, it was a mere matter of de-bugging, Some misplaced comma or parentheses among the thousands, But they reviewed the code any number of dozens of time, Only to find it was clean as a whistle. What’s more, they’d found that while the vacillation appeared At the same point in the process, It didn’t happen at exactly the same time; Indeed, they cropped up, relatively speaking, months, even years apart. One of the white coats jokingly referred to the pause As the machines “Peggy Lee moment” (You know, ‘Is that all there is?’) But no one else involved the project saw the humor. They’d decided to ignore or accept the quirk, though it was rumored That it drove a few of the programmers to near-madness, With one or two of their number bolting the project without notice, Entering monasteries with the intent Of shutting themselves off from the outside world For the rest of their days, and its existence was buried In reams of footnotes at the end of their final report (Though as I said, the tale’s source is unclear, And I am inclined to regard it as apocryphal.)
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Lacking the ability to peform everyday tasks, the mirror your enemy , makeup a mask. Advert your eyes in them the lack of truth, vulnerability inevitable as fleeting as your youth. find comfort in normalcy repetitive and bland, every breath mundane, dead and dejected. the delusion of happiness apocryphal lovers in pursuit of nonsensical dreams, is everything as it was or is nothing as it seems.
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Jul 8, 2013
Jul 8, 2013 at 2:57 PM UTC
I hear raindrops i want them to stop
Bar politicians and hobo drawers This town smells like bad history Oh mother cancer you're growing on me You're my favorite stock holmes disease Everything was a breeze, when the earth was spinning for me Till the coriolis changed its pace, and the horizon seemed constant Never to be touched by me Something to reach for, but never to see Spare me your sympathetic tendencies I'm sick of replacing me with please And acting like every want is a need When happiness is just a mirage Good thing I don't have a car Because I'm using that garage to store all my old memories A box full of unanswerables stacked up on top of my anxiety On top of the box full of the blood and tears I bleed And the forgotten hypocrisies under my apocryphal tendencies Next to the karaoke machine that screams infidelity How far back do I need to hide those suppressed memories for them to never surface again What's the point if the boxes are transparent?
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Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 2:49 AM UTC
Transparent Boxes
The irresolvable contradiction, in whose subconscious formula this current absurd-impossible World is immersed, first it turns into non-existence, then it organically emerges into the stagnant Nothingness. The ostrich-faithful gangs of yampecs, like the circus associations of the self-deceivers, seem to even play together a little in the manner of accomplices in the intercontinental businesses of gamblers - because a restless, wandering Soul has long since become a cat and has been tempting the son of man, because there is no partiality, no special difference in a prolonged, incessant Sisyphusian fall. It feels the numbing cracks of the rotting decompositions, while those who remain on the surface are constantly eviscerating the last pennies and silver coins from the pockets of the simpler, working average; Even pitifully degrading bureaucratic wisdom cannot be quite adequate these days: dignity and existence exclude each other just as feudal lords exclude a compromising servant. Free-thinking is not at all chic these days, they are quite calmly content with merely the illusion of truth as long as possible. Now imported idolatry is becoming more and more popular again, but very much so. Because in the guaranteed transitional age, no one and nothing can be themselves, or the same as they were as long as the laws of humanism were observed, the message of conscious blind indifference seems to have been deliberately transplanted into another blind world. Like startled fish embryos, apocryphal passwords glide, wrinkles write the warning message on the secret prison walls of faces: "Pay attention, and rather hide in hiding!" - Every circle must organically close at some point. The wasted seasons are no longer waiting for a silver star ready to wander. It's time to ventilate the soul-crushing stuffiness that is welling up in man!
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Sep 20, 2025
Sep 20, 2025 at 12:34 AM UTC
Chinovnik-Wisdom
The irresolvable contradiction, in whose subconscious formula this current absurd-impossible World is immersed, first it turns into non-existence, then it organically emerges into the stagnant Nothingness. The ostrich-faithful gangs of yampecs, like the circus associations of the self-deceivers, seem to even play together a little in the manner of accomplices in the intercontinental businesses of gamblers - because a restless, wandering Soul has long since become a cat and has been tempting the son of man, because there is no partiality, no special difference in a prolonged, incessant Sisyphusian fall. It feels the numbing cracks of the rotting decompositions, while those who remain on the surface are constantly eviscerating the last pennies and silver coins from the pockets of the simpler, working average; Even pitifully degrading bureaucratic wisdom cannot be quite adequate these days: dignity and existence exclude each other just as feudal lords exclude a compromising servant. Free-thinking is not at all chic these days, they are quite calmly content with merely the illusion of truth as long as possible. Now imported idolatry is becoming more and more popular again, but very much so. Because in the guaranteed transitional age, no one and nothing can be themselves, or the same as they were as long as the laws of humanism were observed, the message of conscious blind indifference seems to have been deliberately transplanted into another blind world. Like startled fish embryos, apocryphal passwords glide, wrinkles write the warning message on the secret prison walls of faces: "Pay attention, and rather hide in hiding!" - Every circle must organically close at some point. The wasted seasons are no longer waiting for a silver star ready to wander. It's time to ventilate the soul-crushing stuffiness that is welling up in man!
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"That is not dead which can eternal lie, and with strange aeons even death may die." -Abdul Alhazred Piercing light digs itself into my eyes A spread of bird calls funnel past open windows I lift my throbbing head off the splayed pages It seems that morning breeze has been perusing my book The Necronomicon With groggy effort, I go about my daily routine Brushing leads to breakfast which leads to brooding Today is Saturday and I am beyond unimpressed Not many activities catch my eye like they used to I think I’ll go for a swim Thankfully, the empty lap pool provides a haven Loneliness was never an outstanding issue among our family That pervasive sense of dull dread invades my heart, yet There is a thin verisimilitude between loneliness and contentment I muse upon the power of individuality while submerging Half-past 11, I notice some peculiar glow spreading in the lanes Emerald ooze steadily overtakes a pair of arms and legs It is not long before this strange goo overtakes my skull as well Instantaneously, terror plunges deep into my amygdala I assume sounds of thrashing water and stifled screams How does my body drift deeper than physically possible? When does my mind disconnect from our tangible world? Just why are suction-cupped serpents binding me? Questions spill over the brim and are not met with any answers Nonetheless, I embrace impending death Visions assault a cloud of sensory panic The chlorine chaos takes on saltier flavoring I see images of cyclopean kingdoms draped in sea growth Stupendous beings lumber with apocryphal disregard To these incomprehensible entities, I am dust They relinquish me back to my microscopic world I do not know why the cosmic horrors revealed themselves All I am aware of is that this was a mere glimpse at true evil One born millennia before the most ancient of stars One that will persist millennia after such bodies have extinguished I sink back into the water, exhausted "The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown." -H.P. Lovecraft
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Jun 22, 2017
Jun 22, 2017 at 1:06 PM UTC
Chlorine
"That is not dead which can eternal lie, and with strange aeons even death may die." -Abdul Alhazred Piercing light digs itself into my eyes A spread of bird calls funnel past open windows I lift my throbbing head off the splayed pages It seems that morning breeze has been perusing my book The Necronomicon With groggy effort, I go about my daily routine Brushing leads to breakfast which leads to brooding Today is Saturday and I am beyond unimpressed Not many activities catch my eye like they used to I think I’ll go for a swim Thankfully, the empty lap pool provides a haven Loneliness was never an outstanding issue among our family That pervasive sense of dull dread invades my heart, yet There is a thin verisimilitude between loneliness and contentment I muse upon the power of individuality while submerging Half-past 11, I notice some peculiar glow spreading in the lanes Emerald ooze steadily overtakes a pair of arms and legs It is not long before this strange goo overtakes my skull as well Instantaneously, terror plunges deep into my amygdala I assume sounds of thrashing water and stifled screams How does my body drift deeper than physically possible? When does my mind disconnect from our tangible world? Just why are suction-cupped serpents binding me? Questions spill over the brim and are not met with any answers Nonetheless, I embrace impending death Visions assault a cloud of sensory panic The chlorine chaos takes on saltier flavoring I see images of cyclopean kingdoms draped in sea growth Stupendous beings lumber with apocryphal disregard To these incomprehensible entities, I am dust They relinquish me back to my microscopic world I do not know why the cosmic horrors revealed themselves All I am aware of is that this was a mere glimpse at true evil One born millennia before the most ancient of stars One that will persist millennia after such bodies have extinguished I sink back into the water, exhausted "The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown." -H.P. Lovecraft
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BEHOLD A PALE HORSE Recall-quietly-the-hazy-days-where-I-didn’t-know-poisonous-berries-from-safe-ones..... I hazarded a climb up the tallest tree the ascent was genuflected as I recall. The grove was perfect in its equanimity, forcing my gaze to rest upon a single silver stallion. For hours I watched Oh, Primeval Traveler, with your triumphant mane, silvered across horizon echoing the lunar eclipse in your brilliance, your muscles reminiscent of an anti-apocryphal steed It’s flow showed the authenticity of nature Here life proudly declared Movement & Peace And each of it’s components perfectly crafted in the Cosmic Forge Look how its luminescent power survives the darkness I thought this until a neural feedback loop formed, “This is the beast that would have pulled Arjuna forth unto battle As Krishna directed him in his dharma as a secondary event to the arrival of natural perfection.” As the day past to night, the night brought forth darkness And in the darkness I recognized a primal need of my own. To evacuate all of the grunginess I felt brewing within my body. I resolved the anguish in a moment of perfection. A loss of self catalyzed through the release of wasted being And I recall that as I came back into my being the horse who had been so distant and yet so near the one who I had borne divine witness to galloped full stride in the trajectory of my lofty dwelling As it passed under me It......s.tum.-b.led-------->(^)ooooo,,,o,o,o,o,o,o,o,o,oo,0. Through the most polluted of rancid berry waste I have ever let go of. Its mane plastered to its leathery skin by my own liquid adhesive It lay there dying and breathless among the wasteland, which came so inevitably from my bowels now a haven for insects nestled and rotten, a temple of the naturally begotten child of life named “death,” Or rather an impromptu and particularly gothic grave of a God who has received no worship and is now forgotten.
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Feb 10, 2016
Feb 10, 2016 at 1:39 PM UTC
BEHOLD A PALE HORSE
BEHOLD A PALE HORSE Recall-quietly-the-hazy-days-where-I-didn’t-know-poisonous-berries-from-safe-ones..... I hazarded a climb up the tallest tree the ascent was genuflected as I recall. The grove was perfect in its equanimity, forcing my gaze to rest upon a single silver stallion. For hours I watched Oh, Primeval Traveler, with your triumphant mane, silvered across horizon echoing the lunar eclipse in your brilliance, your muscles reminiscent of an anti-apocryphal steed It’s flow showed the authenticity of nature Here life proudly declared Movement & Peace And each of it’s components perfectly crafted in the Cosmic Forge Look how its luminescent power survives the darkness I thought this until a neural feedback loop formed, “This is the beast that would have pulled Arjuna forth unto battle As Krishna directed him in his dharma as a secondary event to the arrival of natural perfection.” As the day past to night, the night brought forth darkness And in the darkness I recognized a primal need of my own. To evacuate all of the grunginess I felt brewing within my body. I resolved the anguish in a moment of perfection. A loss of self catalyzed through the release of wasted being And I recall that as I came back into my being the horse who had been so distant and yet so near the one who I had borne divine witness to galloped full stride in the trajectory of my lofty dwelling As it passed under me It......s.tum.-b.led-------->(^)ooooo,,,o,o,o,o,o,o,o,o,oo,0. Through the most polluted of rancid berry waste I have ever let go of. Its mane plastered to its leathery skin by my own liquid adhesive It lay there dying and breathless among the wasteland, which came so inevitably from my bowels now a haven for insects nestled and rotten, a temple of the naturally begotten child of life named “death,” Or rather an impromptu and particularly gothic grave of a God who has received no worship and is now forgotten.
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I like to believe that nobody understands me and I'm one of a kind lost to obscurity but hinting of mysterious significance And I feel sorry for my uncle's three-legged dog and the malignancy of fear in rural America and the failed successes of the Bolsheviks I wonder about the air in Saõ Paolo in January and the muskuloskelatal infirmities that creep in and make the aged into churlish curmudgeons There is no way I could hunt truffles or find a fresh Morel in the woods when I didn't even realize until my grandmother died that we own a creek Uttering vespers in moonlight yields some sanguine lucidity like contemplating the nuanced differences between polenta and cornmeal mush It's like I'll never write a poem in time or finish a marathon or kiss a stranger deeply through the crisp ventillation of nevermore. We might daydream the bombastic colors of Cezanne but all we'll ever be is some nondescript platinum ischemic flash, a slimy buffet consisting in all-is-lost An apocryphal journey to the center of the city faces our insubordination to plastic with the harshness of a dictionary in the face of the illiterate But in the end, apoplectically forgotten, I come to the unintelligent conclusion, mathematically speaking, that there is nothing singular nor more available than the finite banality of my empty, insufficiently obscurantist words which flow and choke and all can know and see clearly through though I insist that none of this pretence is born of any maleveloence, and I chide "How very meta of me indeed" to have thought of another witty and most cleverest retort the day after the insult was first delivered But I used my last gift card to purchase this still life to pierce the hollow cerulean satisfaction otherwise known as tears Barring diastolic ****** I'll stick around to see how this all turns out and hope that one day I can stop being so completely understood And then I can hide in the lonely and find refuge in the cave as a single meaningless scrawl buried in the last pages at the end of the world.
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May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 12:36 AM UTC
Hapax Legomenon
I like to believe that nobody understands me and I'm one of a kind lost to obscurity but hinting of mysterious significance And I feel sorry for my uncle's three-legged dog and the malignancy of fear in rural America and the failed successes of the Bolsheviks I wonder about the air in Saõ Paolo in January and the muskuloskelatal infirmities that creep in and make the aged into churlish curmudgeons There is no way I could hunt truffles or find a fresh Morel in the woods when I didn't even realize until my grandmother died that we own a creek Uttering vespers in moonlight yields some sanguine lucidity like contemplating the nuanced differences between polenta and cornmeal mush It's like I'll never write a poem in time or finish a marathon or kiss a stranger deeply through the crisp ventillation of nevermore. We might daydream the bombastic colors of Cezanne but all we'll ever be is some nondescript platinum ischemic flash, a slimy buffet consisting in all-is-lost An apocryphal journey to the center of the city faces our insubordination to plastic with the harshness of a dictionary in the face of the illiterate But in the end, apoplectically forgotten, I come to the unintelligent conclusion, mathematically speaking, that there is nothing singular nor more available than the finite banality of my empty, insufficiently obscurantist words which flow and choke and all can know and see clearly through though I insist that none of this pretence is born of any maleveloence, and I chide "How very meta of me indeed" to have thought of another witty and most cleverest retort the day after the insult was first delivered But I used my last gift card to purchase this still life to pierce the hollow cerulean satisfaction otherwise known as tears Barring diastolic ****** I'll stick around to see how this all turns out and hope that one day I can stop being so completely understood And then I can hide in the lonely and find refuge in the cave as a single meaningless scrawl buried in the last pages at the end of the world.
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Halloween at Camp LeJuene So those storage tanks the ads of late-night-- all talkin' about some thirty-five years a-leaking like... some aplastic benzene-apocryphal river Horror! tastes like chemo Kool Aide forever in the mouth washing over parade route seeping into boots and wombs of cadets who can't hear the music over a child's laughter-- ever over failing livers lined up like lawyers marching onto glyphosate green to Parkinsonian cheers to Taps-solos echoeimg off the stone- of mind and memory Flags! Flapping-angry! “No (wo)man left behind on the multiple ways to myeloma Miscarriages of justice! A silence waiting an eternity of tiny infant cries emptying.... into Love Canal There will be... NO JUSTICE! Only billions set aside for funeral-ic devastation “Significant compensation” --being read in a woman's face in a woman's voice “...suffering from any of these.... after drinking the water at Camp Le Juene” at the hands-down heads-turned greased palms of      silence being owned by military-corpporate “channels” of secrecy ...of Pharma-to-government medical-backwaters laundered to-governments of banana republics Mercenery chemicals Medicine with missile launchers strewn among military over-runs of... …of high power rifles, night goggles, and F-15s What am I missing here? ...about the rubbery clots and myocarditis? Has it finally come round to us? How could I not see! not recall? How many years ago-- since I could hear? the rapid fire! “The toxic Leaks!” “...suffered from any of these...” ...feeding tube terrors Time's tumors downgrade to errors deferred... Now beside the grief as amputees --take the field of parade While Misplaced Rage pages through abortions of blame in the chemical caldron where they **** shower, and shave ...then towel-dry their babies or not.... Where are the rapid-fire rats and bats when we need 'em? Semper Fi!
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Nov 29, 2022
Nov 29, 2022 at 10:12 PM UTC
Halloween at Camp LeJuene
Halloween at Camp LeJuene So those storage tanks the ads of late-night-- all talkin' about some thirty-five years a-leaking like... some aplastic benzene-apocryphal river Horror! tastes like chemo Kool Aide forever in the mouth washing over parade route seeping into boots and wombs of cadets who can't hear the music over a child's laughter-- ever over failing livers lined up like lawyers marching onto glyphosate green to Parkinsonian cheers to Taps-solos echoeimg off the stone- of mind and memory Flags! Flapping-angry! “No (wo)man left behind on the multiple ways to myeloma Miscarriages of justice! A silence waiting an eternity of tiny infant cries emptying.... into Love Canal There will be... NO JUSTICE! Only billions set aside for funeral-ic devastation “Significant compensation” --being read in a woman's face in a woman's voice “...suffering from any of these.... after drinking the water at Camp Le Juene” at the hands-down heads-turned greased palms of      silence being owned by military-corpporate “channels” of secrecy ...of Pharma-to-government medical-backwaters laundered to-governments of banana republics Mercenery chemicals Medicine with missile launchers strewn among military over-runs of... …of high power rifles, night goggles, and F-15s What am I missing here? ...about the rubbery clots and myocarditis? Has it finally come round to us? How could I not see! not recall? How many years ago-- since I could hear? the rapid fire! “The toxic Leaks!” “...suffered from any of these...” ...feeding tube terrors Time's tumors downgrade to errors deferred... Now beside the grief as amputees --take the field of parade While Misplaced Rage pages through abortions of blame in the chemical caldron where they **** shower, and shave ...then towel-dry their babies or not.... Where are the rapid-fire rats and bats when we need 'em? Semper Fi!
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I dreamt the world it never changed. She never came. My tethered skin tore weathered chains. I swore she knew my given name. Myths are stained. Apocryphal. A pocket full… of gods and cherubs in the fold. Hope is serum of the fools. Hate is fearing all the rules. Love is blind love is blind If you love her say it twice. Broke my words in several places Make amends in several phases String the song with several phrases. We’ll become a bending stalk. Snapped in half ascending up. Blush and makeup. Don’t believe. Rush to make up this belief. So we’re here in disbelief. Petal, scent fall to the earth If mental cries this mind is burnt. I never changed She never sensed our plot unwritten. Lift the pen.
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Jul 8, 2013
Jul 8, 2013 at 10:46 PM UTC
Bedlamite
Because forever is the biggest lie on earth, All promises made in love are apocryphal.
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May 4, 2013
May 4, 2013 at 12:04 AM UTC
"forever"