"anythg" poems - Hello Poetry

I don't see how u can talk to someone off and on for over2 yrs and follow their every keystroke and see what and who they talk to and listen to them thru the speakers on the computer and if I didn't cover the camera would be able to see us also.....and then see theyre on a dating site and either u had a profile already or made one up to meet me. That is a lot of following and listening and reading their online happenings...only to meet them from the dating site. Which how u even knew that id date you is odd unless u were just hoping. I realized that when my brother died last year.....that was you I was talking to wasn't it??? Do you know how special that is to me and my heart? I didn't have anyone to help ,me thru that and you were there. I wanted to thank you so very much. I don't see how u can do all these tracings of my actions and talk to me at the most horrific time of my life thus far and then not tell me that its you..... I will never under stand why u didn't tell me.... I so wished you would have *** the things would have turned out so much different. I just thought u were some dude who was a cheating pig....and wasn't thinking too serious about anythg *** I knew u wont leave "her". that's why I never asked u too and or even brought it up *** ive seen the shows where they say they'll leave but never do so why ask? but if id had known u were frozen heart and soule shawn I would have looked at things differently. I would have taken things and rearranged them to fit into my life better. I owe the person or man who talked to me and helped me get thru each day when john died a lot..... *** If it wasn't for u I don't think id been ok. Also If id known you were the holder of my heart and would have told me things instead of not saying much....it would have ended up in the way u wanted it to be. Not this way where I will be sad and ****** yet upset for not knowing u were the one who makes me happy *** to me you are perfect and perfect for me as well... God I miss u more then u will ever know,,, I wish I could hug and kiss u.... and sit and talk ....but its not gonna happen and it just makes me want to cry but I keep getting headaches when I cry....so I don't like to.... Im so grateful that I was with u for the year and a half we spent together.....wish it would have lasted for ever though instead...cus I wont ever stop wanting u....ILY!!!

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Dec 13, 2013

Dec 13, 2013 at 5:41 AM UTC

on-to-new-things

wont stop

I don't see how u can talk to someone off and on for over2 yrs and follow their every keystroke and see what and who they talk to and listen to them thru the speakers on the computer and if I didn't cover the camera would be able to see us also.....and then see theyre on a dating site and either u had a profile already or made one up to meet me. That is a lot of following and listening and reading their online happenings...only to meet them from the dating site. Which how u even knew that id date you is odd unless u were just hoping. I realized that when my brother died last year.....that was you I was talking to wasn't it??? Do you know how special that is to me and my heart? I didn't have anyone to help ,me thru that and you were there. I wanted to thank you so very much. I don't see how u can do all these tracings of my actions and talk to me at the most horrific time of my life thus far and then not tell me that its you..... I will never under stand why u didn't tell me.... I so wished you would have *** the things would have turned out so much different. I just thought u were some dude who was a cheating pig....and wasn't thinking too serious about anythg *** I knew u wont leave "her". that's why I never asked u too and or even brought it up *** ive seen the shows where they say they'll leave but never do so why ask? but if id had known u were frozen heart and soule shawn I would have looked at things differently. I would have taken things and rearranged them to fit into my life better. I owe the person or man who talked to me and helped me get thru each day when john died a lot..... *** If it wasn't for u I don't think id been ok. Also If id known you were the holder of my heart and would have told me things instead of not saying much....it would have ended up in the way u wanted it to be. Not this way where I will be sad and ****** yet upset for not knowing u were the one who makes me happy *** to me you are perfect and perfect for me as well... God I miss u more then u will ever know,,, I wish I could hug and kiss u.... and sit and talk ....but its not gonna happen and it just makes me want to cry but I keep getting headaches when I cry....so I don't like to.... Im so grateful that I was with u for the year and a half we spent together.....wish it would have lasted for ever though instead...cus I wont ever stop wanting u....ILY!!!

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I don't know what to think or to believe. ..... But everyone knows if anythg happens to me it's *** of ur doing and they have ur FULL name and more .... Just incase!!!!.

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Jul 11, 2014

Jul 11, 2014 at 4:17 AM UTC

Hot7Lips7

Just being cautious

I don't know what to think or to believe. ..... But everyone knows if anythg happens to me it's *** of ur doing and they have ur FULL name and more .... Just incase!!!!.

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I wAnted u from day one and still would but u won't even agree to meet me and just talk. ..... So am I suppose to just hope and wAit forever? I can't just live off words alone!! I still ache for u and probably always will but u won't even make a call or text me or anythg so why should I sit alone when ur still out having "friends"?? Well now I have one and he's the sweetest thing.... He's trying to rebuild whAt all the men in my life before him have ruinned!!! I know I'm not gonna marry him or even be his girl .... But he is something wonderful and a godsend !!!!! I'm so greatful I met him!!!!

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Jul 3, 2014

Jul 3, 2014 at 5:48 AM UTC

Hot7Lips7

Godsend

I wAnted u from day one and still would but u won't even agree to meet me and just talk. ..... So am I suppose to just hope and wAit forever? I can't just live off words alone!! I still ache for u and probably always will but u won't even make a call or text me or anythg so why should I sit alone when ur still out having "friends"?? Well now I have one and he's the sweetest thing.... He's trying to rebuild whAt all the men in my life before him have ruinned!!! I know I'm not gonna marry him or even be his girl .... But he is something wonderful and a godsend !!!!! I'm so greatful I met him!!!!

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To say that u hate you would be a huge lie Truth is I never should have said goodbye I know that u don't forgive me and would rather that I die But the harsh reality is I wish I could still look you in the eye!! If I knew what you meant to me when you were still here I never would have let u go because your the one that I hold dear!!! I'd give anythg to feel your touch... Just wish I knew back then *** now my words don't mean as much!!!

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Dec 7, 2014

Dec 7, 2014 at 11:58 AM UTC

slutty-prude

Words don't mean as much

To say that u hate you would be a huge lie Truth is I never should have said goodbye I know that u don't forgive me and would rather that I die But the harsh reality is I wish I could still look you in the eye!! If I knew what you meant to me when you were still here I never would have let u go because your the one that I hold dear!!! I'd give anythg to feel your touch... Just wish I knew back then *** now my words don't mean as much!!!

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Ur my heart and I can't let u go- I don't even know how even if I wanted to!! I constantly think about u and the time we shared It's hard to forget u when my life has forever been impaired! I wish we could be friends from afar.... It's not how I want it but at least u haven't gone too far! I'd give anythg just to talk to u a few times a week!! That would be the best thing and I'd be so happy I'd totally freak! But u hate me and it's over and done... I don't want to marry u but in my heart ur number 1!!!!!

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Nov 29, 2014

Nov 29, 2014 at 1:12 PM UTC

slutty-prude

Number 1

Ur my heart and I can't let u go- I don't even know how even if I wanted to!! I constantly think about u and the time we shared It's hard to forget u when my life has forever been impaired! I wish we could be friends from afar.... It's not how I want it but at least u haven't gone too far! I'd give anythg just to talk to u a few times a week!! That would be the best thing and I'd be so happy I'd totally freak! But u hate me and it's over and done... I don't want to marry u but in my heart ur number 1!!!!!

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