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"almonds" poems
Yogurt. "I begin the day buying yogurt in a small favorite grocery store." Not pizza, nor gatorade. Bananas although they are imported from afar and grown in monocultures. Attract fruit flies in August. Peaches locally grown with rainwater. I ate all the farmer's peaches alone stacking them by the railroad tracks. Water -- rainwater, tap water, distilled water, carbonated water, spring water –-- deep gulps, infinite sips. Nuts in moderation, or not, unsalted, raw, replacing chips. His bowl of filberts, almonds, walnuts quiet weekday mornings. Edible plant parts -- roots, leaves, stems, flowers, fruit, buds. In olive oil or butter. Potatoes -- look online how best to prepare. Baked or fried. With a little fish or meat. Tea and honey, play and prayer. Swimming and running, talking quietly. Bread? Bread's possible as the Bible. Each is liable to bloat us. Wine and dandelions. Dandelion wine's Ray Bradbury's story. Cans in a pantry, books on a       shelf to the end of time. Pasta we used to call spaghetti, never noodles. I wonder if I can remember       how to make grandma's sauce. Tomatoes -- cherry, grape. Grab God's eye going by.
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Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 11:34 AM UTC
Yogurt and Honey
Ramadan comes with lots of prayers, Fasting and doing charity, With the fragrance of heaven, Which still lingers in our mind, To Allah alone, we turn our hopes and intentions. Ramadan does not leave empty handed, It leaves with a golden handshake in the name of EID UL FITR. To celebrate with family and friends, Reaching out our hearts, Extending happiness, Sewing relationships. What better than a sweet dish Sev khurmo (vermicelle cooked in milk with raisins almonds and pistachios ), To hail in oneness, Joy and prosperity. Happy Eid Mubarak To all on Hello Poetry.
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Jun 13, 2018
Jun 13, 2018 at 4:49 PM UTC
Eid Ul Fitr Mubarak
The smells of caramel, citric fruit and bread being licked by flames, The colour. Black. Deep and rich. As if it was oil taken from the ground, The taste is different, bitter, and earthy, contrasted by molasses, and sweet almonds, This is how my day begins.
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Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 12:39 PM UTC
My coffee
Quaint pink curtains and tablecloths. White walls. The sugary smell of almonds, pistachio and butterscotch skip around the room, playing hopscotch and Mary Mack. The display is impressive, I can smell each grain of sugar in these petit cupcakes and dollops of icing. And then a little girl wails! Mommy won't buy her anymore sweet treats. Bawling-- the girl does an angry-stomp-dance- and then a woman, livid-- storms up to the counter. I said half dozen almond biscotti. I can't take these to my book club. Isn't anyone here competent? Her booming voice has no effect on the lone, tired African-American woman behind the counter. She seems disassociated from the present chaos. The dark circles under her eyes and the surrounding pursed lip wrinkles say everything. Excuse me, but I've been waiting on a refill of the complimentary coffee for over ten minutes now an uptight gent in a business suit complains. When the woman behind the counter pulls out out a shotgun-- there is silence. This ain't what I wanted she whimpers just before the weapon gracefully slides under her chin-- --!BAM!-- As I walk out the door, I wonder how long it will take for someone to realize that's not red icing or sprinkles on the cupcakes.
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Aug 13, 2011
Aug 13, 2011 at 10:32 AM UTC
Happy Little Cupcake Store
rain little girl rain with hair rain until the sun chokes rain with your dis-attuned nails rain running Pisces through my head rain another word called rain for some mallards rain on boy rain rabid 90’s hip hop we listen while driving to the theatre rain pounding in the car in the eyes rain the sky seems to penetrate my car’s roof and this poem breaks through water uprising your grey hat your almonds and my chin rain I wish I could make it for you nightingale I wish I could hear your breath in the morning
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Jan 14, 2017
Jan 14, 2017 at 9:43 PM UTC
Untitled
Hot chestnuts warming in their skin Wild cherries for the brandy and sloes for the gin Bramley apples and blackberries stewing together Halls decked with bouquets of dried heather. Deep dark red petals from the English rose Pineapple mint food where the rosemary grows. Oranges and lemons added for extra taste Walnuts for the cake and almonds for the paste. October’s pumpkins glowing bright Apples dripping with toffee for bonfire night. But waiting for the polished conkers to fall Makes autumn the best season of them all.
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Aug 18, 2013
Aug 18, 2013 at 5:09 AM UTC
The Taste Of Autumn
In My Salad Days Salad Days **Wikipedia: Modern use, especially in the United States, refers to a person's heyday when somebody was at the peak of his/her abilities, not necessarily in that person's youth.**                         ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Salad Hints of tints of golden pear skins, combine with ruby'd cranberries each a face, the cheeks of alcoholic old men, each wrinkle, a life's recording. All are mates for the marcona almonds nestling, playing hide n' go seeking tween silk sheeted leaves of butter lettuce. All dressed to the nines, underneath a top hatted, cravatted, Fred Astaire marinade. Coated, bathed, loved, protected by a vinegar of balsams, aged grape must, pressed, a lovely, desirable color, a brown and bronzed rust, pressed, then left, to easy rest for oh so many years, like I do, easy resting, when  you feed me in My Salad Days. The Days Though it was a life,  decades destructed Millenniums of de minimus, Forty plus Seders of exile, of hell, Marked by promises, whispers, horseradish tears of Next Year and Jerusalem, Time steeped in a tradition of patient waiting. Each year, recorded by a spot of red wine Purposely Spilled, By my father on unbleached Passover tablecloth, To example, to symbolize that Messiness in life, Is O.K. The Salad Days Salad served with irony generous, When beard greyed and scraggly, White speckled, wisps of sea salt, All my youthful greenery, long wilted. Yet the words herein writ are my Afikomen, my just dessert, My victory song of Hallelujah Just before we eat, celebrating My Feast of Ascension, marking a Delayed Arrival, yet right-on time of My Salad Days. It was only when I was resurrected as two bodies, A pair of cuffed links coupled, In My Salad Days, With the taste of freedom, A first-born infant survivor, Was I rebirthed, and to the fore, risen. When words fell from smiling lips, and Rain and tears flew upwards, and Each and every breath was an Amen.
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Aug 15, 2013
Aug 15, 2013 at 1:44 PM UTC
In My Salad Days
In My Salad Days Salad Days **Wikipedia: Modern use, especially in the United States, refers to a person's heyday when somebody was at the peak of his/her abilities, not necessarily in that person's youth.**                         ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Salad Hints of tints of golden pear skins, combine with ruby'd cranberries each a face, the cheeks of alcoholic old men, each wrinkle, a life's recording. All are mates for the marcona almonds nestling, playing hide n' go seeking tween silk sheeted leaves of butter lettuce. All dressed to the nines, underneath a top hatted, cravatted, Fred Astaire marinade. Coated, bathed, loved, protected by a vinegar of balsams, aged grape must, pressed, a lovely, desirable color, a brown and bronzed rust, pressed, then left, to easy rest for oh so many years, like I do, easy resting, when  you feed me in My Salad Days. The Days Though it was a life,  decades destructed Millenniums of de minimus, Forty plus Seders of exile, of hell, Marked by promises, whispers, horseradish tears of Next Year and Jerusalem, Time steeped in a tradition of patient waiting. Each year, recorded by a spot of red wine Purposely Spilled, By my father on unbleached Passover tablecloth, To example, to symbolize that Messiness in life, Is O.K. The Salad Days Salad served with irony generous, When beard greyed and scraggly, White speckled, wisps of sea salt, All my youthful greenery, long wilted. Yet the words herein writ are my Afikomen, my just dessert, My victory song of Hallelujah Just before we eat, celebrating My Feast of Ascension, marking a Delayed Arrival, yet right-on time of My Salad Days. It was only when I was resurrected as two bodies, A pair of cuffed links coupled, In My Salad Days, With the taste of freedom, A first-born infant survivor, Was I rebirthed, and to the fore, risen. When words fell from smiling lips, and Rain and tears flew upwards, and Each and every breath was an Amen.
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╰⊰✿´ℒ♡ⓥℯ '✿⊱╮ Golden, flaky, and so crisp Layers of flavour Lemon, honey, cinnamon, tangy syrup drips chopped walnuts, almonds, whipped cream crown Fork! ╰⊰✿⊱╮
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Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 3:08 PM UTC
╰⊰✿ ́Baklava'✿⊱╮
A generation navigating illusionment: I am one. Excavation; i sift. Shaking a plastic basket. Round - and channel mouths spout a wire crosshatch. I Tap Against My palm. Fine flour lands on the counter and In my head I listen to the same songs because I already know the words. I look for a truth outside my mind because on weekdays I tell myself I’m not worth knowing. How do you stop hating yourself When you hate yourself because You hate yourself? When I slide my hand across the counter, White flour mist puffs and I listen: Mac Miller’s alive. He said he’s surviving on ***** almonds, and granola bars. Grasped in some five fingers A thin red handle.
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Apr 10, 2020
Apr 10, 2020 at 4:31 PM UTC
2020
Well done, well done/ with this hand of marble White roses, open doors, rise the sun and fall Flit and float, under the river’s  flow/ shadows thrilled/ Arrow in my hand/  as a tool for lovers/ beyond the Dawn/ Keep the chief/ inside your deep velvet pocket/ Full of almonds/ to feed  the thirstiest of  dry soul/ Let the civilians/ to arrange the war and burn the dead/ Well done my Lord/  well done/  those yours/ lie  on the edge of  seas/ What left is a narrow place for dwarfs/ to plug the pledges/ Othello handkerchief/  under  my  pillow / to  remember before dark/ ©MARIA PANOUTSOU
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Oct 16, 2016
Oct 16, 2016 at 4:28 AM UTC
Othello’s handkerchief
"Everyone wants to be a little anorexic" she says "You know, like, in a glamorous way, like fashion friendly anorexic" I bite my cheek and nod, pretend to agree All I can think of is waking up to stars dancing on the ceiling Pale skin with bruises of unknown origins And battered feet on and off the scale Almonds in Ziploc baggies Bite marks on fingers Hair down the drain Measuring crunches by the marks they leave on your spine And battered feet on and off the scale Enough water to turn organs into boats Eating an apple with a fork and knife Desperate hands grasping for ribs And battered feet on and off the scale Standing and the world going dark Coughing around shots of apple cider vinegar Carrying an emergency rice cake for weak spells And battered feet on and off the scale Enough green tea to drown organs Sugar free gum to mask the smell of decaying organs Whatever nail polish covers yellow and purple And battered feet on and off the scale How many calories are in toothpaste Thinspo blogs Pillows squeezed between thighs And battered feet on and off the scale Is today the day my heart gives out Waking every day in a new body Fingers clasped around wrists And battered feet on and off the scale Notebooks filled with numbers Purple crescents under eyes Fingers clasped around forearms And battered feet on and off the scale Elbows knocking into hipbones Being scared of your own reflection Lies to get out of dinner And battered feet on and off the scale The stench of ***** Oxygen that tastes of Splenda Fingers clasped around biceps And bleeding feet on and off the scale   If this is your idea of glamour Then you can have it
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Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 12:48 PM UTC
Fashion Friendly Anorexic
"Everyone wants to be a little anorexic" she says "You know, like, in a glamorous way, like fashion friendly anorexic" I bite my cheek and nod, pretend to agree All I can think of is waking up to stars dancing on the ceiling Pale skin with bruises of unknown origins And battered feet on and off the scale Almonds in Ziploc baggies Bite marks on fingers Hair down the drain Measuring crunches by the marks they leave on your spine And battered feet on and off the scale Enough water to turn organs into boats Eating an apple with a fork and knife Desperate hands grasping for ribs And battered feet on and off the scale Standing and the world going dark Coughing around shots of apple cider vinegar Carrying an emergency rice cake for weak spells And battered feet on and off the scale Enough green tea to drown organs Sugar free gum to mask the smell of decaying organs Whatever nail polish covers yellow and purple And battered feet on and off the scale How many calories are in toothpaste Thinspo blogs Pillows squeezed between thighs And battered feet on and off the scale Is today the day my heart gives out Waking every day in a new body Fingers clasped around wrists And battered feet on and off the scale Notebooks filled with numbers Purple crescents under eyes Fingers clasped around forearms And battered feet on and off the scale Elbows knocking into hipbones Being scared of your own reflection Lies to get out of dinner And battered feet on and off the scale The stench of ***** Oxygen that tastes of Splenda Fingers clasped around biceps And bleeding feet on and off the scale   If this is your idea of glamour Then you can have it
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This day, my Julia, thou must make For Mistress Bride the wedding-cake: Knead but the dough, and it will be To paste of almonds turn’d by thee: Or kiss it thou but once or twice, And for the bride-cake there’ll be spice.
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The Bride-Cake
buckeye flour, almonds, acorns, tree-bark, cacao, wine your only criticism is that i split infinitives and spit bitters.
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Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 12:16 PM UTC
tannins
The air is burly trees harvest soldiers on the line combines, threads, manure, life-- A whole world lost amidst the flats Saplings are the next season's Almonds, Apples, Dates, Waiting for food shelves and stockrooms packed in banana boxes and given a place They will find the plates of capitol city dwellers They will be engorged far away from their origins The Sierra-- oh the great plutonic mass They are grey from age, peppered with white whiskers of snow They are asking to be known as the interior Pilgrims who traveled over their spines, seeking these fertile swampland Now airstrips and dirigibles The edges of clouds on the valley, the deserts and the mountains like folds of a book they crackle in the sun and the skin of the earth shrinks in its gaze Migratory birds dance in the fields, the lowly clang of bell Bleached american flags tell us this is the land The land of things and endless breadth This is only California, but the majesty of it a gem valley encased by the rocks, in silicates A roaming place for cows, wanderers, farmers, dreams Where the only edge of things is the mountains, saying -Climb me, surmount me, lay me under your deeds-
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Dec 14, 2018
Dec 14, 2018 at 12:26 PM UTC
San Joaquins
A satisfied appetite is a simply joy Overlooked and simplified Like a growing urge, a salivating need That is entrancing and glorified. Everlasting for moments we call meals Forgotten in time, lingering above But the taste, the lonesome lover pushed aside Gazes afar and near wanting to be enjoyed again The young lady with a tongue of raspberry delight And the matured widow with darkened cacao lips Ripening nectar of a sliced peach center Halved and topped with mascarpone crème The man with a skin of caramel glaze Caressing and savoring With a fragrance and scent Of hazelnut coffee indulgence and sin In the pursuit of a brief love affair What oral sensation did my taste buds want? My odyssey of gustatory endeavors await Through the seas of lined people and waiting staff Generous portions and humble pies Decadent desserts so rich you’ll die Vine cherry tomatoes sliced and sauté Over al dente rigatoni in a roasted cashew sauce A robust aroma and savory appeal Basil leaves with garlic strips Olive oil to top the surreal Hubristic meatball aborigine Elysian cuisine or many dreams Teasing the senses, warming the pit Of flowing pleasures And tingling fingertips Without moral measures And succulent wines Rotisserie lamb falling of the bone Seasoned with Sicilian herbs And paired with broiled asparagus Drizzled with lemon juice And a glass of Merlot Spices I hardly know Lachrymose apologies beside a bottle of faded sorrows With love there is pain, passion endured through the names Thin soups, flavorless and dull, feeding street-thrown bums Breathing hard against the delicatessen glass Hickory smoked hams, pepper-seasoned pastrami Vinegar cultured pickles and hard dried salami Unpleasured, without measure, at one's leisure. Forever my endeavor Blackcurrant tea laced with slivers of gooping honey Layers of cinnamon hair atop olive skin red-painted doors with cedar trim crushed almonds mixed with hazelnut butter cream spread devilish rounds of crumbling rum-swirl bread Smells and wonders, tastes so ... oh god Divine and sublime.
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Jul 22, 2013
Jul 22, 2013 at 5:42 PM UTC
Lachrymose Taste
A satisfied appetite is a simply joy Overlooked and simplified Like a growing urge, a salivating need That is entrancing and glorified. Everlasting for moments we call meals Forgotten in time, lingering above But the taste, the lonesome lover pushed aside Gazes afar and near wanting to be enjoyed again The young lady with a tongue of raspberry delight And the matured widow with darkened cacao lips Ripening nectar of a sliced peach center Halved and topped with mascarpone crème The man with a skin of caramel glaze Caressing and savoring With a fragrance and scent Of hazelnut coffee indulgence and sin In the pursuit of a brief love affair What oral sensation did my taste buds want? My odyssey of gustatory endeavors await Through the seas of lined people and waiting staff Generous portions and humble pies Decadent desserts so rich you’ll die Vine cherry tomatoes sliced and sauté Over al dente rigatoni in a roasted cashew sauce A robust aroma and savory appeal Basil leaves with garlic strips Olive oil to top the surreal Hubristic meatball aborigine Elysian cuisine or many dreams Teasing the senses, warming the pit Of flowing pleasures And tingling fingertips Without moral measures And succulent wines Rotisserie lamb falling of the bone Seasoned with Sicilian herbs And paired with broiled asparagus Drizzled with lemon juice And a glass of Merlot Spices I hardly know Lachrymose apologies beside a bottle of faded sorrows With love there is pain, passion endured through the names Thin soups, flavorless and dull, feeding street-thrown bums Breathing hard against the delicatessen glass Hickory smoked hams, pepper-seasoned pastrami Vinegar cultured pickles and hard dried salami Unpleasured, without measure, at one's leisure. Forever my endeavor Blackcurrant tea laced with slivers of gooping honey Layers of cinnamon hair atop olive skin red-painted doors with cedar trim crushed almonds mixed with hazelnut butter cream spread devilish rounds of crumbling rum-swirl bread Smells and wonders, tastes so ... oh god Divine and sublime.
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It’s moments like this Some obscure song playing on our google home My brother, gazing off into the distance no doubt under the spell of some great philosophical inquiry, Neglecting the spoon and it’s contents Drip drip dripping My mother in the corner, seemingly preoccupied, slender fingers probing what appears to be Yet another bag Of those chocolate covered toffee almonds My father, ever the victor in competitive eating, up and roaming about By the window one moment, at the couch the next Gone like the wind, oh here he comes Meanwhile I, face a great trial which I must overcome in order to greet my destiny -stairs At the top of which await Dozens upon dozens of procrastinated Assignments just calling to me Stirring up within me a desire, A ferocious flaming ambition, To not move an inch
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Jan 2, 2019
Jan 2, 2019 at 1:57 PM UTC
Lunch Time at My House
╰⊰✿´ℒ♡ⓥℯ'✿⊱╮ Milk-white, shredded filo dough spun gossamer-thin Wrapped nest for pistachio, almonds, cinnamon White baked gentle gold Hot honey Serve! ╰⊰✿⊱╮
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Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 11:10 AM UTC
╰⊰✿ ́Kataifi'✿⊱╮
**** here I am again suffused by incoming sunlight floods, blonde tresses decorative, and a refrigerator light dim surprising, ********** a future fest, when in search of ordinary milk and coffee cherries, grapes, watermelon, cole slaw, caramelized walnuts, Spanish Marcona almonds, chicken defrosting, and wine, a pink rose, blushing like me, at the amplitude of love and blessings I have uncovered, and that covers me, while she sleeps, I sip first coffee and her love and more than suffused, *I am effused, unable to contain all this, what I am feeling, like my water broken, pouring tears and I wonder who is* this idiot that forgets to say thank you for what he has been given, and who in return can merely offer up a pauvre writ, a love poem, of salt and sweet
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Jun 28, 2014
Jun 28, 2014 at 6:42 AM UTC
**** Here I Am Again
I was chicken dropped only a half tab--a quarter before midnight   and hurried back to my apartment before the day changed     from a Monday to a ruby Tuesday   where my walls melted and music smelled like sassafras; the flickering flares of light from two fat candles   tasted like toasted almonds     every eternal hour, or minute, or so, I would try to tiptoe down the hall   past the sleeping neighbors who were all dreaming of me, skulking past their locked doors but I never made it to the street a feat that would have demanded I stop giggling, and my heart stop thumping for any pig or narc could have seen my crimson machine pumping ready to fly from my chest     dawn did finally come--I was coming down, down from the floor on which I had lain from the minute a ferocious fly dive bombed me somewhere around three   I walked to the corner grocery store where I bought pan dulce, and was glad the clerk spoke no English, for surely she would have asked me to tell her how I survived such an aerial assault   in peacetime
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Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 10:31 PM UTC
orange sunshine
some people choose to eat their nuts in big old handfuls some people nibble and nibble so they don't run out some people only like peanuts, cashews, or almonds but when you eat your nuts you use a spoon, no doubt who knew a spoon could be used to munch on some nuts we all thought it was weird when Mr. Pitt used a fork for his candy who knows maybe your art form will catch on and eating nuts with spoons will be dandy so dandy I guess it makes sense when the nuts are honey roasted All that stuff can get kind of messy But even if their salted I don’t think its called for To use a spoon for nuts is so unnecessary Why don’t you put your hand in the bag Or just dump them into your palm Are you pretending its cereal Or is it to work out for your arm either way I’d like to know more about your weird way of getting some nuts from the bag to your mouth is so breath taking who knew a spoon could be used to munch on some nuts we all thought it was weird when Mr. Pitt used a fork for his candy who knows maybe your art form will catch on and eating nuts with spoons will be dandy so dandy When you share nuts do you make people use your spoon or must they have their own at the ready
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Jun 7, 2013
Jun 7, 2013 at 11:11 AM UTC
Spoon Girl
Sakura From the purest petal of a Sakura Tree, to the scent of almonds lingering, to the white silky sheets of a bed always slept in. How it was always the salmon sunshine that made her skin glow. With just a single glance, his knees buckled before him, for such warmness thought only to reside in the warmest batches of milk chocolate, held his eyes open. How she was always surprising him just as clocks rang twelve. He could never win such beauty. Then the day came when the Sakura petals would perform their dance just as winds of blowing magic swirled the surrounding melodies. He thought he could never win such beauty. Unbeknownst to him, he’d been secretly holding onto that victory for years…. Ever since the rain fell as thunder rang on that fateful day where he rescued the Sakura.
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Jun 2, 2022
Jun 2, 2022 at 2:18 AM UTC
Sakura
Vanilla vowels and creamy colored consonants Naughty or nutty nouns of almonds, apples, apricots Aphrodisiac adjectives and very berry adverbs Passion fruit phrases pirouette like peaches in thought A pomegranate patter that pronounces a pronoun Or perhaps in veiled vines velvet verbs purr Wondrously whipped words of love Salacious sentences with strawberry stirred A mellowed musk melon of a metaphor A salubrious simile sits like a sapote crown Amorous alliterative adventures with romance and raisins An ooh la la of orange oomph onomatopoeic sounds An orchard of the alphabets in a fruity potpourri of speech A bearish pearish play and plum pun on words The language of love written with love In this hash mash bonhomie Valentine verse
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Feb 13, 2017
Feb 13, 2017 at 8:56 AM UTC
A fruity poet potpourri of a Valentine's Verse
I met a boy And I fell in-love too quick I loved him more than sunsets More than when the leaves change colors More than photographs and sappy lyrics Cuddling on the couch Or chocolate covered almonds Oversized sweaters when I'm feeling lazy And waiting for those three words of comfort I came to love everything He was and everything I had made him into My heart swelled as months passed As I was so full of love For him and for hope I forgot to do the thing That so many forget to do I forgot to leave room to love myself
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Jun 28, 2013
Jun 28, 2013 at 10:29 PM UTC
I Forgot to Love Myself First
Pillows lay the case to wake up past 3 oclock Face faded in dreams make razors on cheek comfortable to me Blond bold because i barely gave red a try Is breakfast ready for me Backing beauty with a blue t , turning to me all bright and free , afro messy , eyes maybe brown, maybe green Did i mention i couldnt see Reality just came back to me Even tho these eyes rarely catch seas I still see star shaped almonds in cereal bowls put before see Meet her meteor shower plastic kungfu hopes My mettle met with metal, she was bars for the screen So in between things, i smell scent and add my two cents But when change comes short, gasoline gases up things Thunder booms and she can never quite see was behindthe bangs But that's another thing cause cereal is really tho Another taste of almomd milk cheerios
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May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018 at 2:23 AM UTC
Star Shaped Cereal With Almond Milk
Sunday morning and I'm tired of macDs and cigarettes and diet pills and coffee they don't make me happy Im not thinking about you because I think I hate you but I'm not really sure if it's hate or annoyance because if we're to be honest I'd have to love the **** out of you to hate you,  or even feel just the slightest bit of emotion but I don't because I've realized that's resent you for being such a ******** of a person you disgusting , ****** I asked you multiple times not to drink my mother's coke and you assured me you'd bring a full bottle right before mothers came home from work but you had no intentions of doing that you disgusting , ****** anyway this is not about you it's about how I've burnt myself to ashes trying to understand where I am right now and why I think I love almonds cause they're good for me and are just what I need and the doctor won't warn me against it, but almonds are boring and are nothing like the nauseating feeling of finishing a whole pack of ciggs alone outside of a lecture you know you're gonna pass anyway , unintentionally Im here thinking about how I know I don't want any of these things but I do, and conjunctions, **** conjunctions and the way they're meant to connect two things together but when it came to you and I , our only conjunction was the very scripture I was too scared to tell my sunday school teacher because I made a deity out of you to the point where you were my king but the only time you made me feel one with your royalty was late night's on bent knees , when you held my crown to control  the motion of your pride finding warmth right deep down my throat . throat
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Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 4:06 PM UTC
a shame
Sunday morning and I'm tired of macDs and cigarettes and diet pills and coffee they don't make me happy Im not thinking about you because I think I hate you but I'm not really sure if it's hate or annoyance because if we're to be honest I'd have to love the **** out of you to hate you,  or even feel just the slightest bit of emotion but I don't because I've realized that's resent you for being such a ******** of a person you disgusting , ****** I asked you multiple times not to drink my mother's coke and you assured me you'd bring a full bottle right before mothers came home from work but you had no intentions of doing that you disgusting , ****** anyway this is not about you it's about how I've burnt myself to ashes trying to understand where I am right now and why I think I love almonds cause they're good for me and are just what I need and the doctor won't warn me against it, but almonds are boring and are nothing like the nauseating feeling of finishing a whole pack of ciggs alone outside of a lecture you know you're gonna pass anyway , unintentionally Im here thinking about how I know I don't want any of these things but I do, and conjunctions, **** conjunctions and the way they're meant to connect two things together but when it came to you and I , our only conjunction was the very scripture I was too scared to tell my sunday school teacher because I made a deity out of you to the point where you were my king but the only time you made me feel one with your royalty was late night's on bent knees , when you held my crown to control  the motion of your pride finding warmth right deep down my throat . throat
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