"afarid" poems - Hello Poetry

Nuptial state! Is it a bond? Is it a grief? I can see the fire at the end, Disappearing and untouchable stars. What is alike? Obliging your hubbies Cranky babies Are they our burden? I screamed, Suppressing my emotions and reactions. What is marriage? A little adjustment, said one. I feel it is a full of amendments. Accommodate yourself for others. Is this life? Risking our future for a stranger. How it call as divine? Wearing a dress of his preference, Is this call freedom? How to live hiding my wishes? A heartbeat is lost a dream forgotten. Think, If you have a child, Will you happy ever after divorce? It is a real lock Locked within a ring Are you afarid of it? Is it an everlasting inexpliacability No it is not, Think slackenly, And prefer good...

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Nov 24, 2015

Nov 24, 2015 at 11:34 AM UTC

Harea

PADLOCK

Nuptial state! Is it a bond? Is it a grief? I can see the fire at the end, Disappearing and untouchable stars. What is alike? Obliging your hubbies Cranky babies Are they our burden? I screamed, Suppressing my emotions and reactions. What is marriage? A little adjustment, said one. I feel it is a full of amendments. Accommodate yourself for others. Is this life? Risking our future for a stranger. How it call as divine? Wearing a dress of his preference, Is this call freedom? How to live hiding my wishes? A heartbeat is lost a dream forgotten. Think, If you have a child, Will you happy ever after divorce? It is a real lock Locked within a ring Are you afarid of it? Is it an everlasting inexpliacability No it is not, Think slackenly, And prefer good...

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Today I live in fear I woke up afraid of the same pillow that comforted me last night It felt as if my dreams had been soaked up by it My thoughts dripping out of my ear, one by one, dampening the cloth with which it's covered My bed wanted me to stay, to lay away forever Prevent me from going anywhere, pulling me towards it I was a discarded piece of metal being pulled by the giant magnet that would take me to the dumpster to be crushed next to my scrap brethren I am afraid of the wind blown from my fan The cold on my skin burns as my sheets hold me tightly in place I'm afraid to get out, to step on the floor, one foot at a time To sit up and gag To stand up and throw up all the regret, the unspoken words, the tears I so cowardly saved to myself for all these years The 9 beers and 1 tequila shot I'm afraid to text you I'm afraid there will be no reply, the silence, the distance What is said and what is not What I know, what you won't fix I'm afraid of losing this game I'm afraid of playing my next hand, to look at the cards I've been dealt and find nothing other than hopelessness at the lack of anything good I'm afraid to write this poem, to let my words gang up on me, and beat me up mercilessly as I can only type on and cry out your name I'm afarid I won't be here tomorrow I'm afraid you won't I'm afraid to be here right now, as I was afraid yesterday Afraid of the new year Afraid of our Christmas dinner Afraid of us, of everyone, of no one I'm afraid of being alive, dancing in this graveyard of broken dream, of complaints and looking at the floor unable to gaze upon my very own dissapointments I'm afraid to admit I am worthless, but also afraid to do anything about it I'm afraid to be everything you were looking for, and missing the mark completely I'm afraid that I'll hurt you, and that I commited a sin I don't regret Like Jesus I hang nailed to my own cross by the acts I commited and ommited, while words spurt out of my wonds and into this text screen, as I terrifyingly try to tell myself, it will be ok I'm afraid it will be ok Today I live in fear But I guess I live

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Dec 8, 2017

Dec 8, 2017 at 2:35 PM UTC

krusty-aranda

Fear

Today I live in fear I woke up afraid of the same pillow that comforted me last night It felt as if my dreams had been soaked up by it My thoughts dripping out of my ear, one by one, dampening the cloth with which it's covered My bed wanted me to stay, to lay away forever Prevent me from going anywhere, pulling me towards it I was a discarded piece of metal being pulled by the giant magnet that would take me to the dumpster to be crushed next to my scrap brethren I am afraid of the wind blown from my fan The cold on my skin burns as my sheets hold me tightly in place I'm afraid to get out, to step on the floor, one foot at a time To sit up and gag To stand up and throw up all the regret, the unspoken words, the tears I so cowardly saved to myself for all these years The 9 beers and 1 tequila shot I'm afraid to text you I'm afraid there will be no reply, the silence, the distance What is said and what is not What I know, what you won't fix I'm afraid of losing this game I'm afraid of playing my next hand, to look at the cards I've been dealt and find nothing other than hopelessness at the lack of anything good I'm afraid to write this poem, to let my words gang up on me, and beat me up mercilessly as I can only type on and cry out your name I'm afarid I won't be here tomorrow I'm afraid you won't I'm afraid to be here right now, as I was afraid yesterday Afraid of the new year Afraid of our Christmas dinner Afraid of us, of everyone, of no one I'm afraid of being alive, dancing in this graveyard of broken dream, of complaints and looking at the floor unable to gaze upon my very own dissapointments I'm afraid to admit I am worthless, but also afraid to do anything about it I'm afraid to be everything you were looking for, and missing the mark completely I'm afraid that I'll hurt you, and that I commited a sin I don't regret Like Jesus I hang nailed to my own cross by the acts I commited and ommited, while words spurt out of my wonds and into this text screen, as I terrifyingly try to tell myself, it will be ok I'm afraid it will be ok Today I live in fear But I guess I live

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I saw you from a distance tall, semi muscular, with dark hair. An unfamiliar figure in my mind curiosity is triggered. Who is this man with skin so tan. He wears a black suit, white shirt, and black tie. You look like the kind of guy any girl would want to have, the kind of man who has no problem getting whatever she would want to buy. My eyes graze you up and down to every inch of you. I can see it right through, you catch my eye and smile. You look like trouble, one of the kind Im not afarid to get into. As I stand in this cold mysterious dark night wearing nothing but a silky grey dress, and matching silver heels, I wonder where you'll go tonight. But whoever will see you I bet will have good night. In hindsight I spot the black Mercedes, the night is young, a long wild night for me awaits. I step inside the black Mercedes, to my right I see you "Hello" with a smile he says. As a custom I give him a kiss on the cheek and I take a seat right next to his. Guess I have the answer to my question, Tonight your coming with me, something I definitely didn't foresee. through the side of my eye I see the way you look at me. You spread your legs at the sight of my ******* you bite your lips as I put on my lipstick, in your mind im already undressed. The smell of your cologne makes my breath quiver, the thought of wanting to see it, still lingers. this space between us makes me unease I want to feel you hold me in your arms as you put it inside making me weak in the knees. Take off my clothes I'll let you have a taste. I want your tongue's prints to fill my body trace by trace. I don't want this night to end, if you want it badly I can ride your face, or I can have you inside my mouth instead. Its not gonna be a long trip, only got one chance, might as well take advantage of every drip. The car now smell you, me, us The silence here surpassed by your, mine, our moan., and souvenirs from your cologne.

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Nov 13, 2020

Nov 13, 2020 at 9:05 PM UTC

Maria_h

souvenirs from your cologne

I saw you from a distance tall, semi muscular, with dark hair. An unfamiliar figure in my mind curiosity is triggered. Who is this man with skin so tan. He wears a black suit, white shirt, and black tie. You look like the kind of guy any girl would want to have, the kind of man who has no problem getting whatever she would want to buy. My eyes graze you up and down to every inch of you. I can see it right through, you catch my eye and smile. You look like trouble, one of the kind Im not afarid to get into. As I stand in this cold mysterious dark night wearing nothing but a silky grey dress, and matching silver heels, I wonder where you'll go tonight. But whoever will see you I bet will have good night. In hindsight I spot the black Mercedes, the night is young, a long wild night for me awaits. I step inside the black Mercedes, to my right I see you "Hello" with a smile he says. As a custom I give him a kiss on the cheek and I take a seat right next to his. Guess I have the answer to my question, Tonight your coming with me, something I definitely didn't foresee. through the side of my eye I see the way you look at me. You spread your legs at the sight of my ******* you bite your lips as I put on my lipstick, in your mind im already undressed. The smell of your cologne makes my breath quiver, the thought of wanting to see it, still lingers. this space between us makes me unease I want to feel you hold me in your arms as you put it inside making me weak in the knees. Take off my clothes I'll let you have a taste. I want your tongue's prints to fill my body trace by trace. I don't want this night to end, if you want it badly I can ride your face, or I can have you inside my mouth instead. Its not gonna be a long trip, only got one chance, might as well take advantage of every drip. The car now smell you, me, us The silence here surpassed by your, mine, our moan., and souvenirs from your cologne.

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I'm afarid To run Away Because I'm afraid You won't Chase me.

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Dec 8, 2012

Dec 8, 2012 at 6:48 PM UTC

oddhonesty

Please Do

I'm afarid To run Away Because I'm afraid You won't Chase me.

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Parched are my lips saddened from every emotion you feel my voice apologizes for my cowardice I'm too afarid to ask for every hardship you face my silence is an assailant kills every moment of bliss Dried up thoughts and helpless gestures It's as though I'm watching your body suspended on to a cliff My hands urge me to save you but my mind makes me wait I'm not sure what is the right option I'm a marionette ..controlled.. My mind jammed too afraid of what May escape your tired tongue tongue tied bushwhacked I remain broken from selfdestruction I remain at peace unaware of your destruction

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Oct 17, 2016

Oct 17, 2016 at 12:08 PM UTC

Anoniiimuus

On things which I confess (XI)

Parched are my lips saddened from every emotion you feel my voice apologizes for my cowardice I'm too afarid to ask for every hardship you face my silence is an assailant kills every moment of bliss Dried up thoughts and helpless gestures It's as though I'm watching your body suspended on to a cliff My hands urge me to save you but my mind makes me wait I'm not sure what is the right option I'm a marionette ..controlled.. My mind jammed too afraid of what May escape your tired tongue tongue tied bushwhacked I remain broken from selfdestruction I remain at peace unaware of your destruction

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Sometimes i want to hold you,re hand and to look into you,re eyes Sometimes i forget my pain being with you Sometimes i lose my mind thinking bout you Sometimes i lose myself into you,re blue eyes Sometimes i die being with you and loving you My heart was poisoned but you transform it in a honey cascade We are just me and you living in a fairytale what will never end Our love will remain strong even if everything is against us Sometimes i,m afarid that i,ll lose you but nothing can,t separate us Sometimes i feel that i fall down but you are always there to get me up Sometimes i feel that i lose my faith but i always rediscover it in you,re heart I love you, you are the most precious thing in my life In you i,ll always have faith untill the day when the life will bring us together forever.

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Jun 3, 2014

Jun 3, 2014 at 2:26 AM UTC

HelenaAndrea

Sometimes Part II

Sometimes i want to hold you,re hand and to look into you,re eyes Sometimes i forget my pain being with you Sometimes i lose my mind thinking bout you Sometimes i lose myself into you,re blue eyes Sometimes i die being with you and loving you My heart was poisoned but you transform it in a honey cascade We are just me and you living in a fairytale what will never end Our love will remain strong even if everything is against us Sometimes i,m afarid that i,ll lose you but nothing can,t separate us Sometimes i feel that i fall down but you are always there to get me up Sometimes i feel that i lose my faith but i always rediscover it in you,re heart I love you, you are the most precious thing in my life In you i,ll always have faith untill the day when the life will bring us together forever.

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