"actully" poems
This just in off the presses Eliot throws in the towel and sells Hello
for a pair of front row Jonas Brothers tickets.
In other news the pub the oldest group on hello is being forced to close
its doors due to noise complaints from the coffee shop
who claim they can bareley here there good awful music
or read there twilght books.
Gary La Buda is very short and writes lots of books
so he can use them to see over the steering wheel.
Many people have asked and finaly hello has answred
to what we do not know.
Yesterday a man died of boredom trying to actully read
all the poems on the charts at poetry soup.
When the owner's were awoken from there nap time
there only reply was Is it time to color yet?
Poets who get to the top of the charts yet only have two comments
my question?
who are they blowing.
Look for my next report when I let everyone know the poet
soon to be leaving this madhouse of a site.
Untill next time always seek the truth
Aug 13, 2010
Aug 13, 2010 at 1:08 PM UTC
Down by the water
Ive been here so many times broken hearts and many old wounds that never heal.
It's so hard to admit when you hate the person you are.
When catch that dream to relize its a nightmare by design.
Why cant I just break through it why cant I just get past the demons of dessire and cleanse
myself of the sin inwhich I seem to thrive?
Honestly suicide looks better by the second.
Im losing it yet still i linger like some sad prize fighter who's
taken one to many a blow.
I yern to destroy who ive become only to find who I could actully be.
Im a man who cant seem to think past vice.
A wornout joker who's fallen this time for good.
**** this nightmare please help ive lost befor I even began.
Burn the memory till it scars my thought **** please stop this !
Im losing yet ive grown to jaded to care.
Oct 15, 2011
Oct 15, 2011 at 2:50 PM UTC
I found my heart in the dark crying alone in a corner
So i asked- Are you ok?
Heart- No....no i'm not.
Me- Why whats wrong?
Heart- Can't you see that i'm in pain.
Me- Actully i can't
* i went and turn the lights on, to see it shattered into a million pieces*
Me- Oh my God ...What happend?
Heart- It's all your fault...
* it started to cry*
Heart- You just left me here to fend for myself.
Me- .....i-i'm so s-sorry
* i could feel my eyes water. and i reached out to help but my heart slapped my hand away*
Heart- Don't touch me!
* it started to wheeze and gasp for air, as it was trying to pick up the pieces*
Me- Please.... let me...help you ?
* the tears started rolling down my face*
Heart- I rather die.
* And that was the last thing it said to me.
R.I.P-2013
Jun 4, 2013
Jun 4, 2013 at 6:23 PM UTC
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Clawing its way out of my soul
Out of the deepest darkest pits
The cruel unnerving voice returns
Making sure I lose my grip
Tearing down my happiness
Taking over my everyday life
An endless stream of negativity
Each word cuts through me like a knife
***Your all alone in this world
Your friends have left you for dead
They lied, betrayed and hurt you
Your better off with just me instead***
As true as the words seem
Your the one who drove them away
You made me lock down all my emotions
I was happy before you came
***Were you really happy tho?
Surrounded by all those "friends"
You knew the truth behind each one
So why did you even pretend?***
He's merely speaks the truth
I pretended not to see
I thought maybe if I accepted their faults
Perhaps they could love me for me
***So in the end you knew
You blamed it all on me
I was willing to playthe scrape goat
Cause all I wanted was for you to be free***
Why does my freedom come at a cost?
Its the cold hard truth of reality
But am I any better off knowing now
Was this really the key?
***If not now then when?
Would you continue living a lie
Would you rather have them say it to your face
Then secretly stab you in the back***
***We both know they wont ***** their hands
Nor will they tarnish their image
Its better being one step ahead
then waiting for them to finish***
I'm standing in silence all alone
Watching my friends continue their lies
I've plastered on a fake smile and grin
But all I want to do is cry
Maybe it seems better to be one step ahead
To protect myself from getting hurt
But blocking out the truth and actully being happy
Doesn't sound as bad as being an insecure little introvert
***I guess its true
What people say
In situations such as this
The phrase***
Ignorance is bliss
Is truly quiet befitting
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Apr 13, 2018
Apr 13, 2018 at 2:35 AM UTC
Hi i say
wait was that right
is that to informal
is it to formal
stop talking
your embarrassing yourself
How was your day?
No thats not right
ask them how they are
ask them if they are happy
"How are you?" they ask
Say fine
do they actully care
why are they talking to you
why are you standing there
"time to leave!"
Do you have your wallet
where is your mask
why do you look like that
(kids laghing in the hallway)
They are laghing at you
you should change
why do you dress like that
"bed time"
Did you trun off the light
did you brush your teeth
make sure you check under your bed 3 times
make sure the light is actually off
go check again
"hey how was you day. I'm so tired."
text back
but wait a secon
dont let them think your despreat to talk to them
wait do they actully want to talk to you
"Hello???..."
...
...
...
"good night"
Why didn't you respond
no they didn't want to talk to you anyway
go to sleep
(starts screaming)
wakes up in a cold sweat
you shouldn't have called your teacher mum in 3rd grade
why did you
re think that conversation
Looks at the blade
Don't do it
your freinds will worry
no they won't
they don't care
Pulls balde across
no more pain
Good bye
Sep 15, 2020
Sep 15, 2020 at 2:40 PM UTC
You're all i think about
So i guess this is for you then
There is much more to this poem
than that meets the eye
See i'm writing this ..
And you'll never know it
But it's actully beautiful
- if you think of it..
Because someone somewhere
Out there there in the world
They are writing about someone
And they dont even know it ..
If this dont make sence
Then you're not included
They talk about deeper meanings
- well i guess then you'll have to find it.
Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 7:01 AM UTC
I gave you my trust
I gave you my love
I gave you my heart
Was that not enough?
You gave me your kiss
You gave me your lies
You gave me your smiles
For me, that was enough.
You said you love me
But I heard you don't
From the girl
Where you were unfaithfull
Now i've had enough
I'm actully not that though
I have too many cuts
And now there's no more us
I still love you
But I don't trust you
So now it's time to say goodbye
To who i thougt was a god guy
Aug 21, 2018
Aug 21, 2018 at 1:22 PM UTC