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Man has been gifted a great prize Although they never assumed it would be their demise Centuries ago the technology produced Relied upon humans for a little boost However now it seems every thought by a man Requires for technology to come up with the plan It seems man's intelligence has began to backtrack Similar to being subdued in a flashback All the knowledge they've acquired Is something that cannot not be admired Their lives are corrupted by the media They get information from the Internet- not by encyclopedia There is still a chance for them to turn it all around And use these faults to help with the rebound However if they continue on as shown Their advancements will soon be marked with a headstone.
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May 4, 2014
May 4, 2014 at 1:52 AM UTC
An Essay On Man: Man Vs. Technology
I was thinking of a son. The womb is not a clock nor a bell tolling, but in the eleventh month of its life I feel the November of the body as well as of the calendar. In two days it will be my birthday and as always the earth is done with its harvest. This time I hunt for death, the night I lean toward, the night I want. Well then-- It was in the womb all along. I was thinking of a son ... You! The never acquired, the never seeded or unfastened, you of the genitals I feared, the stalk and the puppy's breath. Will I give you my eyes or his? Will you be the David or the Susan? (Those two names I picked and listened for.) Can you be the man your fathers are-- the leg muscles from Michelangelo, hands from Yugoslavia somewhere the peasant, Slavic and determined, somewhere the survivor bulging with life-- and could it still be possible, all this with Susan's eyes? All this without you-- two days gone in blood. I myself will die without baptism, a third daughter they didn't bother. My death will come on my name day. What's wrong with the name day? It's only an angel of the sun. Woman, weaving a web over your own, a thin and tangled poison. Scorpio, bad spider-- die! My death from the wrists, two name tags, blood worn like a corsage to bloom one on the left and one on the right-- It's a warm room, the place of the blood. Leave the door open on its hinges! Two days for your death and two days until mine. Love! That red disease-- year after year, David, you would make me wild! David! Susan! David! David! full and disheveled, hissing into the night, never growing old, waiting always for you on the porch ... year after year, my carrot, my cabbage, I would have possessed you before all women, calling your name, calling you mine.
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************ at Forty
I was thinking of a son. The womb is not a clock nor a bell tolling, but in the eleventh month of its life I feel the November of the body as well as of the calendar. In two days it will be my birthday and as always the earth is done with its harvest. This time I hunt for death, the night I lean toward, the night I want. Well then-- It was in the womb all along. I was thinking of a son ... You! The never acquired, the never seeded or unfastened, you of the genitals I feared, the stalk and the puppy's breath. Will I give you my eyes or his? Will you be the David or the Susan? (Those two names I picked and listened for.) Can you be the man your fathers are-- the leg muscles from Michelangelo, hands from Yugoslavia somewhere the peasant, Slavic and determined, somewhere the survivor bulging with life-- and could it still be possible, all this with Susan's eyes? All this without you-- two days gone in blood. I myself will die without baptism, a third daughter they didn't bother. My death will come on my name day. What's wrong with the name day? It's only an angel of the sun. Woman, weaving a web over your own, a thin and tangled poison. Scorpio, bad spider-- die! My death from the wrists, two name tags, blood worn like a corsage to bloom one on the left and one on the right-- It's a warm room, the place of the blood. Leave the door open on its hinges! Two days for your death and two days until mine. Love! That red disease-- year after year, David, you would make me wild! David! Susan! David! David! full and disheveled, hissing into the night, never growing old, waiting always for you on the porch ... year after year, my carrot, my cabbage, I would have possessed you before all women, calling your name, calling you mine.
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Just how does one define friendship? Oh, I already know what the Dictionary says. It's far more than merely one word, or two. You could apply many verbs to describe it. Few, on their own will justice due. It is more about one's emotional perception, than a mere sentence of words, though descriptive. For sure it's a feeling, a strong visceral response evoked by respect, even love of a thing above all other's. Friends come in many shapes, sizes and colors. They can be inanimate or living breathing. All inspire in us a near electrical resonance of reassurance, a sense of peace, surely comfort. Maybe it starts with the rhythmic beating of our own mothers heart, the sound and vibration of our first true friendship. A little later her breast and the nourishment it gave, became our first outer world dearest best companion. Mother's milk, served warm, sweet and tenderly, Love's personification. Yes of course Friendship can be an extension of a strong lasting bond with other people, yet even more. Our family's are our closest best friends, if we are lucky. But what of the others? I have been  befriended by books, movies, dogs and many other non human living friends, I even have a old film camera I packed completely around the world, that I count among my closest companions. A soft warm favorite wool blanket acquired down in New Zealand, also fits nicely that same description. An old bamboo fly rod that belonged to my Father, Is a friend I would not part with for any amount of dollars. And less I forget (No pun intended) our memories too are right there, with the best and oldest of our dearest, lasting friends, Conjured up at a minutes notice. And perhaps last of all, (you may have more on your list), I can not leave out the most important friendship of all, It's the friendship we have with our selves, to which I'm referring. For if that very personal friendship is not strong and on going, It's truly doubtful that we will have, or sustain for long, any others.
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Sep 13, 2013
Sep 13, 2013 at 2:20 PM UTC
Friendship
Just how does one define friendship? Oh, I already know what the Dictionary says. It's far more than merely one word, or two. You could apply many verbs to describe it. Few, on their own will justice due. It is more about one's emotional perception, than a mere sentence of words, though descriptive. For sure it's a feeling, a strong visceral response evoked by respect, even love of a thing above all other's. Friends come in many shapes, sizes and colors. They can be inanimate or living breathing. All inspire in us a near electrical resonance of reassurance, a sense of peace, surely comfort. Maybe it starts with the rhythmic beating of our own mothers heart, the sound and vibration of our first true friendship. A little later her breast and the nourishment it gave, became our first outer world dearest best companion. Mother's milk, served warm, sweet and tenderly, Love's personification. Yes of course Friendship can be an extension of a strong lasting bond with other people, yet even more. Our family's are our closest best friends, if we are lucky. But what of the others? I have been  befriended by books, movies, dogs and many other non human living friends, I even have a old film camera I packed completely around the world, that I count among my closest companions. A soft warm favorite wool blanket acquired down in New Zealand, also fits nicely that same description. An old bamboo fly rod that belonged to my Father, Is a friend I would not part with for any amount of dollars. And less I forget (No pun intended) our memories too are right there, with the best and oldest of our dearest, lasting friends, Conjured up at a minutes notice. And perhaps last of all, (you may have more on your list), I can not leave out the most important friendship of all, It's the friendship we have with our selves, to which I'm referring. For if that very personal friendship is not strong and on going, It's truly doubtful that we will have, or sustain for long, any others.
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I've always had itchy feet Never can sit still Or let the soles of my shoes fuse to the ground I keep my home around my neck Wear it in a golden heart shaped locket I misplaced my compass but never lost myself I crave the ground passing beneath my feet Beneath wheels and airplane shadows I measure my age in miles acquired I've seen the Milky Way from every angle And swam in every sea I keep going, going, going And I never stop to wonder what I'm running from
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Jan 24, 2015
Jan 24, 2015 at 12:38 PM UTC
Itchy Feet
Raised in this floating world, forever deep. You can’t drain the ocean Decidedly from down south of here You can’t un-trace the roots. You can’t lie and say, “This isn’t where I grew up” You can’t deny the fruits of what was planted two generations ago when your grandpatents arrived from the Philippines, seeds in tow soil for the taking You can’t confiscate what they claimed when they planted their flags into the moon-white sand of a beach in Florida on a far side of the planet their forefarthers have never seen You can’t say those flags weren’t there when wind came You can't ***** out that pride of country, cut off its native tongue and its acquired taste, or pass up the plate of fried lumpia and rice passed down from the kitchen of your Daddylol feeding seven kids day in and out with tomatoes he planted, chickens he raised, Malonggay leaves he grew with thumbs so green they wrote in the papers about it He was a farmer Your grandmother, a nurse And i was writer And this is our story You can’t erase the letters of your name, your lineage written all over it like a map of everywhere we been You can’t take back the words in Tagalog and Chavacano your Lola Shirley must have sang your mother to sleep with You can’t take their dreams You can't just wake up one day and undo the ripple effects their moves created across waters 10,000 miles east of here, the rolling waves they curled into or the faraway shores they washed up upon Bottled messages in hand Our legends held within You can’t say centuries from now that they won’t feel it when their feet hit the sand of their own frontier beside the waves we stayed making a history written in deep water for those who come after you to sail above and beyond.
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Nov 24, 2018
Nov 24, 2018 at 6:51 PM UTC
Going North
Raised in this floating world, forever deep. You can’t drain the ocean Decidedly from down south of here You can’t un-trace the roots. You can’t lie and say, “This isn’t where I grew up” You can’t deny the fruits of what was planted two generations ago when your grandpatents arrived from the Philippines, seeds in tow soil for the taking You can’t confiscate what they claimed when they planted their flags into the moon-white sand of a beach in Florida on a far side of the planet their forefarthers have never seen You can’t say those flags weren’t there when wind came You can't ***** out that pride of country, cut off its native tongue and its acquired taste, or pass up the plate of fried lumpia and rice passed down from the kitchen of your Daddylol feeding seven kids day in and out with tomatoes he planted, chickens he raised, Malonggay leaves he grew with thumbs so green they wrote in the papers about it He was a farmer Your grandmother, a nurse And i was writer And this is our story You can’t erase the letters of your name, your lineage written all over it like a map of everywhere we been You can’t take back the words in Tagalog and Chavacano your Lola Shirley must have sang your mother to sleep with You can’t take their dreams You can't just wake up one day and undo the ripple effects their moves created across waters 10,000 miles east of here, the rolling waves they curled into or the faraway shores they washed up upon Bottled messages in hand Our legends held within You can’t say centuries from now that they won’t feel it when their feet hit the sand of their own frontier beside the waves we stayed making a history written in deep water for those who come after you to sail above and beyond.
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Myth "Observable phenomena's effect on the human condition." Mythology "Utilizing knowledge acquired during human existence to better understand the inexplicable through language." History "The perception of past events or knowledge altered by the present human condition." Technology "Mankind's attempt to eradicate God and Nature in order to determine whether or not there is life after death." APOPTOSIS "Programmed Cell Death." *
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Feb 17, 2018
Feb 17, 2018 at 2:11 PM UTC
TIME(notes)
maybe i'm an acquired taste maybe i'm like an artichoke cupcake maybe you learn to like me maybe you don't maybe i try too hard maybe i don't maybe it's not me this time maybe you only like cupcake maybe you only like artichoke maybe one day there will be someone who likes both
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Oct 3, 2013
Oct 3, 2013 at 2:16 AM UTC
artichoke cupcake
The puppy sat by the door. Near dying to go out. Crying an abysmal wail As if a naughty child. Pawed and clawed the kitchen door. No-one heard the honey pup. Everyone was out. Owner running late for work. Neglected to let her run. However could she forget. It got to six a clock at night. No-body came. The tension built up. Fluid build up. Exploded sweet pup. (metaphorically of course) Owner came home. Just couldn't be cross. Cleaned up the muddle-some puddle. Gave her puppy a hug. Smiled to herself. Said to puppy how sorry she was. Cautionary tale acquired from here. No matter how ever late you ever may be. Put your cute puppy out to *** By ladylivvi1 © 2013 ladylivvi1 (All rights reserved)
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Sep 29, 2013
Sep 29, 2013 at 9:36 AM UTC
Puppy!
The mountains stand strong and mighty The tall majestic foundations of life They hold so much, towering high and beautiful However they are silent. Then there are volcanoes They tower like mountains, They are mountains But, they flaunt their power They spew lava, and grumble loudly Mountains have acquired the virtue of humility One of the most important virtues Christ teaches They are humble but you still get their point I do my best to get my point across, But I strive to get it across in a certain way, Unlike volcanoes, Like a mountain.
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May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 11:39 AM UTC
Mountains and Volcanoes
" As aging continues and time goes by, the desire for our voice to be heard becomes more of a cry. Acceptance and attention is what we desire. But the problem is who we admire. We often search for praise from peers, which may give our father tears. Worldly glory is difficultly acquired, so why not seek the lord, in who's eyes we are greatly admired."
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Oct 16, 2011
Oct 16, 2011 at 10:46 PM UTC
Admiration
only an idiot like me, the rain poured down, my socks were wetted,  and i looked at the pavement for glory, instead i found a £10 note and  imagined my right shoe on my left leg, and my left shoe on my right  leg... just to prove the luck. it came from listening to rotting christ's kata ton daimona... i wrote the poem on two tesco receipts numbering them no. 1 - .4, it made sense to just give it a narrative... the naturally apparent lisp of greek is due to... lies between theta (θ) and phi (φ)... check feta cheese... it might be less morbidly fermented... that's why the greeks have a natural lisp... it's theta and it's phi... in english it's like chinese.... w & r... something's rolling something's waving, something's trigonometric... harrison fowd was almost jonathan woss if i care... the chinese in english debate with chin-chin-wanker scissors piece of paper stone good luck on the handshake: lost the price of interest being gained for excavation purposes of dinosaur bones and inflation via the ptertodactyl of the extended mohawk shave... english dicionary makes me confused... it places theta alongside the, than... but then it's therapy... thermometer... too many unique examples i'd have said... that's the lisp there... sidelined phew and engaged in phew in byzantine... english linguistics is filled with too many "unique" examples of expression... coupled with the celebrity culture... i farted and a person took hold of a *** squeeze... how's that?! english language in summary? pleasing on the eye... but the spelling? a burden on the tongue. i know that slavic linguistics would make enlgish that's written ugly... it wouldn't be pharmacology but farmacology... then it made sense, i stopped asking the english dicta written down, the greek θ wasn't a couple of th & etc... a few athenains in death metal said it like i said it... the 2nd f... it was απηθανoν - because it was simply athens - fern fence... and not d... defence, or anything easily acquired as a prescription of zee wee point of german scottish.
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Dec 10, 2015
Dec 10, 2015 at 7:04 PM UTC
the sweet greek lisp (θ vs. φ) no. 1
only an idiot like me, the rain poured down, my socks were wetted,  and i looked at the pavement for glory, instead i found a £10 note and  imagined my right shoe on my left leg, and my left shoe on my right  leg... just to prove the luck. it came from listening to rotting christ's kata ton daimona... i wrote the poem on two tesco receipts numbering them no. 1 - .4, it made sense to just give it a narrative... the naturally apparent lisp of greek is due to... lies between theta (θ) and phi (φ)... check feta cheese... it might be less morbidly fermented... that's why the greeks have a natural lisp... it's theta and it's phi... in english it's like chinese.... w & r... something's rolling something's waving, something's trigonometric... harrison fowd was almost jonathan woss if i care... the chinese in english debate with chin-chin-wanker scissors piece of paper stone good luck on the handshake: lost the price of interest being gained for excavation purposes of dinosaur bones and inflation via the ptertodactyl of the extended mohawk shave... english dicionary makes me confused... it places theta alongside the, than... but then it's therapy... thermometer... too many unique examples i'd have said... that's the lisp there... sidelined phew and engaged in phew in byzantine... english linguistics is filled with too many "unique" examples of expression... coupled with the celebrity culture... i farted and a person took hold of a *** squeeze... how's that?! english language in summary? pleasing on the eye... but the spelling? a burden on the tongue. i know that slavic linguistics would make enlgish that's written ugly... it wouldn't be pharmacology but farmacology... then it made sense, i stopped asking the english dicta written down, the greek θ wasn't a couple of th & etc... a few athenains in death metal said it like i said it... the 2nd f... it was απηθανoν - because it was simply athens - fern fence... and not d... defence, or anything easily acquired as a prescription of zee wee point of german scottish.
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Utopia Must Be An Invention of the Mind I have searched long and hard, trying to find that place where peace and serenity, in our world may yet grace a chance to meet a dream come true, if only for a few where pain and suffering are gone, and will never renew Then I realized, this Utopia I seek, on a map will not be found still an undiscovered world, whose contemplation will confound finding some comfort, the thought of my soul ascending on high no longer to be troubled, suffering on earth never again to decry A world exists but not for the living, to experience this garden of delight a place where the happiness of life's dreams, will satiate your appetite where fear and worries cease, hope and desire now become your reality trials and tribulations throughout life, ending with that long awaited finality Maybe Utopia really does exists, but only with extreme effort can you hope to say, it you have acquired but most people refuse to commit, unwilling to put in the time and effort that is unquestionably required how mistaken we often are, thinking we can still remain happy, giving up by settling for that much less only up to the point we are once again challenged, and our daily events again cause us all of our stress To understand why so many people never seem to be satisfied, no matter what they have, it is never enough first we must acknowledge the answer might be found in the lies people believe, but most of them are a bluff Utopia must be an invention of the mind, convincing itself that feelings of joy and happiness are close at hand seemingly it might then be prudent to maintain this self-deception, since this is what our egos really demand Although it has been stated time and again that Utopia does not and can not exist, yet we still continue to dream coming to teach us this great lesson in human psychology, how much for happiness' sake, we're willing to scheme yet we can take note to the fact that despite our varying differences, this human condition remains constant in us all our primary need for true happiness is why we can rest assured, invisible Utopia we will forever continue to recall
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Jul 30, 2015
Jul 30, 2015 at 2:30 PM UTC
O Utopia, Utopia, wherefore art thou Utopia?
Utopia Must Be An Invention of the Mind I have searched long and hard, trying to find that place where peace and serenity, in our world may yet grace a chance to meet a dream come true, if only for a few where pain and suffering are gone, and will never renew Then I realized, this Utopia I seek, on a map will not be found still an undiscovered world, whose contemplation will confound finding some comfort, the thought of my soul ascending on high no longer to be troubled, suffering on earth never again to decry A world exists but not for the living, to experience this garden of delight a place where the happiness of life's dreams, will satiate your appetite where fear and worries cease, hope and desire now become your reality trials and tribulations throughout life, ending with that long awaited finality Maybe Utopia really does exists, but only with extreme effort can you hope to say, it you have acquired but most people refuse to commit, unwilling to put in the time and effort that is unquestionably required how mistaken we often are, thinking we can still remain happy, giving up by settling for that much less only up to the point we are once again challenged, and our daily events again cause us all of our stress To understand why so many people never seem to be satisfied, no matter what they have, it is never enough first we must acknowledge the answer might be found in the lies people believe, but most of them are a bluff Utopia must be an invention of the mind, convincing itself that feelings of joy and happiness are close at hand seemingly it might then be prudent to maintain this self-deception, since this is what our egos really demand Although it has been stated time and again that Utopia does not and can not exist, yet we still continue to dream coming to teach us this great lesson in human psychology, how much for happiness' sake, we're willing to scheme yet we can take note to the fact that despite our varying differences, this human condition remains constant in us all our primary need for true happiness is why we can rest assured, invisible Utopia we will forever continue to recall
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When I found my voice suddenly everything had meaning I found my purpose thoughts were no longer random but a systemized way of motioning dreams into reality My voice had been lost somewhere in the dungeon of self-doubt, had to free myself, had to escape in pursuit of happiness along the way,there were battles encountered and obstacles to overcome But my focus was centered on success not on will-power it wouldn't be enough to face the rough terrain of disappointment and words that break I had to master courage from within while feeling confident fighting off conflicted ideas of those that looked down on me with lowered eyes as if i didn't matter I couldn't settle, I didn't,kept going and growing I acquired knowledge with each new level and wisdom wasn't too far, disapproval from others fueled my persistence I persevered even when it looked hopeless It was necessary to forge ahead, it was mandatory to believe when those close lost faith, failure was not and still is ,not an option.
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Apr 5, 2016
Apr 5, 2016 at 7:34 AM UTC
Finding My Voice
I feel decompressed and lethargic, as I continue scrolling through my online soul only to see a kind-hearted person now nostalgic. Why can't we all feel the same? Why does the world seem to be aflame? It's because we all try to accomplish being perfect, and when we spot "convicts" we don't even detect we inflict neglect. The thought of unity is fading away as is the hippie way, a late anniversary bouquet whittling away, a smoking cigarette left around the ashtray, dying this midsummers day. Why is this thought so crazy anyway? The change starts internally, and can only be finished by an honest community, one where we can all live with our acquired mental immunity. Finally, peace sets within our unity.
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Nov 17, 2016
Nov 17, 2016 at 11:52 AM UTC
Nostalgic Unity
There is no moral code When time is an icy road Where you cannot stop Or you'll be stuck in the cold ground When the temperature drops Snow collects in my frosty frown And starts to linger On my frostbite fingers While I keep sliding On the line we're riding I see icy roads Leading to icy modes Of acting Impacting The way we treat each other The same way we beat each other To the finish line Of our frigid time Time isn't nice When it's ice But it's all we know Time continually goes The challenges grow Buried in snow Trying to go uphill is a nasty nope Sliding downhill is a slippery slope If you momentarily lose your control You're pulled over by the cops on patrol Everything is covered in snow Even the cars being towed Their owners gave away their agency And are at the tow truck driver's mercy They rely on him to get them to safety So they cunningly wear his jersey There are things we want Acquired by tease and taunt We drive on top of bodies To gain traction on the street We do what is naughty To have enough to eat I careen through time Without seeing a dime Everything looks so plain In this frozen rain When the ordinary life Is within my sight I look for something more Only to see a frozen door There is ice on the road There is ice in my heart I can't handle the load In the back of my cart Until I decide To abide By the slide And glide On the edge of control and freedom There are other cars and I'll lead them
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Jan 17, 2018
Jan 17, 2018 at 2:03 AM UTC
Icy
The heart works for the hard work, beating constantly as targets are acquired. Shots fired, money wired and payments aplenty. Contacts signed, terms and conditions defined, it could take time, but the ***** rolling. Touch base as we reach for the stars, customers in charge, their business is ours. We roll monthly, comfortably in our own domains, renew them annually again as the pattern remains the same. Some days, it's a struggle to get out of the pit, feeling burnout, lack energy for my daily workout. The wage ain't great but the dividends could add up to millions. Some are cynical but I won't listen to those opinions. I treat my staff as people not minions. No need for incidents were a team of individuals. Passionate and driven creatures, hidden features and secret keepers. Let's get money and lets get paid, Theres a million ways we can earn more than the minimum wage. Let's raise the bar, the city is ours and the worlds not too far away... Dream tomorrow and live today.
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May 19, 2015
May 19, 2015 at 8:19 AM UTC
Labor omnia vincit
Table full portions grand colors and flavors tempt and persuade. We want for not the bounty received thankful for blessings pleasantries and conversation between. Recall when rich with family with friends we rarely repent having acquired our full share.
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Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 10:09 AM UTC
Holiday Blessings
Dark clouds loomed over the horizon They broke loose in unprecedented force Nature’s wrath, sudden violence acquired It rained down as if unleashing all her fury It was a downpour without one equal The heavens let down dark misery for days on end, Water bodies swelled and hollows filled, Land mass slipped and trees fell, Rivers were in spate and dams were full Waves surfed and waters roared, Like mountains they rose over the land, Men in throngs were evicted from their homes, Hundreds died and livestock perished Such violence, never ever imagined Helter-skelter, people fled for life. Lands inundated and folks marooned, Homes washed away with all belongings Power failed and life has come to a halt Rescue operations go on in full swing Still many, stranded and crying for help “Water, water everywhere, nor even a drop to drink” As Nature thus plays her perfidious trick, We shall stay united and pool all our might, To regain for our land what we have lost When the Deluge chants the dirge of dying souls!
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Aug 21, 2018
Aug 21, 2018 at 9:27 AM UTC
Nature's Wrath
we had been mopping the kitchen floor all day and the dirt never stopped coming back and earlier we had sprayed the entire front porch down with the garden hose and now it was still wet which made it feel as if it had recently rained when in fact the grass was a crunchy brown carpet of regrets. the night before we had drunk orange smoothies laced with lime and something aged sleek and dark (i think it must have been the reason we couldn't sleep that night lay awake in my parents bed and i told you why i wouldn't go swimming until the sun rose the dog barked the birds screamed their morning songs and my body stopped its nightly spasms of fear.) and the next evening we put on a miranda lambert song (the one we drank to in your mother's van last winter) sat on the wet porch swing and cracked open our first beers they were really bad i gagged because it tasted like carbonated banana bread with too much stale baking soda and we poured half of them into the flower beds the next morning was sunday and we had milk and muffins in the kitchen with simon and garfunkel then went back out to the porch drank iced coffee in the eleven o'clock sunlight and you said "if this were a normal sunday i would have been up at six at church by eight and done teaching my first sunday school class by ten." (is beer as much of an acquired taste as coffee is? because i can't ever remember not liking it i used to think it was bitter but i always liked it anyway.) i didn't say anything because i didn't want to say what was on the tip of my tongue that this kind of sunday had become my normalcy and our variety of saturday night no longer felt like underage drinking and more like the way i was meant to be.
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Aug 20, 2016
Aug 20, 2016 at 3:15 PM UTC
underage drinking
we had been mopping the kitchen floor all day and the dirt never stopped coming back and earlier we had sprayed the entire front porch down with the garden hose and now it was still wet which made it feel as if it had recently rained when in fact the grass was a crunchy brown carpet of regrets. the night before we had drunk orange smoothies laced with lime and something aged sleek and dark (i think it must have been the reason we couldn't sleep that night lay awake in my parents bed and i told you why i wouldn't go swimming until the sun rose the dog barked the birds screamed their morning songs and my body stopped its nightly spasms of fear.) and the next evening we put on a miranda lambert song (the one we drank to in your mother's van last winter) sat on the wet porch swing and cracked open our first beers they were really bad i gagged because it tasted like carbonated banana bread with too much stale baking soda and we poured half of them into the flower beds the next morning was sunday and we had milk and muffins in the kitchen with simon and garfunkel then went back out to the porch drank iced coffee in the eleven o'clock sunlight and you said "if this were a normal sunday i would have been up at six at church by eight and done teaching my first sunday school class by ten." (is beer as much of an acquired taste as coffee is? because i can't ever remember not liking it i used to think it was bitter but i always liked it anyway.) i didn't say anything because i didn't want to say what was on the tip of my tongue that this kind of sunday had become my normalcy and our variety of saturday night no longer felt like underage drinking and more like the way i was meant to be.
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As the hazy summer days flew by My heart still sang a lover's song Longing to retrieve pieces of a broken heart Perhaps forge anew withing another's arms But there simply is not enough time, the summer was dying. Much like the blazing fire within my soul Deep pensive thoughts, Concocted by this newly acquired sense of maturity, Took hold of my mind As the winter's grasp took my heart. All the while the scent of old textbooks, chlorine, and dead flowers Fueled my life. My legs were tired after constantly running. One boy to another And the embers begin to die. No longer does my heart desire the affection of another Why run to the beach? Why try again? It all ends in pain. The long hours of talking on the phone Sharing secrets Learning all there is to know about another Loving. Loving all there is to love and getting your soul torn? No, I quit this cruel game. Months pass and I am still hiding in the deep corners of my mind Trusting another with my emotions? What insanity I can trust myself, and myself alone The snow starts to fall and the cold reaches my core. I am alone. My fault? Perhaps I just gave up on the game of 'love' But all it really takes is little spark To make a fire once more. The new year is rung in with a bonfire under the stars Notes, cards, flowers...everything All up in flames. I watch my old year ablaze before my eyes And scratch open into a new notebook "2013" The blank pages stare back at me As I ponder which words to embellish the skin with More deep thoughts... What do I want? Having ignored all social aspects of my life, I was happy. Good grades, friends at my disposal, decent swim team times As my thoughts continued I ignored the feeling building up in my throat. "Nobody loves you." Independent, strong, beautiful, cunning, intelligent... Sure when you brake it down I have a lot going for me. But to take all these qualities Have someone love your every flaw, bizarre habit, and womanly curve... An impossible task. And so I put my faith in the starts Asking the universe for a miracle. And then I waited.
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Jan 26, 2013
Jan 26, 2013 at 12:35 AM UTC
The Sanctuary Part 5
As the hazy summer days flew by My heart still sang a lover's song Longing to retrieve pieces of a broken heart Perhaps forge anew withing another's arms But there simply is not enough time, the summer was dying. Much like the blazing fire within my soul Deep pensive thoughts, Concocted by this newly acquired sense of maturity, Took hold of my mind As the winter's grasp took my heart. All the while the scent of old textbooks, chlorine, and dead flowers Fueled my life. My legs were tired after constantly running. One boy to another And the embers begin to die. No longer does my heart desire the affection of another Why run to the beach? Why try again? It all ends in pain. The long hours of talking on the phone Sharing secrets Learning all there is to know about another Loving. Loving all there is to love and getting your soul torn? No, I quit this cruel game. Months pass and I am still hiding in the deep corners of my mind Trusting another with my emotions? What insanity I can trust myself, and myself alone The snow starts to fall and the cold reaches my core. I am alone. My fault? Perhaps I just gave up on the game of 'love' But all it really takes is little spark To make a fire once more. The new year is rung in with a bonfire under the stars Notes, cards, flowers...everything All up in flames. I watch my old year ablaze before my eyes And scratch open into a new notebook "2013" The blank pages stare back at me As I ponder which words to embellish the skin with More deep thoughts... What do I want? Having ignored all social aspects of my life, I was happy. Good grades, friends at my disposal, decent swim team times As my thoughts continued I ignored the feeling building up in my throat. "Nobody loves you." Independent, strong, beautiful, cunning, intelligent... Sure when you brake it down I have a lot going for me. But to take all these qualities Have someone love your every flaw, bizarre habit, and womanly curve... An impossible task. And so I put my faith in the starts Asking the universe for a miracle. And then I waited.
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He was the ‘revealer of light’ Oracles he read, forecasted future, Time moved, rustic life stood still "Look back and see, there is change." There’s no trial left The deity acquired the ****** body. Predictions are vague, he cried in pain And he danced to his unshakable faith. The God revealed! The divine and man in a union of its own, Patrons wept and asked for blessings. Serpent’s crown over God’s head- Shone in the dark light, his golden breast And pointed teeth, sharp as arrows- Pierced the patrons, they collapsed in devotion. The dead hero arose with Godliness He is God, his blood is divine. There is change, there is change! The drums arose and it stroke bold, Patrons cried in religious zeal The God plunged himself into the bonfire He reincarnated. Born again to die again! Born again to die again! There is no change! There is no change!
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Sep 3, 2015
Sep 3, 2015 at 11:38 AM UTC
An untold oracle
I've been thinking it's time I retired, acquired a rucksack to strap on my back and returned to the slow track. Hitting the road and taking the load off my mind, with many needles to thread and a hay stack for my bed I'd be content with it all, to drift into the colour of fall and ever so slowly disappear, never here for long,never there or anywhere but everywhere I would be, free from the trap laid by polite society.
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Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 6:20 AM UTC
Railway blues
I feel your love, Yet your marksmanship is poor, For towards me your love aims not. Your intentions aimed elsewhere. A past lover. And I am not he. Malicious Misery pushed you too far. Too far this time. Your life is precious to me, Yet a treasure you seek not. It dwindles within these machines, Like a strand of seaweed. Being crashed upon by the waves, Of this poison you endowed yourself with. Much a tragedy this is. Yet not that of Shakespeare. No, this much too real, To take a form of fictitious imaginings. This, much more complicated, Than a Shakespearean masterpiece. For if so, Your love would be aimed at I. But it is not, And in resent, I mourn this tragedy. Yet, I must let love, Travel upon its everso hellbound path. My eyes lie upon thee, And my heart within the feeble hand of yours. Yet your mind lies elsewhere, And your desires lie with your mind. Upon he. The one currently at your arms reach. The one at your desires demand. The one you truly love. I must not resent this, For love hath struck thee as it struck I. And Cupid's arrow hath stuck he as well. I can see it in his sorrowful stare. He loves you in a way that I cannot. A consentful love. For I am just a scapegoat. Temporary. Well now you've quenched your desire. You've acquired what you sought. Love of he. (And I, for whatever its worth.) His love is a precious gold, And mine a mere coal. Black, unwanted. Only able to provide temporary warmth. Pardon me for obstructing. Love hath stolen my precious vision, And wandered, I, Into the meadow in which you hunt. As a poor marksman, Thou cast thine arrow of love upon me, And realized I am but a scapegoat, When the white stag is what you seek. Once before, you lined him in your sights. But evasive is this mystical creature. And once, he escap'd. If your life so solidifies, I shall replinish my vision, Banish my love, And obstruct thee no more. Instead, I must prosper in silence and patience. Shun my hearts desires, And let thee hunt. I apologize for my inconvenience. I shall groom each of your horses, So that you may ride into, The meadow of love together. Hence, beware of hunters, And wandering creatures. Teach thine unsteady hand, And this time... Don't miss.
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Nov 9, 2012
Nov 9, 2012 at 4:19 AM UTC
Scapegoat of Coal
I feel your love, Yet your marksmanship is poor, For towards me your love aims not. Your intentions aimed elsewhere. A past lover. And I am not he. Malicious Misery pushed you too far. Too far this time. Your life is precious to me, Yet a treasure you seek not. It dwindles within these machines, Like a strand of seaweed. Being crashed upon by the waves, Of this poison you endowed yourself with. Much a tragedy this is. Yet not that of Shakespeare. No, this much too real, To take a form of fictitious imaginings. This, much more complicated, Than a Shakespearean masterpiece. For if so, Your love would be aimed at I. But it is not, And in resent, I mourn this tragedy. Yet, I must let love, Travel upon its everso hellbound path. My eyes lie upon thee, And my heart within the feeble hand of yours. Yet your mind lies elsewhere, And your desires lie with your mind. Upon he. The one currently at your arms reach. The one at your desires demand. The one you truly love. I must not resent this, For love hath struck thee as it struck I. And Cupid's arrow hath stuck he as well. I can see it in his sorrowful stare. He loves you in a way that I cannot. A consentful love. For I am just a scapegoat. Temporary. Well now you've quenched your desire. You've acquired what you sought. Love of he. (And I, for whatever its worth.) His love is a precious gold, And mine a mere coal. Black, unwanted. Only able to provide temporary warmth. Pardon me for obstructing. Love hath stolen my precious vision, And wandered, I, Into the meadow in which you hunt. As a poor marksman, Thou cast thine arrow of love upon me, And realized I am but a scapegoat, When the white stag is what you seek. Once before, you lined him in your sights. But evasive is this mystical creature. And once, he escap'd. If your life so solidifies, I shall replinish my vision, Banish my love, And obstruct thee no more. Instead, I must prosper in silence and patience. Shun my hearts desires, And let thee hunt. I apologize for my inconvenience. I shall groom each of your horses, So that you may ride into, The meadow of love together. Hence, beware of hunters, And wandering creatures. Teach thine unsteady hand, And this time... Don't miss.
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and not for me but for my dad the father which, for granted had taken by his family, both his sons and wife known lovingly by the single candles light the messages I've scribbled down silent, they read, and so despite the darkness of a moonless night Who we are now, being the toll taken on behalf and of each moment acquired transformations take place, until we cease to be in the positions symptomatic of what we desired.
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Sep 29, 2025
Sep 29, 2025 at 10:54 PM UTC
Mountain's Crave