Stinging morning coffee bliss acompanies the first cig of the day,
It’s all downhill from here.
Does normal things Goes to lecture
Lunchtime sugar low.
Self-destructive tendencies itching,
Beer kick - gets drunk.
Being constructive is crushing.
Goes to lecure
Mind numbing normality
Home.
Fearful of loneliness and needy, go waste some hours.
Its late. Restless.
Stoop on the street,
with friends. Anxious, ill.
Wasted night.
Collapse into a shallow sleep of self-loathing.
Zombied.
Repeated offence.

I remember someone,
I've fallen in love too.
Somewhere and somehow,
I couldn't just picture it out.

I can barely see her in my mind,
Somewhere deep in my thoughs.
It is shooting out like a spring on a dessert,
It's going out, but I can't see its connection.

I loved someone, she hit me hard,
Her name, I know it's still in my heart.
It is pounding fast, I'm being raced by time,
Indeed, I always love her, my heart never stops.

Even though she didn't love me,
And I felt a little cold.
My heart as hard as stone,
She's inside it, but no one knows.

My memories with her,
It's truly overflowing.
Those happy things,
I know, great things always have an ending.

As the clock ticks and time runs out,
Surely there were things you forgot about.
My name, my heart,
My existence, it seems like you never knew me at all.

It is sad like a song,
A picture of you, acompanies me along.
And now remembering those memories while sitting on a shore,
Because... Because she didn't know me anymore.