I walk across the road alone,
With only myself and no one to hold.
And while looking at the flickering city lights,
I was crying, by remembering our memories through this lonely night.
I remembered, how much you like those yellow flowers,
What do you call it? Oh I think it's sunflowers.
Much more favored by red roses,
You really love it, didn't you?
I love you,
And I miss you too.
Sadly enough,
You don't miss me too.
Wherever you may be,
I hope that you are happy,
For only your happiness,
Is the only thing I wish.
I know I'm not the man of you dreams,
Will never be, I know it, you dont need to tell me.
That's why we're apart, you didn't hear my beating heart,
I have a bouquet of sunflowers, hoping for you to come.
And now I'm here alone waiting for you,
I'm holding onto sunflowers, the ones you really love.
While hoping... hoping that somehow,
That somehow you miss m... no, hoping that somehow you love me too.
Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 6:16 AM UTC
It's almost been a month since I saw your smile,
Again we were then separated by a hundred miles.
Every night, I've been screaming into your name,
Hoping that someday, you'll feel the same.
Somewhat and somewhere,
I wish we'll cross paths again.
I hope that you remember me,
Even only though my name.
I miss those cute smiles of yours,
For that completes my day of course.
Your sweet mellow laugh,
I've been longing to hear again that.
Every night I've been crying so bad,
Even still I'm trying so hard.
I wish that you were by my side,
Every day, even for a minute or a half.
Just seeing you once,
It makes my heart beat another chance.
You were my happy pill,
Well, not seeing you, it just makes me ill.
Every day and every night,
I'm battling over and over in this endless fight.
I'm hoping for you through the daylight,
I'm praying for you, every single night.
I really miss you,
I really do,
But the sad part is that,
You never miss me, and thats the sad truth.
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 8:58 AM UTC
When I'm near to you,
It felt like I'm in heaven.
I hope that you feel it too,
Hence, everything's because of you.
The place turns into heaven,
With only thy presence.
It's truly majestic,
Everything, it seems so perfect.
Your voice were so calm,
Seems like angels singing so fine.
That melody, it's forever in my mind,
I wanna hear it one more time, only if you dont mind.
Forever seems possible,
Any challenge were conquerable.
If I am with you,
I'll do anything for you.
Nothing seems impossible,
For when I'm with you everything's possible.
For that miracle you showed me what's right,
The once hell of darkness, was turned to heavenly lights.
The hellish-red world of mine,
You turned so purely white.
You helped me to stand,
From my hopeless mind.
But then you left, my precious one,
The one that turned my life to heaven, she's now gone.
Like the stars that were hit by our sun,
My life, well, it was always done.
You're always here in my heard,
So always bear that into your mind.
Even though we were now apart,
I'm sure, I can see you in heaven, am I right?
Apr 16, 2018
Apr 16, 2018 at 10:43 AM UTC
There is something stabbing my heart,
Something, no someone I can't tell apart.
The knife that runs through my back,
That really hurts me, just by looking back.
It really hurts, I just wanna die,
This suffering, I... I wanna cry.
This burden of not seeing,
The one I really love.
Just rereading old messages,
And thinking of all those happy things.
You know, just remembering you makes me sad,
This throbbing feeling, it's really bad.
Your sweet words, they felt like a knife,
I feel like, you love me, but with a knife in my back.
An so but now, just strangers who we are,
From the day we part, I'm still sad so far.
But even though it makes me cry,
Remembering you, I almostst die.
But still with pain and tears like rain,
For me it was a beautiful rain.
And now you forgot my name,
Even my words, I feel ashamed.
Wishing for us to be the same,
I know I'm dreaming, I know it's lame.
But happily so everlasting one,
There's nothing else that could keep me done.
I still love you with this pain in my heart,
I treasure our memories, Even if it's like a knife through my heart.
Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018 at 8:29 AM UTC
I once love a girl,
So pretty, and smart.
She felt like, everything,
Like, I don't need a single thing.
This girl, the first time I saw her,
Indeed, I fell in love with her.
Her eyes, it's just, the most pretty ones,
And I can't afford to lose that.
And everything and everything,
I gambled it, every single thing.
I confessed my feelings,
Only to know,'I don't love you' you're telling.
I cried, I nearly died,
With this pain, it nearly crushed my heart.
My everything, my world.
It sure fell apart.
I lost her contact,
For more almost a year.
But my heart just keep beating,
"Hey ******* go find that girl" it's screaming.
I searched and searched,
Until then, our paths have crossed.
Her eyes, it's still the same,
Her voice, felt like nothing have changed.
I asked her with all of my might,
"I love you, do I have a chance?"
She then looked down,
As my tears fall like the rain.
But then I smiled,
"I love you, and you're free now,
I know, you didn't love me,
I can tell, somehow."
She just smiled, and hugged me tight,
In the cold, silent night.
I cannot keep a silent sigh,
My heart, it feels it's getting crushed.
And now again, we're strangers like then,
I bet she's happy, with herself that she's been.
And now I learned, what it means to love someone,
It's not to hold strong, but it is to let go.
Because if you keep a bird held in your hands,
It will break its wings, and will never learn to fly.
Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 5:53 AM UTC
The first time I saw you,
You know, I fell in love with you.
With your gorgeous smile, and sweet, cute voice,
I adore you, every once more.
Whenever you approach me,
My heart, it races the light.
It's cry like,
I'm going out of my mind.
Every time you smile,
My heart, it's pounding hard.
Maybe enough to power,
A ship to the mars.
And when you hold my hands,
My heart, it explodes like the fourth of july.
It's beating fast and hard,
Like the fireworks up in the sky.
I enjoyed the view,
In front of my eyes.
It's you,
Just a.wonderful creation of God.
But like a firework in the sky,
It's beautiful right?
But it always stops,
It has to end.
This explosive feeling,
Will never last.
Sooner or later,
It will meet it's end.
But even though it's end is nigh,
Please hear me out, and don't let a sigh.
My love for you,
Isn't just a firework in the night.
It's like our lovely sun,
That never ends to burn it's lights.
Only then it will end it's lights,
When the final day, when it end it's life.
And so do I, my heart for you,
It will never stop, Even in my tomb.
And even though you don't love me back,
Jeez, I know that it's crazy, but still I really love you that bad.
Apr 13, 2018
Apr 13, 2018 at 6:14 AM UTC
I remember someone,
I've fallen in love too.
Somewhere and somehow,
I couldn't just picture it out.
I can barely see her in my mind,
Somewhere deep in my thoughs.
It is shooting out like a spring on a dessert,
It's going out, but I can't see its connection.
I loved someone, she hit me hard,
Her name, I know it's still in my heart.
It is pounding fast, I'm being raced by time,
Indeed, I always love her, my heart never stops.
Even though she didn't love me,
And I felt a little cold.
My heart as hard as stone,
She's inside it, but no one knows.
My memories with her,
It's truly overflowing.
Those happy things,
I know, great things always have an ending.
As the clock ticks and time runs out,
Surely there were things you forgot about.
My name, my heart,
My existence, it seems like you never knew me at all.
It is sad like a song,
A picture of you, acompanies me along.
And now remembering those memories while sitting on a shore,
Because... Because she didn't know me anymore.
Apr 12, 2018
Apr 12, 2018 at 6:43 AM UTC
Here she sit alone in cold,
With no one else, no one to hold.
While her tears they fall,
Silently, hidden at all.
She's a lovely rose as you can see,
Singing along and dancing free.
But hidden with this smiles of her,
There's a hidden side you cannot see.
This rose you see was never right,
It make mistakes, was never right.
Here this rose was slowly dying,
It just only want to end its suffering.
This rose of red, a shattered one,
From the cross telling, from everyone.
This rose is filled with lowly lies,
But still, it thrives in this pain so hard.
This shattered rose just want to die,
To end its life, to be free from pain.
But this rose of red, it struggles again,
It thinks of things that she'll regret,
Like the smiles of those who saw her beauty,
Like the ones she'll left if she end her life.
And so right now she make her mind,
That she would never dare to try,
To take it effortlessly, her only life.
That she will heal, her broken mind.
She will regain his peace of mind,
And live forever, with nothing bad.
She'll leave the things that make sad,
The sorrowful memories, of the heartless past.
And she will again rise back to life,
Good as new, pure and true.
This once shattered rose,
That regained its lovely life,
Will continue to amuse people,
And everyone she loves.
Feb 9, 2018
Feb 9, 2018 at 5:04 AM UTC
There is some point in our life,
When things get rough,
When things get tough,
Like rivers, soon it will dry.
Nothing stays permanent,
Nothing stays forever.
Everything has an end,
Maybe today, maybe not yet.
But as a river dries up,
There's something, a cause to it.
Something that's blocking its source,
Something that cut its connection.
Like the hearts of two lovers,
It continue to flow.
Until some sort of obstacle appears,
Blocking the path between the two.
Some barriers can be taken down,
But some are permanent in time.
Causing two hearts to give up,
Causing two lovers to let go.
But time heals every pain,
It's just, not right on the spot.
But you can still find a way,
Find another, open way.
With that obstacle up ahead,
You can go around it,
With another path to take on,
With another road to lead you.
Like a river all dried up,
Water, it still finds it way.
From the hot, barren land,
It will struggle its way back.
Given the circumstances,
Learn not to give up.
Cuz like a river that dried up,
You too, can still move forward, no matter where you stay.
Feb 3, 2018
Feb 3, 2018 at 6:43 AM UTC
What am I feeling?
It is... something weird.
It feels like, something's wrong,
It's me, Just being jealous.
Do I have the right?
To feel it that way?
Yes, I think so,
But stopping you, I think not.
It seems natural,
Anyone would feel the same.
Seeing the one they love,
Being with others, enjoying their time.
Here I am, watching you two,
While being fun, while teasing each other.
I can't help it, I feel lonely,
Just by looking, looking at you.
I wish that it is I,
The one that you are happy with.
I wish that was I,
The person that you are laughing with.
With every smile and laugh you do,
I still feel happy.
Even though it feels like,
A knife through my chest.
Again, do I have the right?
Or it just seems offhand?
I don't know what's right,
Or maybe, nothing was really right.
Feb 2, 2018
Feb 2, 2018 at 4:44 AM UTC