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"absurdly" poems
I.          “No doubt they’ll sing in tune after the Revolution.”                       -Kamarovsky, Doctor Zhivago (film) Everyone seems to clench his fist these days In solidarity with ephemera While setting fire to green recycling bins Hurling someone else’s bicycle through a window Armed with their undergraduate degrees The comrades liberate a coffee shop Wifi-ing the revolution of the day Empowerment by beating love to death Loudsplaining authentic victimization Posing for selfies with a stolen ‘phone II. Their inhumanity seemed a marvel of class-consciousness, their barbarism a model of proletarian firmness…                          -Doctor Zhivago, p. 349 Everyone seems to clutch his flag these days In solidarity with a past that wasn’t While setting fire to misspelled cardboard signs Hurling someone else’s beer into a crowd Armed with their lurid Confederate tats The Something.Right liberate a dumpster Bull-horning the counter-revolution Empowerment by beating love to death Bellowing their Reconquista of stench Posing behind their cheap gas station shades III. “I used to admire your poetry...I shouldn't admire it now. I should find it absurdly personal. Don't you agree? Feelings, insights, affections... it's suddenly trivial now. You don't agree; you're wrong. The personal life is dead…”             -Strelnikov to Yuri, Doctor Zhivago (film) Some few embrace civilization these days In solidarity with humanity While lighting one small candle as a votive Whispering an Ave into the Light Armed with wonder through pen and flute and brush Recusants choose the liberation given In singing of the eternal verities Self-empowerment happily denied With love, with poetry, music, and art Celebrating life on this summer day
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Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 5:09 PM UTC
A Votive in a Time of Disquiet
I.          “No doubt they’ll sing in tune after the Revolution.”                       -Kamarovsky, Doctor Zhivago (film) Everyone seems to clench his fist these days In solidarity with ephemera While setting fire to green recycling bins Hurling someone else’s bicycle through a window Armed with their undergraduate degrees The comrades liberate a coffee shop Wifi-ing the revolution of the day Empowerment by beating love to death Loudsplaining authentic victimization Posing for selfies with a stolen ‘phone II. Their inhumanity seemed a marvel of class-consciousness, their barbarism a model of proletarian firmness…                          -Doctor Zhivago, p. 349 Everyone seems to clutch his flag these days In solidarity with a past that wasn’t While setting fire to misspelled cardboard signs Hurling someone else’s beer into a crowd Armed with their lurid Confederate tats The Something.Right liberate a dumpster Bull-horning the counter-revolution Empowerment by beating love to death Bellowing their Reconquista of stench Posing behind their cheap gas station shades III. “I used to admire your poetry...I shouldn't admire it now. I should find it absurdly personal. Don't you agree? Feelings, insights, affections... it's suddenly trivial now. You don't agree; you're wrong. The personal life is dead…”             -Strelnikov to Yuri, Doctor Zhivago (film) Some few embrace civilization these days In solidarity with humanity While lighting one small candle as a votive Whispering an Ave into the Light Armed with wonder through pen and flute and brush Recusants choose the liberation given In singing of the eternal verities Self-empowerment happily denied With love, with poetry, music, and art Celebrating life on this summer day
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Black- soil-stained hands, Weaklings at my feet, Today we thin beets So the others grow strong. The beet is my spirit animal In food form, but Not the weak kind- I am the strong one that is good enough to eat. The beet is discrete The beet is a vicious vegetable The beet is humble, ***** Beneath most humane things The beet is ugly, absurdly Colored. I often wonder how it could be natural But the I remember Hell is natural too. I dream of beets They are at dusk and dawn In the desert monsoons, In menstrual cycles, In the blood of my enemies I want to slaughter, Then taste. When I roast and handle my beets, they are the blood on my hands I can't rinse off The black soil remains under my nails indefinitely When I’ve forgotten about the beet, The beet has not forgotten nor forgiven me I **** and **** and spit red The beet never leaves me Beet, please, never leave me.
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Mar 3, 2016
Mar 3, 2016 at 10:45 PM UTC
Lucifer's Favored Fruit
[PART 1] **** everyone that’s ever been a friend of mine Everyone that I ever loved until the end of time So sick of sunshine, nothing but black clouds in my mind I Sit seeing signs knowing that sometime soon it’s time Seems we find a man stained with blood, spinning insane **** Disaster’s in my lane but like Tech I pin and frame it Don’t blame it on me when you embrace the inner furry Spitting hurried words in a flurry, speaking absurdly Has it occurred to thee, none of you could ever hurt me? Absurdity, I feast on emcees, no obstacles for me Illogical, living life like a beast, it’s mythological Must be biological, the way I ****** methodical Psychological warfare from one who never fought fair Pathological nightmare, drops bodies without a care Dare any soul to try and comprehend, this is the end Once I begin, they all cry and slowly die from within [PART 2] **** everybody who ever passed anywhere near me Everybody from my past who cared and yet still feared me Nobody shed tears for me, or ever lent an ear to me So now it’s clear to me, none of you are sincere to me I disappear into madness filling my words with a blackness No amount of cannabis can ever undo this sadness Don’t ask me about my past; don’t think you’ll get past the mask This just might be the last time you’ll EVER hear from my *** Demons in mass and alas, I’m tangled within their grasp Surpassed my peers and alas, I got no angels to ask I’m mangled in my mind and it’s worse now that I’m all grown Evilness in my bones plus I gets no rest in my dome But I’m home at last with this pent up anger being shown I’m alone; not a gang banger but I still hold the chrome Come off my throne and try and comprehend, this is the end Once I begin, they all cry and slowly die from within
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Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 9:02 PM UTC
**** Everybody
[PART 1] **** everyone that’s ever been a friend of mine Everyone that I ever loved until the end of time So sick of sunshine, nothing but black clouds in my mind I Sit seeing signs knowing that sometime soon it’s time Seems we find a man stained with blood, spinning insane **** Disaster’s in my lane but like Tech I pin and frame it Don’t blame it on me when you embrace the inner furry Spitting hurried words in a flurry, speaking absurdly Has it occurred to thee, none of you could ever hurt me? Absurdity, I feast on emcees, no obstacles for me Illogical, living life like a beast, it’s mythological Must be biological, the way I ****** methodical Psychological warfare from one who never fought fair Pathological nightmare, drops bodies without a care Dare any soul to try and comprehend, this is the end Once I begin, they all cry and slowly die from within [PART 2] **** everybody who ever passed anywhere near me Everybody from my past who cared and yet still feared me Nobody shed tears for me, or ever lent an ear to me So now it’s clear to me, none of you are sincere to me I disappear into madness filling my words with a blackness No amount of cannabis can ever undo this sadness Don’t ask me about my past; don’t think you’ll get past the mask This just might be the last time you’ll EVER hear from my *** Demons in mass and alas, I’m tangled within their grasp Surpassed my peers and alas, I got no angels to ask I’m mangled in my mind and it’s worse now that I’m all grown Evilness in my bones plus I gets no rest in my dome But I’m home at last with this pent up anger being shown I’m alone; not a gang banger but I still hold the chrome Come off my throne and try and comprehend, this is the end Once I begin, they all cry and slowly die from within
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~~ This afternoon wears the dark Shirt After demonstration of the moon, End of the waiting of pied crested cuckoo, I did not end A little bits of interval, Blinking the distant Stars My friend could count, very romantic, In me cast the shadow Her beloved lives outdoors, All the apartments of the mind has rented Taken from the first floor up to twelve I did not I saw the race of cars on the street, Standing at corner of the roof When hunger the fingernails, Subconsciously Playing an illusion of gravity This time the drone of insects, Occasionally shout of bull frog In fresh water of the rainy season, Breeding multiply Nature of the Nature Cut off the yarn, the kite ran out of the sky In the Kans forest, The shadows of white clouds, very Absurdly, I could not even catch you   In the body of mind, Emptiness came home Lost days song come up from the deep sea In the silence the sound of sighs Sleepless night as the rhythm of the strange poem While the star drops in front of a traveler Even though when my time has gone Still could not understand the unknown poetry ~~ @Musfiq us shaleheen
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Jan 4, 2016
Jan 4, 2016 at 3:26 PM UTC
As the rhythm of the strange poem
To whom it may concern, Let me start off with I'm very concerned. I'm not her and she's not even close to being me but I'll put myself in her pants and tell you what you need to hear. I've got my nerve right here in my fist and ive got my guts in the other. You've got nothing on me. I'll give you something so you have anything. Open your hands and I'll give you what's in mine. I will rip you to shreds just watch me. You're weak inside I can see it by the way you try to leave everything on me. My intentions are no good. I will place my words like mines. I will make my sentences so absurdly stunning you'll just stop mid breath, I'll take your air like you took her pride. You do not want me to be concerned about you or I will become you. I'll even take your pants
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Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 2:33 AM UTC
I'll take your pants.
I exist in the abysmal state of solitude, where I, whose existence survives in profound literary pieces, could fall short of mere words penetrated—cast against me. Where would I be if I can't find the right words to say? In front of me is a sweet orange juice menacingly teasing me with its dazzling pumpkin hue. Beside it is the apple pie I swore my life I would never put in my mouth. Yet, the sun glistened brighter when I gently put my fork down and absurdly ate it with my eyes closed. The sadness that lingers deep within enthralls me more, as I swiftly swallow and digest it without tasting all its flavors—just so I can return to reality. I try to keep it all together, even as my spirit is crushed by the thoughts that seep in, nipping at the edges of my soul—through the cracked window of my vision, and the half-drunk orange juice. These thoughts keep coming in, like an intense downpour after a shower. I have tried to write this simply, yet I could never find the right words to say. I could never forgive myself.
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Feb 7, 2025
Feb 7, 2025 at 11:57 AM UTC
Orange Juice and Apple Pie
born poverty stricken,  she lay her head on no mattress.. still she sung along to mary j. blige, like religious practice.. Stronger with each tear was the motto, &so; she shed.. Because its hard to have dreams when you don't have a bed.. Its hard to have food for thought when you cant afford bread. & the local Goodwill is dead.. Her speech was absurdly intact, & well spoken. you would assume a girl trapped like that, wouldn't be open, Yet. Just 14, she showed potential of a graduate, beyond bachelors. && in our city record deals are the only time we owned Masters. beneath those hazel eyes. there lies an old soul, told,  by her surroundings her future was a pole.  bold,  in her approach, how she stripped away the cold. now dances in the daisies, dodging Hades, never sold. &this; is no figment of imagination, how her eyes hazel pigment,  had the power to judge a nation. Because she woke up daily, prepared as **** for that math test.. Though she was born poverty stricken, lay her head on no mattress.. -afj
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Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 3:39 PM UTC
behind those hazel eyes.
Worthy of what? lies? indifference? Raging at my own heart that breaks apart so easily moment by moment in fits and starts wildly beating, wide open like a fool blindly chasing an illusion Worthy of what? time? evasion? A strange alliance this friendship we have absurdly laughable and unworthy of these words or anything ever offered because I am more than worthy... Angela Minard 2013©
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Jul 29, 2013
Jul 29, 2013 at 2:53 PM UTC
Worthy
Julys have come and gone in the hills of Shillong and from the browned ORWO the skinny boy with an oversized cap smiles as if there's no tomorrow but this moment wrapped in fog and drizzle holds everything within the now filling life to the brim making growth a needless shape absurdly redundant and never more real than the eyes peering from that shot of time ecstatic in happiness rejecting a future too intangible to be valuable.
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Jul 12, 2017
Jul 12, 2017 at 10:54 AM UTC
Hills of Shillong
Parents are the weirdest - of God's creation. I mean, who on Earth would desire the responsibility of another human being from the time they **** in their pants to the time they leave saying 'what have you ever done for me?' ? Who would, of all the things in the world, like their homeroom stuffed with stupid CDs and stuffed racoons, waterguns and Legos, dried acrylics and miniature utensil sets, ugly pyjamas and strange half-knit sweaters? I need to know why parents don't object to their kids pooping everywhere. It's either the kids are super cute or the parents are super crazy. I'm sure it isn't the former. A certain lack of imaginative faculties, in parents, is evident to me,quite frankly. Think of it this way- if it weren't for us - kids, our parents would have been carefree playboys and playgirls, and 'living their lives' - cliché. What weirdos really! Their standards of children's safety too possess a particular oddity. It's only the exact moment of physical contact during a hug that our parents feel we're safe. Their sense of economy and finance is oxymoronic. They love discounts. But they'll pay extra for whatever their kids wish. I wonder how they resist TV shows of most sorts just because they won't have their kids watch remotely explicit content, visual or auditory. I bet their sense of direction is most unnaturally affected too. Why do they even follow their kids, when they know kids don't have a working GPS? Do you have any idea, to what lengths parents go to make veggies seem delicious? Veggies, Really? Parents will have you take disgusting syrups and painful **** injections, And claim they love you. Parents will have you hit the books, And claim they love you. Parents will ground you because you do something they don't like (but they too did it when they were kids), And claim they love you. Parents will stop you every time you say a swear word (but they swear all the time), And claim they love you. Parents will claim they love you, Maybe, because they really love you. Oh, their weirdness never ends. Parents may seem eccentric, Their ways might seem a bit too bizarre, Maybe that's how the people who really love us behave! Yet, we're always rushing away from them. If you have ever traveled in a bus, you'll know how absurdly keen the passengers are, to get off, when it stops. That's how keen the kids are, to leave the laps of their mothers, quite literally the most comfortable place in the world. Parents really are - the weirdest of God's creation. And the loveliest too.
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Mar 12, 2019
Mar 12, 2019 at 1:31 PM UTC
Parents - The Weirdest of God's Creation
Parents are the weirdest - of God's creation. I mean, who on Earth would desire the responsibility of another human being from the time they **** in their pants to the time they leave saying 'what have you ever done for me?' ? Who would, of all the things in the world, like their homeroom stuffed with stupid CDs and stuffed racoons, waterguns and Legos, dried acrylics and miniature utensil sets, ugly pyjamas and strange half-knit sweaters? I need to know why parents don't object to their kids pooping everywhere. It's either the kids are super cute or the parents are super crazy. I'm sure it isn't the former. A certain lack of imaginative faculties, in parents, is evident to me,quite frankly. Think of it this way- if it weren't for us - kids, our parents would have been carefree playboys and playgirls, and 'living their lives' - cliché. What weirdos really! Their standards of children's safety too possess a particular oddity. It's only the exact moment of physical contact during a hug that our parents feel we're safe. Their sense of economy and finance is oxymoronic. They love discounts. But they'll pay extra for whatever their kids wish. I wonder how they resist TV shows of most sorts just because they won't have their kids watch remotely explicit content, visual or auditory. I bet their sense of direction is most unnaturally affected too. Why do they even follow their kids, when they know kids don't have a working GPS? Do you have any idea, to what lengths parents go to make veggies seem delicious? Veggies, Really? Parents will have you take disgusting syrups and painful **** injections, And claim they love you. Parents will have you hit the books, And claim they love you. Parents will ground you because you do something they don't like (but they too did it when they were kids), And claim they love you. Parents will stop you every time you say a swear word (but they swear all the time), And claim they love you. Parents will claim they love you, Maybe, because they really love you. Oh, their weirdness never ends. Parents may seem eccentric, Their ways might seem a bit too bizarre, Maybe that's how the people who really love us behave! Yet, we're always rushing away from them. If you have ever traveled in a bus, you'll know how absurdly keen the passengers are, to get off, when it stops. That's how keen the kids are, to leave the laps of their mothers, quite literally the most comfortable place in the world. Parents really are - the weirdest of God's creation. And the loveliest too.
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Enslaved in her dark waves I ride the night. In this journey in starlight I pass by the witch flying on her broom, Her eyes not vengeful but wear weary gloom, For though she’s forever going away from earth Pines for a home and hearth, While I disintegrate into comets Dreaming one day to find my way back to the sun. Absurdly wondrous my night trek In piercing moonlight towards stars. As in the endless firmament I rush, Sleeplessness seems no more a curse.
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Jul 29, 2013
Jul 29, 2013 at 4:26 AM UTC
Night Witch
I grieve for you in the cold quiet of winter My absent child, my long lost son Warming my hands over dying flames, frost covered smouldering clinker, By the wood where icy streams run Through the shrunken sedge, and barren fields Stretching for miles, empty of meaning. The landscape like a worn photograph yields Your tremulous smile, then nothing. Here, you ran with startled steps Through the yielding sheaves, yelling with surprise, Chasing indifferent spiders, and discomfited birds With hatred in their pebble pool-dark eyes. Querying awkwardly spoken words, small Tenacious fingers that caress and clutch Every passing object, loudly chuckling, wisely playing me for a fool A silly father who loved too much. On the anniversary of your leaving I required solitude Partnered only by memory Away from familiar crowds, the booming, barking fusillade Of the present day commonplace urban itinerary, Where only the crackle of snow And the fleeting trajectory of birds Distracts my slow Marshalling of comforting thoughts. The cottage where we lived haunts the shallow glade, A shrouded ghost swaddled by the half-light, Positioned squarely like an old man, its cladding beginning to fade, White branches like dead-fingers that gleam in the night. In the closet are your dust-sprinkled toys, a yellow plastic duck, A cheap skateboard, ancient video games, A guitar you never learnt to pluck A chess board on which you pulverised my endgames. In the preserved furnishings of your bedroom Your school work gathered into stacks Barely visible in the gloom, Our life together in disorganised packs Denoting year and level Development and academic achievement, If any, (but I mustn’t once again cavil) Indicating, even in your earliest years, a specific bent. Standing on the mantelpiece, propped up against the wall, Are brightly coloured, polished pictures Of you. Plump, blonde, agreeably small Dancing, standing, jumping, grinning, absurdly wistful mixtures. A bitter echo resonating from the shadows A cold thought darkening into memory The spectre of your voice disappearing in the meadows Having left all of us! Having left me!
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Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 8:20 PM UTC
LOST
I grieve for you in the cold quiet of winter My absent child, my long lost son Warming my hands over dying flames, frost covered smouldering clinker, By the wood where icy streams run Through the shrunken sedge, and barren fields Stretching for miles, empty of meaning. The landscape like a worn photograph yields Your tremulous smile, then nothing. Here, you ran with startled steps Through the yielding sheaves, yelling with surprise, Chasing indifferent spiders, and discomfited birds With hatred in their pebble pool-dark eyes. Querying awkwardly spoken words, small Tenacious fingers that caress and clutch Every passing object, loudly chuckling, wisely playing me for a fool A silly father who loved too much. On the anniversary of your leaving I required solitude Partnered only by memory Away from familiar crowds, the booming, barking fusillade Of the present day commonplace urban itinerary, Where only the crackle of snow And the fleeting trajectory of birds Distracts my slow Marshalling of comforting thoughts. The cottage where we lived haunts the shallow glade, A shrouded ghost swaddled by the half-light, Positioned squarely like an old man, its cladding beginning to fade, White branches like dead-fingers that gleam in the night. In the closet are your dust-sprinkled toys, a yellow plastic duck, A cheap skateboard, ancient video games, A guitar you never learnt to pluck A chess board on which you pulverised my endgames. In the preserved furnishings of your bedroom Your school work gathered into stacks Barely visible in the gloom, Our life together in disorganised packs Denoting year and level Development and academic achievement, If any, (but I mustn’t once again cavil) Indicating, even in your earliest years, a specific bent. Standing on the mantelpiece, propped up against the wall, Are brightly coloured, polished pictures Of you. Plump, blonde, agreeably small Dancing, standing, jumping, grinning, absurdly wistful mixtures. A bitter echo resonating from the shadows A cold thought darkening into memory The spectre of your voice disappearing in the meadows Having left all of us! Having left me!
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Don't wait, I'm not coming home. Someday you'll forget me and I'll forget you. Don't search for me, I'm lost. This emotion is absurdly bitter, biting into my paper veins; gnashing. You won't know where I've bled. Someday, you'll forget my voice and I'll forget yours. This moment is a void flooding with intangible vacuum. My lungs are ripped open, did you know how it feels to die? Don't forget we counted stars of the starless sky. I'm drowning but it doesn't matter, it's not like I can breathe anymore anyway. Don't forget you used to tell bedtimes stories to ghosts when you thought I fell asleep; with your hand in mine the way sun fits into skies that are not his home. The miles I've walked away mean nothing because I'll turn around and run to you again. Don't forget I gifted you the other half of my dream because you said you could never dream. Someday I'll forget the touch of your fingertips against mine and you'll forget mine. I'm a kaleidoscope spinning without direction, shattering and falling into shards like a screaming avalanche. I'm glacial bones, someday you'll forget the coldness of my eyes and I'll forget yours. The azure of the sky merging into orange of sun is only because they've learned to be together and conjure another color. You and I are oil paints splattered on black canvas, a dark vastness they can't measure. Someday I'll forget the number of your scars and you'll forget mine. You're stubborn and beautiful, you'd say you want to take a dive into the clouds and fly into cliffs. We're inverted images, never fitting into each other. But you're in the mirror and I'm stumbling into the void. But you're eyes are still cerulean blue, mine are still emerald green. I'll never forget the soprano of my voice melting in the tenor of yours. I'll never forget touch of your fingertips through glass doors or concrete walls. You'd forget that I still remember when you told me I'm so deep. I'm so deep, I drowned you and you're still gasping for breath, even after all these years, I'd know you'll never forget the precise lengths of my scars.
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Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 2:20 PM UTC
The Lengths of my Scars
Don't wait, I'm not coming home. Someday you'll forget me and I'll forget you. Don't search for me, I'm lost. This emotion is absurdly bitter, biting into my paper veins; gnashing. You won't know where I've bled. Someday, you'll forget my voice and I'll forget yours. This moment is a void flooding with intangible vacuum. My lungs are ripped open, did you know how it feels to die? Don't forget we counted stars of the starless sky. I'm drowning but it doesn't matter, it's not like I can breathe anymore anyway. Don't forget you used to tell bedtimes stories to ghosts when you thought I fell asleep; with your hand in mine the way sun fits into skies that are not his home. The miles I've walked away mean nothing because I'll turn around and run to you again. Don't forget I gifted you the other half of my dream because you said you could never dream. Someday I'll forget the touch of your fingertips against mine and you'll forget mine. I'm a kaleidoscope spinning without direction, shattering and falling into shards like a screaming avalanche. I'm glacial bones, someday you'll forget the coldness of my eyes and I'll forget yours. The azure of the sky merging into orange of sun is only because they've learned to be together and conjure another color. You and I are oil paints splattered on black canvas, a dark vastness they can't measure. Someday I'll forget the number of your scars and you'll forget mine. You're stubborn and beautiful, you'd say you want to take a dive into the clouds and fly into cliffs. We're inverted images, never fitting into each other. But you're in the mirror and I'm stumbling into the void. But you're eyes are still cerulean blue, mine are still emerald green. I'll never forget the soprano of my voice melting in the tenor of yours. I'll never forget touch of your fingertips through glass doors or concrete walls. You'd forget that I still remember when you told me I'm so deep. I'm so deep, I drowned you and you're still gasping for breath, even after all these years, I'd know you'll never forget the precise lengths of my scars.
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lend me your ears and i will tell you a story there are truly monstrous little creatures running about **WITH TOO MANY ********* LEGS** one night one of these monsters revealed itself to the terror of its human onlooker let me explain terror in this instance it is a feeling that may or may not cause one to literally tear one's clothes off put on uninfested clothes and flee the premises and i mean flee now i'm not saying i know someone who would do this but i heard this story of a woman that, in a state of such terror in a state of such severe heebie jeebies tore around town and screamed "too many legs!" out her rolled down windows when this medicine did not cure said heebie jeebies there was truly a sight and sound to behold now i'm not gonna lie it was me, ok? don't judge because of this next part i am very proud i just sang my ever loving heart out to a 10 mile radius and i mean i *sang that **** anyone who hadn't heard "gorilla" by bruno mars has now heard it. and the energy i released was profound because i hit that note ************* *I bet you never ever felt so good, so good I got your body trembling like it should, it should You'll never be the same baby once I'm done with you* You [3x] the "you" is the crucial part and i'm telling you i just sang the **** out of that song until i got dizzy and my fists hurt from pounding the steering wheel it gave me enough courage to re-enter the premises pop a bottle grab my laptop (while doing a little dance of terror) and jump on the couch the only problem is that if you sing the **** out of "gorilla" literally 25x too many legs becomes the least of your problems you realize quite absurdly how at the present moment you are not making love like gorillas
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Oct 19, 2013
Oct 19, 2013 at 12:03 AM UTC
too many legs
lend me your ears and i will tell you a story there are truly monstrous little creatures running about **WITH TOO MANY ********* LEGS** one night one of these monsters revealed itself to the terror of its human onlooker let me explain terror in this instance it is a feeling that may or may not cause one to literally tear one's clothes off put on uninfested clothes and flee the premises and i mean flee now i'm not saying i know someone who would do this but i heard this story of a woman that, in a state of such terror in a state of such severe heebie jeebies tore around town and screamed "too many legs!" out her rolled down windows when this medicine did not cure said heebie jeebies there was truly a sight and sound to behold now i'm not gonna lie it was me, ok? don't judge because of this next part i am very proud i just sang my ever loving heart out to a 10 mile radius and i mean i *sang that **** anyone who hadn't heard "gorilla" by bruno mars has now heard it. and the energy i released was profound because i hit that note ************* *I bet you never ever felt so good, so good I got your body trembling like it should, it should You'll never be the same baby once I'm done with you* You [3x] the "you" is the crucial part and i'm telling you i just sang the **** out of that song until i got dizzy and my fists hurt from pounding the steering wheel it gave me enough courage to re-enter the premises pop a bottle grab my laptop (while doing a little dance of terror) and jump on the couch the only problem is that if you sing the **** out of "gorilla" literally 25x too many legs becomes the least of your problems you realize quite absurdly how at the present moment you are not making love like gorillas
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for mine own Yocum <> a strange parting shot, that we are are the refuse upon this island Earth, the very last item on some being's weekly grocery list, a list composed 'illions of years ago, of things that could be worthy of "creating" this thought sticks to my soul, like a rosé pink colored NYC street'd, well chewed, gum piece adheres to my sole the musical companion to this ecrivez, a sinfonia for strings politely begs to differ, while a hard covered book dances me over to Texas, Dudamel conducts Barber, all making the question of man as an afterthought in a divine master plan for a planet, seems almost recklessly absurdly nonsensical then my cell buzzes me back to this ******** hell earth seven more cops shot, three dead down in the bayou of Baton Rouge, on a sabbath Sunday morning rouge red now assumes, takes on a different notation colorations, to my bleeding eyes, delivering importations of  headaches confusion rampage, red rage the amplification of the worst of we, afterthought creatures surely, why "create a destroyer," an absurd contradictory term, so we are gift wrapped   beneath the misleading approbation - human there is no nobility in our savagery, or dare I sneer and say, in our humanity you cannot seal a wound with music you cannot revive the dead with a poem ear-whispered sitting beneath the tree shade of my privileged place, my surrounding world is bay blue and grass green, my vision myopic, I am a self-centered, microscopic collection of red cells conceding to you Sargeant, this designer of the human form, who wrought it from soiled earth and excess rib bone, had a peculiar sense of humor, a comedian full of malice aforethought, for are we not the final joke, for someone's bemusement we must have come last, because you always want to leave them laughing
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Jul 17, 2016
Jul 17, 2016 at 6:36 PM UTC
man was but a minor afterthought (you cannot seal a wound with a poem)
for mine own Yocum <> a strange parting shot, that we are are the refuse upon this island Earth, the very last item on some being's weekly grocery list, a list composed 'illions of years ago, of things that could be worthy of "creating" this thought sticks to my soul, like a rosé pink colored NYC street'd, well chewed, gum piece adheres to my sole the musical companion to this ecrivez, a sinfonia for strings politely begs to differ, while a hard covered book dances me over to Texas, Dudamel conducts Barber, all making the question of man as an afterthought in a divine master plan for a planet, seems almost recklessly absurdly nonsensical then my cell buzzes me back to this ******** hell earth seven more cops shot, three dead down in the bayou of Baton Rouge, on a sabbath Sunday morning rouge red now assumes, takes on a different notation colorations, to my bleeding eyes, delivering importations of  headaches confusion rampage, red rage the amplification of the worst of we, afterthought creatures surely, why "create a destroyer," an absurd contradictory term, so we are gift wrapped   beneath the misleading approbation - human there is no nobility in our savagery, or dare I sneer and say, in our humanity you cannot seal a wound with music you cannot revive the dead with a poem ear-whispered sitting beneath the tree shade of my privileged place, my surrounding world is bay blue and grass green, my vision myopic, I am a self-centered, microscopic collection of red cells conceding to you Sargeant, this designer of the human form, who wrought it from soiled earth and excess rib bone, had a peculiar sense of humor, a comedian full of malice aforethought, for are we not the final joke, for someone's bemusement we must have come last, because you always want to leave them laughing
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Enclosed in this body I find myself terribly alone people who are supposed to be mine; I don't understand their customs even though we share same language how can we share same culture, bonding, skin colour and religion? I find this bizarre- strange, and defying though I did not want; I am forced to hear the stories participate in this wildness of rituals, judgemental games these rituals, maddening remarks and cultural scores majorly- religious obsession; I find this bizarre, fanatic, humiliating I, just feel, absurdly, obscurely and intensely alone officially, I resigned from feeling too human.
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Sep 8, 2018
Sep 8, 2018 at 9:11 AM UTC
notes from my journal
It’s a gravy boat Gravy is delicious It’s a gravy boat For your appetite Spicy, nicey onions float In the lovely gravy boat If you should want to know It’s not a train Don’t buy a ticket That’s not cricket It’s a gravy boat And it contains Liquid velvet for the throat Absurdly decadent and smooth It’s a gravy boat, not a gravy train I pour gravy on my food It’s a gravy boat It’s not a train If it was then I’d complain A train is always late And I refuse to wait Anyway, railway food’s appalling Wait, I hear my dinner calling It’s a s......... gravy boat Now we’ve got that right Bon, bon bon............ Bon appetite!  (or appetit?) Anyway if there ever was a gravy train, (and I’m not saying there was,) the last train has gone forever, utterly broken, irreparable, too many politicians scrabbling to climb aboard, (don’t you watch the news darling?)
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Apr 22, 2021
Apr 22, 2021 at 3:35 PM UTC
It’s a Boat Sheer and Utter Nonsense by Sheila Haskins
the most absurdly exhausting of all labours is the distasteful art of pretending to be someone else
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Dec 9, 2017
Dec 9, 2017 at 12:15 PM UTC
fake.
Life is a series of demands. Hurry up, perform. Do your homework, write a paper, oh and read 300 pages, get in those volunteer hours, grab those lab credentials. I get busy, caught up in projects and I forget stuff like dinnertime, peeing before it’s an emergency, or like calling you - last night. On vacation I’m unplugged, I’m avoiding focus, I’m not paying attention, my mind’s wandering. I’d want you less if it were required by law. I imagine your huge, brown saucer eyes exhibiting a wounded, blaming expression and I can’t. Maybe there’s a biological explanation, yes, that’s it, I’m missing an enzyme, I have a glandular disorder that prevents long distance relationships from working. No, not work - It can’t be work - it should be exciting. Is it a crime to want some time off from pressure? I’m not asking for a pony. Just a sabbatical couple of weeks away from obligations. I felt so guilty that I went to Karen (Lisa’s mom) about it. We talked for over an hour, she’s so smart, I love her. She reminded me about the recent lockdowns and how years of skyping and remote learning might affect (dull-down) a long distance romance.   I told her what you said, about my sinatra psyche and she said although I seem absurdly secure, I’m probably still figuring things out - and that’s ok. There’s really no substitute for talking to a mom. I called you - and left a message - I hope you understand. I turned my phone off - for now.
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Dec 29, 2022
Dec 29, 2022 at 7:15 AM UTC
demands
If you should come upon a painting by Mark Rothko in a museum - I'll assume you are not one of those billionaires who has one hanging on the dining room wall, or hidden away in a secret room behind the bookcase - but either way, do not just look at the painting or you will see nothing. Well, except color. You will see color. Rothko loved color. But wait a while and you will begin to hear it whisper its secrets: How lives are layered upon lives; how painful sacrifices get buried beneath petty ambitions and lies and joys and succes as well- oh, and perhaps another layer or two of color. Each generation scrapes the parchment clean and blithely scribes new marks on its surface - confident that they will not forget the lessons that seem so absurdly obvious. Empires disappear beneath overgrown vines and dieties who, drunk on the blood of virgins would feast on the hearts of conquered warrors but now shuffle past each other with oblivious nods, grousing about the food, wait for the day someone remembers their names. Listen and perhaps you will learn how every layer of life is a forgotten secret discernable only by its subtle influence on the layers that are built up above it. If not. There is always the color. Rothko loved color.
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Apr 18, 2018
Apr 18, 2018 at 3:36 PM UTC
Listening to a painting by Rothko
What do you suppose would happen if **** Scotland and Bald **** Arkansaw hooked up in ******* Austria? Perhaps they would stop in ***** Canada for toys and then pound hard through *********** Pennsylvania and go down to ****** Lick, Kentucky before coming together in ****** Michigan. Hopefully, they would avoid Conception, Missouri. The geography of the absurdly possible makes for titillating journies of fancy. Let's all meet up in Eros, Louisiana. See you there... mce
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Sep 27, 2015
Sep 27, 2015 at 10:35 AM UTC
Carnal Geography
Your words are painfully beautiful Enough so to make me weep My heart is anything but tender Yet in question, my head spins I'm loosing sleep I want to forget everything It's what i do best Time's never healed so much as a paper cut I turn to herbs to get some rest I continue reading somberly Overthinking every word these poems can't be for me But your heartbreak wasn't absurdly inferred.
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Dec 19, 2016
Dec 19, 2016 at 1:32 PM UTC
My Heart WANTS Yours to Hurt
#*From the dusts of day a day singles itself out as forever remembrance.* On his calling they met at the harbor town. She had traveled all of twenty miles from her seaward village to pose with the city boy at a roadside studio humidly dark from the blinding sun outside. Time was captured eternally for the moment the photographer drew them closer freezing two awed eyes in frame. They knew couldn't last that unearthly day on the harbor town made to stand closest sparking a craving in their skin and then passing into black and white postcard of two sweating face in absurdly ridiculous happiness. The boy's copy was lost in the wind but he loves to believe the other is safe with her.
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Aug 12, 2016
Aug 12, 2016 at 4:11 AM UTC
That day at the harbor town
Pigeons are water-birds carved from stoicism. When feet approach, they disperse, reconnect, and continue, leaving me completely perplexed. I can never tell the difference between their calling of mate and battle for territory. Both actions are so absurdly similar. I watch for days, chasing them and their thirty-yard flights with my coffee in-hand. I've traveled to the Rockies of Colorado from the ***** Lower East Side of Manhattan by rusted, dring-belled and horned bicycle. Cool winds helped sail me across forest trails and I slept, albeit briefly, on park bench ports; they attract my current muses and, in turn, me. These winter-jacketed birds tend to puff up and coo and dance in front of one another defending their plumage, their right to be, where they are, for what fills them whole. One will stare at another, the other never looks back. One will bump another, the other never touches back. One will chase the Other and then gently caress its wings, as if to stab, "Stay a while, partake in the sidewalk feast." One wants in, the other out; they both want in so I'll be headed home now.
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Feb 28, 2013
Feb 28, 2013 at 9:35 PM UTC
Coincidences Are Not Coincidental