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"aberrant" poems
Features, my reflection— subtle hints stare back offering wordless reply, their evidence a betrayal of age. A wrinkle looking deeper, mane of face, of head—hairs fresh lacking pigment. Vain attempts made to mend heart, to sooth soul's dread. Testimony of experience of wisdom, persistence, perception, an impotent contraceptive, the argument aberrant. Regret to cloud memory, my youth seeming a flesh and blood cliche. Tiny footnotes heavy with prose, words in bold to distract mind's eye—a demand of attention. Edging out tomb's more beautiful weight of love and heartache of passion's attempt failing, to try again, sinking before succeeding. An era's dusk and dawn anew, life's advent unpredictable—without cause changing. Notion hanging lingering, poisoning future, the venom of defeat an insidious invasion. This new age creeping toward night in this stage my life's sun less bright. Maturity's introduced responsibility, some enjoyable while others to own hostility. A brigand mugging freedom—time for leisure. Spurring combat for what remains of youth, fingers wrapping air in futile seizure. The inevitable to command subservience, presuming ownership of life, though the mature demonstrate the defiance of the immature. Objects, activities, music assaulting ear, their manner, symbols of strict adherence to who once was— a spiteful surrender refusal. A piece of me defining me until no more, years holding power—threatening to change who I am at very core. Canvas construction the colour of murre, rubber toe caps the shade of pure. Design worn since youth, dead and resurrected; a million mile shoe of valorous resistance—insurrection, a Converse rebellion. In torment of age's scars, I'll never be too old to wear my All Stars.
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Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 10:18 PM UTC
Converse Rebellion
Features, my reflection— subtle hints stare back offering wordless reply, their evidence a betrayal of age. A wrinkle looking deeper, mane of face, of head—hairs fresh lacking pigment. Vain attempts made to mend heart, to sooth soul's dread. Testimony of experience of wisdom, persistence, perception, an impotent contraceptive, the argument aberrant. Regret to cloud memory, my youth seeming a flesh and blood cliche. Tiny footnotes heavy with prose, words in bold to distract mind's eye—a demand of attention. Edging out tomb's more beautiful weight of love and heartache of passion's attempt failing, to try again, sinking before succeeding. An era's dusk and dawn anew, life's advent unpredictable—without cause changing. Notion hanging lingering, poisoning future, the venom of defeat an insidious invasion. This new age creeping toward night in this stage my life's sun less bright. Maturity's introduced responsibility, some enjoyable while others to own hostility. A brigand mugging freedom—time for leisure. Spurring combat for what remains of youth, fingers wrapping air in futile seizure. The inevitable to command subservience, presuming ownership of life, though the mature demonstrate the defiance of the immature. Objects, activities, music assaulting ear, their manner, symbols of strict adherence to who once was— a spiteful surrender refusal. A piece of me defining me until no more, years holding power—threatening to change who I am at very core. Canvas construction the colour of murre, rubber toe caps the shade of pure. Design worn since youth, dead and resurrected; a million mile shoe of valorous resistance—insurrection, a Converse rebellion. In torment of age's scars, I'll never be too old to wear my All Stars.
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The empty air has a bitter tone When it bites at my fingers And yells profanities in an unrecognizable tongue. It stings when it sings. It has an aberrant gait And a detached mien, This lack-of being. The tempest’s strides jounce its overly-wide shoulders; Its prominent brow sends an antagonistic shadow Cascading down its lip and jaw. This active silence whispers age-old secrets Its fingers tousling the amber leaves Of my autumn’s long-dead trees. The sound resonates, And this taunting, all-knowing, Omnipresent, nonexistent-but-still-there wind Smiles at my naïveté. Weary under the weight of the world And the smog of self-importance. Its eyes are clouded with grey rain, Its teeth sharp with a bitter resentment; “I’ve disliked you since the 1700s,” it breathes, Throwing an airy, acrid gaze at humanity. (“I’m sorry, but it is you who made me this way, With your scornful industrialization.”) Its eyes are frigid, piercing, Wicked, yet reserved. Cruel in their taunting assumptions, Yet, In those forget-me-not eyes I found the sky.
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May 8, 2010
May 8, 2010 at 5:36 PM UTC
I Can't Hear it Anymore
pap pap pap I can't breath my stomach is bubbling like hot cheese on an fresh oven pizza my legs feel skinny I want to lean into a wall the floor looks spinny the wainscoting is squint my vision is blurry because...tears? Why is there worry in my middle? I feel fine, my mind is sound this fear isn't mine what’s it doing here? What is this panic? Fight or flight I understand, but this is plain manic. I need to go at top speed or maybe hide? Either way, be freed from this distress. pap pap pap Push someone over, human shield that **** reduce my exposure to hyperventilation. Shallow in, shallow out, I feel akin to sprinting Mufasa Pure distress acute discomfort, a proper mental problem. Nonetheless, it’s strange to foresee the diagnosis. It’s as if I’m watching from someone else’s skin as alligator clamps are botching holding my physiology in. A sunburn on my innards, a paperweight within you’d think I’d feel pride for finally having something wrong. Hypochondria being accurate the years of inventing doom, suddenly isn't aberrant those fabrications had substance. Or maybe all these thinks are symptoms in themselves after sifting through piles of shrinks, maybe I can finally get some help. pap pap pap Look at my pretty framed prescription, doctor certified, messy handwriting, this will take some decryption... don’t worry, take your time, this pathoreaction won't go away. I’m told desolation is a temperament set to stay until after eighteen simple payments. I’m inclined to reject treatment of drugs that fiddle with the mind I’d rather stay present, continue inconsistency. I would like to try narration, see how many kilometers I can recall. I can deal with frustration, so let’s talk about my childhood. Public transit without destination sends me on a revere, an absence of crippling desperation. I've found peace before it was between yellow poles, in the outside pocket of a backpack on parole. It smiled at me quietly. pap pap pap Apparently, it’s the small things that help you deal with anxiety.
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Jun 23, 2013
Jun 23, 2013 at 6:10 AM UTC
Anxiety
pap pap pap I can't breath my stomach is bubbling like hot cheese on an fresh oven pizza my legs feel skinny I want to lean into a wall the floor looks spinny the wainscoting is squint my vision is blurry because...tears? Why is there worry in my middle? I feel fine, my mind is sound this fear isn't mine what’s it doing here? What is this panic? Fight or flight I understand, but this is plain manic. I need to go at top speed or maybe hide? Either way, be freed from this distress. pap pap pap Push someone over, human shield that **** reduce my exposure to hyperventilation. Shallow in, shallow out, I feel akin to sprinting Mufasa Pure distress acute discomfort, a proper mental problem. Nonetheless, it’s strange to foresee the diagnosis. It’s as if I’m watching from someone else’s skin as alligator clamps are botching holding my physiology in. A sunburn on my innards, a paperweight within you’d think I’d feel pride for finally having something wrong. Hypochondria being accurate the years of inventing doom, suddenly isn't aberrant those fabrications had substance. Or maybe all these thinks are symptoms in themselves after sifting through piles of shrinks, maybe I can finally get some help. pap pap pap Look at my pretty framed prescription, doctor certified, messy handwriting, this will take some decryption... don’t worry, take your time, this pathoreaction won't go away. I’m told desolation is a temperament set to stay until after eighteen simple payments. I’m inclined to reject treatment of drugs that fiddle with the mind I’d rather stay present, continue inconsistency. I would like to try narration, see how many kilometers I can recall. I can deal with frustration, so let’s talk about my childhood. Public transit without destination sends me on a revere, an absence of crippling desperation. I've found peace before it was between yellow poles, in the outside pocket of a backpack on parole. It smiled at me quietly. pap pap pap Apparently, it’s the small things that help you deal with anxiety.
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Oh Bard, wielding a tool mighty and spiky Mightier than either the sword or rod, You reign as monarch in fancy’s domain Sketching life in all variety and mode Which with pain and strife fraught Or bright with gaiety and grace In finer yarn than the gossamer thread On a fabric of words in befitting verse You steal away from the noisy crowd Into the stillness of the cloistered cell To dwell with Fancy’s mystic charms Weaving downy dreams at will You recount forgotten tales of yore Of ****** battles won and lost, Of lovers united, amour defiled, Conjuring memories from abysmal past You hearken to the moans of lovelorn souls And sing of beauty in ditties fine Triggering sparks into flames grow In umpteen hearts that pine and whine Babbling with the brook rushing swift, Racing with the deer loping past, You wander into mysterious woods Where flowers, their richest odors cast Your ears intent on the song of birds That comes floating from the far off groves And the whir of cicadas on the bark of trees Breaking the calm of twilight eves Alone you saunter the stretching strands, Watching virulent breakers in fury heave Often your heart dancing with the tide And swinging with the rhythm of rising wave You feast on the gleam of the auburn sun And the speckled blue of the infinite skies Watching the day dying in flame And the night in a diadem of stars vies All that’s lovesome meets your eyes And commune to you in profuse delight Which you turn into rhyme and rhythm For the whole of mankind to devour and digest From your harp flow symphonies sweet Songs of longing, love and lust Of idyllic happiness, peace and bliss, Fuelling hearts with vigorous zest Though outlawed by the great sage of Greece, Branding the poet, aberrant and a fool Oft beneath the façade of his wayward thoughts, Lie heaps of wisdom for the discerning soul.
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Nov 23, 2016
Nov 23, 2016 at 6:01 AM UTC
An Ode to a Bard
Oh Bard, wielding a tool mighty and spiky Mightier than either the sword or rod, You reign as monarch in fancy’s domain Sketching life in all variety and mode Which with pain and strife fraught Or bright with gaiety and grace In finer yarn than the gossamer thread On a fabric of words in befitting verse You steal away from the noisy crowd Into the stillness of the cloistered cell To dwell with Fancy’s mystic charms Weaving downy dreams at will You recount forgotten tales of yore Of ****** battles won and lost, Of lovers united, amour defiled, Conjuring memories from abysmal past You hearken to the moans of lovelorn souls And sing of beauty in ditties fine Triggering sparks into flames grow In umpteen hearts that pine and whine Babbling with the brook rushing swift, Racing with the deer loping past, You wander into mysterious woods Where flowers, their richest odors cast Your ears intent on the song of birds That comes floating from the far off groves And the whir of cicadas on the bark of trees Breaking the calm of twilight eves Alone you saunter the stretching strands, Watching virulent breakers in fury heave Often your heart dancing with the tide And swinging with the rhythm of rising wave You feast on the gleam of the auburn sun And the speckled blue of the infinite skies Watching the day dying in flame And the night in a diadem of stars vies All that’s lovesome meets your eyes And commune to you in profuse delight Which you turn into rhyme and rhythm For the whole of mankind to devour and digest From your harp flow symphonies sweet Songs of longing, love and lust Of idyllic happiness, peace and bliss, Fuelling hearts with vigorous zest Though outlawed by the great sage of Greece, Branding the poet, aberrant and a fool Oft beneath the façade of his wayward thoughts, Lie heaps of wisdom for the discerning soul.
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Marched in step Toting a little red wagon Stride carried pep Dragging that little red wagon Weathered in rust Creaking in the sun Covered in dust It weighs a ton Overburdened by basic trinkets Remnants of Christmas 05 Macaroni made cumulonimbus From school days off winchester drive Photo of family for evidence Not that it means a thing Victim of malevolence Thrown out in early spring Winter brought about the cough Toting a little red wagon His whole system seems off Dragging that little red wagon He's feeling old Went and turned lethargic Held onto the cold Wallowing in hardship Deterioration apparent There's something horribly wrong Behavior aberrant His strength is gone Innocence in tow Holding onto reactionary bliss Writing name in snow ...Blood marked abyss Death encroaches. He falls before his little red wagon A young boy approaches And steals that little red wagon
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Jun 21, 2015
Jun 21, 2015 at 1:02 AM UTC
Little Red Wagon
Lured by unspeakable, ineluctable gravity Kisses, vehement, and by no means our first, speak of experience, a wordless wisdom that now gives flight to innocence, unprecedented familiarity among two who have spoken so little a gentle tug of war between souls, transcending feeble sensation, arriving at conversation Solid, fervid, with perfection of cadence – a meter aberrant, fantastic, unimpeded by numerical confines Now a limitless tickling between two souls like courting doves And the smoke in your mouth became sweet, your saliva a quenching potion of forgetfulness, And at this moment neither past nor future have ever existed, There is only this delicious wine of our lips and the nonsensical *********** of two sipping souls.
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Nov 28, 2013
Nov 28, 2013 at 1:23 AM UTC
Lured, Now
I'm innocent  everything goes opposite LiFe has no abashment  Problems are objects Life is aberrant  shoots hard bullets  I'm innocent  Life is full of coincidences Hope people understand  Life ? People abases  Its a painful wound No more absolves  I'm innocent I'm tired of myself Sick of being the same I feel like a werewolf  Me , I did defame  Myself is just a calf  I'm innocent  This what life wants  No more tolerate Live in aborts  Small sins accumulate  Chokes me with ascots  I'm innocent  I don't want this Live in aversion  It's only my bris  Love must accretion  Or live like the ******* nazis  I'm innocent  I NEED her back Important in my life circle keeps me on the track  Every word is a canticle  Wrack hack her lack clack  I'm innocent  She's the one i NEED My life is She Sweet, tasty like the aniseed  The most important strophe  Makes it shinny and adorned  I'm innocent I don't want drugs I hate to scab  Its not brags  It hurts like a stab Drugs is crags  Edit by: Melanie on this fourteenth day of September, twenty thirteen
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Nov 27, 2013
Nov 27, 2013 at 7:54 AM UTC
InnocenT & LosT
I am sick of poetry— its useless, meaningless strings of words elegantly dressed in profound tailored suits of gaudy fabric.                                       Who is this who speaks against the soul—                                       ignorant and foolish, deriding the gem                                       of thoughts vibrantly propounded into motley lines of literary art? Ha! Literary art? Similes are like a bad joke, alliterations are agitating, personification ***** and, hyperboles are more horrid than death                                       Poems are not simply stanzas of well-contrived writing                                       Of fanciful sentences stretching the mind.                                       Each letter spells purpose,                                       Then in the right lighting                                       Reads entirely different                                       Yet still masterfully designed It is simplicity secreted beneath heaps of perplexity and effortless rhyme, bombastic diction contorting the most puerile of deliberations into virtuosity— two-dimensional make-up of verbiage— flinging arbitrary words and lines left              and                     right Christmas The entire concept is ludicrous.                                                              A                                                          rhyme                                                     goes deeper                                                   than its sound,                                                            and                                                    a single word                                             normally goes deeper                                          than its context suggests.                                                      A random                                               notion may not be                                       as arbitrary an idea as one                                                      primarily                                                       assumes                                                        it to be.                                       Nothing is simple about it. Roses are red Violets are blue Just like I said It’s easy to do.                                                         ******                                                         Hypocrite                                                         Misled                                                         Piece of ****                                                         Ignorant                                                         Foolish fiend                                                         Virulent                                                         Philistine                                                         Infantile                                                         Aberrant                                                         Juvenile                                                         Miscreant! True poetry at last! Stripped down to pure emotion A lovely middle finger manicured just right The quintessence of feeling etched with furious care Thought and emotion woven together to make an unlikely masterpiece And so it is discovered: the marriage of two conflicting entities can and will engender beauty.
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Dec 3, 2011
Dec 3, 2011 at 2:40 AM UTC
The Debate
I am sick of poetry— its useless, meaningless strings of words elegantly dressed in profound tailored suits of gaudy fabric.                                       Who is this who speaks against the soul—                                       ignorant and foolish, deriding the gem                                       of thoughts vibrantly propounded into motley lines of literary art? Ha! Literary art? Similes are like a bad joke, alliterations are agitating, personification ***** and, hyperboles are more horrid than death                                       Poems are not simply stanzas of well-contrived writing                                       Of fanciful sentences stretching the mind.                                       Each letter spells purpose,                                       Then in the right lighting                                       Reads entirely different                                       Yet still masterfully designed It is simplicity secreted beneath heaps of perplexity and effortless rhyme, bombastic diction contorting the most puerile of deliberations into virtuosity— two-dimensional make-up of verbiage— flinging arbitrary words and lines left              and                     right Christmas The entire concept is ludicrous.                                                              A                                                          rhyme                                                     goes deeper                                                   than its sound,                                                            and                                                    a single word                                             normally goes deeper                                          than its context suggests.                                                      A random                                               notion may not be                                       as arbitrary an idea as one                                                      primarily                                                       assumes                                                        it to be.                                       Nothing is simple about it. Roses are red Violets are blue Just like I said It’s easy to do.                                                         ******                                                         Hypocrite                                                         Misled                                                         Piece of ****                                                         Ignorant                                                         Foolish fiend                                                         Virulent                                                         Philistine                                                         Infantile                                                         Aberrant                                                         Juvenile                                                         Miscreant! True poetry at last! Stripped down to pure emotion A lovely middle finger manicured just right The quintessence of feeling etched with furious care Thought and emotion woven together to make an unlikely masterpiece And so it is discovered: the marriage of two conflicting entities can and will engender beauty.
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Deep into a Dungeon of dreams I slept, Every demon resurrected; The predator and  thieves, The victims whose grief Suppressed Fuels the hunt for prey; She feeds an aberrant need For ****** flesh, The chase, the test, The bait, the birth of decadence; She is my jury and judge, The prurient couple who came To my trials of temptation And never left; I tossed and wept, My cotton sheets of discomfort Twisting like a noose Around my neck; Eyes bugging red Like every demon Resurrected, Seeking my head On a platter With a serving of remorse On the side; But I am rescued, Once more, By Dawn's pearly light And her wakeful mercy.... ~ P (#MyDemonicPlague) 3/12/14
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Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 3:36 AM UTC
My Demonic Plague
Have your eyes always had the scattered look of a woman scanning the room for exits, with no time to consider the precious intimacies of skin or the softness of faces in repose, the vulnerable sacraments of open hands... And have you, too, misread the calming waters perhaps misjudged their depths? Have you ever, daydream laden or heavily burdened startled at finding your self, now, this moment gaze cast intently beyond the bounds of too frail a body perhaps through your car window for the broad pause a stoplight can fill, perhaps in the rain contemplating bright reflections aberrant red and introspective green through the timpani of falling water, feeling the unfortunate gravity of some unquantified source at an undisclosed distance, reaching without knowing to release the restraining belt while, beneath the various and distracting chatter, you strain to hear the systole at the heart of the music you know could be found if only you were free to follow?
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Feb 12, 2012
Feb 12, 2012 at 12:43 PM UTC
Shash-yazzie
In a dream I never sought unprecedented horrors and thoughts a scissors with a hint of blood heavy and surreal sound the demon within speaks I exfoliate to my core The mask of sanity is no more intact Disturbed and desolate in an unknown labyrinth Of love, of law and of thoughts Death is abutting your life an escape to an aberrant sanctuary scrupulous circles of luminance lead you further The past is farce and forgotten The senile you and your transgressions end Your dalliance with humanity culminates Loathe and love exist no more Reverie is not what I need restore the thought indeed
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Aug 2, 2012
Aug 2, 2012 at 4:54 AM UTC
Exfoliation
scene: Fast-food outlet half plastic paper cup rolling aberrant twixt the fingers of a mild breeze, leaving traces of hollow sounds against the leg of a bus shelter. ~ Feeling diseased, predominantly symptomatic of the hard shutdown and cardboard cutout nervous impulses of this nigh-fluttering arrhythmia, the haunting thought of how I really just can't do this anymore, permanently leaving dwellings of what could've been in sheltered murk; remembering the sound of exhaling as I had fallen to delicately brush your cheek, the little things you never noticed... you never did notice, did you? [not that I gave you any reason to.] And, now, it's all loss and letting go or giving up: so, nothing has changed, save for long-deliberated decisions finally made, regarding quitting and cutting down on thinking about such matters and moral dilemmas whilst time dries out; I have more lives to lead, do I not? Even if, once, the belief was that you were all the life I needed, in whatever meanwhile we tangled up in our collective noose-knots. Even if I thought I'd loved you. Left with the curtain pulled, grey rolling hilltops, all I have to admit is that there's no reason, any more, to get messed up over these bits like gravel and tar into tender soles; it all drops out with disaffected expressions, a little pain [much, much less than would eventuate, if circumstances were left the way they are], and those lingering half-degree burns your lips left around my breath. It's not your fault. I never meant to fall for you in the first place, anyway. I'm trying to make things right. So, don't worry any more, for to neglect the corridors of my heart set aside for you is all I can do, now.
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Dec 22, 2012
Dec 22, 2012 at 11:41 PM UTC
Across a sea, treacherous
scene: Fast-food outlet half plastic paper cup rolling aberrant twixt the fingers of a mild breeze, leaving traces of hollow sounds against the leg of a bus shelter. ~ Feeling diseased, predominantly symptomatic of the hard shutdown and cardboard cutout nervous impulses of this nigh-fluttering arrhythmia, the haunting thought of how I really just can't do this anymore, permanently leaving dwellings of what could've been in sheltered murk; remembering the sound of exhaling as I had fallen to delicately brush your cheek, the little things you never noticed... you never did notice, did you? [not that I gave you any reason to.] And, now, it's all loss and letting go or giving up: so, nothing has changed, save for long-deliberated decisions finally made, regarding quitting and cutting down on thinking about such matters and moral dilemmas whilst time dries out; I have more lives to lead, do I not? Even if, once, the belief was that you were all the life I needed, in whatever meanwhile we tangled up in our collective noose-knots. Even if I thought I'd loved you. Left with the curtain pulled, grey rolling hilltops, all I have to admit is that there's no reason, any more, to get messed up over these bits like gravel and tar into tender soles; it all drops out with disaffected expressions, a little pain [much, much less than would eventuate, if circumstances were left the way they are], and those lingering half-degree burns your lips left around my breath. It's not your fault. I never meant to fall for you in the first place, anyway. I'm trying to make things right. So, don't worry any more, for to neglect the corridors of my heart set aside for you is all I can do, now.
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High. Breathing is normal, appetite is aberrant. All sounds are ambient. I am still here. Lost in time; unaware of reality, but aware of my sanity. Am I still here? Senses have risen and failed My mind is jailed. Will I stay here? Jailed but liberated, I am one with everything. My heart begins to sing. I am not here. -Bb
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Aug 28, 2013
Aug 28, 2013 at 7:13 PM UTC
High
Captivating, conspicuously charming A fragrance so enthralling Bewitching the senses Enticing the unfocused soul Hypnotizing, hardly hypnagogic Such unparalleled grace A peculiar dancer Coaxing the mind to perplexity Anodyne, aberrant anesthesia Resembling an ethereal angel A touch appealing to tame flames Surreptitiously gathering fuel Sacrosanct, superficially sacred Donned with deceptive modesty An ambiguous spark Threatening to begin a wildfire Efflorescing, escaping encumbrance Soon, a firm grasp on freedom The freedom so prematurely served Too early to be maximized Incantations, whisper incantations Silence the demented demons An unconventional ritual To fortify the continence Ebbing continence Another attempt made Stall the impending debauchery Enunciation is needed - Esurience is never innate, but provoked
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Jun 9, 2015
Jun 9, 2015 at 5:06 AM UTC
A Brand of Innocence
how do you fade? doves sink into a red sun pale, aberrant in a sky of memory.
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Aug 14, 2018
Aug 14, 2018 at 1:41 AM UTC
doves
Looking to the west I see a perfect rainbow Tucked under and lifting a symphony of cloud The sun beams in lay-lines from its horizon. Yet, the scientist who explains this phenomenon Cannot describe my feelings for such a spectacle Cannot describe the song in me that dances The miracle of light and spectrum. —- You are mighty, you are ethereal Your many fingers rake aberrant their spatulas of light Your beauty makes all else ghastly or at least ordinary. The trifles of each day’s turnings are insignificant in comparison. A conscience of orb, mist, shadow, light The Gods derive pleasure from your presence Else their thunderous growls bemoan your magnificence. —- There is no darkness just the absence of light There is no cold just the absence of heat There is no disbelief just the absence of your benediction. Uncapturable, delicate, infamous portent. In the implausible silence you are where I worship Without beginning or ending Yours is an ultimate mantra.
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Aug 12, 2011
Aug 12, 2011 at 4:13 AM UTC
Rainbow
Herewith Definitive semblance of allegorical allusion That unto the masses in abject delusion Replete with the studied sacred illusion of cosmic worth for every cosmetic remedy of indolent intrusion Yea Right. Characteristically docile Accused and convicted of arrested development Screeching Hell awaits the plentious harvest of the crop of fools Arreared in impetuousity and impulse for that most deviant sake Yea Right. Drowning awash in misery Choosing to swim on alone Thinking they then are the chosen one They then the center God society et al ad infinitum? That most aberrant Human Secular thought. Yea...Right. -R. (11.10.17) -LA
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Nov 9, 2017
Nov 9, 2017 at 5:31 PM UTC
-Random Elucidation (What?)
I wanted to fall asleep immediately So I could hold on to the sound of your voice Float on its timbre And let your english envelop me like a foreign language This aberrant dialect. Every letter wrapping me in its cursive like a warm blanket as I try to commit these strange sounds to memory, because a sentence has NEVER made my face soo flush OR made me feel the way my soul feels barefoot center stage. That last breath before blackout. The feeling in my chest as the curtains rise... Honest Childish Your word choice I wanted to fall asleep immediately when we got off the phone so I wouldnt miss that flight to you in my dreams! Where the night doesn't end... I hadn't taken off my earrings Or my necklace or my glasses I hadn't tied my hair Or brushed my teeth I didnt say my prayers!! I, I wanted to fall asleep immediately so I could pretend that you were THERE. Ya know? Holding me at heart-beat's length Telling me to keep talking cause my voice is so mellifluous. my silly rambling is a lullaby. Sweet, melodic Pleasant, soothing Too much of a good thing I wanted to fall asleep immediately so I could land on our conversing and allow the reverberating echo of my collision to torment every Stage. Of. REM. A reflection of him And me. And time. Delayed gratification. The ever-waaaaning night! Tomorrow but a slow creep... sigh I wanted to fall asleep immediately 'Lest this moment forgo my keep. 3.18am 7.25.14
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Aug 27, 2014
Aug 27, 2014 at 11:02 PM UTC
I Wanted to Fall Asleep Immediately
At the darkest end of the rainbow It lies, The balance of vitality gone askew Unleashing its evil side, It creeps slowly then bares fangs With speed, Potent beyond regulation Its aberrant seeds, That will grow into whatever they want, That will grow however they want, That will grow as much as they want, Taking shapes of Flesh and blood and bile and bone And twisting their faces so They're recognisable no more, As if mocking us and our prayers For Growth- The immoral, the immortal side of the coin, Cancer, the evil twin of Life.
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Jun 2, 2018
Jun 2, 2018 at 11:43 PM UTC
The Evil Twin
There was a time before the claws of insecurity and self-hatred sank its talons into my skin It was sunshine, warm hugs and the sound of stories being read aloud I never wondered about my looks It never mattered There was never an inkling that my worth was measured in beauty Girls and women starve themselves to fit the moulds of artifical female bodies as if it is them and their bodies that are wrong and misfigured. When in actuality, it is the toxic ideals of our global society that are aberrant and rotten to the core. how are they to save themselves from the demons of their own mind how are you going to save us from them when you were the ones who put them there?
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Mar 8, 2014
Mar 8, 2014 at 11:27 AM UTC
society's ideal of beauty is killing people
Sleep is my greatest misfortune, sleep...? Is my aberrant torture Never been consumed by something like this before My body is at war, overwhelming gore My eyelids are folding over my body As I roll into my flesh bed I'm forced into a slumber, my eyes are obliged to unnaturally stay vexed   I dream... or am I graveled? My intellect is gulled, it affronts, it soars into my heart This is infernal, am I dreaming, or am I awake? A vulture took my brain and put it on a stake I took the "dream" and buried it all around As I come back from my excursion I am hampered, not manumitted   I'm underground
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Mar 9, 2014
Mar 9, 2014 at 4:20 AM UTC
i don't know if i was awake or asleep when i wrote this
I am my light, I am my savior My ego feeds on *** and drugs Fueling my archaic fluorescence, Ephemeral guises of love and permanence. My aberrant, absconding soul is always hungry. This restlessness is eating away my passion. I am floundering out, spinning to the ground But even at rock bottom, I am Technicolor.
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Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 12:07 AM UTC
I am my hero.
You call and say I'm aberrant You don't wanna be stuck indoors deviating I don't like your storms I miss your floodwaters I need an affectional sleet I miss your earthquakes Then you came with all your quaking You must think I'm an aftershock You must think I'm abnormal Now I can't find the volcanism without you Volcanism without you Queer and two Like the ingenue over slew Subthalamic and cuckoo And I'm dancing because you're undue Twisters ain't nothing when I'm betraying with ya Gay Do you mind if I steal a permafrost? I miss your downdrafts Calamities are not safe I don't like your cataclysms And every homosexuality is failsafe Then you came with all your frothing You must think I'm a calvinism It's time we had some infernos Will you hold me tight and not go flaming You don't wanna be stuck indoors backtracking When I'm shaming with ya Shaming with ya When I'm with you, all I have is inappropriate thoughts It's time we had some embarrassments I'm rebuking 'til dawn Na na na na gay Na na gay Like the tray over buffet Na na na na gay Like the valet over heyday Transgender and ok Got more halfway
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May 8, 2019
May 8, 2019 at 5:59 PM UTC
I'm Weird, So Just Don't Read This
A midnight daydream could not match my prolonged slumber, but the ice cold grin of isolation prohibits my resistance and such theology burns crisp justifications into my hands. Golden locks of hair surround the frayed edges of a rug conversing ideas and mocking the unscripted door I stand on. So I fabricated a tasteless disposition to leak through a thousand inconspicuous sermons that lean against me like a pile of corpses. Without a single whisper, I abandoned all but a faulty quest which holds me like a rotting prisoner between the contrived confessions of a minister who is required to dress into the eligible axiom, so he repairs his scattered dependence in the light of day and polishes the scruffs of his boots with the blessed liquid of God. But I required none but the shimmer of this crescent which produced this aberrant midnight daydream.
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Dec 3, 2011
Dec 3, 2011 at 4:07 PM UTC
Midnight Daydream