I promised I'd give writing a go again
so here I am

restlessly searching through
everything I've ever known
begging for something to write about

I've been happy lately I think

well I haven't wanted to self harm
well I have been eating
well I haven't cried much

crying rather

crying because I want things I can't have
crying because of music I love dearly
crying because I miss you

you are who made me like this

sierra21

july 7, 2015

You poured the gasoline and lit the match 
Now I’m burning 
Screaming in the dead of night 
I’m hurting 
Fighting for my life 
I’m dying 
You had the water
But now I have the grave