#xoxo
fur lined coat
misspoke, words stuck in my throat
xoxo, written
let attraction become diminished
misspoke, memories mined for gold
xoxo, smitten
misspoke, your scent clinging to my clothes
xoxo, got to go
long walk home
Nov 28, 2024
Nov 28, 2024 at 10:22 AM UTC
Do you realize how much you mean to me?
A genuine smile on your face all I want to see
Near to my heart hold the image of your face
It's one piece of you impossible to erase
Every moment we spend together helps carry me through
Lucky to have somebody in my life as special as you
May 6, 2024
May 6, 2024 at 6:00 AM UTC
๐๐ ๐ถ๐๐๐,
๐ถ๐๐น ๐๐ ๐ท๐๐น๐ ๐๐
๐๐.
๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐ถ๐๐, ๐พ๐ ๐๐๐ถ๐๐๐,
๐น๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐๐น,
๐ฏ๐ ๐๐๐๐ธ๐ฝ, ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐,
๐ป๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ธ๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐.
May 2, 2020
May 2, 2020 at 11:43 AM UTC
we've gone from strangers in the dark
the nighttime glow of excitementย
fingers brushing
faces flushing
now things are different
i hold a warmer hand
i don't look at you the same way
my heart's not racing like before
though i don't long for our previous intimacy
the kisses and warmth are forever gone
i miss you achingly
our late night evening conversations without hearts rushing
the care we shared for each other was pure
although the heat is gone
i did this to myself
i lost a best friend
Apr 13, 2020
Apr 13, 2020 at 4:38 AM UTC
no need for a map
my heart points to you
rough lines, tough steps
can't stop what I want to do
there hasn't been a moment where I've forgotten you
even when we're far apart
as long as we meet at the end of the horizon
I'll raise the masts
I'm being carried by the winds
put the rough waves of water's surface into sleep
tell you a million times so you won't miss
Feb 13, 2020
Feb 13, 2020 at 6:39 AM UTC
Waiting
For you on wires Iโm walking
Tightrope and your throat is
Dropping
Youโre arbitrarily clocking
Seconds between hearts
Throbbing
Arrive sweetly weโre embracing
Ace of spades in my pocket
Promising
I wonโt die tonight im tracing
The lines of your face and
Waiting
Jan 10, 2020
Jan 10, 2020 at 4:49 PM UTC
little things you send over
why am i not getting over
still continuing to crush me over
of those little gestures i thought will be over
what is this spell that i'm under
feeling heartbeats on down under
pumping blood like its all September
i don't wanna end this until December
please do remember
i am on this till forever
Jan 9, 2020
Jan 9, 2020 at 10:50 PM UTC
Cool stick to the rule
you can run but you can't hide
tic tac toe hero
Jul 6, 2019
Jul 6, 2019 at 11:11 AM UTC
the way I
the way you
โฆ.reside an preside by my side everyday an everynight of my life
a foreighn body next to me when youre off taking care of non fiction
the fact is precision a general vision of nature an you in my eyes thoughts take over my heart an soul an lead me when youre gone making a living
i can sing it or recite a acapella verse im cursed from birth to witness the worse case an scenario they playin my tunes on the sterio radio jams all over the world same track me an you
the way I
the way you
โฆ.. continue each an every day of my life my wife the one i want after death till infinity by my side
no stranger to my conscious but the woman of my dreamsโฆ who constantly gets me feeling the best feeling i can express an explain its so difficult to maintain this loves got me going insane each inch every penny an day the pain grows when youre not next to yours truly
a gift of your piece an expression is all i need when i wake up to feel confident
the rest is yours to deal with
no seperation of power
to contain this monumental
stead
because instead for instance
homestead upstate with your bread
bounty an countin our plenty
got so much love it
keeps growing keep it coming
love i want nothing but to
love you an love you more
the way i
the way you
โฆ got me feeling this feeling i cant express or explain its in plain sight here a plane view private jet or one on a solo mission to get at the haters who hurt you i have no remorse for this godly curse you have given me ever since i layed eyes upon youโฆ..
the way i
the way you
Apr 13, 2019
Apr 13, 2019 at 8:25 AM UTC
She was beauty
Sweet to taste
She was faulty
Made in haste
She was lovely
Bound in disgrace
Her creator was not kind
Her creator was wise
Her creator was not kind
She was beauty
Pale porcelain face
She was faulty
Cracked in her case
She was lovely
Jun 9, 2017
Jun 9, 2017 at 8:22 PM UTC
time flies
while we drive
beneath blue skies
when I'm looking at you with
โฅ heart eyes โฅ
& I can't lie
it feels like
******* paradise*
Apr 5, 2017
Apr 5, 2017 at 12:56 PM UTC
Is my mind creating you,
That look upon your face,
In my heart it's love I feel,
In my dreams we surely play,
You look at me and so vividly
It's burned into my head,
Every encounter I've have with you
Since that October when you left
Apr 29, 2016
Apr 29, 2016 at 2:32 AM UTC
it was recorded
sometime around age 2
me crying in another language
adieu adieu
they thought I was saying I do
but perhaps even then I knew
saying yes to someone else
meant saying a temporary good bye to you
I had only been here two years
yet cried lifetimes of pain in my tears
do you remember when we lived on venus
inside the city of love
how we looked down & laughed at paris
the way it tried to mimic us
that life was short lived and soon we were gone
we made our way to Johannesberg South Africa
where we felt we belonged
there was the first place I learned love on Earth could harm me
I wanted to return to venus: there we were warriors already
but you felt the need to join their army
I begged and I pleaded hoping on our planet you'd choose to stay
but you insisted you were going & worked hard to push me away
on your journey you got weak
and naturally yearned for home
I had grown tired of your silence & being on this journey all alone
it was the first journal I had started; the best poem I had ever wrote
the story of making my way up to the Ivory Coast
I spent what felt like a lifetime in solitude; just me & God
we discussed the majesty in our tragedy; even he thought it was odd
that the very things you loved
were the reasons you felt we couldn't be
you needed time to find yourself
but all you looked for was a replacement for me
we have journeyed near
we have traveled far
we are finally at the destination to discover who we are
I packed my bags and bravely made my start
no one to distract me or soothe my broken heart
getting to the bottom of things
its the best way to see
the depths of my souls ocean
rippled waves of me
I'm not juding your approach
no longer assuming how you feel
I just hope when you really start your journey
you have the courage to keep it real
that you'll be done being an oppurtunist
& take the time to heal
hurt people hurt people
unless they're hurting too
then they don't hurt each other they bond over being blue
I dont want anyone to fix me
I want to learn to do the work
to get to the core of my beauty
the essence of my worth
the day is coming soon;
I am fully committed
to receive you with open arms
there is strength in real forgiveness
I wont speak of the past harm
for it wouldn't be much more than a waste of my breath
I'd rather be present and converse about whats next...
may your heart be light
may your spirit be well
may every place you call home be somewhere you are meant to dwell
may you find your true reflection
may you find comfort in your own acceptance
may peace never be a stranger
may knowledge never lead you blind
may you understand me bidding you adieu; until next time <3
Apr 21, 2016
Apr 21, 2016 at 12:19 PM UTC
I've been single for a while and it's going really well.
Like, it's working out.
I think I'm The One
Feb 27, 2016
Feb 27, 2016 at 11:52 AM UTC
Your bright blue eyes,
Shined bright in the midnight sky.
I could feel your heart beat as I lay on your chest,
Not knowing what would happen next.
You sit up, run your fingers through my hair,
And gave me a sensational kiss, and said you loved me
I knew then that you really did care.
I forgot about all my previous scars,
As we continued to look at the stars.
I thought I knew what love was before,
But now I realize,
There was something else in store.
Feb 20, 2016
Feb 20, 2016 at 6:52 AM UTC
Not ego
We go
Let go
He flow
Bestow
Hes a muh ****** beast doe!!
Ive never been anything more then what my Father has made me to be be I may have been sane but briefly cause God man is just "crazy" (the way that He Loves me.)
...
Sswwwooooo!
I AM THE FORE-RUNNER FOR UNDER-GUNNERS WHO SHOOT FOR THE STOMACH PUMPIN HUMPIN THE DURT
YOUR NASTY MIND IS SUCH A PERVERSE
PERVASIVE PILE, HOLD ON ILL LET THAT LAST ONE JUST SINK IN A LITTLE WHILE.
SATANS CRAMPIN' MY STYLE. TRIED DIGESTING THE BIAL BUT I NEED A VITAL
SIGN HIS TITLES BLIND BUT MINE IS THRU THE VINE OK JUST ONE MORE LINE
MERRY CHRISTMAS
FROM MY HEARTS OWN MIND
Dec 24, 2015
Dec 24, 2015 at 12:15 AM UTC
"Hear da children crying!
Give thanks and praise to the Lord..."
I don't feel alright.
Not tonight...
When the moon is
FULL & BRIGHT
ILLUMINATING i
WHATS
R
E
A
L
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 12:44 AM UTC
ill shove flowers into my mouth and choke
myself to death with all the pollen because you
know im allergic to lilacs but you said they make my eyes look beautiful and i wanted to be
just that.
Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 11:12 PM UTC
I wrangle words
Strangle verbs
Milk them for all they're worth
Nov 28, 2014
Nov 28, 2014 at 12:41 PM UTC
Tiny special sparks of life
footprints in the sand
waves and waves of swaying butterflies
dancing daisies
singing bees
the light in your eyes
I live for that
Sweet kisses late at night
you touch my lips
soft caresses
miniature goosebumps
the love in your eyes
I live for that
Silly gestures
making faces,
and poking fun
jokes, the odd quirky dance
the laughter in your eyes
I live for that
These days,
I live for that,
the passion,
the sparkle,
the enjoyment for life;
in your eyes.
Sep 5, 2014
Sep 5, 2014 at 12:31 AM UTC
sitting in my room all day long
thinking about him, how he treats me wrong
there is tons of other boys
only one special i love his smile his person his voice
he might be a little older
but i can always cry on his shoulder
he might be far away
but i'll get there and finally kiss him someday
he makes me smile
even when i havent in a while
when im sad he can feel it
when im broken he can always heal it
we like the same things
and i hope that some day we'll prove it with rings
i never thought we'd get this close
but it's clear as air now this love is my daily dose
i love you so much XOXO
your babygirl
your my vinyl scratch, my saviour!
Aug 17, 2014
Aug 17, 2014 at 2:21 PM UTC