#wth
No one, no one here, no one there, ever.
Uncared for, it felt dark and misty.
All alone, aside seven billion souls.
Needed only when needed, a solitude.
Ring-fenced in an imaginary world of love.
No escape for me to my reality, it hurts.
Kept knocking on the walls, for affection.
Wisely I tethered on, purposely off, living in a solstice of dream.
Jun 28, 2020
Jun 28, 2020 at 1:11 AM UTC
We are cow!
Grass is yummy!
And the pasture
Makes we hungry!
Steal straw faster
Grab by hunkies!
Rise, Go faster
Pass by monkeys!
So
I jump with glee
Squirt my ***
they die sadly
Watch them happily!
For we are cow.
Sep 30, 2018
Sep 30, 2018 at 6:37 PM UTC
A warm sunset day
Painting pictures in my head
Van-Gogh with a brush
Snow stops in the shade
The dark cold melting away
It is black outside
A single picture
Ruins..the beauty of it
Its gone...forever.
The sun risen up
Is such a hard sight to see
For, it is blinding.
Apr 25, 2018
Apr 25, 2018 at 9:26 PM UTC
Actually that really ******
I read the message right when you sent it. And it took me three hours to respond because I didn't know what to do. I mean it's all whatever but the news you delivered has really put a **** damper on my thought process. Coming second best has been the issue in the past three semi sort of relationships I have had and every time the weight gets heavier and heavier and it just ***** I hate coming in second. More than anything. It spurs my jealous blood stream. So I guess In future reference..maybe no reason is better than a reason to not want to see someone. For me it's the less I know the better. Because I think too much.
Jan 20, 2016
Jan 20, 2016 at 12:35 AM UTC
I would love to be Kim Jong (Yung) Un.
fat, rich, and powerful,
make my people believe our world is indestructible,
all the while keeping them malleable and gullible.
I could keep my people stuck.
make them sleep in fear,
if I manage to hear they don't like they way I clean my ears.
ill be terrible with criticism,
make terrible decisions,
and I'll also build hotels for no one to live in em'.
Ill try and start **** because I'm spoiled and have this strange pride in which I think I covet something when it never was rightfully really mine.
But its alright,
I am who could be heard,
who should be feared,
and I should be the center of attention,
in an auditorium where everyone was taught
since birth to praise me and my family.
but im pretty content with the fact that I can type this and not get my skull bashed in by the militant police, because of political scrutiny.
Jan 22, 2015
Jan 22, 2015 at 11:51 AM UTC
You are trying to love me but I wont let you
because I am also trying to love me
It will take eternity for me to break down this way
I have to find me another way of doing this
and in that path,,, you don't exist
I cant give you a piece of me, to me you are a stranger
I don't want to hold hands with a stranger
I don't want to be loved when I don't know how to love
I cant do this....
I don't love, I don't need you anymore.
So as you walk out don't look back, as I break your heart don't cry.
Lesson learned is that you deserve better, better than me, better than this.
I can never give you want you want , which is me.
Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 2:42 PM UTC
Today I think the world has latched
Onto the climate of my soul:
For now, not only have I a shivering heart,
But all those around me are cold.
Aug 14, 2014
Aug 14, 2014 at 3:09 PM UTC