It’s raining in June,
Yet all the flowers still bloom,
With a charming Rune,
My heart loves this tune,
From the window of my room,
Brightly shine the Lune.
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 2:15 PM UTC
Let me look after you
I will give you the world
The whole wide world
Lay at your beautiful, delicate feet
Let me shower you with stars
I'll catch those stars myself
With my own bare hands
So that your days and nights will both be sparkling
Let me dive in the deepest ocean
I'll swim amongst the toughest sharks and whales
To get you that biggest pearl
Then you shall wear it as a necklace on your swan like neck
What do you have to do for me
Nothing, of course my dear love
Hmm maybe you should quit your job
I'll look after you, remember
See your family? Next week?
But you promised me you'll go with me
That's my girl, good girl, good girl
Perhaps you can see them next time
You haven't seen your best friend
She wants to see you after two years?
Tomorrow is it? But you said you'll do that with me
That's it, my good girl, next time it is
I didn't mean it, you know that
It's just that you provoked me
I told you so that I liked them in straight lines
I'm sorry, I'll never do that again
There is no need to call the doctor
You are fine, stop being dramatic
It will heal like all those before
You deserve it, you know, my good girl
Where are you?! Where are you hiding?
Come out! Come out from wherever you are!
No! No! No!
Wake up! Wake up now my good girl!
Don't let it end this way .......
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 2:13 PM UTC
What have become of us
How will we ever grow
What will our future be
What have become of us
We say what we want to say
Without even thinking of how that person will feel
The freedom we thought we owned
Has really made us into virtual bullies
The words and thoughts we once only dared to keep inside
We now type away furiously on our little keyboards
Vile, angry, evil words flood the tiny screen
Leaving the other person feel their world is really ending
Bullies, we are, we have turned to be
Leaving emotional scars trailing everywhere we go
No guilt whatsoever which makes it so much worse
Our inner self is really deep dark and cruel
What have become of us
Why are we like that
How did we turn out this way
What have become of us
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 2:13 PM UTC
You have a choice every single time
Make it good
Make it worth it
Make it memorable
Make it last
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 2:11 PM UTC
Today
I am reminded that I am hated
That I am never good enough
That my past mistakes will forever haunt me
That repenting is a waste of time
That I will forever be judged by my sins
Tomorrow
I shall remind myself that I am loved more
That I am good enough
That I learned from my past mistakes
That repenting brings me closer to God
That I will instead be judged by how much I learned from my sins
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 2:11 PM UTC
Aslan
You make me want to write
My most inner thoughts
May they are vulnerable and raw
You make me want to feel them all
I look at you and I see innocence
One I wish I can protect with all my might
One I wish will last forever and a day
One I wish shall remain pure as ever
You filled me up with your candid love
Your cheeky grins and contagious laugh
You make me feel I'm on top of the world
Your love so grand, I am so shy and honoured
Aslan
You are my love, my favourite person
Your little self ain't so little no more
You are my reason to work endlessly hard
Your entire being I won't let be full of woes
I love you lil lion of mine
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 2:11 PM UTC
Do you give yourself room for down time?
Do you let yourself go and just feel every single feeling?
Do you lock yourself up and fall to the ground?
Do you allow yourself to taste every bitter pill?
You should
You should cut yourself some slack
You should allow yourself to be low so that you can rise
You should let yourself grieve and be sad
You should know that you cannot bully your own self
You should love yourself
You should
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 2:11 PM UTC
I'm sorry
I take for granted that you will understand
That you will feel what I feel
How I'm feeling so sad and disappointed inside
I'm sorry
I forgot that you are not an adult
That you are still a tiny little boy
How I should not burden your small shoulders with my worries
I'm sorry
I must remind myself that I'm the parent
That you are merely a child, my child
How I should be the one looking after all
I'm sorry sugarbum
I really am
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 2:11 PM UTC
You used to make me feel giddy
Anticipating for our next rendezvous
You used to make me able
To fly around without visible wings
You used to make me see
Things which were not real
You used to make me fight
For justice which was not even fair
You used to make me angry
When you disappeared out of thin air
You used to make me cry
Endless tears while mending my owh so broken heart
You now make me feel proud
Of picking up the shattered pieces you left behind
You now make me feel great
For being the only one wearing the parent cap
You now make me feel nothing
Because really I am the one who I should thank
You now make me feel zero
Because that's what you are, nil, nada, no more
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 2:10 PM UTC
Tell me right now
What do you want from me?
Tell me right now
Why do you always hurt me?
Tell me right now
How do you heal the intense pain you brought me?
Tell me right now
Where do you think this will bring me?
Tell me right now
Who will help and support me?
Tell me right now
When will you ever really love me?
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 2:10 PM UTC