#worklife
Written: Nov/24/2025
Sandy pit pockets.
A hand slid down into
a western buyer's mine.
I pray for the hate to go away.
A golden fawn walks out as a
silver hawk flies off a cactus.
The Lord commanded me:
"Relax and rest".
He has a bunch of elect that refuse
to bow the knee to the baals.
hanukkah comes but I delight
by removing all the candles.
My coworker connected with me
over our love for the
Sonic adventure 2 battle soundtrack.
That's all I needed to not quit
being a glorified
receptionist.
Dec 18, 2025
Dec 18, 2025 at 7:26 PM UTC
I’m trying my best, yet somehow I fade,
each passing day feels like I’m losing my shade.
An unknown place, with unknown eyes,
I’m tracing roots where no one tries.
Every day a battle, soft and unseen,
from small mistakes to words too mean.
I wonder often, where did I fall?
In rooms of chatter, I feel so small.
They laugh in rhythms I can’t define,
their friendship flows in a different line.
Everyone’s rushing, I stand still,
too much time, too little thrill.
No proof to show that I’m built strong,
just echoes asking what went wrong.
But still, I stay, I breathe, I try,
to find my place beneath this sky.
Nov 6, 2025
Nov 6, 2025 at 10:11 AM UTC
When you rise, you already know:
The lab waits, stale and still.
Same floor, dirt, same click of keys—
A day measured in dust, not thrill.
Forty hours, earned and owed.
The hands of clocks don’t tick—they tap.
Each second held like lab samples—
Precise, but hollow, neatly stacked.
You know the price.
Wear your coat, neat and white.
Glasses on, hair tied tight.
I check the time,
Just to be met with nothing new.
Lunch breaks stretch—too slow, too long—
Like the day itself drains the soul.
That awful smell,
Heating samples to a hiss.
The heat rolls out—
Burns your limbs, once blissfully unaware.
You finish early. Precision wins—
But time is a master, not a guide.
They won't send you home for clarity—
They only need your hours, not your pride.
The dirt beneath the microscope
Is cleaner than this worn routine.
What once was physics, full of light,
Now quantifies what might have been.
You didn’t light my passion—
I burned it to the ground.
Taught me nothing new,
Expanded only knowledge of life:
Forty hours a week—
A dead-end job.
You know the steps before you move.
Your badge, your desk, your shift, your face.
You could draw it blind, dream it still—
Each breath a brace for empty space.
You cry on days you can't explain.
Too much knowing breaks the soul.
Routine is a cruel scientist—
It tests your limits. Marks its toll.
But still, you rise. And still, you go—
Not for the thrill, but for control.
If chaos is the only other path,
Then monotony feels like parole.
I left the lab, but left much more.
A spark once lit by force and flight
Now physics haunts, not holds me close—
A love I lost to measured light.
Not every passion finds its path,
But some still shine from deep within.
Jul 7, 2025
Jul 7, 2025 at 2:33 PM UTC
i feel like potential is dripping out of the tips of my fingers
golden ochre spilling across every surface
staining everything it touches
marks and scar of waste to show that all i do is fail
use it use it use it
make use of this potential before it leaves you, my mind screams
use it use it use it
so i do i do i do
and slowly ochre turns to a shimmering bronze
i can't pay it any mind
Aug 11, 2023
Aug 11, 2023 at 10:05 PM UTC
malam ini,
si bocah rewel berhenti menyamar
pikirannya terlalu gerah
jiwanya renta, terkekang
tempurung dahi hanya terisi geram
kantong kapuk bersaksi
atas tangis kelelahan tanpa suara
ia sempat doyan bekerja
berpayah-payah memunguti kerikil
satu demi satu
tiap pijakannya bukan tindakan acak
menempa diri demi bilangan
kini yang tersisa
hanya pendar-pendar ambisi & setungku kekosongan menjemukan
Ia berkutat pada teka teki yang tersuguh manis
mencari pembebasan yang sepadan
berharap segera merdeka dari jerat alur yang mengikat keras
berlumuran lamunan
ia berserah, membakar doa
sambil melempar akal
'adakah satu dari seluruh umat manusia yang masih belum paham, kita ini gerombolan wayang bukan dalang!'
Apr 7, 2022
Apr 7, 2022 at 12:07 PM UTC
There aren’t many jobs
where Sunday night
cold grips your guts
and has you palpitate
while midwives are called
and antiques are roadshowed
every inch of will is bent up
in figuring the impossible
if we all know how leading horses to water ends
then can we not give the stable hands a break?
As I watch my own digits shake,
stable hands seems like a joke
no one lets me in on
Sep 26, 2021
Sep 26, 2021 at 3:24 PM UTC
We try to sink into the crepuscular
as behind, another working week
picks us out of its teeth
we throw a couple of weaves
into the route to the sofa
for a headful of peace, maybe
though home has deaf ears too,
we love them
and through years of gaining favour
we’ll keep bruised hearts open there
beyond, you’ll see each aortal latch fixed,
each ventricular bolt slid
and each arterial snib
locked
if sweat and tears are the currency
you’d better ****** earn it
Sep 24, 2021
Sep 24, 2021 at 12:39 PM UTC
Today I thought **** you.”
You’re rude to those I love
through ignorance,
yours of course, as mine is finer tuned
though I abhor you
for your corporate judgment
in kind I’m classifying you
to post in **** encrusted pigeonholes
so future proles
will know to write you off
and your specious waffle
will forever be followed
by polite cough,
Yours Faithfully
Apr 23, 2021
Apr 23, 2021 at 12:27 PM UTC
The headlights blaze,
a horn honks,
I look at the traffic light, I wait,
at a signal, in a traffic jam,
stuck.
Soldiers storm a university,
in a book a dog dies,
a girl fights tumors in her *******
the world turns,
and in a traffic jam, I remain
stuck.
Later in the night,
in my bed, I lie scrolling
Instagram stories follow one another,
a quick progression:
outrage on an atrocity turns and
becomes 40% Sale on a fashion brand, turns and
becomes the best biryani in town, turns and
becomes a friend at a pub, turns and
becomes my office desk, turns and
becomes an empty page, turns and
becomes a traffic jam, turns and
does not become anything, and I remain
stuck.
Jan 14, 2020
Jan 14, 2020 at 6:55 AM UTC
sometime
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I wish
I
was a fashion designer or someonelikethat maybe living in newyork being botheredbymynicotineaddiction but happy to not have to go stand intherain
wearing bellsleevesonatuesday and feeling n i c e and callingmymotherbefore dinner and having lunch withmybest friend and her dog
and living a life asleep
sometimes
it feels good towishicouldbe someone else and to know that instead i will alway
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b e m e
Jan 3, 2019
Jan 3, 2019 at 7:00 PM UTC
wake up, brush teeth, get dressed
make coffee, pack, double check.
the same routine every day,
the same day played out yet again.
the same email to the same type
of people who i know aren't going
to make a purchase. the same answers
to all the same questions.
going home at the same time,
to the same place i hate, thinking
all the same thoughts, wondering,
wondering,
wondering.
if this is 'life', maybe i'm not cut
out for it.
May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 10:00 AM UTC
A perfect escape
away with the city's rush,
Stolen moment
Long trip is worth it,
the beautiful sea proved it
lose myself a bit.
Sun kissed while dancing,
listening to good music
with the wind's cold breeze.
Mind, body, spirit,
Lying on sands was really
a relaxing moment.
Was truly refreshed
by having peace from my own
struggles and thoughts.
Enjoyed life at last,
made every moment a blast
sad it ended fast.
Mar 1, 2018
Mar 1, 2018 at 3:04 PM UTC
sitting blankly in this chair again,
feet planted firmly on this patterned carpet.
the air conditioner hums softly,
pulling me with the soft cushion of coldness.
exhaustion drags my eyes down,
away from the glaring lights of this screen.
voices droning on in the background,
smiles, handshakes, "how do you do?"'s.
the ringing phone sounds like one big sigh,
i suppose it's just another Monday.
Jul 21, 2017
Jul 21, 2017 at 5:12 PM UTC