#wishedtobegod
I know this jasmine girl
On her tender age,
This young and beautiful innocent woman,
She is full of misery and pain
Who has seen sufferings
Beyond comprehensions
Since her innocence years
A beautiful jasmine girl
Whose heart is golden
Yet full of life and lights
Undeniably brave under
Her uncontrollable circumstances.
I compared myself with her standing
And found no words to describe
my stupidity, how much
I complain about simple things
My silliness for crying rivers for
Like to a pinch of a needle or for
A scratch under my toenails
Or for a seasonal cold or flu
Compared to her life threatening
Complications and diagnoses
Which she is suffering from each day
Since her youthful days.
I feel her pains cutting through
My veins like a double edged knife and
Yet unable to do a single thing for her
except, wishing, wishing that
Just for a blink of a ticking second,
I wished to be God
For I can take her pains away
To see her smile for a day
To see her take her first pain free steps
Like a little child whose heart melts
To her first toy play.
Sep 10, 2017
Sep 10, 2017 at 5:12 PM UTC
It’s hard to know, how life goes
When we only tend to see, its golden glows
Still not satisfied, always aiming high
We secluded treasures, lying under our eyes
Princess you’re, jasmine flower
Growing in the desert, getting less water
Your beauty still shines, in withering state
You lost not faith, for living with such fate
I looked at your eyes
Tears filled my eyes
To know such beauty, is hidden away
And suddenly can fade, at any given day
I try to compose you, words of delight
And pray as I could, with my open heart
Your stubborn bravery, for many to see
Hoping that one day, fine you will be
You’re teaching me a lot, to really be thankful
God’s funny way, when he send you my angel
I want to hold your hands, walk you by the beachside
So you forget your pains, that are hidden inside
But, my heart skips a beat, with your radio silence
For I’m not next to you, to make sure your existence
I hope you are very well, dancing with the wind
Send me your silly invites, so I can hold your hand,
Together on the beach, we can dance on the sand
jobiranyc (11/23/2017)
Nov 23, 2017
Nov 23, 2017 at 3:28 AM UTC