#wired
Yesterday
I was to be still
I was to be small, folded
My body needed darkness
And in absence, re-moulded.
Today
I am muscle contractions
I am cleaving ice
Pulsating, whirring machinery
Oil, wax and spice.
Tomorrow
I hope I am opalescent
Wet with new skin
Creative and energised anew
Flowing, flowing within.
Jul 15, 2025
Jul 15, 2025 at 11:46 PM UTC
I miss headphones
with wires
I really felt
connected
to my music
May 2, 2025
May 2, 2025 at 9:31 AM UTC
Lines and lines, druggy times.
Bleeding nostrils and racing thoughts.
Fast heart beats and feeling distraught.
Alert and awake, thoughts are chasing me in a maze.
I've lost it, I'm back on the powder.
They call me Kat, because my spirit animal is one of a cat like creature, and my drug of choice.
Fierce, sneaky, stealthy, and mischievous.
Kat is my name, one of many different personalities.
Freaky is her demeanor.
Wired and full of energy, mind is coming down, muscle spasms are happening.
I need to sleep, 2 in the morning and I'm writing forbidden thoughts.
Dreams that are nightmares that aren't stopping, I have no hold.
Will it ever stop?
Control before it becomes an addiction.
Hold, or the demons will rain, toxic tears to my waking existence.
Oct 25, 2019
Oct 25, 2019 at 8:16 PM UTC
If the leap of faith is
a quantum one
unexpected company
wants some
and
John
could be
strategically insignificant,
legally
deemed incompetent,
I
rest my case
reset my face
and place an order at
the bar.
My Sunday
so far
so good.
Mar 11, 2018
Mar 11, 2018 at 5:31 PM UTC
Tell me,
How many sips does it take,
How many puffs does it take,
How many pills does it take,
How many sniffs does it take,
How many needles does it take,
To feel the way I do?
Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 5:00 PM UTC
Energy drinks and no release
Heart beat flies: rise and sink
Jitters and anxiety won't let me sleep
The rush of power devours the sheep
Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 12:44 PM UTC
Of feeling tired
Wrongly wired at
Birth
Each step filled
with feathers
Refuse to belong
to the Earth
Aug 27, 2014
Aug 27, 2014 at 5:08 AM UTC