#wideawake
As I lay in my bed in this dark room,
the silence is wide awake , my mind too.
My thoughts immediatly go to you,
every moment of the day until my eyes grow so heavy
and my body is at full peace.
But still you are there in the back of my mind.
You are just like a piece from heaven,
so beautiful and unreal,
but your kisses taste like desire and trust.
Jul 9, 2019
Jul 9, 2019 at 2:51 PM UTC
Hypnophobia
A fear of sleep
A fear of dreaming
Much too deep
Hypnophobia
Close each eye
Lie in darkness
It hears your cry
Hypnophobia
Fall asleep
Hypnophobia
Dream so deep
Hypnophobia
Close those eyes
Hypnophobia
Will you arise?
Nov 24, 2018
Nov 24, 2018 at 5:20 PM UTC
It's not about being wide awake thus getting no sleep.
It's about being so tired, that your body
shuts down but your thoughts don't
It doesn't feel like you just drank a cup of coffee
and you can't keep your eyes closed
It feels like you haven't had your cup yet.
J.M
Jan 11, 2018
Jan 11, 2018 at 11:43 PM UTC
clock in
somewhere between midnight and eery silece
peeling my eyes wide, can not close
(they can't)
have to keep busy
busy, busy, busy
my mind is always busy like it's a job
no time for breaks
no happy thoughts
the one laying next to me is rich in slumber
resting from his day of work
I am wide awake,
my mind working quickly, my eyes watering just on que
it's all part of the routine
I have to never forget you
it's okay, my dear dreamer
sleep well,
I will take the night shift.
Apr 3, 2016
Apr 3, 2016 at 5:10 PM UTC
at night when I go to rest my mind
to my surprise you're all I find
a very sweet peaceful sleep
like angels dancing in my sheets ✨
these dreams are lucid yes clear to see
even in my dreams you're apart of me
they say the mind while its asleep
expresses things that the heart can't speak ..
at night when I go to rest my mind
to my surprise you're all I find
Dec 9, 2015
Dec 9, 2015 at 4:56 AM UTC
Every night I lay awake scared of one thing and one thing only, Loosing you. We may not be together. But im scared of never seeing you again. Never talking to you. I don't ever wanna loose you more than I already have.
Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 9:45 AM UTC
"When I can't sleep at night
I stare at the empty side of my bed,
and wonder about the things
I would tell you
if you were laying right
Next to me"
-Unknown
Apr 19, 2015
Apr 19, 2015 at 11:46 PM UTC
It's 3 am. Again.
I'm wide awake.
There's no reason for you to haunt me
And yet,
the permanent ache residing in my chest
is starting to feel normal.
I've begun to forget
the life I had before this.
I'm hollowed out,
my insides scraped away
by everything and nothing at all.
At night, I reminisce
half-fantasying a life we never lived.
And dully, I remember all the places our bodies met
but never touched.
My thoughts run away from me again.
I think of you. I think of me. I think of us.
No. There was never an us.
Not really.
There was always a space in between,
So we'd never had to feel.
And still, your departure has left me with a wound too deep to ever heal.
Nov 3, 2014
Nov 3, 2014 at 9:11 PM UTC