You left me and everything we had
Now you expect me to take you back
You broke my heart and threw it away
Now yes is the answer you think I will say?
I’m done trying, I lost my hope
I’ve finished chasing, I had to stop
May 1, 2020
May 1, 2020 at 8:00 PM UTC
Don’t hug me or charm me with your smile
You really shouldn’t lead me on another mile
Let’s not pretend you have true feelings in your heart
Another in your life is keeping us apart
Now leave me be so I don’t miss each sweet, tender kiss
May 1, 2020
May 1, 2020 at 7:58 PM UTC
I no longer want to see
I no longer want to breathe
Knowing you’re with her only kills me
I tried to hide the pain
But fighting it drives me insane
I wanted you to hold me
You’re the only one who knows me
I still want you to love me
Although you put others above me
I needed you to be my everything
Now I’ve become so lonely
We’re nothing
It kills me
I can’t breathe
May 1, 2020
May 1, 2020 at 7:52 PM UTC
I gaze into your eyes to see
You no longer have that love for me
Your love felt so destined
I couldn’t see an end
You’re the one I want forever
It was supposed to be you and I together
I constantly reminisce how you’d call me your lady
Now I miss you so much I feel I’ve gone crazy
You’re always on my mind, regardless of what I do
I pray you never forget how much love I gave to you
May 1, 2020
May 1, 2020 at 7:44 PM UTC
When you said you wanted to strangle me
I thought how grand that would be
There wouldn’t be a me to cause more stress
I wouldn’t be around to make more of a mess
You could live your life as any normal day
I’d be your problem, come and gone away
So wrap your hands around my neck
and don’t stop until I choke on my last breath
As you feel accomplished you want to stay to check
Now ****** is your addiction, now it is your ****
My life is gone, no room for precious moments
My life is gone, there’s nothing more that torments
May 1, 2020
May 1, 2020 at 7:32 PM UTC
Every happy moment has come and gone
The sad moments are lasting far too long
I try to stay optimistic
But you’ve become so narcissistic
Only thinking of yourself
Paying no mind to my mental health
Constant belief that already I am dead
Yet an endless reel of unanswered questions are still rushing through my head
May 1, 2020
May 1, 2020 at 7:26 PM UTC
I’m all out of tears
They’ve dried through the years
I thought they were a sign of weakness
Yet I continue to portray my meekness
In surrender, I close my eyes to pray
Even still the end may never go my way
Pain and loneliness overflow within me
If you hand me a rope, I’d gladly find a tree
The sound of distress breaks through my emptiness
There is no other topic I feel compelled to address
May 1, 2020
May 1, 2020 at 7:19 PM UTC
Waking up in the still of the night
Waking up while you're holding me tight
Waking up when I feel your little shivers
Waking up to tuck your feet in the covers
Waking up then planting a kiss on your nose
Waking up as you angelically doze
Now she wakes up while you are sound asleep
As I'm waking up without you next to me
Mar 15, 2019
Mar 15, 2019 at 11:49 PM UTC
Learn to stay quiet
Do not speak a word
You're allowed to be seen
Not to be heard
Your ideas will not matter
Since you have that pretty face
Otherwise your body
Would be such a waste
Yes, you are brilliant
But never must you tell
You read each novel in darkness
Plotting an escape from where you dwell
Jan 6, 2019
Jan 6, 2019 at 10:08 PM UTC
My eyelids become heavy with desire. Craving an unknown, improbable future. Color swipes behind closed eyes, painting the image my mind continues to reminisce.
My fingertips ignite with warmth. They wander to where they crave to reside. Charting its surface, memorizing the curvature with a texture ever smooth.
My ears perky of familiarity. Pleasured by the sheer sensual vibration of my name having traveled vocal chords, tongue, teeth, lips.
Surround, engulf, indulge me.
Your venturesome soul sails through dimensional dynamics. Could this be you inhabiting in my senses?
Nov 24, 2018
Nov 24, 2018 at 5:44 PM UTC