#whatwasithinking
the journey commences,
both here we begin.
assured in our senses,
content in our sins.
suddenly you grow cold,
our horizons freeze.
this life we planned to mould,
you neglect with ease.
i escape this dream, everything turns bright.
the roads feel calmer, we're lost in the night,
'til we gently approach a traffic light.
the lights glare green, as you grow keen.
the lights trigger amber, you erupt with anger.
the lights turn red, our love turns
dead.
Jul 14, 2020
Jul 14, 2020 at 7:07 PM UTC
I don't know
what I was thinking
when I decided to post
my most deep, dark
personal thoughts online.
I'm practically invisible
located in a sanctuary
I'm just horrified by what's
possible, it's all mental
who's reading this?
don't tell me
I don't want to
know you, and I don't
want you to know
the real me
let me be
I wanna be free
I'm sick of your judgement
whether it be real
or all mental
who's reading this?
don't tell me, please
I'm filled with anxious curiosity
don't forget, I'm contradictory
let me be
Jul 12, 2015
Jul 12, 2015 at 9:36 PM UTC