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I wake to the unfamiliar familiar: The sound of snowfall Books by Thoreau Snapshots of a roiling sea The stained-glass daybreak The dizzy framework of her warm body There are patterns in repeat: A kiss A reminisce A fleur-de-lis They Find me Bind me Intertwine with me I am winter, she whispered, I am spring In medias res, you shall fall for me all over again
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Jan 9
Jan 9, 2026 at 4:08 AM UTC
Links in the Relapse Chain
Have you ever thought 𝗪𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗜𝗦 𝗜𝗧 𝗧𝗢 𝗕𝗘 𝗧𝗥𝗨𝗟𝗬 𝗙𝗥𝗘𝗘? Being in a position granting free will? That is, not being someone's slave or held in confinement? Having a more or less decent income, which allows to satisfy consumerist needs, & the opportunity to travel the world, some probably consider themselves free (funny). Let's say you're such a person. Now imagine the following. Some bad guy(s) comes(-) &, either by threats of violence, threats of harming to your close ones, or threats of publicly disclosing something being a blackmail material, intimidates(-) you into submitting to whatever it is that they want from you. Or, vice-versa, tempts(-) you with something you find hard to reject. You still think you're free, you satisfied consumer? To me, being truly free means 𝗛𝗔𝗩𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗡𝗢 𝗢𝗥 𝗡𝗜𝗚𝗛-𝗢𝗡 𝗡𝗢 𝗪𝗘𝗔𝗞𝗡𝗘𝗦𝗦𝗘𝗦 𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗖𝗔𝗡 𝗕𝗘 𝗨𝗦𝗘𝗗 𝗔𝗚𝗔𝗜𝗡𝗦𝗧 𝗬𝗢𝗨. That is, 𝗕𝗘𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗙𝗥𝗘𝗘 𝗙𝗥𝗢𝗠 𝗙𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗦 (𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗟𝗨𝗗𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗙𝗘𝗔𝗥 𝗢𝗙 𝗗𝗘𝗔𝗧𝗛), 𝗣𝗘𝗥𝗦𝗢𝗡𝗔𝗟 𝗔𝗧𝗧𝗔𝗖𝗛𝗠𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗦, 𝗧𝗘𝗠𝗣𝗧𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡𝗦, 𝗔𝗗𝗗𝗜𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡𝗦 & 𝗕𝗔𝗗 𝗛𝗔𝗕𝗜𝗧𝗦. And also 𝗕𝗘𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗖𝗔𝗣𝗔𝗕𝗟𝗘 𝗢𝗙 𝗦𝗘𝗟𝗙-𝗗𝗘𝗙𝗘𝗡𝗦𝗘, in order to not be physically abusable (physical abuse, in its turn, violates one of human freedoms, namely, physical/bodily integrity). There's only one truly free person (with the exception, to some degree, of being capable of self-defense) coming to my mind when I think of it. It's the Joker from Christopher Nolan's "The Dark Knight". He doesn't seem to be afraid to die. In the scene where he walks towards the Dark Knight approaching him on his batpod, he expresses a call for the vigilante to hit him. He's not intimidated when he gets beaten up by him in the interrogation room. He even laughs in response, as well as when he’s in a freefall in the wake of being thrown out of the skyscraper. He has no people he's attached to (at least, it's not mentioned in the film). Despite he mentions "if you're good at something, never do it for free", he doesn’t seem to have any temptations, which is partly confirmed when he sets a huge pile of cash (which includes his cut) aflame, saying then: "All you care about is money. This town deserves a better class of criminal". I can't allow myself not to mention that had such an individual a moral compass of V/Robert McCall/Jason  "Red Hood" Todd & were that individual an expert fighter & assassin like them, it would be not just a regular film vigilante, but a nigh-on unstoppable/unbreakable society purger/trash eliminator (whichever sounds better to you). And in this rotten world full of authoritarian regimes & organized crime, such a force is necessary. ———————————————————————————————— Вы когда-нибудь задумывались, ЧТО ЗНАЧИТ БЫТЬ ПО-НАСТОЯЩЕМУ СВОБОДНЫМ? Быть в позиции, предоставляющей свободу воли? То есть, не быть чьим-нибудь рабом или не удерживаться в заключении? Имея более-менее приличный доход, позволяющий удовлетворять потребительские нужды, и возможность путешествовать по миру, некоторые, вероятно, считают себя свободными (забавно). Допустим, вы - такой человек. А теперь представьте следующее. Приходит какой(-ие)-нибудь плохой(-ие) парень(-ни) и, либо угрозами насилия, угрозами причинения вреда вашим близким, либо угрозой публичного раскрытия чего-то, являющегося материалом для шантажа, запугивает(-ют) вас, вынуждая подчиниться чему бы это ни было, чего он(-и) от вас хотят. Или, наоборот, искушает(-ют) вас чем-то, что вам трудно отвергнуть. Вы всё ещё думаете, что вы свободны, удовлетворённый вы потребитель? Для меня быть по-настоящему свободным означает НЕ ИМЕТЬ ИЛИ ПОЧТИ НЕ ИМЕТЬ СЛАБОСТЕЙ, КОИ МОГУТ БЫТЬ ИСПОЛЬЗОВАНЫ ПРОТИВ ВАС. То есть, БЫТЬ СВОБОДНЫМ ОТ СТРАХОВ (ВКЛЮЧАЯ СТРАХ СМЕРТИ), ЛИЧНЫХ ПРИВЯЗАННОСТЕЙ, ИСКУШЕНИЙ, ЗАВИСИМОСТЕЙ И ВРЕДНЫХ ПРИВЫЧЕК. А также БЫТЬ СПОСОБНЫМ К САМООБОРОНЕ, чтобы не быть уязвимым к физическим посягательствам (что, в свою очередь нарушает одну из человеческих свобод, а точнее, физическую/телесную неприкосновенность). Мне на ум приходит лишь один по-настоящему свободный человек (за исключением, в некоторой степени, способности к самообороне), когда я думаю об этом. Это Джокер из «Тёмного рыцаря» Кристофера Нолана. Не похоже, что он боится умереть. В сцене, где он идёт к Тёмному рыцарю, приближающемуся к нему на своём batpod'е, он выражает призыв, чтоб вигилант сбил его. Он не запуган, когда тот избивает его в комнате для допросов. Он даже смеётся в ответ, как и тогда, когда он находится в свободном падении после того, как он выброшен из небоскрёба. У него нет людей, к коим он привязан (по крайней мере, об этом не упоминается в фильме). И хотя он упоминает «Если ты хорош в чём-то, никогда не делай это бесплатно», не похоже, что у него имеются искушения, что отчасти подтверждается, когда он поджигает огромную кучу наличных (что включает его долю), говоря затем: «Всё, что вас волнует, — это деньги. Этот город заслуживает преступников получше». Не могу себе позволить не отметить, что имей подобный человек моральный компас V/Роберта МакКолла/Джейсона "Красного Колпака" Тодда и будь тот человек искуссным бойцом и убийцей как они, это был бы не просто типичный фильмовый вигилант, а практически неудержимый/несокрушимый общественный чистильщик/уничтожитель мусора (смотря что звучит лучше для вас). А в сём гнилом мире, полном авторитарных режимов и организованной преступности, подобная сила необходима.
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Jun 3, 2025
Jun 3, 2025 at 7:32 AM UTC
some thoughts on being free & its role in evil-fighting [might be edited]
Have you ever thought 𝗪𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗜𝗦 𝗜𝗧 𝗧𝗢 𝗕𝗘 𝗧𝗥𝗨𝗟𝗬 𝗙𝗥𝗘𝗘? Being in a position granting free will? That is, not being someone's slave or held in confinement? Having a more or less decent income, which allows to satisfy consumerist needs, & the opportunity to travel the world, some probably consider themselves free (funny). Let's say you're such a person. Now imagine the following. Some bad guy(s) comes(-) &, either by threats of violence, threats of harming to your close ones, or threats of publicly disclosing something being a blackmail material, intimidates(-) you into submitting to whatever it is that they want from you. Or, vice-versa, tempts(-) you with something you find hard to reject. You still think you're free, you satisfied consumer? To me, being truly free means 𝗛𝗔𝗩𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗡𝗢 𝗢𝗥 𝗡𝗜𝗚𝗛-𝗢𝗡 𝗡𝗢 𝗪𝗘𝗔𝗞𝗡𝗘𝗦𝗦𝗘𝗦 𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗖𝗔𝗡 𝗕𝗘 𝗨𝗦𝗘𝗗 𝗔𝗚𝗔𝗜𝗡𝗦𝗧 𝗬𝗢𝗨. That is, 𝗕𝗘𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗙𝗥𝗘𝗘 𝗙𝗥𝗢𝗠 𝗙𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗦 (𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗟𝗨𝗗𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗙𝗘𝗔𝗥 𝗢𝗙 𝗗𝗘𝗔𝗧𝗛), 𝗣𝗘𝗥𝗦𝗢𝗡𝗔𝗟 𝗔𝗧𝗧𝗔𝗖𝗛𝗠𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗦, 𝗧𝗘𝗠𝗣𝗧𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡𝗦, 𝗔𝗗𝗗𝗜𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡𝗦 & 𝗕𝗔𝗗 𝗛𝗔𝗕𝗜𝗧𝗦. And also 𝗕𝗘𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗖𝗔𝗣𝗔𝗕𝗟𝗘 𝗢𝗙 𝗦𝗘𝗟𝗙-𝗗𝗘𝗙𝗘𝗡𝗦𝗘, in order to not be physically abusable (physical abuse, in its turn, violates one of human freedoms, namely, physical/bodily integrity). There's only one truly free person (with the exception, to some degree, of being capable of self-defense) coming to my mind when I think of it. It's the Joker from Christopher Nolan's "The Dark Knight". He doesn't seem to be afraid to die. In the scene where he walks towards the Dark Knight approaching him on his batpod, he expresses a call for the vigilante to hit him. He's not intimidated when he gets beaten up by him in the interrogation room. He even laughs in response, as well as when he’s in a freefall in the wake of being thrown out of the skyscraper. He has no people he's attached to (at least, it's not mentioned in the film). Despite he mentions "if you're good at something, never do it for free", he doesn’t seem to have any temptations, which is partly confirmed when he sets a huge pile of cash (which includes his cut) aflame, saying then: "All you care about is money. This town deserves a better class of criminal". I can't allow myself not to mention that had such an individual a moral compass of V/Robert McCall/Jason  "Red Hood" Todd & were that individual an expert fighter & assassin like them, it would be not just a regular film vigilante, but a nigh-on unstoppable/unbreakable society purger/trash eliminator (whichever sounds better to you). And in this rotten world full of authoritarian regimes & organized crime, such a force is necessary. ———————————————————————————————— Вы когда-нибудь задумывались, ЧТО ЗНАЧИТ БЫТЬ ПО-НАСТОЯЩЕМУ СВОБОДНЫМ? Быть в позиции, предоставляющей свободу воли? То есть, не быть чьим-нибудь рабом или не удерживаться в заключении? Имея более-менее приличный доход, позволяющий удовлетворять потребительские нужды, и возможность путешествовать по миру, некоторые, вероятно, считают себя свободными (забавно). Допустим, вы - такой человек. А теперь представьте следующее. Приходит какой(-ие)-нибудь плохой(-ие) парень(-ни) и, либо угрозами насилия, угрозами причинения вреда вашим близким, либо угрозой публичного раскрытия чего-то, являющегося материалом для шантажа, запугивает(-ют) вас, вынуждая подчиниться чему бы это ни было, чего он(-и) от вас хотят. Или, наоборот, искушает(-ют) вас чем-то, что вам трудно отвергнуть. Вы всё ещё думаете, что вы свободны, удовлетворённый вы потребитель? Для меня быть по-настоящему свободным означает НЕ ИМЕТЬ ИЛИ ПОЧТИ НЕ ИМЕТЬ СЛАБОСТЕЙ, КОИ МОГУТ БЫТЬ ИСПОЛЬЗОВАНЫ ПРОТИВ ВАС. То есть, БЫТЬ СВОБОДНЫМ ОТ СТРАХОВ (ВКЛЮЧАЯ СТРАХ СМЕРТИ), ЛИЧНЫХ ПРИВЯЗАННОСТЕЙ, ИСКУШЕНИЙ, ЗАВИСИМОСТЕЙ И ВРЕДНЫХ ПРИВЫЧЕК. А также БЫТЬ СПОСОБНЫМ К САМООБОРОНЕ, чтобы не быть уязвимым к физическим посягательствам (что, в свою очередь нарушает одну из человеческих свобод, а точнее, физическую/телесную неприкосновенность). Мне на ум приходит лишь один по-настоящему свободный человек (за исключением, в некоторой степени, способности к самообороне), когда я думаю об этом. Это Джокер из «Тёмного рыцаря» Кристофера Нолана. Не похоже, что он боится умереть. В сцене, где он идёт к Тёмному рыцарю, приближающемуся к нему на своём batpod'е, он выражает призыв, чтоб вигилант сбил его. Он не запуган, когда тот избивает его в комнате для допросов. Он даже смеётся в ответ, как и тогда, когда он находится в свободном падении после того, как он выброшен из небоскрёба. У него нет людей, к коим он привязан (по крайней мере, об этом не упоминается в фильме). И хотя он упоминает «Если ты хорош в чём-то, никогда не делай это бесплатно», не похоже, что у него имеются искушения, что отчасти подтверждается, когда он поджигает огромную кучу наличных (что включает его долю), говоря затем: «Всё, что вас волнует, — это деньги. Этот город заслуживает преступников получше». Не могу себе позволить не отметить, что имей подобный человек моральный компас V/Роберта МакКолла/Джейсона "Красного Колпака" Тодда и будь тот человек искуссным бойцом и убийцей как они, это был бы не просто типичный фильмовый вигилант, а практически неудержимый/несокрушимый общественный чистильщик/уничтожитель мусора (смотря что звучит лучше для вас). А в сём гнилом мире, полном авторитарных режимов и организованной преступности, подобная сила необходима.
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They always said How much the little girl Was like her daddy in The way she stood Walked Movements Gestures -- Cute when she was small But the older she gets The more she takes on More serious aspects of My strengths My weaknesses. Proud to see her Strong personality -- Flashbacks of my youth. Strong-willed Free in spirit As a young deer Kinking up its hind legs In defiance of constriction. A free spirit sees No need for the fences We build to contain it To control our so-called Base instincts. In her my strengths are Magnified but oh So are my weaknesses -- My weaknesses magnified?! Looking at this Living mirror of myself Seems to Magnify Intensify A normal father/daughter Relationship. I think I see clearly because I think I know myself so well. I chastise myself I condemn my weaknesses The mistakes I made in my youth. I look down at me She looks up to me. They say she is So much like her daddy But she is much more. Part mama Part gran Part grandma A tapestry of traits All formed in her Along with what her social Environments have Sown in and reaped of her. The teenager often sees the Outward beauty of a Model or movie star. Someone is always Better looking Someone else always Has more of something. I try so hard to help her see That this is so common A feeling. She is above all this She is not run of the mill. I know she knows this Somewhere Deep inside. Time has proved That I see more Than what meets the eye-- But this knowing Holds possible dangers. I can see ahead to Warn her of trouble But there are troubles That she must endure. Over-protection Every caring parent knows This pain. I do not want to fail her But distance seems to grow Between us when I monitor her progress When I push and **** To make her less like daddy. She shouldn’t be too much Like me -- I have too many regrets. In the night hours I sometimes hear sounds That I cannot distinguish. I hear fluttering sounds That I think are birds Flying out of the trees But in reality it is the wind Blowing high Through the pines. I see shadows of strangers Seeking mischief Shining bright Lights at the family tent In the cold Half-dream-state Of the cold night-- But reality says it is The distortion of the campfire Through the fabric of the tent. I cannot always distinguish Certain sights and sounds At certain times But time reveals what They truly are. But to bite the tongue When I wish to scold Out of season! To stop focusing on our Likenesses to the point Where I cannot differentiate Between what she used to be And what I used to feel And the individual soul That my daughter is! They always say how much she is like her daddy. Maybe daddy needs to change.
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Nov 19, 2024
Nov 19, 2024 at 8:39 AM UTC
Me and My Daughter
They always said How much the little girl Was like her daddy in The way she stood Walked Movements Gestures -- Cute when she was small But the older she gets The more she takes on More serious aspects of My strengths My weaknesses. Proud to see her Strong personality -- Flashbacks of my youth. Strong-willed Free in spirit As a young deer Kinking up its hind legs In defiance of constriction. A free spirit sees No need for the fences We build to contain it To control our so-called Base instincts. In her my strengths are Magnified but oh So are my weaknesses -- My weaknesses magnified?! Looking at this Living mirror of myself Seems to Magnify Intensify A normal father/daughter Relationship. I think I see clearly because I think I know myself so well. I chastise myself I condemn my weaknesses The mistakes I made in my youth. I look down at me She looks up to me. They say she is So much like her daddy But she is much more. Part mama Part gran Part grandma A tapestry of traits All formed in her Along with what her social Environments have Sown in and reaped of her. The teenager often sees the Outward beauty of a Model or movie star. Someone is always Better looking Someone else always Has more of something. I try so hard to help her see That this is so common A feeling. She is above all this She is not run of the mill. I know she knows this Somewhere Deep inside. Time has proved That I see more Than what meets the eye-- But this knowing Holds possible dangers. I can see ahead to Warn her of trouble But there are troubles That she must endure. Over-protection Every caring parent knows This pain. I do not want to fail her But distance seems to grow Between us when I monitor her progress When I push and **** To make her less like daddy. She shouldn’t be too much Like me -- I have too many regrets. In the night hours I sometimes hear sounds That I cannot distinguish. I hear fluttering sounds That I think are birds Flying out of the trees But in reality it is the wind Blowing high Through the pines. I see shadows of strangers Seeking mischief Shining bright Lights at the family tent In the cold Half-dream-state Of the cold night-- But reality says it is The distortion of the campfire Through the fabric of the tent. I cannot always distinguish Certain sights and sounds At certain times But time reveals what They truly are. But to bite the tongue When I wish to scold Out of season! To stop focusing on our Likenesses to the point Where I cannot differentiate Between what she used to be And what I used to feel And the individual soul That my daughter is! They always say how much she is like her daddy. Maybe daddy needs to change.
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anxiety doesn't suddenly appear it's there because of others and when we look drear we try to drag our covers up and up hiding our tired faces because we don't want to cleanup and show others traces of our weaknesses
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Aug 25, 2024
Aug 25, 2024 at 9:26 AM UTC
anxiety
As long as I hate myself, I will hate the world. As long as I'm alive, I won't truly know what it's like to love. Even now, with my head in my hands; I can't love myself.
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Feb 21, 2024
Feb 21, 2024 at 7:59 PM UTC
{Alias}
That lasting life change So deep, so heart felt? How is it born? That deep inner knowing A place of understanding Connected to what Is Divine within each of us? As we work together to understand truth What lies within each of us and directs us To the deepest desired connections Of our intertwined hearts? Is this within? The unfolding Inner most being A Higher Spiritual Self? The Spiritual Man The Spiritual Woman Who's purpose exposes Our strengths and weaknesses With expected and unexpected gifts? As our weaknesses bring Us to our knees Lamenting our life's challenges Crying out our broking hearts Evaluating the known and unknown How do we begin to move along The Way Home?! Do we go into the unknown shadow of darkness Only to shriek and back away?   Or do we chose to allow courage To accept our steps into it's presence? In spite of our fears Will we allow courage To forge our greatest strengths? As steal within the bellowing fires? And if we allow resolve Will we find deeper wisdom and truth Beating within the sacred chambers of our hearts? The opening is before us. If you place a hand on the door Open it wide! It was then! He stepped into the shadow of His own darkness….. Finding himself alone He reached his hand back Toward hers. Stepping into her own shadow She grasped his outstretched hand Pulling, supporting, anchoring together Both facing the Light... From within their own Shadows of darkness Holding fast, They began their journey together. Step by step Line up on line Precept upon precept.....
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May 20, 2022
May 20, 2022 at 5:51 PM UTC
How does it begin?
That lasting life change So deep, so heart felt? How is it born? That deep inner knowing A place of understanding Connected to what Is Divine within each of us? As we work together to understand truth What lies within each of us and directs us To the deepest desired connections Of our intertwined hearts? Is this within? The unfolding Inner most being A Higher Spiritual Self? The Spiritual Man The Spiritual Woman Who's purpose exposes Our strengths and weaknesses With expected and unexpected gifts? As our weaknesses bring Us to our knees Lamenting our life's challenges Crying out our broking hearts Evaluating the known and unknown How do we begin to move along The Way Home?! Do we go into the unknown shadow of darkness Only to shriek and back away?   Or do we chose to allow courage To accept our steps into it's presence? In spite of our fears Will we allow courage To forge our greatest strengths? As steal within the bellowing fires? And if we allow resolve Will we find deeper wisdom and truth Beating within the sacred chambers of our hearts? The opening is before us. If you place a hand on the door Open it wide! It was then! He stepped into the shadow of His own darkness….. Finding himself alone He reached his hand back Toward hers. Stepping into her own shadow She grasped his outstretched hand Pulling, supporting, anchoring together Both facing the Light... From within their own Shadows of darkness Holding fast, They began their journey together. Step by step Line up on line Precept upon precept.....
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high heels red lips your weakness but does it help love deeper?
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Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 1:22 PM UTC
frailties
I’ve humored your stupidity, I’ve cuddled with your weaknesses, I’ve worshipped your lies, I’ve shattered my heart waiting for you, I’ve marred my soul believing you, And what have you done? Leave!
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Sep 9, 2019
Sep 9, 2019 at 12:01 PM UTC
LEAVE
The Demon Within You Never Really Dies It Retaliates To Feed On Your Weaknesses **** it until it kills you
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Jun 11, 2019
Jun 11, 2019 at 11:21 AM UTC
The Demon within
Please don´t beat yourself up when things don´t go as planned Please let yourself cry when things go wrong And smile whenever you want to Do not suppress you're being into somebody you´re not Or fear that you will never be loved You don´t need someone to tell you that you´re good enough Please remember why you got a word inked into your skin Don´t die on me when I need you the most You´re everything to me, with all the flaws you consider weaknesses But I love you for them. It makes you, you, authentic and real We have so much to explore and feel in this world Just breathe and hold on, I want to open your eyes and see the horizon full of the stars, you don´t want to be among them just yet Once your time comes you will, but now it's not your time So please just breathe, and take a moment at a time Let the compass lead you, to wherever it desires to be
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Apr 18, 2019
Apr 18, 2019 at 10:21 AM UTC
Dear me
sitting at a corner being filled with anxieties trying to put up borders just to unsee the reality it's not that I fear what is there for me it's just that I fear what will be the outcome of me being there i fear the unknown the unknown that can also set me free but only if i choose to undergo the pain it is with i'm scared i'm scared to take a step guided by a rope that i, maybe can lose a grip that after that i fall and wounds and scars are back again unrecovered from the alleviating pain scars that are made, that will forever stay but after all it's just acceptance having the confidence to put resistance on hand maybe, just maybe, i will experience happiness i will experience the fullness of life and maybe after all, it could be worth it
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Apr 14, 2019
Apr 14, 2019 at 11:54 AM UTC
the pain of the unknown
These nights, I hate Tonight is one of those nights I have tears flowing out of my eyes Instead of closed eyelids When you're ruling like a little tyrant When your little adorable self is nowhere in sight And I'm managing the worst emotion These nights are a test of my patience They are a measure of my ability to stay focused They are a test of my ability to stay sane In the midst of the madness That is my overwhelming emotions They are a test of my ability to put you first Not that I do have another choice At times I can control it Other times it gets too much Sometimes I cry too much Other times I just stare at you blankly I want to ask you why you can't just let me Get this precious thing I've waited all day to have But I can't. Because you can't. Then after several minutes, or hours Of a mixture of self control and overreaction I get what I wanted I guess when you have to do things alone You learn to wade through the mud that is your emotions You learn to be strong in your weakness You learn to give yourself a pat You learn to encourage and admonish yourself Because only you, can make yourself better Or worse And tonight, I choose better.
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Sep 19, 2018
Sep 19, 2018 at 5:33 PM UTC
Our midnight dance
You will discover - Your strengths and weaknesses; Just look within.
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May 27, 2018
May 27, 2018 at 9:05 AM UTC
Discover (10W)
We're valuable things, you and I, that contradicts our own existence. When we strive to become successful, we raise demons in our haste. When we try to love others for who they are, we resent ourselves for our flaws and our imperfection. We try to be kind to others, but we let the demons inside of our heads torture us. When we suffer the pain, we take it in, but do not allow others to suffer their own. We are valuable things, you and I, and I've learned from how we destroy each other. We must pay tribute to the monsters who make us learn.
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May 26, 2018
May 26, 2018 at 8:01 AM UTC
Paying Tribute
i think about what happens if someone really special came into my life. maybe not just someone special, but, making friends as well. we might have a small connection, whether it would be similar hobbies, tastes, interests, whatever, same thing, and we would be really comfortable with each other. we would just have a good time talking to one another. but there would always be a time where i would get too comfortable. a bit too personal. i would keep bringing up my insecurities, a bit of my past, my bad habits, and the fears that i have that relate to the world we all live in. i guess you can say that turning just a regular conversation to a therapy session would be one of my bad habits. but thinking about it, i forget that everyone has their own weaknesses, and there's going to be a point in time where we're going to open up to them about it. yes, i understand that some people would like to hide certain problems to themselves which i still have a hard time trying to do, but at the end of the day, we're going to show other people our weakness at some point. and once i tell the other person my weaknesses, my demons, i would always beat myself up and punish myself that i had lost another opportunity of making a new friend. but really, it's them to decide whether they want to accept my flaws or not. you either stay friends with me and accept me, no matter what mistake i make, or leave and go meet someone new. that is all up to you. your choice.
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Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 3:18 PM UTC
weaknesses
Face not the version of yourself That begs you to melt into the molds of inactivity and content Face not the man in the mirror who beckons you "Time is enough, time will let be" These are faces of you That I clearly bear too And these versions of me tell Of a clear blue well Of reflections with a face And versions I need to chase The same man of fires blazing The same man of passions razing Weaknesses and twin demons That if I let be, will raise legions Of more neglections of me Those I do not wish to ever see Strip the shell that covers the strength Time is a length well traveled, see We seem we're baffled by how much we try But if you look closely at you and you It might be clear and finally true The timely definition Of I
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Sep 20, 2017
Sep 20, 2017 at 6:17 AM UTC
I
...gives a shiver.....it shames me, my weaknesses, are on the surface needing, rises this misty evening. this cold, cold night, further emphasizes, i need God...His Light and Shadow, to reassure me, when gray, covers blue skies my loved ones are my inspirations they feed my need to write yet, they have their own concerns... i humbly accept.....i am not my own island... there's this urge to run...to race with gusty winds, arrive fast, at my desired destination, .......but, i am halted...always reminded... ...i listen to two soft voices within ..one is guiding...the other, almost rebelling... i feel the chill from this empty space next to me i'm a mix of want........and fear....for, i need you this moment of twilight, ...and each long night that i stay awake floating, in this expanse of darkness... my conflicted soul...sends out signals of fear.. do my fears make me a craven coward? the evening breeze makes its presence known i weep in a hush, from thoughts of sailing...alone, ................ on life's lengthy moonlit bays........ ..after enunciation ...of my true voice, my conscience i could use some company ......like, i need you now .............to help me make it, ...................through this night of exile... Sally Copyright September 19, 2016 Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
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Nov 9, 2016
Nov 9, 2016 at 12:05 AM UTC
The cold of the evening breeze,
Vicious black rage enveloped his eyes Electric hate cycled through him Naturally he resorted to the action he knew best Graphically and meticulously he planned his revenge Enhancing his weaknesses into strengths Forward he went, ready for bloodshed Undoubtedly he went for is first five on the list Letting his cold vexation take over -EC
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May 12, 2016
May 12, 2016 at 6:06 PM UTC
Vengeful
Sometimes stuff is not gonna go the way you want. Sometimes the world with explode under your feet. Sometimes love will be just out of your grasp. Sometimes people will be back stabbers. Sometimes you'll bleed to death. Sometimes you'll just have to sit there listening to angry music by Eminem to feel okay. Sometimes you'll never be okay. But that's okay.
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Apr 25, 2016
Apr 25, 2016 at 11:22 AM UTC
Sometimes
Life is beautiful, so you should live it beautifully. You're just fifteen years old. It is not your fault! Nobody is perfect and no one will. Your age is the age of making mistakes, so it's okay to make mistake. It is not your responsibilities. "You could have prevent it." is not meant to be. Not knowing something bad will happen is not your fault. So don't take responsible about it. You're just sixteen years old. You can make mistake! Mistake is inevitable. Being afraid is normal. It's okay to have weaknesses. It's okay to fail. It's not your fault. Don't think that you have no right to make mistakes. You can make mistakes. You're just seventeen years old. Don't pretend you can be perfect. Nobody is perfect. You can make wrong choices. You can change your mind. You can make mistakes. You can be understood. You can be forgiven. You're just eighteen years old. Not because they failed, you have to be responsible for the rest. You're not at fault. Don't take responsible. You can make mistakes. Believe in yourself. Don't live for them. Don't succeed in life because you have to for them. Don't cry because you're afraid to fail them. Don't run because you're mad you'll disappoint them. Don't lose yourself because you can't find the person they want you to be. You're just nineteen years old. Dont wish to die because you feel like you'll cause them dead if you fail. Don't cry at night because you're afraid of your reality and nightmares. Don't hide somewhere because you're ashamed of what you have become. Succeed because you want to, for yourself. Don't take responsible for them. You're just you. It's okay to make mistakes. Be afraid. Have weaknesses. Cry. Fail. It's okay to be you. Be You.
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Dec 29, 2015
Dec 29, 2015 at 4:07 AM UTC
To My Psychotic Younger Self
Life is beautiful, so you should live it beautifully. You're just fifteen years old. It is not your fault! Nobody is perfect and no one will. Your age is the age of making mistakes, so it's okay to make mistake. It is not your responsibilities. "You could have prevent it." is not meant to be. Not knowing something bad will happen is not your fault. So don't take responsible about it. You're just sixteen years old. You can make mistake! Mistake is inevitable. Being afraid is normal. It's okay to have weaknesses. It's okay to fail. It's not your fault. Don't think that you have no right to make mistakes. You can make mistakes. You're just seventeen years old. Don't pretend you can be perfect. Nobody is perfect. You can make wrong choices. You can change your mind. You can make mistakes. You can be understood. You can be forgiven. You're just eighteen years old. Not because they failed, you have to be responsible for the rest. You're not at fault. Don't take responsible. You can make mistakes. Believe in yourself. Don't live for them. Don't succeed in life because you have to for them. Don't cry because you're afraid to fail them. Don't run because you're mad you'll disappoint them. Don't lose yourself because you can't find the person they want you to be. You're just nineteen years old. Dont wish to die because you feel like you'll cause them dead if you fail. Don't cry at night because you're afraid of your reality and nightmares. Don't hide somewhere because you're ashamed of what you have become. Succeed because you want to, for yourself. Don't take responsible for them. You're just you. It's okay to make mistakes. Be afraid. Have weaknesses. Cry. Fail. It's okay to be you. Be You.
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Heavy-hearted though warm I feel The skies are high,painted in teal I am weak, Tyro with spirits at peak Time has come to leave the nest Steal the sights...fly high my best! Flap the wings,may the mood swings Light up...cheer up...be alive! Wind may oppose ,its my first flight. Face the thunders..don't let it rain Do hold the clouds till energy drains. My wings are heavy, want a break Perch of memories, I may fall prey A moment to live,rest I don't care Now I am tired,and I am sane Soon I will fly my home again.
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Nov 8, 2015
Nov 8, 2015 at 3:44 AM UTC
The Beginning
Weaknesses My weakness is sweets, but don’t get it twisted, no food is found to weaken me. But a sweet personality can, so can a sweet smile, or a sweet touch. Basically sweet people are like sweet candies  of different cultures, and I shall be a proud cultural culinary taste-tester, moving races like NASCAR in motion. My weakness is money. The all mighty dollar isn’t so almighty to me, but what it can do is. I long for the materialistics of life that money can bring, and the attention it can get you from supermodel brides or low-key bed warmers. I like the feeling of being wanted and tolerated regardless of what I’d do and how I’d do it. My weakness is power, for, if I held the power of a man’s life and spared him, he’d be loyal indefinitely, and that would be enough to satisfy my needs to feel loved. I’d have a friend who felt indebt to me, and that feeling of needing to accommodate would change my view on what was real and what wasn’t. My weakness is attire, for you see, when I walk into a room, I want to draw the eyes of those watching, hateration rising in their veins and jealousy shown on there face. I want the Black haired beauty with the short red skirt and open-toed stilettoes with the dark purple toe nails and thick hips to come my way and think lustfully of me, is it a crime to desire such reactions? My weakness is body, for I love a girl who can take care of herself. Long hair, manicured nails, teeth that aren’t begging to be drilled, it’s a weakness I have and can’t seem to fix. But then again, why would I desire to fix it? I’m not asking for perfect like a conceited rejectionist, or wanting more than what I can give like I was lying to myself, I want someone who can keep up with themselves before even attempting to keep up with someone else. My weakness is *** appeal, because whenever she bites her lip and looks in my eyes, I can see rockets shooting through her glass lenses and aiming at me. But once I smile back, determined face, cute features and as much appeal as I can muster, explosions happen in her body that causes goosebumps to pepper her flesh like shrapnel in a war-zone. My weakness is skin to skin, after all, it’s my right to want to be loved, why not demonstrate it by holding hands? Why not live past the edge and on the tip of existence like birds on a powerline? I am careful enough and she’d be loving enough that no vibes of failing would even cross our way.
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Sep 21, 2015
Sep 21, 2015 at 9:37 AM UTC
Weaknesses
Weaknesses My weakness is sweets, but don’t get it twisted, no food is found to weaken me. But a sweet personality can, so can a sweet smile, or a sweet touch. Basically sweet people are like sweet candies  of different cultures, and I shall be a proud cultural culinary taste-tester, moving races like NASCAR in motion. My weakness is money. The all mighty dollar isn’t so almighty to me, but what it can do is. I long for the materialistics of life that money can bring, and the attention it can get you from supermodel brides or low-key bed warmers. I like the feeling of being wanted and tolerated regardless of what I’d do and how I’d do it. My weakness is power, for, if I held the power of a man’s life and spared him, he’d be loyal indefinitely, and that would be enough to satisfy my needs to feel loved. I’d have a friend who felt indebt to me, and that feeling of needing to accommodate would change my view on what was real and what wasn’t. My weakness is attire, for you see, when I walk into a room, I want to draw the eyes of those watching, hateration rising in their veins and jealousy shown on there face. I want the Black haired beauty with the short red skirt and open-toed stilettoes with the dark purple toe nails and thick hips to come my way and think lustfully of me, is it a crime to desire such reactions? My weakness is body, for I love a girl who can take care of herself. Long hair, manicured nails, teeth that aren’t begging to be drilled, it’s a weakness I have and can’t seem to fix. But then again, why would I desire to fix it? I’m not asking for perfect like a conceited rejectionist, or wanting more than what I can give like I was lying to myself, I want someone who can keep up with themselves before even attempting to keep up with someone else. My weakness is *** appeal, because whenever she bites her lip and looks in my eyes, I can see rockets shooting through her glass lenses and aiming at me. But once I smile back, determined face, cute features and as much appeal as I can muster, explosions happen in her body that causes goosebumps to pepper her flesh like shrapnel in a war-zone. My weakness is skin to skin, after all, it’s my right to want to be loved, why not demonstrate it by holding hands? Why not live past the edge and on the tip of existence like birds on a powerline? I am careful enough and she’d be loving enough that no vibes of failing would even cross our way.
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Sometimes it gets to you Whenever a person is being mean to you But you have to understand And prevent yourself from walking away Because you are the only one who gets their way They'd be left helpless and unaccepted It you wont be there to prevent it You have a role An important role
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May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 10:31 AM UTC
Understand? Understood.
Throughout our childhood, our grandmother would turn to us, in her yellow-lit kitchen, brandishing a rubber spatula or meat tenderizer to warn us against falling to temptation. She’d witnessed too many good people disappear into what she called a consumption of the soul, and as my cousins licked sugary batter off their spoons, no one could have known that one day the candy-coating would melt from their eyes to see their mother for what she had done the last six years that now showed in her trembling hands, glossed vision, and a temperament that splashed into anger, flowed into melancholy as easily as she had found herself downing bleary bubbles at the brim of a precipiced fountain. She was promised her very own message in a bottle, and this keep-sake manifested in cousin Libby’s dreams, floating down a wine river that gushed from the slashes in her mother’s wrists. Somehow I knew these nightmares were born from warm and heady “sleep well”s mumbled from across the darkest of rooms which held so many glass ghouls with names and strengths so real, they even scared my grandmother into silence as she stirred the pecan pie for Easter dinner. She offered to let me lick the spoon clean, but I simply asked for straight sugar instead.
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Feb 16, 2015
Feb 16, 2015 at 8:40 PM UTC
Gluttony