#waving
I fall in love
to a girl
who sits
enjoying solitude
in the crowd,
her long hair waving
hitting the shore.
She laughs,
and the world
smiles at me.
Oct 14, 2021
Oct 14, 2021 at 3:28 PM UTC
I saw her every morning on my walk
i always waved back as i passed
she stood there staring never looking down
and waved her hand across the glass
she never saw me waving from the street
the girl was blind, had always been
still i waved back as i passed her house
a wave returned but never seen
I dreamed that she waved back
The girl would wave at me
But, just who was I fooling
Knowing that she could not see
She'd wipe the condensation
It felt so good on her hand
She couldn't look to see me
I was in another land
The girl up in the window
Watching, seeing no one pass
Sitting there in silence
With her hand upon the glass
But every morning as I'd walk by
I would wave to her up there
Sitting, watching nothing
With a red bow in her hair
I know she couldn't see me
She couldn't see me wave
She didn't know about me
Or the smile that I gave
I walk by every morning
Hoping one day that she'll see
Me giving her a gentle wave
And she will wave at me
Dec 30, 2019
Dec 30, 2019 at 8:15 PM UTC
Awash with ***** I peed all over me
shoes
Well Storm me if I ain't a bad sea
Captain
I'd had a ton of *** and a whole
barrel of porter
Now the landlord he's shouting "Last
Orders"
So where's me Crew, me Swabs, me
Hearties ?
Yea! where's me Aces and me Deucies
.......Nowhere to be seen, not a one,
Just a pack of feckin' Jokers,
Find me the Fox and show me the
Shirkers!!!
I'd drunk too much that's what I'd
done
Well tie me to the mast and chastise
me severely for such unseemly
behaviour
All I wanted, just some fair company, to be lavished by a couple of lovelies
But No! they wouldn't have it,
wouldn't entertain me
Snobs! Stuck up cows!! *******
We nearly had a Barney
I'd rather wet me ***** in a Jar of
cold Jellies.
Standing there outside in the cold
night air
Trying to get me bearings, yea! trying
to take a reading
Me Northern Star, he must have
fecked off to the Northern Bar
And my compass, he's whirling
around like a Dervish,
Well ***** me sausage in a jar of
malt vinegar
We're sailing blind tonight me boys
Keep a sharp lookout atop of the
Crow's Nest won't ya!
And so, we ventured out, a brave man
With ***** as big as the bold Hercules
himself
A wee bit tentative at first I'd concede
Lurching about from side to side, all
over the place
But not to worry, with me there at the
helm, both hands on the wheel
Solid and salty as any old sea dog
Singing away to meself a wee shanty
" I'm no landlubber me!
Just give me the dark and the rolling
sea"
Steady as she goes me Hearties!
I thought we was doin' alright till one
of my feet
It trod in a space with nothing there
in it
And my Ship it goes tumbling
sideways over
Hell's britches!!! I'd trod in a pothole
the size of a manhole
"Man the lifeboats Lads, we're going
over" I cried.
Next thing I know I'm lying on my
back
And the Moon she's blowin' me kisses
And at the end of the Bar, there! me
Northern Star
And Him smokin' a cigar and sippin'
Brandy with some *******
Looking like a Dandy at Christmas
"Hey Judas!" I shouts over, "where's
me monkey?"
And then suddenly, this woman, this
woman out of nowhere
Out of the darkness, this Spectre
An old Sea Witch for sure, by thunder
She starts bawling laughing at me and
pointing her crooked finger,
Well dent me dagger on a cold
woman's heart
If she doesn't cut the legs right out
from under me
Every time she opens her big Gob, the
squeals of her
Makes me feel two feet tall she does
with her cruel laughin' & sneery
banter
And her drawin' a big crowd around
her
(And me! a Giant!!.... a feckin' Whale, a
Walrus!!).
Well lash me Luger and wake me up
with a poker
I wasn't wobbling, that was just me
swagger,
And I ain't lying down here no longer
either
Heave ** the ropes me lads and haul
me up me Hearties
Till I stand once more at a proper
angle,
Yea! Hoist me up like a mast and watch me sails billow again in the
breeze
Watch me belly bulge out and me eyes
roll around in me head
Now we're back afloat, buckle up me
sword on me belt
And roll out me cannons
For the name of this ship, if it isn't the
Great, the "Great Defiant ",
By the two Horns on Hell's Gate
What am I doing here at all in this
place, with ye folk
I'll wave me ***** at this world, yea! I'll dangle me dibbler
Did ye not hear, did no one tell ye
I'm off yea! I'm off to Australia.
II
For Sweet Destiny, she visited me this
night, she kissed me
She came like a gypsy when I was a bit
tipsy
So exotic with all her bangles and
beads and her charms
And dresses all the colours of the
rainbow
With her big crystal ball eyes of grey
Like the Moon she mesmerized me
completely
And then she kissed me with lips
sweet as whiskey
And she whispered in my ear a magic
word. " Australia ".
You see this was how it was
I read it some place,seen it somewhere
A sweet wee lass, a fellow girl poet
from Australia
She said, she lamented " Poetry, it isn't
very big over here
The people their not inclined, their not
of that mind"
Said I aghast, I'll change their hearts
Their hardheaded folk, those folk
down there
It must be the snakes and the spiders
down the toilet
So hoist me up onto me pulpit
Them heathen folk they need
convertin' badly.
O! Give me a Ship, give me a Galley
And like Columbus I'll start a big
rumpus
We'll sail off over the horizon, and
keep turning on the globe
Till we sight the shores of that Sweet
Island
And that lovely Queen of the South
reclining
Beautiful and wonderful Australia!!!
There's gold in their hearts even
though they may not know it
And jewels in their eyes big as
diamonds
Treasures by the thousand
So hoist up me trousers boys,
Me! I'm off to Sligo
Wait a minute, No! No I'm not,
I'm off.... off to Australia.
So gimme a wooden leg and hoist me
parrot up onto me shoulder
Arrrr! Jim lad.....now where's me
soldiers
Are ye with me lads
We'll plow through the sharky seas
Then I'll plant me flag on their
beaches
And claim this Land for Posey.... yea!
for Poetry,
And if they don't like it
If they string me up by the ***** and
spit on me
Sure I'll just smile back at them and
tell them
"I'm just..... I'm just Jim Dandy".
III
Alas! It wasn't to be, next morning
they found me
Upended in someone's garden
The Sergeant he shook me, " What are
you doing down there? " he said,
"Ahoy there shipmate Sir" says I, like a
true shipwrecked sailor,
"I had me a dream last night,
I dreamt...I dreamt I were bound,
bound for Australia.
Oct 21, 2019
Oct 21, 2019 at 1:52 PM UTC
a little bit lost again
in between
narrating selves
searching
or just being
waving
or
drowning
from the
middle
of the sea
Nothing
but everything
At once.
Aug 28, 2019
Aug 28, 2019 at 3:08 AM UTC
I’m waiting in line, wasting my time
for things that won’t come, though they are mine.
Pretend that I’m fine, should I draw a line?
Don’t wish to run, but I think I’m just done.
Feelings I can’t shake, they keep me awake,
the list has increased, how much more can I take?
With so much at stake, I try not to break,
I miss the sun, but I think I’m just done.
With tired eyes
I’ll still see it through.
Exasperated sighs
in breaths I drew.
I broke the ties,
but I’ve got some glue.
Searching the skies
and looking for you.
I’m waiting so long, maybe I’m wrong
I can’t walk away; my legs aren’t that strong.
Alone in a throng, I still try to prolong,
but it never begun, and I think I’m just done.
The flowing tears
should extinguish the flame,
but it’s been years
and it still burns the same.
Doe eyes sees the fears
and treats it like a game,
then it all disappears
am I to blame?
I’ll wait forever, I’m not too clever,
passing me by, but never say never.
I can not severe this painful endeavour,
I’m always the one but I think I’m just done.
Aug 9, 2019
Aug 9, 2019 at 10:20 PM UTC
All along
I’ve been looking through
The stained, the pure
The meaning of clear
With a surreal light
Which bends the prism
And frees me from physical
Prison cell
And all along I’ve been looking through
The edge of iron and steel
The wood, the window
The highest ideal
My window
May 31, 2019
May 31, 2019 at 2:12 PM UTC
When the war has begun and I stutter a cry,
I can’t even bring myself to voice the word “goodbye.”
I can’t fathom the thought that I’ll never see their immaculate face,
And finally lose at life’s last daring game.
I wave my hand in agony and pain,
Knowing deep inside there will finally be a day,
When I look into the beautiful eyes,
Of the one who turns the lowest of lows into the highest of highs.
I can’t help but recall the happiest days,
When the day would begin and love would so lightly rain.
The drops fall down like a shower of sun,
And reap what is sowed and only begun.
I stand there with shaking legs,
Denying the thought of never seeing them again.
I know they’re happy and enjoying God’s grace.
While I’m still living the pain of life and yearning to see God’s majestic face.
Nov 29, 2017
Nov 29, 2017 at 9:54 PM UTC
Whiskey works in waves
I saw something hazy, a light
Making it's way down to the shoreline
I followed and took two more shots
Along the lakeside
One was to warm me up
And the other to make me believe
I couldn't drown in anything
Besides a body of water
Yet even with my feet
Firmly planted on the beach
My arms flailed above me
I coughed up seaweed
And my flooded lungs
Began to sing a broken chantey
"Take down the mast, o!
Tear down the rigging!
Tell me! Tell me!
What is a life worth living?"
Jan 29, 2015
Jan 29, 2015 at 4:51 AM UTC
She once waved white cloth but now,
Tears of blue satin fall,
As a girl who once smiled at life,
Cries with the pain of it all.
She once waved blue satin but now,
Drops of red velvet fall,
As a girl who once loved the world,
Sees the hatred that's found in all.
She once waved red velvet but now,
Rags of black silk fall,
As a girl who once had everything,
Begins to lose it all.
She once waved black silk but now,
She waves nothing at all,
As a girl who clung to emotions,
Lets go to watch them fall.
She once waved an empty hand but now,
Another's pulls her inside,
As a girl who sat on the edge of life,
Finds new hope in another's eyes.
He let go of all he cared for,
Let it fall to the ground,
In a desperate attempt to repay the favour,
That kept him safe and sound.
His hands now empty, unhindered,
He reached and offered support,
To a girl he could see had lost more than he dared to think of.
She accepted
He smiled
And both now wave together
Made stronger by fear and trust
Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 11:35 AM UTC