#waitingforlove
A Soldier’s Love Letter
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My love,
Out here, the rain still finds me—
quiet, steady,
like the space your voice has left.
There’s no one to catch my tears
when your letters don’t come.
I wait between long days,
in borrowed rooms and passing time,
reading your old words
like they might still mean the same.
They say it happens—
distance grows where love once lived,
and sometimes a letter arrives
that ends everything.
A “Dear John” … just like that.
Still, I hold on.
Every drop carries your name,
every silence feels like goodbye,
and I wonder if you still think of us
the way I do out here.
Because despite the miles,
despite the quiet between us,
my heart hasn’t learned
how to let you go.
If you’re still there—
write to me before the rain falls again.
I’ll be here,
somewhere between duty and home,
waiting…
with love.
Apr 25
Apr 25, 2026 at 4:34 AM UTC
I admit i'm insanely inlove
I invest so much effort
Just to be with you
But your love so dimmed
Like a busted bulb
I exaggerate things i've never been done
And i'm end up hallucinating
I becoming hysterical
For falling deeply inlove
Sometimes i've lost my senses
I forgot to love my self
More than i love you
This love brought me to agony
And i'm starting digging my grave
May 28, 2017
May 28, 2017 at 2:37 AM UTC
Soon as cupid closed his eyes and released his bow,
I immediately knew your face from my dreams.
The girl whose face I could never see,
You were always so quick to leave,
I'd pretend to hate you if it were true.
Just before I open my eyes the stars disappear only to reappear when I close them.
I slouch deeper in the couch awaiting your presence.
A chance to reciprocate just how I feel.
Forgiving you for not showing up a second sooner.
A hummus of white pastures
Devoted to the hunger of the sun,
Devouring everything in sight.
An maybe that invites the utopia of your thought,
Stung by an fleeting arrow, strung by the oasis of an longing heart.
Wondering aimlessly; an clear day
Without a single cloud to be found.
These are the times I think of you.
The horizon of my world.
The clouds move, curious in nature.
Beneath the pain of ribs struck by a fleeting arrow
You are there, the throbbing sensation that pulsates through my veins.
I miss you without having to look down,
I am neither naive nor stupid.
With quiet vocals
I deeply long for you on cloudy days
I deeply long for you now.
My enigmatic arrow
Migrate back to my side
May 29, 2016
May 29, 2016 at 3:27 AM UTC
I can almost see your face
behind my eyelids when I shut my eyes,
hear your laughter
in the deafening silence,
feel your touch, feel you breathing
in the dead of the darkest night,
smell the scent of your cologne
over my cup of warm coffee,
taste your lips,your skin
in my most vivid dreams.
My need is indescribable ,
my yearning--an unquenchable thirst.
But a shadow is all I can get
as we haven't found each other yet.
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 6:21 AM UTC