I tried to run
I tried to hide
I tried to escape
Everything my dusky past
But reality was so frisky
Every pavaments i walk
Every corners i look
They are chasing on me
Sometimes regrets feed up
Why i refuse to dance
The music of my life
That i could not express my self
Today i am mature enough
I have to play it wiser
To survive from the maze of life
And embrace for who am i.
Sep 21, 2017
Sep 21, 2017 at 3:21 AM UTC
I sent my last goodbye
Unto the swirling winds
And sealed it with full of loves
I hope it will come to you
Whenever you are right now
For everyone who does not knew yet
You are not my biological father
But i never felt a stranger with you
I receive your unconditional love
Like your real child
Five days of sleepness nights
I've been waiting for you
To visit in my dreams
But there is no sign
I want to whisper
My final goodbye
Aug 30, 2017
Aug 30, 2017 at 1:13 PM UTC
"I love you papa"
By:martin
I thought it was a nightmare
Until i see you lying in a coffin
My tears can't stop from falling
Like a rain drop from the skies
I may don't have a final glimpse
When your still alive
But our memories
Always be alive in my life
The lessons that you taught
Forever be treasured
One week before your final goodbye
I make a call
I am happy to hear your voice
Saying "you will going to survive"
And wait for me till i come home
I am sorry papa
I know its really hurt so much
And you try to strive
To extend your life
But GOD has better plan for you
Whenever you are right now
Just continue your journey
Don't worry
I will take care for mama
To inday and dodong also
I have so many regrets
I don't have a chance
To tell you this
When you're still strong and alive
Until your gone now
But it's better late than never
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PAPA
I will miss you
Your one of the foundation
In every success i have in my life
Until we meet again
I LOVE YOU PAPA BOY
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 12:57 PM UTC
It tooks for how many years
To be fall in love again
I'm scared to be broken
But you came into my life
And i was captivated by you
We've been together for months
You we're so sweet
Like a sugar coated lollipop
But behind those sweetness
There's a sour taste ahead
Yes, i am broken again
A lessons to be learn
To grow as majestic one
To give a precious time
To rebuild the broken one
Jul 27, 2017
Jul 27, 2017 at 9:23 AM UTC
Thirteen years of loving you was'nt easy. you turn my life into magical run, you give me hope and insipire me in my everyday living and i got a chance to meet new people to accompany with us and i thought i could grow old besides you but i was wrong, it really hurts so much to
me that we have to separate our way too early, our memories will always remain in my heart and to the people who really knows our story. I want to win you back in my life but i am scared because im getting older each day.
Jul 15, 2017
Jul 15, 2017 at 3:43 AM UTC
My world is about to fall
When you said you can't love me
The way that i love you
I pity myself for loving you
You're so inconsiderate
You fool me
I can't beg you to stay
Just to have your love
I would let time heals
My bleeding heart
Till it stop
To the last drop
But i'm still thankful
We ended as early as dawn
I have more time
Restoring my wounded heart
Before the sun will smile
Jun 2, 2017
Jun 2, 2017 at 2:30 PM UTC
I admit i'm insanely inlove
I invest so much effort
Just to be with you
But your love so dimmed
Like a busted bulb
I exaggerate things i've never been done
And i'm end up hallucinating
I becoming hysterical
For falling deeply inlove
Sometimes i've lost my senses
I forgot to love my self
More than i love you
This love brought me to agony
And i'm starting digging my grave
May 28, 2017
May 28, 2017 at 2:37 AM UTC
I've suffer miseries because of you
I endure the pain
Just to be with you
I sacrifice a lot
Just to be with you
My dignity on stake
Because of you
I'm so numb
I'm so Pathetic
Longing for you
May 11, 2017
May 11, 2017 at 4:30 PM UTC
It's really hurts till my soul
Im falling for you
I know it's complicated
But my hearts beating for you
I can't imagine why
Love is really blind
I've been sorrunded
By a thousand people by
But still i choose you
I hope i could surpass this one
Because this is forbidden one
Loving a married one
Like im losing the real one
May 11, 2017
May 11, 2017 at 1:37 AM UTC
I'd rather be an atheist than proclaiming my self a good disciple.
May 10, 2017
May 10, 2017 at 2:24 AM UTC