#untrustworthy
Lexapro to be a pro
At a mastering the status quo
No one likes a Debbie Downer,
Do you have to be so sour?
Adderall not working anymore?
Getting up is still a chore?
Vyvanse might be what what you need.
Anything to help me, please!
Xanax for anxiety
And so it works reliably
Take it with hydroxyzine
Trazadone to help you sleep
Choke down a handful of these
Won't matter the amount
As long as it knocks you out
Let's try this, let's try that
Uh oh, looks like that one made you fat
Once we finish with the vat
We'll let you know how to get you back
Shut up, shut up, shut up!!
Can't you just grow up??!
Brushed off, brushed off, brushed off
A little something to take the edge off
Maybe you should meditate
But for now we're sending you upstate
Medicated since 15?
Have you tried a guillotine?
Struggle, struggle, struggle
Let's fit you for a muzzle
Sit down, sit down, sit down
You look just like a clown
We heard you the first time
Can't you ask without crying?
This drama queen
Can't get past what happened at 17
Crybaby if you ask me
Did you even hear her speak?
She's lost and can't be found
Let's show some mercy
Put this one down
Apr 26, 2025
Apr 26, 2025 at 10:28 AM UTC
YOU BETRAYED ME!!!,
HOW COULD YOU??
You STABBED me in the BACK, and
Got me FEELING ALL BLUE,
I AM LOST FOR WORDS,
I AM NOT SURE I SHOULD DO,
WHAT WE HAD WAS SACRED!! and
I TRUSTED IN YOU, but
I WAS ALL WRONG,
NOW, I FEEL LIKE A FOOL,
You Betrayed me!!,
Why can't you just see,
You Left me hanging on a limb,
How could you do this to me???,
This feeling of BETRAYAL,
NO, It does not feel good!!!,
of how you just did me,
This is so MISUNDERSTOOD!!!!,
I STOOD RIGHT BY, and I CONFIDED IN YOU,
I thought you were a TRUE FRIEND but,
You did me wrong and that's not cool,
Therefore, this FRIENDSHIP has to end,
This BETRAYAL and BROKEN TRUST,
has been lost, but
with TIME and PATIENCE, could BE MENDED,
It won't be easy and things won't be the same, the BETRAYAL is on YOU, and
YES!!!
You are the one to BLAME!!!
Just one more thing I'd thought that you should know,
What comes around goes around
YOU WILL REAP WHAT YOU SOW!!!, but
I WILL FORGIVE YOU!!!,
EVEN FEELING SO LOW!!,
BROKEN DOWN AND UNSTABLE,
I AM FEELING SO BAD,
RUNNED DOWN, WORNED and FATIGUED,
BECAUSE OF YOUR BETRAYAL!!!
B.R.
Date: 4/8/2025
Apr 8, 2025
Apr 8, 2025 at 12:56 PM UTC
FaceTime me every week, as the calls start to pile
play dumb like we weren’t a thing, you know that sh%t is really foul
told me you’ll never be submissive; Love, your mouth be running wild
posting couple & single memes together must really got you down
Oh a new person in your DM’s, someone new to get you riled up
random thoughts run through my mind, watching you chase after titles
can’t find anyone to commit, how’s love working for you now?
Nov 22, 2021
Nov 22, 2021 at 11:31 PM UTC
I thought you would stay till the end
and keep what i hold dear to yourself
Not share it with the world
You kind comes so quickly
and i trust you so fast
i cared for you
but
i guess
your
just
another
F L Y B Y N I G H T
Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 10:35 PM UTC
It’s crazy
Crazy how someone can care so deeply about you
But they can’t help from hurting you
Betrayal at its finest is what it is
When will I heal?
When will I forgive?
Because I want him here to be my rock
And I want to trust him again but I’m still stuck
Stuck on how he chose up
Stuck on how he switched up
Stuck on that feeling I had deep in my heart
Stuck on the memory that still tears me apart
I can’t forget no matter how much I try
things will never be the same
My trust is one thing he can never fully regain
Playing myself like a fool is one thing I cannot do
No matter how much he claims to have switched the way he moves
When he looks into my eyes he sees the pain
That very same pain I felt when everything changed
when I look in his eyes I see adorement
but still and yet I can’t see us making this commitment
He is mine...Though I doubt this to be fully true
And I long to be his but will we see this through
When will I heal?
When will I forgive?
Will I ever find more love for him ...to give?
Jan 8, 2019
Jan 8, 2019 at 11:41 AM UTC
Sometimes, it’s very difficult to trust you.
The butterflies in my stomach are alive again
But not because of love
This time
It’s because of incertitude
You changed
The sparkle in your eyes is gone
Your smile is so fake
Your chest is so cold
So I know
It’s not my brain
It’s your attitude
Dec 16, 2018
Dec 16, 2018 at 12:59 AM UTC
You used the oldest play in the book,
But I’m a sucker for antiques and I’m optimistic to a fault.
You said don’t be worried,
But why is this time different?
We’ve always ruined it with our vicious cycle,
And the venom is just sweet enough that even though we are rotting, we still want seconds.
Please don’t let this be poison disguised as nectar.
Next time, I won’t come back.
Nov 22, 2018
Nov 22, 2018 at 11:55 PM UTC
as you gazed upon the roses, beautiful, blooming wide,
exposing themselves for your eyes alone, petals scattered,
you spoke to me. unsatisfied.
strewed their precious worth across the dull pavement,
i began to wonder.
if i truly burst open for you, would i suffer the same fate?
if each of my petals shed away, one by one, revealing a bare stem, would my beauty remain?
every rose wilts with time.
as you looked upon the sunset, magnificent, drooping low,
dipping beneath the horizon with a final display of light, heavens shimmering,
you spoke to me. unaffected.
swiped the bristles of a blackened brush across its fading glow,
i cannot help but wonder.
if i began to fade, would your starlight illuminate my beaten path?
or would you only cast a sheet of unforgiving darkness over my vibrant, faltering hues?
every sunset fades to night.
Sep 23, 2018
Sep 23, 2018 at 11:31 PM UTC
taking time to learn from your mistakes
the mistakes ive made in my past
i spent two and a half hours facing my bedroom mirror
im not faceless
yet i feel as faceless as a jane doe
fighting to discover the lost identity
that can only be found be found in the depth of her undiscovered haze
lost i wander from ocean to ocean
looking for the fateful creator
one who learned of the existence of a failure and decided never to look back
leaving a melancholy trail to follow him
drips of sadness mark where he has been and where he wishes to go
can the darkness that looms about him ever dissipate?
it is the duty of those around him to question why his simple sadness never fades
they question, but the root of his depression will never be made public information
no soul would ever learn of his betrayal
and i, would continue to wander aimlessly from ocean to ocean
when will my body give away to the .cruelty of nature surrounding?
harsh winds and streams of cold blue vend me
until i am one and the same
i will never rest
a lost sense of self has doomed me
there is no way to survive if i am not sure of who i am
because then who am i living for?
is it the strange girl who burrows daggers into my eyes when i look into thee mirror?
or am i simply living for the sake of those around me?
how about those who have abandoned me?
i am living without quite understanding why
so what is the next step?
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 11:15 AM UTC
you talk about trust,
and then betray it.
you talk about love,
and then destroy it.
you talk about friendship,
and never give it a chance.
and
every time
im the one crying
on my bedroom floor.
no one to hold,
no one to see me.
Mar 22, 2018
Mar 22, 2018 at 5:14 PM UTC
It's so easy to forgive
But you will never forget
You will smile again
Yet, your mind will replay it
It is better this way
Keep your guard up high
Be glad you can forgive
Despite receiving no apology
Be glad you can't forget
The same thing will not happen twice
I forgive you
I forgive your disappointment
Despite the non-apology
I choose to do it anyway
Do not expect much from me
You will not know me again
You wasted your opportunity
I don't need to be shown twice
Disloyalty speaks for itself
We can only share past fond times
I will not share my secrets
Secrets you can't keep
I will not share my feelings
You've proven that to me
I'm glad I could forgive you
I'm glad I will move on
Too bad I can't forget
All the betrayals that hurt me for so long
Feb 4, 2018
Feb 4, 2018 at 11:24 PM UTC
I briefly thought about messaging you
To ask you what exactly it is you want
Because it can't be a daughter,
It can't be something I am not.
What exactly will knowing do for you?
What do you want from me?
Are you going to rip me apart,
And watch me deal with it too?
Sep 5, 2017
Sep 5, 2017 at 5:27 PM UTC
The
fame and
wealth one can
receive in this life
helps a person live a
life of luxury. The media
the eyes and ears to the world,
manipulated by the ****** hands
of man. However, no matter what, I
know one thing. You shine bright in the
media light, the shadow grows ever darker.
The crown of the media, no matter the industry,
does not stay on the same head forever...
Jul 28, 2017
Jul 28, 2017 at 2:37 PM UTC
***The tool of liars and cheats.
The maker of trust issues.***
Mar 1, 2017
Mar 1, 2017 at 3:03 PM UTC
By Arcassin Burnham
How did I sleep on this?
How did I manage to keep myself in this charade
Any longer then I need to even fathom if I believed you,
It still wouldn't be the same,
Everyone is a victim,
Pushing lies on one another just to see how it
Will impact them,
I've been there,
Done that,
For sure it wasn't an impact,
It was an improvement to see how fake people
React,
Thinking out loud,
Days have became a bit solid and filled with
Magnolias,
Sorry that there's no trace of psychedelia,
Just me and a couple of snacks with a liter root beer
Sitting in the corner of grandma's room,
Flowers keep blooming outside putting roots on
The wall and savoring the roof.
Feb 17, 2017
Feb 17, 2017 at 11:24 AM UTC
Frowning, glittering faces
They changed constantly
Lost the vision for loyalty
Where trust is a weapon
To tease someone's life
Put edges to the lines
You drew thier attention to
Then pick wisely, when
They change colours
Nov 29, 2016
Nov 29, 2016 at 6:14 AM UTC
What a fall from grace
The untrustworthy
Are doomed to face!
Jan 15, 2016
Jan 15, 2016 at 6:30 AM UTC
Boys.
An emotional distraction.
Full of **** and unholy intentions.
He will force the idea into your mind that he is not like the rest, but has three other mistresses he's telling the same thing to.
He will take you on moonlight dates and pretend to adore you, but will leave you stretched out on the bathroom floor wishing you hadn't let him ruin your mascara.
He will make undescribable love to you, but will desire and crave for the body of another.
He will sweetly tell you he has fallen in love with your soul, but will cut open the depths of your heart while you're still breathing.
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 1:28 PM UTC
I don't know about you but
Trust falls don't work
I know in my gut
You're only catching me because you're forced too.
Out in the jungle of high school,
No one can be trusted.
At least in my eyes.
Everyone is two-faced
Or has a huge mouth that loves to gossip.
Every ******* time
I wind up broken
Because I actually thought people could change.
"Hell, I hate this life"
I hope my back didn't break your knife.
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 9:51 AM UTC
i think i have grown tired
of everyone
and everything.
i need something new
a change
something that wont disappoint
something that doesn't get old
i think i have grown tired
of me
Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 8:33 PM UTC
These grand architectures
Built over fragile foundations
Trusts are a rarity
One eyed perceptions
Safe haven for distorted images
Walls are flimsy
Pillars of love can hold no more
Like a pack of cards
Everything will be rubble
Will be buried deep
The dream of humanity
Wind blown
The deserted lands
Will be testimony
Of the uncertainties
We had within
Dec 27, 2014
Dec 27, 2014 at 9:18 AM UTC
The smile so bright
I felt illuminated
Has chewed me up
Forgetten to spit me out
Trapped, held in the grooves
Of your sharpened smile
Converted cracks and crevices
Into the maps of my mind
I am scraps
Shreds with missing pieces
Caught between crimson gums
Hope your next victim
Will taste me on your tongue
Sep 17, 2014
Sep 17, 2014 at 11:40 AM UTC