#undo
Deeds can't be undone,
doing them over you'll bear --
the burden double.
Apr 16, 2025
Apr 16, 2025 at 1:57 AM UTC
how do i undo
the feelings i have for you
when clearly you got no clue
that these are all true
how do i undo
to cut myself from blue
though this ain't new
i wanna get over you
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 12:55 PM UTC
There is fire in my stomach
And smoke in my throat
And soot in my brain.
So hazy is my life,
Overwhelmed by guilt and shame.
So heavy is this burden,
I want someone to blame.
So disgusted I am with myself,
I want you to be the same.
Oh God,
I will not complain about my life
And my woes;
Instead
I tear myself up from the root and
Pull my brain out through
My nose.
I want to die but,
I don’t want to burn,
Even though I am burning
On my own.
Leave me alone, lock me up
And throw away the **** key.
Take my consciousness far away from me.
Let me die without being dead so
I don’t have to feel the
Scorching heat of my actions.
I know I don’t deserve heaven so
As mercy undo my existence and
Put me back to sleep.
Nov 9, 2020
Nov 9, 2020 at 8:16 AM UTC
the image of Cheeto Face can’t be unseen
glaring at us through the tube
spewing forth random worthlessness
infringing on all who watched
how do you undo such nonsense
Brian Hill - 2020 # 269
Sep 30, 2020
Sep 30, 2020 at 9:21 PM UTC
A fable lesson learned
After every immoral step I took
Something valuable I earned
As all the pages I have burned
Nothing I could undo...
Apr 29, 2020
Apr 29, 2020 at 11:34 AM UTC
It feels like something unwanted stuck in my throat,
Preventing my voice to be loud and clear,
Making my breathing difficult,
My brain keeps on telling me to cut it open,
That unwanted thing is better gone.
Once I cut it open,
Will I be freed too?
Dec 2, 2019
Dec 2, 2019 at 11:59 AM UTC
i have felt
the rush of blood
pounding in my veins;
surrendered
to over-reaction,
cursing the same
NCL September 2019
Sep 9, 2019
Sep 9, 2019 at 10:03 AM UTC
I couldn't help it
But to smile
Every time i look at you
Or think of you
It *****
Because it's pretty obvious
That i like you
You could see it in my eyes
And especially my smile
But you don't care
You don't care about my feelings
So I'll promise you
Sooner or later
I won't be smiling
When i see your face
I will look at you with a straight face
And show you
That you're no longer
The reason why i smile
Aug 24, 2019
Aug 24, 2019 at 1:42 AM UTC
Error
Abort mission
Message can't be sent
How do I undo
These lies
When my own system crashed
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 6:05 AM UTC
how are you meant
to know what to do
with this one life
which you cannot undo
there is so much
to this thing called reality
getting everything right
seems far from practicality
i'm doing my best
like so many of us are
i just need direction
before i travel too far
Aug 26, 2018
Aug 26, 2018 at 7:04 AM UTC
It's killing me
To try not to think of you
It's killing me
To undo things i used to do with you
It's killing me
To try not to miss you
Jun 14, 2018
Jun 14, 2018 at 5:03 PM UTC
I turn the lights off, you turn them back on.
I close the refrigerator door, you open it back up.
I return items to their original places, you move them.
I leave the toilet seat up, you fold it back down.
I vacuum the carpets, you immediately imprint your feet where I stopped.
I lock the door, you unlock it.
I turn the TV off, you turn it back on.
I recycle the newspaper, you bring it back out.
I make dinner, you order takeout.
I unplug, you plug back in.
I sketch, you erase.
I say one thing, you argue against it.
Today, nothing happened.
May 17, 2018
May 17, 2018 at 4:53 PM UTC
Tattoo your arm
Red of the stars
Honey is black
Put in a bag
Dawn of the stars
Never arrives
Harm to undo
to
Never decide
Open my arm
Blue of my scars
God is white
In his copyright
and
Sunshine abuse
of tracks to choose
To pierce my arm
But honey knows
My love
is
a wound
a scar
a shame
I must've chose
And though you stay by my side
You never arrive
Your heart glides above an awry
night
But soon it will be
time to decide
and the bridges may fall
bridges may burn
but just to overdose on you
I'd let Lucifer take all
May 4, 2018
May 4, 2018 at 2:18 AM UTC
You pull the love out of me,
Like scientists harvest the silk of a spider,
Pinned down, days of freedom behind,
nailed to the bed arms outstretched,
How does it feel?
Nailed down there with precision?
Unmoving all strength gone,
Arachne's curse unbound onto me,
In me,
Out of me,
and in the walls,
You pull and you pull,
Weaving your own gossamer dream,
Of silken castles and fort walls,
Do you even want to feel?
No sirens for you to save.
Dancing with death at my traitorous embrace,
Dreams are so flammable,
and so is your heart,
The sparks of feeling,
Undo so much.
Last night somebody loved me --
and undid every word.
Jan 31, 2018
Jan 31, 2018 at 1:54 PM UTC
*I will not let you be my part
1, 2,3 and several others
I will keep overcoming
One after the other.
Each one I choose a fear,
and me in my cocoon
ready to break free all the barriers!
To let myself live
and
to undo all
my fears!!*
Jul 8, 2017
Jul 8, 2017 at 1:56 PM UTC
another drag through jagged teeth,
manhandling my body with precision.
lips glittering with the wet from your tongue,
piercings blundering my soul.
continue to make your move against me,
i am numb to all feelings you may hold.
wrap me up and throw me to the dogs,
before you take all humanity.
May 22, 2017
May 22, 2017 at 10:32 AM UTC
You love a person so much
Their pain becomes yours.
You are them.
They are you.
But sometimes that's not enough.
Not enough for them.
But you tried.
For him.
For you.
That wasn't enough.
You loved hard.
Too hard.
And now you can't undo this love.
You can't forget.
You can't figure out if it's you or them anymore because you two were so alike.
So in tune.
And now you're over.
You're trapped with lingering memories of what used to be, and you can't escape.
You can't run from yourself, or from him.
Not anymore.
Apr 28, 2017
Apr 28, 2017 at 1:06 PM UTC
regret and guilt
eat me alive at times
wishing so much
i could undo
all of my crimes--
so many things
from my past it seems
all the huge mistakes i've made
seem to haunt my vivid dreams
and oh the pain, the fear
that constantly encompass me
whenever I think that one day
all in this world will be able to see...
but there is no undoing
that can possibly be done
to mine own undoing
you see, i'm the one*
who committed the acts of sin
and no one can help me now
no one can let me go back and begin
to try to undo what's done somehow...
so off i go trodding through
until the end of time
when my days will come to an end
*and all will know my sins, my crime...
Nov 25, 2016
Nov 25, 2016 at 10:33 PM UTC
There’s this
pressure
on my ribs
reminding me
of every choice
I’ve made
and doubted.
You can’t undo
things you’ve
done in this life,
and you can’t
move on
if your mind
won’t let you.
-JRM
Nov 9, 2016
Nov 9, 2016 at 11:08 AM UTC
I want to take off my body,
Like a used lingerie.
I don't want it anymore,
I feel too empty nor valuable.
I want to change who am I,
To begin anew.
For every damage that can't be undo,
For all those nights that I cried.
Too afraid to close my eyes,
Having angst that the memory of you will chase me.
I feel remorse for myself,
For letting you dig inside me,
For being too shabby for my self,
And for letting you ruin my life.
My life.
My life not yours.
From the time you had me,
You never once think of my life.
It was all about you, it was all about your desires.
It was all about your happiness, your thirst for mine.
Of what you did to me,
It will always haunt me.
The remains of you inside me,
Were a nightmare,
A nightmare that chases me,
A stranger who have no clue of who I am,
But still continue to plunge his desires on me.
I am writing this not just to seek for your sympathy,
I want you to understand.
How to be empty,
to be lost,
to be disgusted
and to be the topic of town,
and to be me.
-
shn 6:7-16
Jun 7, 2016
Jun 7, 2016 at 3:04 AM UTC
I have this room inside my mind,
A room my mind can't bear to face.
Behind my face it hides behind,
So I can bear another day.
Each day the door tries to undo,
And I must shut the door anew.
Today has come.
I tell it, "Stay."
And I try to run away.
But the room,
It's my doom.
It's my tomb.
And in that room my mind will lay.
From the room come the yells,
All the secrets I won't tell.
All the thoughts I fought,
that brought me down.
They tried to ****
I locked them in a cell.
But their yells, they are so loud.
I tried to fly away on a cloud.
But their yells melted the air,
And I fell away from there.
Now I'm far away from home,
And I think that I'm alone.
But the yells, I am their home.
And I say,
"You killed me dead,
Inside my head.
So stop the yelling,
Chew on my bones."
May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 11:42 AM UTC
I kneel on the ground desperately searching in the ashes and embers of who I used to be. The flecks of falling memories whisper and whirl lightly around me.
If I can find a fragment within these piles of haunted bones. Perhaps, then I can change what has been done and undo my damaging blunders.
Time is frozen here in my own perpetual limbo. I don't wish to go forward but back to a time when I was blissfully naive and innocent, not bitter and tragic.
Yet, day after day, I'm doomed to repeat this infinite process and never become the husk of my past self.
Words have gone and I'm left in the maddening solitude.
Mar 21, 2016
Mar 21, 2016 at 12:18 AM UTC
Tell me where should I start?
Tell me how should I do my part?
Cuz' I wanna free my heart,
And undo this and restart.
All those things,
all the misunderstandings,
all the happy beginnings,
and even all the saddest endings.
I just want to be with you,
Just tell what should I do.
I want more of you,
And that's how I love you.
- 12102k15
Dec 9, 2015
Dec 9, 2015 at 11:00 PM UTC