#unattached
"isn't that something you
want?" she asked.
"no" i replied. "what i desire cannot be given. only by providence can that which is unattached be realized and only by letting go can it be integrated."
"well then...", she said with a smile,
"...perhaps it's time, hmmm?"
and at that she folded
in on herself
over and over
like complex origami
until she became
a butterfly.
then she fluttered
into my
chest and took
root in my heart
like a seed.
she grows there
now like a low moon
lover bathing in moonshine,
dripping in starlight,
changing in
the glow.
Apr 26, 2020
Apr 26, 2020 at 1:55 AM UTC
unattached;
the deadliest affliction
not connected
to anything,
anyone
not owning a reason,
to stay
to see a glimmer of hope
in your friend's smile
your father's words
your mother's hug
nothing
it wouldn't be worth it
Feb 22, 2019
Feb 22, 2019 at 10:26 AM UTC
I'm emotionally detached,
in twenty nine days ninety panic attacks,
I see through your eyes,
straight to your past,
the times that you meant it when you really laughed.
Your crescents hate light,
and descend through the day,
I'm deciding my mind between painful and sane,
dividing a line between not okay and opaque.
I know my life's doubtful,
more mournful than most.
Lost in translation as feeling the least,
a leash on my brain and one sense of release.
I wanna meet sharpness to puncture my breath,
rather than losses I can't reconnect-
Oct 16, 2018
Oct 16, 2018 at 11:31 AM UTC
And don't spend your days weeping,
over a subject that doesn't stop to wonder
about you and your worrying demeanour.
And don't even bother spending nights
and even days empty, hoping for a reply
from the mysterious person who once filled your mind.
And don't you think to question yourself
for their demeaning actions
that have left you cold and unattached.
For if they wanted to
they would've.
-z
Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 5:08 AM UTC
Take the stage
Then take a bow.
Touch a heart,
Then skip town.
Skip a stone,
Then sink below.
Leaving ripples behind.
Take a breath,
Then let it go.
Let's take a ride
On the undertoe.
Kiss the sky,
Then dive below.
Like a breaker,
Turn to mist-
Drift.
Spreading wings,
Lift off in flight.
Melt the wax,
Drop from the sky.
Like a comet
Shining bright,
Burn to stardust on the wind-
Drift.
Oct 5, 2017
Oct 5, 2017 at 8:59 AM UTC