#umm
6 feet and 4 inches of man
and, oh boy, is he a man
perfectly cut between soft and strong
with just enough hair on his chest
and a little hair on his face too
he's an amazing kisser
and great with his hands
somehow gentle
and so powerful
at the same time
he's just
so very, very good.
Jan 7, 2021
Jan 7, 2021 at 9:51 AM UTC
1.)
8/12/14 11:48 Pm
Breath in the smell
The smell of your smoking wrist
Burnt with the last razor not stained with blood
Smoke the demons out of the red blood cells
As if you lost the white in the sea of your own tears
2.)
8/14/14 4:59 Pm
I might as well been on the Great Wall of China
As you pushed me away
Because I’ve never fallen so hard, so fast
And I feel dead
3.)
8/14/14 6:23 Pm
I begged, I kept begging.
For what?
I have forgotten what I wanted.
I’m ashamed of crying.
Not for the tears
But the bruises left not by anyone
but myself.
I can point you to self afflicted scars
I can point you to the burns left inside my throat by a numbing agent Aka *****
I can show you the way my fist curls when I beat the pain out.
I’ll show you how ****** I am, eventually.
4.)
8/14/14 7:15 Pm
A sharpened knife & a pitch black room
Such a lovely couple
Just light a candle & watch in the dim flickering light as they make red passionate love.
It’s hard to miss, you can taste it in the air.
It’s almost like a bullet in the mouth ready to be unloaded.
Addendum, plot-twist; the passionate love is my blood.
Aug 23, 2014
Aug 23, 2014 at 11:33 PM UTC
Umm...
Undermining
My
Mind
Dot of the unsure
Dot of the lies
Dot of the worry
Not sure whether to raise my hand or not.
I know the answer, but...
Flashing memories
Of all the name calling
Of all the crying
Of all “I’m fine”s
When really I’m not.
Not sure whether to tell the truth or not.
I know what I feel, but…
Flashing memories
Of all the screaming
Of all the hiding
Of all the “I feel good”s
When really I don’t.
Not sure whether to show the pain or not.
I know where the pain is coming from, but…
Flashing memories
Of all the fake worried faces
Of all the anxiety attacks
Of all the “I’m okay”s
When really I’m not.
Umm…
Undermining
My
Mind
Dot of the unsure
Dot of the lies
Dot of the worry
Oct 8, 2019
Oct 8, 2019 at 4:27 PM UTC
Big coat
You're like all warm n that
Keeping the cold out of my skin
I waited for you all summer
And now you are there
When I leave my abode
To keep Mr Coldy away, and if I could be so boldy
I'd like to wear you in the lounge
For a little while
While the hard rectangular hot things spread their dry torrid air about
Inside my lungs
But you, like a warm, most comfy duvet
Keep the frosty frosts at bay.
Nov 19, 2025
Nov 19, 2025 at 11:44 AM UTC