#trustworthy
Something that's
a better secret keeper
It's no one
but a paper...
May not be alive,
May not be reactive,
But loyal enough to keep the secrets captive...
People trust others
with their regrets
But i trust paper
with my jar of secrets...
Dec 8, 2025
Dec 8, 2025 at 6:12 AM UTC
"I saw something in them, hoping to feel the same in return.
I gave my words not to hurt — yet ended up hurting myself.
They chose them, I chose they, and now I don’t know what to do.
I crave them as much as I wish to push them away.
They became both my heart and my wound.
In this process, I still long for what we were —
but maybe there never was a ‘we’ at all.
I think of those blessed to have them.
They were my armor, and my blood that burns.
Maybe, in this lifetime, I was never meant to have them."
Nov 14, 2025
Nov 14, 2025 at 11:09 AM UTC
Dearest jewels of my crown motherhood
Go to the nearest FBI office
Accuse all you call friends of a hate crime drugging you without you knowing to make you feel **** and think you are nuts hallucinogens and methamphetamine s do that
Do not go to psychiatrist they will trash you
your Mom and remove your parental rights forever a Susan and Arthur and Elizabeth already bought you from Haralsmbios a human trafficking psychopath sadist torturer like kiriaki and many more in Greece
Those you trust here in USA hide Crimes they are a team of murderers and thieves since 1980
They assimilated Jeff and John through drugs
Free yourselves.
They all are your deadly enemies they document all lies half truths use assassination of character and fear of your Mom to hide their crimes
They are who lie divide you and plan to ****** your Mom too for financial gain.
They made credit cards with your name in it to finance murders for hire ..
And tell you it's Mom buying thousands of dollars in clothes that's a lie from Satan
They are black mailing you.
to extort money to **** Mom.
~~
Remove your blind folds fight for your freedom take your children run to FBI office use me as a living witness I am on your side.
I love you all my children.
~~
~My Story poem.~
The greatest deception is calling everyone
a friend
Today I admit that from ancient times
am blessed to have had his intimate
piece of heart
thus my life was worth while.
I declare that even here
I was blessed with this
Outer Limits De-Javus;
~~
I am forever a grateful Mom,
granted to sacrifice my
love, my life along with everyone
I ever loved the most.
There's still justice to be granted; triumph waived
with defeat acknowledged.
Not only have I waived and yielded to every misfortune
but was trashed to the eleven winds as my evil enemy
lied to divide me among my dearly beloved offspring
planning as in above the law to profit from my demise.
~~~
By: Karijinbba
All Rights Reserved.
Jun 10, 2023
Jun 10, 2023 at 1:32 AM UTC
Ingredient labels, on everything, from the,
Bottled tap water we drink, to processed food we eat,
Trying to be healthy, not tripping on our feet.
If we feel bad, grab a phone give a doctor a ring,
They have no guarantees, although they push drugs,
For almost everything. We risk our life, trusting,
The system, doctors buy licenses to deal, from,
Politicians, The Government, who keep our prescription,
Ingredient’s, hid under a rug. Many take medicines,
Normally adding more as we age, not having a clue,
Not the slightest, Drugs. In the media you may see,
What street drugs have inside, are they about the same,
Never a second thought, go right to the pharmacy,
Inhale whatever, strap yourself in, wait for the ride.
The Original: Tom Maxwell © 3/14/2022 AD
4:20 pm
Mar 15, 2022
Mar 15, 2022 at 2:00 AM UTC
One grain left my smile
identical twin of yours
didn't see it's mystery timely
my unwritable wrong
like me friend not foe.
Followers and sweetpie poets
did I ever tell you how I love you
grace, love is my other name.
In whatever bittersweet
circumstance stranger as I am
trustworthy like you I am,
giftedly understanding.
If not too intrusive of me,
find my heart of gold.
for your comfort it beats
for your eyes skips beats
any kindness is measured
priceless I won't judge you
dear poet friend or covert enemy
take another piece of me but look me in the eye tell me why I got no clue.
I am only human make mistakes, hardly a poetess a nobody
a mocked hero Mom
a surviving hate crimes fool
blind for love.
A lost and found sad clown
a mess in so many ways,
and all is my fault.
No I don't deserve none
of my ancient benefactors,
shameful defeat is deserved.
Poor Mr. triumph weeps
shivers shricks hides playing
hide and seek to love, to hope
to my intrusive gold
even my last dime.
~~~~~
By; Karijinbba
Sep 30, 2021
Sep 30, 2021 at 8:43 PM UTC
sometimes
I have to
get rid
of thoughts
that I can't even
tell my best friends
that's why
the moon
is one of my
most trusted ones
Jan 28, 2020
Jan 28, 2020 at 12:25 PM UTC
Your fingers caress my face
As I rest my cheek in your palm
I can feel the blood rushing back in
As if this was the signal to feel alive again
The beating of our hearts become louder
Until it drowns out everything around us
Is this what home feels like?
You grab my chin and tilt my head upwards
Until our eyes meet
Your eyes are low,
Your eyes are *****
You pull me in and kiss me deep
I wrap my arms around your neck
As my legs become weak
Is this what passion feels like?
Two bottles of wine in and
Fear is completely out the window
As I allow my body to finally take over
Jan 4, 2020
Jan 4, 2020 at 1:24 PM UTC
Isolation and quietness are my two best friends
They never leave me
They don’t betray me
And they do not care
Isolation helps me think and comprehend reality
Isolation does not sleep and never decides to leave me
Isolation eliminates my pressures and anxieties
Isolation helps me relax and breathe
With isolation who needs real friends?
Quietness comes and goes but never decides to leave me
Quietness helps me sleep at night and stays with me till the morning
Quietness lets me focus and takes away my fears
Quietness is always trustworthy and is right around the corner
With quietness who needs real friends?
Isolation and quietness are always there for me
They never leave me
They don’t betray me
And they do not care
My two best friends never change and are always there for me
With isolation and quietness who needs real friends?
Jul 23, 2018
Jul 23, 2018 at 9:16 AM UTC
Deception mistaken for protection.
Oh so naive.
Unwittingly taking fiction as gospel, wholeheartedly, they believe.
The art of lying, simply unable to conceive.
In these formative years, all the elders did was sugarcoat.
Upon uncovering the truth.
They realize all that they've been fed is poison, slowly, it has been secreted.
Down their throat.
Cruelly cheated.
The innocence of youth.
Jul 8, 2016
Jul 8, 2016 at 8:24 AM UTC
An invisible,
unattainable,
unfathomable feeling.
I wish to have it
I wish to give it,
but sadly I cannot find it
Mar 16, 2016
Mar 16, 2016 at 9:21 PM UTC
I looked at your eyes and they weren't just brown.
They held mysteries and secrets inside.
I noticed and was immediately bound;
you didn't let me in, all you did was hide.
It was not fair how much I opened up
while you bottled all and left me guessing,
as if I were a person that would rob,
as if one day I would leave you hanging.
I don't know who you thing I'd turn into,
but I promise you I'm not like the rest.
I would never leave you, nor learn how to,
I promise I will give you all my best.
So please, let me unlock your mystery,
I promise we can make some history.
Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 11:38 PM UTC
It’s never straight forward.
It’s always redirected,
people trying to save face, but that’s expected.
I’ve gotten so tired of the games,
trustworthy- the definition just isn’t the same.
I just wonder when it changed,
when words became so perfectly arranged.
I just want the real.
Don’t comfort me with a lie, because from the truth I’ll heal.
I’m ranting now,
but people have gotten so lost somehow.
People are known to beat around the bush,
maybe they just need a little push.
Get to it,
I’m not talking about shooting the ****
I want the truth,
not the attitude of the petulant youth.
Get the point across,
so the truth can’t be lost.
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 5:13 PM UTC
I'm the irreverent boyscout you can't trust that's no help
Cowardice and gluttonous
But hell can I start a fire.
I don't listen, I'm not nice
purity I don't recognize.
I do my own thing,
I never courtesy.
Oh **** can I scream at wrongs.
I'm the grungy kind of disloyal,
You know the sin of the unclean.
My face is never cheerful
And I'm rude to everything.
May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 12:38 PM UTC
As humans
during our
first year of life
we are supposed
to learn
how to trust
other people
for the
basics
but what are
we supposed to do
as we get older
and the hurt
increases
and the pain
won't subside
what about
when
our learned
balance
of trust
versus
mistrust
goes away
what about
when we
lose ourselves
and we are not
children
anymore
Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 12:09 PM UTC
I often find myself standing alone
I scare people off, I'm fearful of the unknown
They call me a scarecrow but what do I care?
Finding a glimpse of honesty seems to be rare
Sticks and stones are made of my broken bones
And all of the words that have stung me
My heart impure, oh so demure
I long for an utter recovery
I fear it's rotted away beyond any possible repair
In the shadows I pray that someone will end my despair
All they see is a scarecrow, they don't see the human inside
The loneliness in my heart has forced me to hide
All my true feelings, they don't know how much I've cried
Hoping someone would save me without pushing me aside
I'm one of a kind, that's the one thing I know
I'm a scarecrow on the outside, but my soul will always glow.
Jul 23, 2014
Jul 23, 2014 at 5:33 AM UTC
Lines
Not lies
I would never
Be anything but
True
To you
Apr 28, 2014
Apr 28, 2014 at 1:23 PM UTC