#trilogy
Last Dance In Sunset
The sky turned orange for us,
like it knew goodbyes should look like fire
before they turn to ash.
We’re laughing under it,
but it’s a thin, breaking kind of laugh —
the kind you use when your chest hurts.
You tease me. I tease you back.
Trading words like we’re trading heartbeats,
like if we keep talking,
we won’t have to hear the ending.
Your hand in mine.
Both of us pretending
we don’t feel how cold my fingers are getting.
We spin slow, so slow,
like the slower we move,
the longer the sun might stay.
We sway from side to side,
Basking in the cool, autumn breeze.
We watch as golden leaves fall from their trees,
Mirroring our relationship as it slowly reaches its end.
But the pathway ahead is wide.
And empty.
And no one’s coming to save us from it.
Last hugs.
I held too tight.
Last kisses.
I tasted salt.
Last time you lead me through our final dance,
count the beats I couldn't hear,
and call it grace.
The music's stopped.
But my feet still remember how to break.
Your head finds my shoulder
like it’s done a thousand times before.
You whisper about my two left feet.
And I’m laughing — God, I’m laughing —
but it’s wet, and it shakes,
because if I stop,
the silence will rush in
and fill the space where your name
used to mean tomorrow.
I’m trying to memorize you.
The sound. The weight. The way you fit here.
For when the dark comes.
And it’s coming. I can feel it
in my bones.
The orange sky goes thin.
Paper-thin.
The music’s gone. We knew it would be.
We turn to leave, and I can’t look at you.
If I do, I won’t go.
But our shadows still hold hands
across the wide pathway —
one last, foolish, broken thing
that doesn’t know we’re done.
Then the sun slips below the edge of the world.
And they let go.
Like it didn’t hurt.
Like they weren’t us.
Sunset.
And I’m still cold.
May 4
May 4, 2026 at 6:04 PM UTC
And as the Aaryavarta planet gave away.
The Řṣ̌ìjànáh, who were their scientists,
They made the spaceship or Vyómàyánà,
And all the remaining beings hopped on.
Fighting against the agents of Kàlìyùgàm,
Pràbháṣ̌gùpŧà and Vìbháṣ̌gùpŧà the twins,
The energy source was the vibrations of Om.
The Vyómàyánà took off into the oblivion.
Sep 11, 2024
Sep 11, 2024 at 1:54 PM UTC
my hidden shames
are an excellent source of moral fibre,
nurturing, but not nutritious.
we coexist in a quiet
mutual acknowledgment,
coexisting but un-categorizable,
nonetheless,
among my oldest cohorts,
their singular coordinated characteristic,
they are mine alone,
not meant to be shared.
But they will someday
make an excellent poem.
Mon jan 2 2023
6:47am
@here
———————————————————-
the askew
are my oldest companion,
dating back to my naissance,
faithful, eternal, but single-minded,
with a rueful sense of humor,
of course,
refer to my relatively plentiful hairs
inherited from my mother’ genetics.
a morning chore,
to return their antics
to an adult,
dignified pose,
plenty sufficient to be be brushed,
straight back,
the preferred orderly compose,
of older men
who cannot waste time
with foolishness,
the excessive vanities of
curls, parts and pompadours,
and yet,
every day they wake me with
ridicule, mockery, by presenting
themselves.to me,
as if electrocuted,
each
hair raising itself
pointing to the heaven,
whence
their true Creator resides.
no amount of product
persuasive,
they do what they must do,
akimbo, askew,
with inordinate amount of
malice aforethought and
a venomous sense of
hairy (and now hoary)
absurdity .
a splash of water,
a handful of rigorous brush strokes,
returns order
and the pretense of a serious mien,
an adult demeanor.
But their purpose accomplished,
they have reminded me of the
absurdity of human vanity,
to humble myself
before forces
more powerful
than human self-aggrandizement
by accentuating
our human foibles.
7:13am
same time & place
——————————————-
morning prayers are
always
a trilogy
the rounded evenness of three,
provides the necessary gravitas
of sufficiency,
three being
not too short,
not too long,
not too quick,
just three right,
to impart
the seriousness
of gratitude
for having gained
another day upon earth,
with it,
many multitudes of
chances to share
thankfulness,
kindness,
yes,
& love too,
and to write,
one more poem
encapsulating
all of the above.
7:35am
same day
same place,
same cup of coffee
Jan 3, 2023
Jan 3, 2023 at 9:17 AM UTC
The way you have a way with words,
I bless every book and every poem
that has ever graced your sight.
I praise the letters you've strung thus far,
if I could, I'd stitch them with my own
to make a blanket of letters that would
cover and protect you in the next winter.
Now I am writing astray,
but from my original pseudonym
I am never too far away.
You are the one writing these poems,
I am just your hands and the veins on them.
Jun 23, 2022
Jun 23, 2022 at 3:23 AM UTC
On one Tuesday, you asked me
why I check the words you use,
why I analyze the things you say,
and you also pointed out
how I see things before you do
And I might seem like a know-it-all,
but ironicaly, I do these to learn about you.
And unlearn my past mistakes and habits,
to learn how to love you better
so I can be worthy of a future with you
and be so good for you.
teach me. help me.
Jun 23, 2022
Jun 23, 2022 at 2:23 AM UTC
The people from your hometown and I
got something big in common;
we always wait for you.
And your words.
They complete and make our days.
If not all, then most days.
We await news from you
like a rooster would wait for sunshine
before it sings in the morning.
Like I would wait for you
to tell me you adore me before I can sleep,
and wake and repeat this all over again.
Jun 23, 2022
Jun 23, 2022 at 1:23 AM UTC
The central theme of the universe's biggest trilogy (the birth, the life, and death) is love!
Jan 17, 2021
Jan 17, 2021 at 4:19 AM UTC
perhaps if you have time,
take a moment to read the
predecessor poem in the notes below first,
in order to better understand this one
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the love poetry curfew so lately announced
misshapen, growing without respite, by hate extensions distended,
poet's sanity uncomprehending, for yet another! sabbath desecration,
debating internally, how long should this cessation be extended,
for the pockmarking of earth's face with fresh bloodshed,
continues unashamedly, swiftly apace, these unholy days of dread,
all haggard his mind, hazard his eyes, harden his heart
no muse could sway
but shocking himself,
poet's mirror image stares and dares
with a finger-pointing,
his own specter's absurd challenge of
"and yet, now more than ever "
when children are killed like bowling pins,
there can be no satisfaction in revenge
cannot expiate evil deeds with avenge
measure for measure add-on sins,
and yet,
poet thinks quietly, repeatedly, self-surprisingly,
*and yet,
love poetry, now more than ever*
asking confusedly, almost ashamedly, out loudly, yet secretly,
how can this be, for there will be again, more painful awakenings,
is it the end of days, of greeting sunrise, with a love for love poetry?
with madness come and confusion everywhere rampant,
'tis a doubtful thought, the carnage having wrought
an insoluble dissolution and can love poetry be any solution?
in poet's Adirondack safe place where life tributes were
birthed, bred and trials borne, a right writ place for unmasking,
a private soul in equal parts of joy and shame,
love and pain, loss and gain,
here the weighing scales bore equal measures
of old bereft, and life uplifting visions of,
what will come, what will be, the unforeseen,
the hopeful yet of
"and yet"
a dotted line of whitecaps beckons the poet to tread upon,
the glassine bay's waters that lay before him, go, walk on water,
a path to point where and whence the quaking waves
have gathered, calmly begging, Oh poet!
provide assurance, explanation, comprehension,
querying him as if all sanity, has flightly, unsightly, fled
from the home shores of human sailors, gently asking poet,
"your fellow walking earth-beasts have all sensibility killed,
these times so human terrible, we waters, cannot understand"
poet's rebellious soul all so confused, asking and answering the
waters in his head, the waters that address his eyes,
seeking wisdom words from a place where logic
has been whittled and willed away,
*and yet,
love poetry, now more than ever*
now is the time when a love poem beyond merely necessary,
poet's eyes cast downward in shame, his thinking, hesitant and wary,
time for prayer, not madness distraction of a love poetry commentary
the waters dissatisfied at his confusion,
part as if by Moses's staff, majesticly powerful rise up,
confronting poet with the sweetest tasking
as if they were the downtrodden and the hurting, asking...
"we storm, drown and take, for such is nature's angry periodic way,
something beyond our control no matter what we say,
to another's dictate and momentum, we must bow and obey,
but you human, have choice, and we have none -
choose love poetry and let it comfort like no other"
and the poet sighed and wrote
this poem
this poem of love,
realized and conjectured,
with inserted verses of
"and yet,"
for though the poet possessed no well of well words
more than these few saddened and impoverished,
wearied, hard scrabbled ones
and yet,
gasping and grasping a potent notion, a portent of what if,
of a world with no love poetry,
a planet that could not ever-overcome hate, dooming itself,
for love poetry and all its cousins and associates,
the only method to confiscate
these grill blackened marking silent barbell weights
so let this be ,
this is a love poem,
and now,
this is the time,
to let
"and yet"
vindicate...
<>
6:20am
Saturday July 16, 2016
and yet
Jul 16, 2016
Jul 16, 2016 at 6:20 AM UTC
It seems like pain and regret are your best friends because our nights together seem only to lead to them.
We’ve been lying to each other about our nights spent apart, hiding the evidence behind plastic smiles to spare each other another broken heart.
I know what you did when you left my company for a girl you’ve claimed to have missed. I will not get jealous and call this thing between us quits, but tell me, does she touch you here like this?
I see that she is beautiful, perhaps the most beautiful by far. I see that she makes you feel good about who you are. So tonight, I will **** you until you are too tired to leave because although she’s what you want, I am what you need.
I guess she found out about our secret rendezvous and now she doesn’t want you anymore. Here you are crying and pleading to spend the night on my floor. Begging me to shelter you from the emptiness that presents itself in these cold, lonely streets have to offer.
So, I step aside and lead you to your favorite place, entangled in my satin sheets. But I must warn you, these nights, past, present and for however long we have left mean nothing to me. I’ve been doing this for so long, I promise you I’ve seen it all.
First, you’ll hate her, then you’ll want me; then you’ll miss her and you’ll hate me. I know you so well. I know your routine.
This is all just a game to me. We mean nothing to each other. This is nothing new.
I told you, a long time ago, not to get involved with a girl like me because you are solely a means to escape my present reality.
So, don’t promise me that you won’t regret me like doing a line of ivory, like the tattoos on your skin or like taking the wrong pill. Don’t promise me that when you go back to her that you’ll remember me.
So, I’ll own your soul for tonight only so that each time you **** her, it’s my face you’ll see.
Written by: Helene J.C. Armbrister
Mar 25, 2020
Mar 25, 2020 at 12:49 PM UTC
Miss Flairity
made her
rarity by
knocking whose
shoes were
Flannerys' as
it alleviated
muscle toes
in pajamas
that their
trilogy made
living in
Yokohama with
brass this
mistress to
rebuild her
brand legal
Mar 22, 2019
Mar 22, 2019 at 8:21 AM UTC
the mist is frosty and cold
my finger draws upon it
tales and myths of old
i wonder if they bought it
the lies of loving who i am
slide from off my tongue
i ran and ran and ran and ran
to get away from blazing suns
my childhood calls like a mother
waiting for her precious child
as if she knew the others
had been abusing me with smiles
i told them over and over again
that i was grown and truly an adult
that i truly didn't need my friends
disproved sorely by my childish sulk
the window panes are cold
and it hurts to touch my memories
i felt so young i feel so old
i'm just a heartbroken trilogy
i was a babe and then a teen
i grew into my full grown skin
so hard-hearted and awfully mean
that i couldn't ever fit in
i hated growing pains
they reminded me of my age
that i was always always changing
always always a newly flipped page
it hurts it hurts it hurts
these unbearable window panes
it hurts it hurts it hurts
these horrible growing pains
Dec 4, 2018
Dec 4, 2018 at 10:58 PM UTC
a birthday present for his admirer-in-chief, R.A.
http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1833523/for-leonard-cohen-who-by-fire/
http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1833538/for-leonard-cohen-the-musicians-minyan/
http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1844090/for-leonard-a-man-cleaning-up-after-himself/
Jan 13, 2017
Jan 13, 2017 at 5:35 PM UTC
There she awaits-
In her jewelled palace far from faded-eyes
A lily sheltered from the blanket of white;
the air perfume-light from the blossoms,
and a yearning heart -
Lo!
The silver songs of Robins; the heralds of Winters
twirl free.
Lo!
A Hyperborean wind is roused from slumber
and spreads its wings. Leaves drift down are
kissed by frost; lakes, the woodlands placed
under your trance. And your vision came to
be - a polished world on a fair day.
And at a pleasant hour-
Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 4:47 PM UTC
iii (dying love)
he loves me,
he loves me not.
loves me again,
but it gets lost.
what sweet love lingers
in the petals that i carry,
falling and wilting
slowly but surely
i wish i could convince him
to love me more —
alas, it is now up to chance
up to the petals that he now plucks
one after another
my heart stings more and more
he loves me, it mends;
he loves me not, it breaks.
all till the last petal remains
so delicately poised on its remaining bridge to love,
hanging on a chance
on a thought
on a moment of hope —
oh so sad,
how nothing cannot save this dying love.
Dec 30, 2017
Dec 30, 2017 at 6:11 PM UTC
Behind these walls is a miles walk
Behind this smile there is a silent talk
Behind me is an open fire
Burning my feelings burning my desire
Infront of me is a wide stagnant lake
That literally looks like a burnt cake
There is this tree that has no leaves
My eyes are open yet hard to believe
What is this place so dead without water?
Written on the rocks were "Place for Slaughter"
That explains why the lake looked dark and dry
This was the place full of blood and innocent cry
When and how this place got so abundant?
Should I stop myself cause I sound redundant?
Why is there dead silence here?
Does it mean my death is also near?
Few steps back I took to look
The wall that stood there terribly shook
And the way back was sealed off by hook
There is no going back I can see now
Something is wrong with this place, what and how?
There is no direction where to go now
A terrible smell is coming from the lake side
Strangely the lake is fuming, I think I should hide...
(II)
I hid myself in the bay of bushes at best
While I waited to see what happens next
The emerging fume, lights on flame
Burning the coal in the lake so lame
I hear a call out of a name
Like it sounded too familiar, it was my name!
Hush comes a voice in my ear
I nearly choked out of fear
Someone held me down to the ground
While the green shrubs surround
Am pushed to an unground tunnel
That is designed so much like a big funnel
I find myself in a small arena alley
And a man sitting with a shaft with his big belly
I am explained of the questions rising in my mind
The magicians wicked widow is cruel unkind
For she has ordered to slaughter everyone
Whoever talks back to claim their son
The wicked widow so now an evil witch
Takes fresh mens blood so to enrich
The legend makes sense do foretold
Now, what I dreampt here unfolds...
(III)
The fancy dark woman with long hair
Braided with jewelry looking so fair
I thought she was a fairy from wonderland
But the truth, a wicked witch of barren land
In my dream, I **** her somehow
But I can't recall anything as of now
The legit people already know my skills
They seek for protection from any more kills
Now I have to recall how I executed this *****
So this land would be free from such an evil witch
In my hair I have a sacret sharp fin of a fish
Given to me by an old sage as a wish
Recalling his spoken words as it goes:
*"...here my child is a weapon
use this to destroy the happen
stab this in the heart at noon
when the sky is clear and you see the moon
the magicians widow died along with him
but the evil magic took over her body at dim
do not fear, for you will win
just stab in the heart with this fin..."*
Out from the ground, walking towards her nest
She was hanging like a bat on the pillars to rest
Very much aware of my presence, I could tell
A siren like scream in my ears was her yell
I needed to close up on her to do my deed
She out numbered me, and grabbed me like a ****
I could sense my fear crawling from behind
There was no mercy or a gesture of any kind
Before she could make her move on me
Dang!
In goes the fin in one spin
In agony she cried with pain
Her body wrapping up in black smokes
While making the air around me choke
I ran towards the lake where I first stood
The wall that was sealed now all good
I made my way out through the wood
And started a miles walk behind the wall
A mythical journey ended with the evil fall
The magicians widow now I recall...
©sim
Nov 20, 2017
Nov 20, 2017 at 11:42 PM UTC
I aim to love and I fill with emotion
But what to do with this chemical notion
Where do I place this feeling delight
When what conjures it now is far gone?
It shone before me once or twice
A greeting in passing to draw and entice
A future so vivid I let it become
Something tangibly credible
Judged by heart’s sum
The heart is a terrible mathematician
It takes not account of one man’s mission
To carve out a life of a living so true
Whilst pondering what may have been
When I close eyes it is she that I see
Within the music of my frequency
Between the facets of letter and tune
I hear her voice ring true
The alchemist extracts a sample
Of nostalgia, love and living example
What it means to worship her temple
To depart on the holiest pilgrimage
This journey like all life will bring me full circle
On this path I will become something worthwhile
So I may look upon this beautiful goddess
And feel like a deity again
It is then that mine eye places me
Let time grab this vessel and toss it to eternity
So it may labour and bleed and sweat and tear
Write and sing and dance and swear
Toss and turn, an inward stare
Until we walk with our feet bare
Amidst green fields of joy
I can only describe
As the place belonging to our tribe
It is there that all this will subside
As the scent I know so sweet
Will smile upon me
Then I will be complete
Jun 27, 2017
Jun 27, 2017 at 5:47 PM UTC
We come
We go
The pain we know
Of leaving the familiar
Faces
Places
Where traces of past life intention
Let us let go of false possession
Time is short
Do not resort to staying
For the slaying of our presence
Brings forth a new essence
Of progression
From past strife regression
I wish so hard I could split like knife
My body into miles of fragments
To serve the many that I love
Like a dole of doves
Raining peace from above
Now that is a future I see fitting
And so it will come
For when I am gone I will be but energy
The air you breath will cause our synergy
Where my hands fail now
They will touch your memory
And we do not forget
So let go
If this is true
Of what is not yours to take
For the universe will discover the way
Just as long as you surrender
And remember to say
I love you
Jun 28, 2017
Jun 28, 2017 at 11:16 AM UTC
I’ll never know why someone Loves me,
even if they tell me in their total truth,
it’s possible that even what they believe,
is not exactly totally true,
so I don’t question Love anymore,
I never ask a Lover if they Love me,
because honestly to me love is a verb,
it’s an action not a title,
when in Love,
or making Love,
or showing Love,
or being Love,
there is no time for questions,
why ruin bliss with curiousity,
why have to know why,
why not just accept and be,
see,
I’ll never know why someone loves me,
even if they tell me in their own total truth,
it’s possible that even what they believe,
is not exactly totally true,
through,
the Night Sky I fly,
on a flight from Athens to Cairo,
I have a date with the Pyramids,
was only in Athens for one night,
en route from Budapest,
and with all this traveling,
one might ask when do I rest,
yes,
good question,
a much better question,
than “Why does she love me?”,
Why does she love me?
I’d only just met her,
and we’d only just made love,
still she looks at me so deep,
that I swear to my soul it seems she speaks,
and I swear she’d leave,
not even pack a bag,
she would just runaway to the airport with me,
and fly away to whatever destination comes next,
in this case the Pyramids,
and I’d take her I really would,
because I’ve loved and lost enough to know,
that her Love for me is genuine forget the questions,
so I ask,
on the couch,
in that living room,
at that house in in Athens,
“Will you come with me to Egypt?”,
I pray She says yes,
and as I’m asking her that question in Athens,
on that layover to Cairo from Budapest,
her hands I’m graspin’ and my heart is hopin’,
I’m open,
as open as my invitation to her is,
and then She replies,
in words so plain and full of pain,
“I would love to come with you,
but I don’t have a passport.”
And then everything hits me instantly,
so many things become clear,
I see how wealthy I’ve become,
and I see my success through her despair,
there,
She is,
on that couch at her friends house,
with nowhere to go,
watching false idols on the internet,
fantasizing about people I’ve actually met,
and I realize in that moment,
that I’m as close asSshe’ll ever get to freedom,
I am what She wishes to be,
so of course She’d run away with me,
of course She’d explore the world and her dreams with me,
but she doesn’t even have a passport,
and I am at a loss for words,
for me She is just a layover,
no pun intended,
but I wrote it so I meant it,
and as amazing as she is,
she’s just a Greek girl,
an Athenian human being,
but not Athena and the days are over for the Byzantines,
so she’s stuck there,
in that city of Yesteryears,
flooded now with refugees,
while I’m about to catch a flight out of there,
and I want to say so much,
but sometimes there’s nothing to say,
sometimes there’s no more questions,
and all the answers are plain,
so I don’t ask a thing,
I just sit there with here and smoke,
I just bare witness to another girl’s empty dreams,
because dreams without reality are just hopes,
nope,
not going to question this,
I’m just going to write it all down,
as I fly south over the Mediterranean,
in time for a feast in Giza,
and I want to give here everything,
not just a passport but a path to freedom,
but I’m just a bad boy with a good heart,
so all I give her are these words in hopes she’ll read them,
Alexia,
I love you and I’m willing to be patient,
and when you if ever get your passport,
come find me for I’ll be here waiting,
and I can’t promise you I’ll be single,
in fact I can’t promise you a thing,
because an honest man makes no promises,
and the true embodiment of freedom wears no rings,
but I will be here,
and I will accept you in all your Midnight Lights,
and I won’t ask you any questions,
and I won’t lie to you and tell you everything’s going to be alright,
but I will accept you,
in all your Midnight Lights,
and we will just let what we don’t know rest,
and attribute those unknowns to the Mystery of Life,
and I,
I,
I,
I,
I’ll never know why someone loves me,
even if they tell me in their total truth,
it’s possible that even what they believe,
is not exactly totally true…
∆ Aaron LA Lux ∆
The Holy Trilogy Vol. 1; Masonic Psalms from Holy Lands
available worldwide 11/11/16
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01N3QR3E4
Nov 19, 2016
Nov 19, 2016 at 2:47 PM UTC
Everyone was getting drunker by the minute,
with the models beginning to fall all over themselves.
I spotted Leo DiCaprio,
ask him about his island in Belize.
“What are you going to do with your island man?”
“I don’t know bro.”,
Leo replied,
“Well you should let me run it.”,
I suggested,
Leo laughed with eyes as red as wild fire,
he tilted his head back,
his temple changing color,
from the combination of the club lights and the mushrooms I was on,
to my surprise he accepted my suggestion,
“Okay you can run it,
but what do you want to do with it?”...
from
The H Trilogy
Volume 1
7/7/16
∆
Jul 6, 2016
Jul 6, 2016 at 12:49 PM UTC
“The power of the written Word,
has just as much to do with the writing it,
as it does to do with the person reading it.”
– ∆ Aaron LA Lux ∆ –
The H Trilogy
volume 1
7/7/16
∆
Jun 21, 2016
Jun 21, 2016 at 9:57 PM UTC
Life is about hands.
It is about you
Staring at them
Tired but joyful
While your first child lays in your arms
Sleeping and closing a fist around your index.
It is about you
Staring at them
After you hurried into hospital
Holding your mothers hands
And begging her to stay.
It is about you
Staring at them
Trying to keep them still
Yet all they do is shake
And you don't know why
Because you aren't even nervous.
It is about you
Staring at them
While you introduce yourself to some teenagers
Who are baffled and tell you that they already know you
Because they are your grandchildren
And you try to remember their names.
It is about you
Staring at them
Before you place them around your own neck
Wishing it would be easy to **** yourself
Because the pain is so hard to stand
And you have become so weak.
And it is about your children
Staring at their own hands
While they hold yours
Which are no longer warm and full of life
But cold and stiff.
And they wish they wouldn't hold them for the last time.
Jun 8, 2016
Jun 8, 2016 at 3:19 PM UTC
Life is about hands.
It is about you
Staring at them
While holding your first cigarette
And you don't know why you do this
But the smoke makes you feel wild
And you crave to feel alive so badly.
It is about you
Staring at them
When you are together with your lover
And by the time you hold their hand
You forget that this love could never win
And that the both of you could never be real.
It is about you
Staring at them
So drunk your parents would be ashamed
Trying to remember how it was
When your hands felt like they belonged to you
Because right now they don't.
It is about you
Staring at them
Signing the lease you wished for
And independence feels so good,
Finally everything seems to work out for you.
It is about you
Staring at them
When the love of your life
Exchanges rings with you
And you never thought that you could be so happy
Or that you could love someone so much.
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Jun 6, 2016
Jun 6, 2016 at 3:36 PM UTC
Life is about hands.
It is about you,
Staring at them
The first time you burned your fingertips
Because you were so curious
and it was forbidden to touch the hotplate.
It is about you
Staring at them
When they are all blue and numb
From the icy touch of snow
After you had a snowball fight
With your best friend from kindergarten.
It is about you
Staring at them
When you are supposed to write an essay
But they won't write anything down
Because you are not at school with your thoughts.
It is about you
Staring at them
The first time you fell for someone
And your burn for the idea of touching them
But you cannot
Because you don't want to be foolish.
It is about you
Staring at them
When they hold alcohol
After you drank your first beer
And it tasted disgusting
But you are one of the cool ones now.
It is about you
Staring at them
In the dark at 3am
Holding your own hand
Because there isn't somebody else who would do this
And you feel so lonely.
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Jun 5, 2016
Jun 5, 2016 at 9:10 AM UTC