#traped
Here comes the pain,
A never ending rain,
Howling with laughter,
He calls my name,
Dark, Dancing shadows,
An evil plague,
But what does it all matter?
'Cuz I'll never escape his eternal game
May 6
May 6, 2026 at 4:36 PM UTC
I'm traped in a place
A place full of confusion
Observed by a demonic face
Conflics with an illusion
Traped at this place with many scars
Living without conviction
This space, with dull stars
This place full of suspicion
Traped at this place and it's hate me
Can't break out of those dark memories
And never will be free
Pictures in my head of those black stories
Traped at this place without hope
A place where I'm alone
This is a place I can't cope
A place, where I breake under the weight of a stone
Traped at this place where I'm lost
It's a place of gloomy fog
A place never endless darkness crossed
This place with an invisible lock
Still traped at this place that I know
This place is me
This place is my foe
This place of broken dignity
Sep 7, 2024
Sep 7, 2024 at 4:39 AM UTC
Run though the alleys in my mind, running from these distorted thoughts. Should be careful to what you might find, for I am a misleading bright red gleaming apple. Polished on the outside, but slowly decaying on the inside. Never be too certain when you bite a gleaming gilded fruit
Jan 4, 2020
Jan 4, 2020 at 2:45 AM UTC
And you know
Theres nowhere to go
And you ask
What is your task
Then again
Why must it rain
When you know
That it is snow
In your soul
And you are a role
For the whole
Control
Jun 2, 2019
Jun 2, 2019 at 10:08 AM UTC
Thank you mom
for using harsher words,
than the boys in middle school did
for teaching me to love myself,
and then **** shaming me
I should let you know that all the boys at school were joking,
but from the tone in your voice I knew that you weren't
Thank you Mom
for bringing up impossible conversations,
in situations where I can't escape
like that lovely conversation in the car,
on the way home from school
the one about birth control,
when I desperately tried voice my opinion for the hundredth time
hoping that maybe you'd finally understand,
there was no need for it
nothing good or helpful came from it,
only inconvenience and discomfort
Thank you Mom
for leaving me stripped and naked,
with a spotlight shining on me
there's nowhere to go,
nowhere but out the car door onto the highway
that actually didn't seem like a bad option,
I always have preferred blood to tears
Thank you Mom
for expressing how you,
“don't want to raise your grandchild”
it's like, when I said I'm waiting,
it went through one ear and out the other, for the hundredth time
Thank you Mom
for giving me so much confidence,
and then taking it back, More easily than you gave it to me
Thank you Mom
for giving me such confidence,
that I'm a disappointment
Nov 8, 2017
Nov 8, 2017 at 12:30 AM UTC
I know you're there.
Lurking in the darkness of the night,
Cowering in the shadows, avoiding the light,
Crouched behind the curtain or hid beneath the bed,
Awaiting the chance to dive into my head.
I know you're there.
With your bloodshot eyes glowing, never showing,
Watching me with a hunger, all the while knowing
I fear you most when the daylight's gone,
With seemingly endless hours til morning's dawn.
I know you're there.
With your black heart pounding in your leathery chest,
Knowing too well I'll get no rest
As you prowl my room like a ghostly haunt,
I know it's my soul that you need and want.
I know you're there.
You demon from Hell. I know you can tell
My fears are growing and beginning to swell
Like a ticking time bomb about to explode.
You sit patiently with your evils to unload.
I know you're there.
You pitiless beast, ready to feed
On my every thought, on my every deed
I can feel you staring, glaring, carrying out your scheme
To enter my mind through an open dream.
I know you're there.
No noise you make as you devise a plan for my soul to take
Back to the land of the living dead before I awake.
I won't sleep, I won't close an eye
As soon as I do I know I'll die.
I know you're there.
Nov 6, 2017
Nov 6, 2017 at 4:23 PM UTC
I wish I was just the wind,
moving through everyone giving them life, creating power with my strength.
Instead I'm nothing more then a handheld fan, used by those who only need temporary relief,
constantly dieing
without any positive charge.
I could be the sky, vast but the meaning swallow .
when I'm only the atmosphere polluted With everyone's skeleton blocking the stars.
I could've also been what you wanted.
But then again I never was.
Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 6:39 PM UTC
I'm still in the same cage that I was some years ago, I'm started to wonder if I would be able to scape someday
Jul 29, 2015
Jul 29, 2015 at 7:37 PM UTC
hvis ingen vil være med
så lad os lege alene
tagfat under dynerne når mørket falder på
hvis folk spørger sover vi
men de ved bedre og vi er ligeglade
for vi er i øjeblikket
mine kraveben skaber hjerter i dine skuldre
og dine åndedræt fanger mig i en hule af sikkerhed
med dine øjne låser du mig inde
og med dit hjerte
holder du fast
på drømmen
vi havde
engang
Oct 7, 2014
Oct 7, 2014 at 2:41 PM UTC