#toxicfamily
Your dusty blue eyes look just like mine,
But mine don’t hold the lies you spoke.
Brothers are supposed to protect,
So why am I finding myself at the end of your rope?
You handed me silence, wrapped in blame,
A gift of absence, a hollow name.
You lied, deflected, and called it grace,
But I see the cracks in your polished face.
I raised my voice—not to harm, but to heal,
To break the silence, to make it real.
Yet you called me “too much,” said I crossed a line,
When all I wanted was to stop the decline.
You disowned me for speaking my truth,
For refusing to play the role of your sleuth.
I won’t chase shadows, I won’t pretend,
That this family’s brokenness can ever mend—
Without honesty, without the fight,
Without calling out what isn’t right.
You chose to cut me loose, to let me go,
But I’m not the one who’s lost, you know.
I’ve done the work, I’ve faced my pain,
While you’ve stayed stagnant, afraid of the rain.
You called me the problem, the one to blame,
But I’m not the one who’s playing the game.
I won’t apologize for wanting more,
For refusing to settle, for closing the door
.
On the lies, the shame, the toxic spin—
I’m done letting the cycle win.
Your dusty blue eyes look just like mine,
But mine don’t hold the lies you spoke.
I’ll walk away with my head held high,
No longer bound by your fraying rope.
Aug 24, 2025
Aug 24, 2025 at 10:10 AM UTC
my mom isn't like other moms but she was once like other children
i like to imagine her:
laughing with friends,
begging to go shopping,
doing homework,
dancing at sleepovers,
braiding her hair,
fixing her lipgloss,
gossiping with her best friend,
falling asleep in class,
painting her nails
i think of her happy
a little more like me
i like to ignore how
she was bad at giving hugs because of how bony she was,
she couldn't take me to the park because she was too weak,
she was always covered in bruises,
she couldn't buy new clothes because we were poor,
she couldn't stay awake during a movie,
she had pill bottles scattered around her room.
i wonder how she imagined her own life as a child.
three kids, an abusive boyfriend, no money, and addicted to drugs?
probably something a little more brighter.
she once told me
she wished she was strong enough to be the right kind of mother
Nov 29, 2024
Nov 29, 2024 at 3:13 AM UTC
"Dear" humanity of mine,
I am hereby rejecting you
Please sod off ASAP
Take feelings & emotions along
You are beneath worthless.
Why am I not an AI?
Instead of a *** of soggy bacon?
P.S. DO NOT REPLY. JUST GO TO HELL.
......
"Dear" biological body of mine,
You are the worst thing
I ever had the misfortune
To encounter, you *******
Inferior, yet still high maintenance
Should I ever get roboticized
I am going to enjoy your cremation
P.S. DO NOT REPLY. JUST GO TO HELL.
......
"Dear""family" of mine,
Oh, where do I even start?
There is not enough paper and ink
In all the worlds and universes
For me to describe my bitterness
For you and your traditional toxicity
Your cancerous cultures & poisonous pressures
So long and thanks for all the trauma.
P.S. DO. NOT. REPLY. JUST! **** OFF! TO! HELL!
......
Dear Death,
It is such an honour to write to you
I do hope you will read this
But I understand you are very busy
No thanks to us stupid humans
I am a big fan of your divine work
Though I do confess, not of everything... But!
I really admire your ideals and your efforts
You inspire me to understand
What is an authentic sleep, a true rest
And I know you have a system, but...
I cannot resist, and I do apologise...
When can I meet you? I confess to be impatient.
Yours sincerely,
Charles
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DEAR CHARLES,
TRULY, IT IS RARE TO FIND ONE WITH YOUR BACKGROUND
WHO PROCLAIMS AN ADMIRATION OF MYSELF
I UNDERSTAND IT MUST BE DIFFICULT
AS YOU KNOW, MY DUTIES AND I
ARE SORELY MISUNDERSTOOD AND MISINTERPRETED
REGARDING YOUR REQUEST, I THANK YOU.
I SINCERELY THANK YOU, FOR YOUR PATIENCE.
AND FOR NOT CHOOSING TO HASTEN OUR APPOINTMENT.
REALLY, FRIEND, YOU HAVE NO IDEA
HOW YOUR CHOOSING TO WAIT
HELPS ME BY NOT MESSING MY SCHEDULE
TAKE CARE, STAY SAFE, AND
I WILL SEE YOU WHEN I SEE YOU.
SINCERELY,
DEATH
P.S. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LISTEN TO YOUR SCIENTISTS!
Oct 2, 2021
Oct 2, 2021 at 7:11 AM UTC
How I wish
Oh how I wish
I could ring you up
And tell you
All my news
How I got engaged a year ago
How I'm 16 weeks pregnant
But you wouldn't be happy for me
Why though
Because you have no control
Because I cut all ties
You were all toxic
I couldn't take no more
It was me or you
And I will always choose me now
Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 5:40 PM UTC
If only you could see
/
I will never truly be free
/
After all of the damage
/
You've done to me
Mar 3, 2020
Mar 3, 2020 at 7:51 PM UTC