#tingling
~for only love poetry~
Rip the clothes off~
a new poem spurting,
ascending, peaking,
the pleasured perfection
of its conception,
reaching the climactic of
The End
without ever those
terribly wonderful words
spoken,
just gasped
the but of the best, nonetheless,
the caress of, the raw tingling touch of, when,
when you commence the secondary seconds
of its reimagining when
editing!
and you can see the imprint of every kiss,
the sticky shadows of the dried sweat drops,
the ah ha of every letter’s moment,
the minute errors removed,
the silliness of hurried fumbling,
the less than perfect
smoothed away,
the poem scratches of the rushes of passion,
healed
making wonderful into great
even heightening the peaks,
the best into perfect,
remembering it later
exactly likely that
like you knew it
always forever
just like that
The retouching is the reliving,
La retouche, c'est la reviviscence!
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3:31am
of course!
of course,
Fri Feb 20
Twenty Twenty Six
3 Adar 5786
Sabbath Eve
Erev Shabbat
Feb 20
Feb 20, 2026 at 3:24 AM UTC
I've got a few hundred reasons why
We should get together,
Purely to spend a night
in each others company.
You wpuld have to ignore my blushing,
as I try to remember,
all of your places of pleasure...
and
while I drift into my minds cinema
simply to picture the sounds of delights
you once would whimper,
watching me trace my lips along
the outline of your defined collarbone,
down.down. my mouth moved south
your ******* and slowly down again...
ribs,
hips...
fixated on the object of our shared desire --
yes, that same treasure I've buried
in depths, where no amount of Psychology or hypnotherapy
Could ever uncover and unfuck the trauma found in my chests hollow cavity.
×××
I've got a few hundred reasons why
We should get together,
Purely to spend a night
in each others company.
Naturally our tendencies of stimulating
simulations where our insatiable,
instant gratification dependency
Will undoubtedly throw us into
a state of pure ecstasy.
One hundred reasons why
you should kiss me,
with the taste of your essence
all over my face.
Reading my ***** mind I'm these lines,
tell me,
do you feel your heartbeat quickening
do you enjoy the quivering
and the appropriately
inappropriatel pulsating, tingling
as your muscles rapidly, uncontrollably
begin contracting?
And still another one hundred reasons
to tell you that more amd more frequently
I spend nights in cold sweats
thinking about our drunken
pillow caged
knockout love tussling?
I have one hundred reasons
and one hundred more...
I feel confidently
desperately unsure
That I would ever convice you
to even consider
spending the night alongside me
and my reasons by the thousands.
But if you ever did, or do,
I'm confidently sure
that you would end up staying one more
after it all.
And from there,
I confidently believe that those nights
would be repeated indefinitely
as we find ourselves
facing daily reminders
"why".
recurring like clockwork
they'll surface
hundreds and hundreds ,
maybe / probably
more..
Today we might say its natural that we fell out of touch
While we pluck answers
from out of touch blog articles and astrologically lost , non-renewable pseudo-sources.
One hundred days ago
I said goodbye
And every single day
Since
I've had to lie
"Pretend that I'm fine."
One hundred nights
spent missing how your mind would arouse me
Until your body doused the flames
Sparked by the paradoxically fire-fighting
goddess gifted with ungodly pyrotechnically
arsonist abilities.
One hundred reasons why this letter is a mess and one I'm sure enough to confidently admit I'll regret more intensely by the day without response or replies.
But more than pride and all the rest...
One thousand reasons why I would never forgive myself if I didn't try, this time (and maybe one hundred more).
I've got no reason to love, and hundreds why I'd be better off not to.
Yet lovee exists in transcendence, a place without reason or reasons, which above all
is the reason for my hundreds of reasons.
Ps, I'm posting this letter because the blue ticks and read receipts would **** me.
If you never write back, I'll spend a lifetime cursing the postal service which failed me,
and thereby fated me to a lonely (postman hating) destiny.
X
Feb 1
Feb 1, 2026 at 4:39 PM UTC
Music blasting,
Skin tingling,
Face frozen,
Eyes cold.
Am I dead yet?
Oct 29, 2020
Oct 29, 2020 at 3:21 PM UTC
Listen.
Can't you hear the creak of the floorboards?
Can't you hear the faint call of a name?
The house still thinks you're there;
The rooms still think you're breathing.
Listen.
Can't you hear the crunch of the frost coated grass?
Can't you hear the turn of the engine?
(Roaring to life)
The earth still thinks you step there.
The car still thinks you drive there.
Feel it?
Can't you feel the sweat building up between tightly grasped hands?
Can't you feel the head so gently laid upon your arm?
The hands still think you're coming back--
The heart still thinks you're beating together.
The image of you and her dancing barefoot throughout the house still flashes.
The sound of you and her whispers still linger.
The feeling of you and her still in love is there.
Remember?
The sound of the radio still statics in and out.
The feeling of warm love still beats inside.
The sight of a smile and laughter still is engraved in the mind.
Remember?
You and her together.
You and her forever.
Remember?
She remembers.
She still sees you dancing through the house.
She still hears you whispering love melodies.
She still feels you there with her,
Lingering, tingling, staying forever--
Haunting her.
Dec 3, 2019
Dec 3, 2019 at 10:31 PM UTC
One minute fine,
The next minute not,
It may be freezing cold,
But my brain is boiling hot.
The tingling sensation,
And then the trembling starts,
I cannot feel my legs,
Yet how I feel my heart!
The environment is spinning,
The air is getting thin,
No matter how fast I breathe,
I cant get enough oxygen in.
Things enter my mind,
I try to force them out,
But the harder I try,
The more they come back and shout.
I feel im going to faint,
Im feeling so sick,
I cannot run away,
All my legs let me do is sit.
My legs get weak and heavy,
My brain doesnt know whats going on,
Everything becomes something to fear,
The floor, my clothes, hair... and so on.
My mouth is dry like paper,
My body is sweating yet cold,
Where did all of this come from?
Is this what its like to get old?
My body feels frozen,
But my brain is running around,
Playing tricks on me,
Where there is no danger to be found.
Breathing exercises dont work
Though they make sense normally,
In the moment of panic -
You lose all sense of reality.
The images enter your mind,
You try to force them out,
But the harder you try,
The more they refuse to get out.
Everything becomes a danger,
I will say one more time,
Every object becomes a weapon,
And slices through your mind.
The nausea causes more panic,
The panic responds with more nausea,
What a horrific cycle,
How to stop it I have no idea.
****** functions fail,
The digestive system especially,
But now your afraid of the toilet (!)
Though you need it in a hurry.
The trembling is so intense,
The fear so intense,
You struggle to make a call,
Your mind and body losing control.
Diazepam becomes your best friend,
You'd worship it if you could,
Its often there to save the day,
..Although at other times you just wish it would...
The adrenal glands are to blame,
Im not the Adrenalin rush kind,
My adrenal glands are evil,
How can they be so cruel and unkind?!
I dont like my adrenal glands,
Im an ***** donar - but if I die please be warned,
DO NOT TAKE THE ADRENAL GLANDS,
...then again, with the right brain, they could be your friends?
Its the "brain- adrenal gland" combination,
Which is of the ********* kind,
Perhaps if brain sent out the right signals,
My adrenal glands might understand.
There is a time and place for adrenalin,
I have sampled many myself,
But this is just not one of them...
Yet - subconcious brain fears itself...
That is it.....the brain "fears itself"...
Feb 12, 2019
Feb 12, 2019 at 8:16 PM UTC
A Fix
Burn
Comforting
Fluttering
Itching
Need
Pain
Piercing
Pressure
Stabbing
Tingling
-still-
It's either euphoric or revolting,
what some would call love.
Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 1:27 AM UTC
You kiss like it's going out of style.
You kiss like you're already inside me.
Heavy breaths, panting,
arms and legs tingling.
No need for words
with kisses like those.
Those kisses are poetry itself.
Jun 11, 2018
Jun 11, 2018 at 3:40 AM UTC
first of all I would like to apologize for my
loving demands of utter complicated simplicity
the extent of my complacent attitude can only
last a few minutes before it is over and there are veins in my brain coursing with salt water
apathetic towards nothing
after the rain fell
and all I could focus on were
my legs intertwined with magic
--funny isn't it, where you can find magic these days--
there were clouds behind my
telltale eyes (not rain clouds
but thunder)
in the purest form
secrets enveloped in my throat
bound to my fragile
jugular
but the tips of my fingers are tingling
like I am standing
on the wing of an airplane
and heights
don't scare me as much anymore
Oct 8, 2015
Oct 8, 2015 at 8:08 PM UTC
I like to believe that ugly hands
can create beautiful things
that they can paint oceans wide and deep
that they can scribble words that make the soul weep.
I like to think that ugly hands,
with darkened knuckles and twisted bones
can make someone want to hold them
and trace patterns, and leave tingling jolts.
***
Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 1:37 PM UTC
As I look at short films based on love and happiness a feeling of pure want flows deeply into my chest and spreads through my whole body.
To look at someone in their eyes and not give into my instinct of looking away is foreign.
I miss the comfort of love.
I miss the smile love creates.
I miss the me that had someone to fight for, someone to defend.
Someone to jump off a bridge for.
when your in love the air is different,
gravity changes,
priorities change,
love...
I miss the person i was when i was in love.
A non broken smile
A filled heart
I've been alone for quite some time now
the only time i truly miss it all is when i see love in peoples eyes
its crazy to me how when someone is truly in love you can actually see it in their eyes...
i guess thats how powerful it all is
I believe to have forced myself to forget how amazing it is to be in love
i feel so dull now
i feel so filled with everything that has to do with absolutely nothing without love we cease to have any purpose.
i want to love
a genuine pure honest and crazy love
i remember what that feels like and its the best feelings i have ever felt. i want it.
Butterflies
relentless butterflies
Flowing through my veins and making me weak to my knees
Shortness of breath
Tingling
Invincibility
like if nothing else in the world matters at that specific moment when you are looking into her eyes
her oh so beautiful memorizing eyes
Surrender
Submission
Forfeit to all the walls your monsters and your past have built in you for so long
The end of the superficial world you live on the outside and the reemerging of the everything you are on the inside
The universe within you that you work so hard to hide from others coming to light and making home in the visible world
Being in love does all this to you
Oh how i long for that greater power to infect my blood stream, unfreeze my heart, brake everything the monsters have built, and bring the real me to light so that the whole world can see that I'm still there
One day
I can't wait for that day
Aug 10, 2014
Aug 10, 2014 at 1:53 AM UTC
To Love
is to have a faraway land, full to the brim of blue sky bliss,
To kiss
Is to have a chain reaction of tingling nerves, the taste of sweet champagne,
To smile
Brings happiness to every corner of your heart, to soar sky high with not a care in the world.
Apr 28, 2014
Apr 28, 2014 at 12:31 AM UTC