#thingsiwriteonmyarms
No one buys used *** dolls.
Why did I expect you to?
Take me off the shelf,
Please I encourage it.
Pop me.
Deflate me until I'm so flat
Running me over makes no difference.
Running has never been an option.
You can't run
When you're made of air,
Fantasy,
And shadows.
I just sit hear silently praying
That is isn't another test drive.
Run me over.
Run me over.
Run me over.
Run.
Jan 23, 2017
Jan 23, 2017 at 3:27 PM UTC
I miss you
But I can't miss you
If I miss you
You win
Or I lose
Or something
And I keep losing
I keep breaking
I'm tired
So very tired
I wish I could sleep
But insomniacs don't sleep
When they throw away their
Lullabies
Mar 28, 2015
Mar 28, 2015 at 9:12 PM UTC
(maybe i'm a mistake)
mistake
mistakes happen all the time
just erase them and they'll be gone
erase the mistake
erase it
erase her
(erase me)
i wonder what being erased feels like
to feel nothing
but not in this way
this poisonous way
this painful way
of feeling nothing
i wonder what it feels like to be nothing
but not dirt nothing
not sludge nothing
not this nothing that stings
i wonder where the nothings go
where the mistakes go
when they're erased
i have to stop running
i run from the right things
and to the wrong thing
or is it to the right things
and away from the wrong things
it's hard to tell
when everything is in motion
can't we press pause
someone press pause
please
someone just press pause
i am spinning and falling
but i don't hit the ground
the dirt
(i am the dirt)
i just keep spinning
and i flip over and over
without touching anything
without stopping
without pausing
(someone stop me)
i keep running
(*make me stop
make me sit tight
and stay in one place
make me fixed
not a mistake*)
(*erase me
erase me and replace me*)
replace (me) with the correct thing
the right thing
the finally-makes-sense thing
the feels-right thing
the safe thing
the not-so-crazy thing
the stable thing
(*erase me
and send me
to the place the nothings go*.)
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 8:47 PM UTC
One month.
I'm still waiting
For myself
To find a way
To **** this up.
Feb 25, 2015
Feb 25, 2015 at 12:27 PM UTC
Cut open
Me
Found
The scared little girl
I didn't want
To be seen
If I'm faking
Okay
Enough
Will I be
Fine
Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 8:50 PM UTC
I'm the kind of silence at a funeral
I'm the abrupt pause after the drunk passes out
I'm the silence after the twig snaps
I'm the quiet still of a corpse
Jan 4, 2015
Jan 4, 2015 at 10:08 PM UTC
I'm in love
With myself,
I have to be,
Because there's no one
Who can do that
For me.
Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 4:33 PM UTC
The Secret To Being Single:
Be A Broken Person.
Dec 24, 2014
Dec 24, 2014 at 2:11 PM UTC
I need to stop talking,
Before I**
regret
**anything else.
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 6:31 PM UTC
the faucet's dripping...
i wonder when the water will
r ?
u t
n u
o
Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 5:38 PM UTC
If you come back
I promise to be better
If you come back
I promise to be like her
Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 11:10 PM UTC
Shh
forget, forget
my memory you will regret
Shh
don't look, don't look
under the cover of this book
Shh
just sleep, just sleep
deep enough to miss me weep
Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 10:14 PM UTC
b l a n k s p a c e s
c o l d f a c e s
e m p t y p l a c e s
and then theres me… somewhere...
Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 9:46 PM UTC
Bloody fingernails
B l o o d y p i n s
B l o o d y r a z o r
I've too many sins
Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 5:57 PM UTC
where did you expect me to go?
i have no idea where to run off to.
but honestly, i'd go anywhere with you.
Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 11:37 PM UTC
Good luck figuring me out
I haven't even done that.
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 12:18 AM UTC
i have problems
the voices are back
someone help me
- - -
if i just keep laughing
maybe i'll die of hysteria
- - -
i wonder if what i am
even counts as living
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 11:45 PM UTC
I am cold
And you're far away
My hands are covered in stars
I am crying
And you're probably asleep
My hands are covered in snow
I am candlewax
And you are matches
My hands are covered in sins
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 9:45 PM UTC
I was never supposed to exist
I was never supposed to hurt people
I was never supposed to hate myself
Because I was never supposed to exist
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 9:12 PM UTC
I wish I didn't want to die.
But I'm a little filthy.
I wish I didn't want to die.
But I'm a little used.
I wish I didn't want to die.
But I'm a little broken.
I wish I didn't want to die.
But I'm a little gone.
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 3:07 PM UTC
Let me keep pretending I'm happy
So you don't think it's your fault.
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 2:17 PM UTC
I tried to stop existing,
but obviously something went wrong.
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 1:54 PM UTC
Everyone is fake.
I just want to find someone real...
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 1:55 PM UTC
every now and then i forget that no one loves me and i smile
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 1:55 PM UTC