i could probably die a million times and
still
that would be better than i deserve
and i could tell you i&#39;m so sorry every day
until you got so tired of me
you killed me yourself-
come to think of it, that wouldn&#39;t be the worst way to go
either.

still, the idea of bleeding out
in a hot bath
still appeals to me

thinking on the bell jar

*Be my guest*
**I write to remember that
I have emotion.
Its not my intention 
to be liked at all.
Yeah I'd like to 
be loved if its possible.**
*By: thebelljar*

This is me. 
I could not have said it better.
I stay hidden,
But I'd like to be noticed.
This is my dream.