#thatfeeling
That feeling
That reason why you don’t move
Why you don’t look up
Take your nose out of the book
The reason why you zoom to the next class with your head down
Talking to nobody but yourself and your tortured thoughts
The tightness in your chest
The terrifying feeling
When someone approaches you
The relief and heavy breath out
Like the release of a balloon
When you realize they were heading toward someone else
The
Thoughts
Just
Don’t
Stop
Everything
Becomes a struggle
A big mission on what path to take
With the least people
The least amount of eyes staring and mouths talking
You assume they are talking about you
You are terrified
Have to get out
You walk fast
To your little hideaway
Your safe haven for now
But you can never hide away from the real cause
The real reason
You realize as a tear runs down your red
frightened face
You can’t run away
Anymore
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 8:18 PM UTC
It is not just the butterflies in my stomach
It is a herd of hippos running wild throughout my soul
It is pride of lions parading around roaring to see the blinding happiness that surrounds me when I see her smile
May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 7:43 AM UTC
Not with your pear-shaped eyes which are a perfect colour of brown,
Or what they do to me when you look my way.
Not with that deep-bass voice of yours that's so **** ****
and how it keeps me glued to the phone.
Not with how you have this way with words,
and how you sound so charming and cheesy all at once.
Not even with that, half naughty-half innocent crescent between your cheeks, and how it's stuck, when we share an inside joke in public.
Not with that strong musky scent of yours that reels me in so bad,
Or how it turns me on when I just think about it on my skin.
Not with how you make me laugh at you and then with you,
and then even wipe my tears of laughter.
No.
Not with just these things.
They have been loved enough.
But, I do want to fall in love with everything about you...
that the others never did.
Jun 8, 2017
Jun 8, 2017 at 5:24 AM UTC
I've felt anger for too long
So I called cousel with the Ancients
Asked them for some help
They taught me the art of patience
Mixed with gravity
Rooted in reality
Changed my mentality
So I won't become another causality
So hear me now
Learn to love each soul so bold
Fill you with the fire
Keep away the inner cold
Threatens to steal your life
Admist all the strife
Please head this warning
Hope to see you in the morning.
Dec 11, 2016
Dec 11, 2016 at 7:35 PM UTC