#survivorsguilt
You’ve slipped out
of my unconscious
mind
with an ease
I never expected
You’re somewhere
in the shadows
pinning my hopes up with
invisible tape
that a normal life is still
within reach.
Apr 17, 2014
Apr 17, 2014 at 11:36 PM UTC
You never truly left
Although you're just a hazy memory
You're still there
In every stranger
In every shadow
I can sense your touch
Ghosting my body
How many times have you ***** me I wonder
How many more would I allow it to happen?
I kicked you out
You were mad
Of course you were
But if you didn't leave
Nothing would change
Nothing did
I'm still that little girl you took advantage of
Deep down I'm still 13
Looking up to you
Still believing that I can trust a beast
A man
You never truly left
You still haunt me
In every touch
Every word
You defiled me
You knew I was hurt
Yet you tore me further still
And I don't hate you
I try to undo you from my blood
Even if it takes a lifetime
Sep 21, 2025
Sep 21, 2025 at 4:02 PM UTC
Her lying in pain
Her blue face
Her last breath...
All these things still haunt me
And all of them refuse to leave my mind
Jan 25, 2020
Jan 25, 2020 at 6:42 PM UTC