#strongenough
it is said that in the seconds leading to death life flashes before your eyes
but mine didn't
it is said that this disease is a silent killer
but I have never heard a din so loud as the chemicals consume my brain
it is said that 24% of people relapse within the first year
I was a statistic
I wasn't strong enough
but this time
I will not be a statistic
because I am not who I was
Oct 15, 2023
Oct 15, 2023 at 12:18 PM UTC
I am strong enough to be felt like pain?
I am in forever endless pain,
My crumpled heart is still aching none stop...
Senselessly I am still following my heart,
The heart doesn't make no sense
If the mind is already made up,
I,m talkative, but I won't argue -
I was lose within my unconsciousness,
I wish to follow but I will abide,
Sorry for being a burden,
But if you let go I will abide...
Jan 15, 2017
Jan 15, 2017 at 2:20 AM UTC
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I’m strong enough not to let you see me fall apart
So I hide my cries between my sighs.
I’m strong enough to stand alone against the cold landscape
So I hide my sadness between fake faces.
I crave, I starve, I wonder
And get lost in the process.
Then end up getting back to where I started.
How far will I stay strong?
How far will I carry along this dying song?
When will I ever belong?
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Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 2:37 AM UTC