I was so confused before
Didn't know how I really felt around him
Was confused by my "feelings"
If they were even real

For two days I admitted 
"I knew I liked him!"
Two days back and now
Im not so sure

I can't tell how much I like him
Or in what way
What do I want?
What will I get?
How should I feel?

I am still lost
I realize as I begin to write this
Something about him troubles me
And that something I think is clout

I don't know what to do
I like most things about him
But can I make the sacrifice 
For the things I don't

I am so lost on how to feel
All I know is, It's him