#startover
I thought it was enough.
Leaving you in the place i called home.
Betraying the warmth and running away from the comfort.
Just to be kicked, bled dry, and dying in an unfamiliar sidewalk.
Drowning in a sea of strangers, in this city of unknown.
You thought I loved to leave, so you pushed and pushed. You never held me back.
Now there's no home
and you were but a distant footnote of a life i chose to forget.
Nov 6, 2025
Nov 6, 2025 at 11:17 AM UTC
I never knew you.
You never knew me.
We never met;
this never happened;
it was all a dream.
(And I'm finally
awake.)
Jul 19, 2023
Jul 19, 2023 at 1:56 AM UTC
Going forward
Every day
Seeing in frequencies
And
Hearing in color
Reminds me
Sometimes
It's ok to get there
In reverse
Oct 18, 2022
Oct 18, 2022 at 11:11 AM UTC
i lick the sweet syrup from my fingers
so i can eat the same sticky pancake like it's new
i rearrange my room with the same three pieces of furniture
i've had since i was eleven and all the clothes i got from thrift stores thinking i could make them mine if i put holes in the knees and elbows
so i'm sorry if i keep starting over
always trying to love you from the beginning
Mar 22, 2021
Mar 22, 2021 at 5:35 PM UTC
The edges of summer’s
soak and throb routine
begin their curled leaf fraying
with the last fat spoons of clotted dreams
lashed haphazard
All those weights we foisted forward
to when wet autumn
would just **** us off anyway
rattle-threat at their fastenings
in the fractious post-tropical gales
Inertia makes it clear
why our transatlantic cousins call it fall,
but pre-echoes of crisp, clear frosts
do their best to placate anxieties
that appear to be calendared
Aug 21, 2020
Aug 21, 2020 at 2:54 PM UTC
Shimmering pain at the coldness of birth,
What's your purpose?
First moment of unfair life,
Why did you bring me here?
Hollowing crawls from my first step,
What's your way?
Enjoyements and sins, that took me away,
What's this all sh*t?
Cold breeze on my eyeball,
While putting the shoes on my hands.
I look into the nearness with my lips
And try to reach the core of the Earth.
I hit the space, because I want to talk to the wall,
and try to catch them all.
You mean what?
Wonders of self-lovingness,
Towards You, Me, Them, Those...
The gate that is close to open through the wall,
Let me in and find me lost.
Keep your hands to yourself and reach me,
Then kiss me while you are pushing
me
away.
Love, that is screaming backwards,
Hold my brain with your crying heart.
Born me back to hauling death,
Let my eyes talk to your head,
Then take me and bring me back
On the thin line of curse of life.
Apr 19, 2020
Apr 19, 2020 at 8:20 AM UTC
Can we start over?
I miss the old us
When we both were so close
And not fading away
Can we start over?
As friends
And fall in love again in the progess
Can we start over?
To a time
That its certain
We will be more than friends
Can we start over?
Because i miss what we had.
May 28, 2019
May 28, 2019 at 12:42 PM UTC
In a new place now
One last chance to start over
Breathe deep, you got this
Jan 6, 2019
Jan 6, 2019 at 5:56 PM UTC
New year is a reminder,
That everyday is a new day,
A new day to breath & breath again,
To let go of what lies behind,
And strain forward to what lies ahead,
Live more to give more than to receive,
To start over and forgive,
And most of all to be grateful,
Thank God it's a new day,
Happy New Year to you all,
With so much love,
○
Dec 23, 2018
Dec 23, 2018 at 12:02 PM UTC
" Sometimes you have to burn it all, Break the foundation and start brand new. To get where you are going is never an
easy task. The only part that will hurt you is
keeping what you can't Salvage. "
Dec 21, 2018
Dec 21, 2018 at 11:56 PM UTC
The button glares it's hideous grin beckoning me to give it one good push
Start Over is plastered over it's red polish
Why is the button always red? I question
I am numbed my core rotten as I stick in my hands in to see if my heart still beats
Everything fades and my senses feel as though it is just an anesthetic
I try to see but all I know is this dream within my nightmare
The button grows further and further away
Will I be able to reach it in time?
I don't know...
Sep 25, 2018
Sep 25, 2018 at 1:52 PM UTC
If I am a wanderer,
do I have to be lost?
Where did I begin,
and will I see an end?
I won't call it "the end",
but "my destination to be"
It'll make everyone feel at ease,
even me.
Plan A could have pleased
My optimism equalled my confidence
Oh, how I wish it had worked out
I concluded it to be my only way out
I didn't think of a plan B, C, or D,
I didn't make it to E through Z
I'm right back to square one
I find myself stuck and alone
My optimism will peak soon,
I will see an option or two
Right now, everything seems meaningless
And everything I did incredulous
I'm not one to drift into the wild dark
My soul, intact or wounded, craves peace.
My heart, empty or full, leads and conquers
My voice, shaky or unheard, still comes from me.
I'll get to where I long to be
But I'm back to square one
And don't know where that might be
Forgive me, if I waste time
But I need it.
Jun 21, 2017
Jun 21, 2017 at 1:04 PM UTC
Sometimes its good
To start the cycle over
To erase all the troubles
The subsequently haunt your
Dawning future
And just be free
Even its for an inkling
Just start over.
Aug 27, 2016
Aug 27, 2016 at 1:36 PM UTC
I miss you like crazy
you were my everything
though I won't admit that
because you don't miss me...
Your mad at me
Yes I get that..
I'm sorry for what Iv done
and for being a *****
and ill swallow my pride
and I'll finally admit that
I miss you like crazy
you were my best friend
no we won't be the same
but can we forget that
I was a *****
and ****** up bad
and that we said some nasty things
let's start over
hi I'm Teresa
and I would like to be your friend..
Feb 27, 2016
Feb 27, 2016 at 3:05 PM UTC
I think it's time I up and leave. Packed my bags, collected pay. Time to push to a new day. A brand new place is all I seek. A different view is what I need. Find my self and start a new.
I'll sure miss you.
Dec 23, 2015
Dec 23, 2015 at 10:48 PM UTC
I'm ready to go home..
I open a bottle of wine,
That I've been saving for a special occasion.
I bought a package of smokes,
I turn my favorite tunes
I think I'm ready to start..
Opening boxes,
Folding clothes.
Sipping, smoking and singing
Closing boxes.
I'm almost ready to go outside..
Is dark and cold,
The last one
Sipping, smoking and singing
Closing doors.
I'm ready,
I'm ready to go.
Aug 3, 2015
Aug 3, 2015 at 1:44 PM UTC
The face you see standing in front of your door
Doesn't want you anymore
You steal her weekend nights
You rewind the thoughts of her mind
The face you see standing in front of your door
Is not into it anymore
It was question of time
For her to realize
That you where never down for her
When the sun is about to rise
Neither when the moon says goodbye
The face you see standing infront of your door
Is not waiting anymore
Jul 31, 2015
Jul 31, 2015 at 10:00 AM UTC
standing in a city that's constantly trying to abort its breath, we're looking at the sky
we might be defined to repeat fist-pumping anthems and tragic falls. all of them, no returns.
and you ask me, "don't you want to start over and look anywhere but at me?" that question again, and my answer is always no.
oh, baby boy, lift your headache head...
remnants of our past? oh they burn all right, fire roaring, smoke choking. they're just waiting for the next rain to put them to sleep
then they sleep, and it's morning. time to start again.
you'll be a stranger again and even though i'm choking on their ashes, i will not recognize you.
pump your fists. we'll fall again without a clue.
Jul 5, 2015
Jul 5, 2015 at 12:20 PM UTC
Everything I see is negativity
Is this how we control democracy?
We're free to choose, it is owned liberty
Isn't our ought to have their loyaty?
I am tired of your complacency
We don't want to settle in mediocrity
Our nation is filled with wasted time
Oh, our nation don't waste mine
Don't burn our bridges
Cause we'll be here for ages
Let us go and walk in our sunshine
Start over and be our hearts
July 21, 2014
3:26 pm
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 10:46 PM UTC
The time has come I can no longer try
As much as I don't want to I have to tell you goodbye
I've tried to get you to at least be my friend
I've also told you thst the way we left each other last we 'll be able to mend!!
I need to work on myself before I can love another
I need to quit my dependencies or I will never achieve the other!!
I have an idea on how to do it and just need to figure when I can and where I'll stay,.....
All I know is I hate this and can no longer continue to live this way !!!
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 11:49 AM UTC
i wish i could go back
and savor you;
the sunshine on your face,
as if it were pages of a story,
and the feeling of warmth
like the sun on my back
as i read you like
the comic book you were,
i wish i could start over
so then i could feel
this all
again.
Nov 7, 2014
Nov 7, 2014 at 2:21 AM UTC
I want to be your forest fire.
I want to burn down all the good in you.
Everyone needs a fresh start at some point.
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 7:28 PM UTC