#spiritualgrowth
I cannot be afraid to feel.
Sometimes emotions strike me
like a runaway train.
Once,
they mapped my past lives
and told me my mission here
was to turn intensity
into spiritual wisdom.
So I cannot fear anger,
or shame,
or pain.
Because in my hands,
all of it
becomes poetry.
Oct 11, 2025
Oct 11, 2025 at 8:52 AM UTC
I watch nostalgic shops come down and malls rise up—
_mauling_ the memories I once had of me growing up;
Old theatres turned into churches— looking fancy now,
as if church was always about that constant outward wow.
And I question if the practice echoes all that they preach—
the birth, the walk, the cross, the rise, and the reach
of Jesus—exactly what the Gospel of Luke is about—
But it's just loud; _more about, what a good look is about._
An unfamiliar reflection grins from this house—
built up for the buzz, and chasing every new bounce.
Busy like a bee's buzz, grinding daily with mugs in hand,
all of us are chasing a good kind buzz in a restless land.
But I knew my youth had quietly slipped away
when I stopped sprinting to match its pace each day…
I just pause and recall how life once came wrapped—
the best gifts were in the present, untouched, perhaps.
And to admire it all like a lover I once held tight—
a fleeting embrace, now only found in a silent night.
She’s both a memory and a moment I meant—
constantly arriving early, and urging me to repent.
So I write, not for fame, but for legacy's seed—
_literally a literary testimony_ – my children will read.
Not just someone who preached, loud and devout,
but one who lived it—so much they breathed it out.
Aug 7, 2025
Aug 7, 2025 at 11:33 AM UTC
You may not see the final destination—
but _every step, every fall_, is part
of something forming. The direction
you're heading will always be patient.
Even when you feel sick from believing
you're stagnant, you are still shifting.
__Still becoming.__
__Don’t worry__! The silence has its own
voice. And the waiting has meaning,
even when it feels so cruel. In time—
it will all make sense.
The past you came from will become
a mirror. And your future self will look
into it and see how far you’ve really come.
Jul 1, 2025
Jul 1, 2025 at 12:53 AM UTC
I wish I could tell you,
and have you understand—
that you are you,
and I am me.
We put so many years between us,
and in all that time, you’ve changed nothing,
while I’ve had to change everything about me.
Just please understand—
I am a locust,
and you are a tree.
I lay dormant for years,
by your side, if only by circumstance.
I shed my skin again and again,
while you sat still—
unrelenting in your ways,
unmoving through the seasons,
resistant to the surrounding decay.
I pray you understand,
as I only have this to say—
you and I were born in the same forest,
and you expected me to stay?
Feb 27, 2025
Feb 27, 2025 at 2:10 PM UTC
तुम कहते हो करूँ पश्चताप,
कि जीवन के प्रति रहा आकर्षित ,
अनगिनत वासनाओं से आसक्ति की ,
मन के पीछे भागा , कभी तन के पीछे भागा ,
कभी कम की चिंता तो कभी धन की भक्ति की।
करूँ पश्चाताप कि शक्ति के पीछे रहा आसक्त ,
कभी अनिरा से दूरी , कभी मदिरा की मज़बूरी ,
कभी लोभ कभी भोग तो कभी मोह का वियोग ,
पर योग के प्रति विषय-रोध के प्रति रहा निरासक्त?
और मैं सोचता हूँ पश्चाताप तो करूँ पर किसका ?
उन ईक्छाओं की जो कभी तृप्त ना हो सकी?
वो चाहतें जो मन में तो थी पर तन में खिल ना सकी?
हाँ हाँ इसका भी अफ़सोस है मुझे ,
कि मिल ना सका मुझे वो अतुलित धन ,
वो आपार संपदा जिन्हें रचना था मुझे , करना था सृजन।
और और भी वो बहुत सारी शक्तियां, वो असीम ताकत ,
जिन्हें हासिल करनी थी , जिनका करना था अर्जन।
मगर अफ़सोस ये कहाँ आकर फंस गया?
कि सुनना था अपने तन की।
मोक्ष की की बात तो तू अपने पास हीं रख ,
करने दे मुझे मेरे मन की।
अजय अमिताभ सुमन
Apr 3, 2021
Apr 3, 2021 at 4:59 AM UTC
I hold her tightly
Her skin against mine
Soothing her pain
For I am to blame
for the scars inscribed
on those innocent thighs
And my words are the bullets
that tore right through her
It was my name
etched into the tears
I forbid she shed
And I who introduced
that strong body, to Abuse
But still I wrap her
in apologetic arms
Seeing the beauty and worth
she has always had
We join forces
stilling the battle of two
I am whole,
on my own
in my own
forgiving, loving embrace
Aug 22, 2020
Aug 22, 2020 at 1:17 PM UTC
I Surrender
Surrender all the places I don't fit
Surrender all the boxes I dont fit in
Surrendere all the lives I dont fit into
I Surrender
I surrender my success
I surrender my failures
I surrender my heart
I Surrender
Surrender to myself
Surrender to loving myself
Surrender to acceptance
I Surrender it all
Aug 9, 2020
Aug 9, 2020 at 5:53 AM UTC
Dark is to light, as black to white.
When we write, from what place?
I wrote,
dwelling there,
amongst the shadows,
without face; leeching for love,
my cup empty,
heart scattered into pieces.
I write,
divinely guided;
exploring unclimbed mountains,
where weakness and courage elope,
advancing towards freedom,
My cup fills,
healing below the glimmers of hope.
I accept,
my world of black,
as it mends into white,
for I know, what is in the dark,
is to rise to meet light.
Jul 3, 2020
Jul 3, 2020 at 4:10 PM UTC
Within of each of us
There sounds a call!
The key within the keyhole
Quietly hoping we will notice.
Are we curious?
Do we wonder?
What are the secret notes?
Calling us from the wind?
Yet whispering to us from within.
The corridors seem lonely
Am I the only one standing
Alone in this great hall?
The fear is a lump pounding in my throat.
To turn the key and open the door
What is on the other side?
Everyone has run away
So quickly, they are nowhere to be found.
Where do I go?
Why did they hide?
Quietly, I wonder.
Yet an Angelic chorus
Sings, "Come Follow Me!!"
In six part harmony.
It is calming.
I desire to taste its sweetness.
I turned the key
Stepping through the open door
What stood before me
I had never seen before!
It is a tree!
Seven Roots and Seven Branches!
As old as the earth itself!
In amazement, I stood,
looking high into the sky
To the very top of the tree
Soaring into Heaven Most High.
What can this be?
Is there a rhyme or reason?
I see only a tree!
Or is it?!
The song continued
It's sweet melody growing
Closer and closer.
Flapping white wings
Fluttering from branch to branch
A beautiful white Dove
Sings her melodic enchanting song.
Each note embracing my heart
With love, peace and understanding.
Oh the Beauty!
The rapture and the peace!
The flowing Love between
Opened my eyes to the wonders
Of all the beautiful stars shining
Within each galaxy
Upon her golden crown.
Oh how, I had longed for such an embrace!
As the tide hugs the shores
and the sea kisses the horizon.
Gently her touch
Caressed my face.
She is so familiar
For my body, was born of her body
My eyes, born of her eyes.
My ears, my muscles, and sinuses
Born of her ears, her muscles, and sinuses.
From her I have come.
To her I will return.
The Amma of my Spirit,
My beautiful Dove!
Mar 5, 2020
Mar 5, 2020 at 5:47 PM UTC
It happens
Feeling yourself growing distant
from who you are day by day
losing interest in the things
you love.
Allowing your blanket to
swallows you whole disappearing
I just into the darkness of a growing pain.
Questioning who you really are and what this is
not knowing for how long it’s been,
You’ve been looking for the moments
where you once felt bliss but, your
Memory cease to exist.
Losing focus on the prize
blaming others for your pride
consistently wanting to cry,
feeling as if you’re outside of yourself
floating in a world you were once apart of.
Numbness starts to kick in
not having control of anything anymore,
highs and lows hit intensely then
ever before.
All you want to do is hide these feelings
hoping for it to go away
You could build up walls that
will temporarily stay but,
it’s just like a band-aid that can’t
cure the pain.
So hold on tight to this emotional roller coaster
we have a lot of growth to gain
Only god know how long it will take for
Us to recover from this
Growing pain.
Jun 30, 2019
Jun 30, 2019 at 2:19 AM UTC
A young prophet born to lead, everyone follows their own greed
Religion is the weapon and mankind their tools
What was once holy is now ***** keeping the masses blind folded
Spiritually condemning them and seeking their own favor
I plead to you my fellow christian...wake up the world is ending
Put on your holy armor lets go convert souls
From death to life from life to eternity ...
This is the Gift that God grants thee
The world is dying full of neglect
It only promotes violence, partying...death
Do not succumb to your weaknesses, pray to God he will fix this
Clean the dust from your Divine Armor and equip yourself with it
Let God use you and you will see that many will turn to God
Be an example to others and let the Holy Spirit guide you
Evil entities and spirits will try to reclaim you
But you belong to God now they cannot touch you
At the end of your life you will realize it was all worth it
You may be poor in life but rich in spirit
Let your light shine on the darkness that surrounds souls
Allow others to see that God exists within you
Perhaps you may save a soul today
We the Warriors of Light fight spiritually against demonic forces
We will eventually win this spiritual war God is with us
Don't lose faith brethren Let your tongue praise God
I hope you find an answer when reading this poem
Give God a chance that may be the greatest choice you will ever make in your Life.
©Franko the Christian Poet
Apr 22, 2016
Apr 22, 2016 at 2:34 PM UTC
my heart filled
with gratitude
I am overflowing
with Love
Life seemed so
dreadfully pointless
And now everything
comes alive
Jun 1, 2014
Jun 1, 2014 at 7:46 AM UTC