i keep wondering
if life is easier
than i believe it is
if thinking it’s hard
is what makes it
hard
because if all i have to do
is change my mind
then i am already rich
and didn’t know it
2d ago
Jun 1, 2026 at 1:33 PM UTC
today
i had an absolute knowing
as if a thousand lives
had passed through me
as if i downloaded
their wisdom all at once
as if a light from the sky
became a spotlight
over my head
i have to be
unstoppable
just that
the story about
burning the ships
is true
there is no way
to move forward
if a bridge still exists
behind you
leading you back
to where you once were
there is no way
it is forward
or forward
and i feel like
lot’s wife
wanting to look back
to say goodbye
to remember something
to keep alive
the happy parts
of that place
but that is exactly
why they belong there
there
the end
next
looking ahead
requires
a superhuman strength
3d ago
May 31, 2026 at 8:54 AM UTC
it’s that second
between goodbye
and the embrace
we feel something
for each other
but we will never admit it
you are from church
you are married
and still
you hesitate
i hesitate too
it’s not easier for me
we like each other
in secret
in every lingering glance
in every look
we pull away
in every moment
we want to say more
and every moment
we choose to say less
simply
we like each other
3d ago
May 30, 2026 at 6:13 PM UTC
i feel like
every day
i discover a new part of me
and at the same time
i grieve
for the parts
that no longer fit
so the new ones
can arrive
the only constant
is change
and that
never changes
5d ago
May 29, 2026 at 10:18 AM UTC
he said
love is like death
it finds you
and in that moment
he had me
he said it
so naturally
i was caught off guard
as if it were
an obvious truth
i had somehow missed
as if he had connected
two distant points
into a single universe
May 26
May 26, 2026 at 4:46 AM UTC
today i met a boy
he has dark hair
eyes as black as night
they reminded me of yours
but he is not you
no one will be
no man will ever
idolize me
the way you did
it’s been a while
since you wrote anything
maybe you still write
just don’t share it
keeping it all inside
until one day
you explode
or maybe
i’m the one
telling myself stories
maybe you moved on
and i’m the one
who keeps coming back
just to see
if you still think of me
May 24
May 24, 2026 at 10:42 AM UTC
this body has already
carried you to many places
it needs to keep
moving
existing
living
don’t stop
if you get tired
rest
but don’t stop
May 23
May 23, 2026 at 11:11 AM UTC
no one is going to save you
you already know that
but the weight is heavier
when there is no one around
to blame
to hand it over to
sometimes it’s not about waiting
to have wings
it’s about jumping
off the edge
and discovering
you have them
on the way down
we always
find a way
May 21
May 21, 2026 at 5:21 AM UTC
my life had already
moved forward
so why go back?
why insist so much
on this connection?
why want me so badly?
are you trying to suffer?
your emotional wounds
keep asking
for you to be rejected
over and over again
i removed you
once more
from my life
you no longer
belong to me
May 19
May 19, 2026 at 6:03 PM UTC
how we unfold ourselves
whole
into pieces
just to make someone
stay
we say i love you
but deep down
what we mean is
don’t leave
stay
warm me
hold me
validate my existence
May 17
May 17, 2026 at 7:14 PM UTC