#speakyourmind
I speak my mind when I write
So I can get stuff off my mind
Life is beginning to be too hard for me
I just feel like drowning in my tears
I feel like this journey has been going on for too long
I understand I am a difficult case with cerebral palsy
I understand the doctors are trying everything possible
I understand than
I really do
I know I will be in some pain
But not like this so just let me let my feelings out
Let me speak my mind
Feb 19
Feb 19, 2026 at 8:12 PM UTC
If I speak my mind
I unleash my inner thoughts
You must promise not to get angry
If I do not
I cease to be myself
You are content
If I speak up
I unleash the demons that whisper to our thoughts
You must learn to silent yours
If I do not
I cease to understand you
You fail to connect my mind
(now read it bottom-up/replace ‘you’ with ‘I’)
Apr 22, 2018
Apr 22, 2018 at 9:27 AM UTC
You agree
When you want to shout, curse, and swear
The Almighty....answer this weeping willow
Made of concrete air
Of unfeeling movement
You cower behinds browned bodies, montezuma minds, and your license
Power to go as you please, be as you please, please help me to see
The inner child trapped in mordant cornerstones, and sitting on your own weight
To grasp the folly by the throat and twist him into existance
Not so much absolution
In agreement with other fancies
Prayers unanswered
Dwelling on ginger hands and knees
In *********** when his course has never enter into being....real
Or really close
His path to plunge thick into purple passionate trance
His path askew from my own
Though a followed trendy line
A drink
When it makes your journey into trees, and speed, and gluttony
A laugh
When scorned mouth spewed and sput into russet wounds already *****
A smoke
When it clogs your memory into patchwork and quilted thoughts unwoven
Youre unspoken!
You agree?
Feb 22, 2018
Feb 22, 2018 at 3:10 AM UTC
Always feel free
to say what you feel.
Even in secret
it’ll help your heart heal.
Dec 19, 2017
Dec 19, 2017 at 12:07 PM UTC
searching for the words to say.
you know those
that chase thoughts away
that force the confidence
that I have in these words
to dissipate.
I love you.
seems so easy.
but in the past have been the catalyst
causing the whole thing to go aray.
those words which carry so much depth
yet hold not enough weight.
to convey what I'm actually trying to say.
I love you.
but I don't mean it that way.
your thoughts
your being
the way your hips sway
all have broken the walls I have built
until this day.
I love you.
but makes the words so hard to say
to your face.
Jul 20, 2017
Jul 20, 2017 at 4:35 PM UTC
"Wise men say
Only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you" - Elvis
Rolling through the credits
Of a film,
My sleep-dazed mind
Snapped to full awareness
At the sound of this song.
I've been through it before,
Lept straight through that open door.
I know it's foolish,
I'm not that stupid.
Flowing into a new romance
Right after losing
My first love,
Right after experiencing
Heart break...
You must think I'm insane!
People may say:
"Watch that silly girl, skipping around without a care. Has she forgotten? She'll only hurt herself and that boy. She can't move on yet, it's too soon. Such a foolish girl"
Well, they can speak of me
As they wish;
Curse my name,
Throw it to the depths of Hell,
Be toxic,
Try to poison me.
So I'll run away from him,
Hide my tail between my legs
While I seek out shelter.
But I know one thing
And it's sealed in fact,
This I'm willing to shout:
I can't help falling in love with you!
l.v.s
Jun 21, 2016
Jun 21, 2016 at 5:58 AM UTC