#somedays
Some days I like myself
I look in the mirror
And see a pretty girl
Some days I don’t like myself
I look in the mirror
And just see a human
Some days I hate myself
I look in the mirror
And see somebody not worth living
Someday I will hate myself so much
I will never have to look in the mirror again
Mar 31, 2021
Mar 31, 2021 at 8:26 AM UTC
Feels like the days are flowing by,
While I lay here, restless
Unaware of my becoming
Like an unusual goodbye.
May 27, 2020
May 27, 2020 at 2:43 PM UTC
Somedays I live on a cloud ☁️ out of Stars ✨
High up in the sky - not worried about falling down.
But somedays isn’t always
And always isn’t somedays.
Everybody has to decide for themselves if they want to fly high up in the sky or take the risk of falling.
Apr 20, 2020
Apr 20, 2020 at 5:31 AM UTC
Somedays,
I write to reunite the broken pieces of my heart.
Somedays,
I write when I am unable to cry.
Somedays,
I write the words that never leave my lips.
Somedays,
I write when I feel no one would understand me.
Somedays,
I write the words for help that my soul screams for.
And somedays,
I am unable to write about
the emptiness that exists within.
Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 2:45 PM UTC
Some days it's just like AAAAAHHH!!!
"But don't worry because life goes on..."
Panic! At the Disco 2005
Mar 6, 2019
Mar 6, 2019 at 8:38 AM UTC
Some days I wonder if your mind
will ever meet your heart,
if they'll just continue this long
distance relationship,
or finally, disconnect altogether.
I feel I'm starting to get lost
in this placid harmony,
stumbling on the lines in this
******** script.
I miss your roar.
The vibrations of your voice have
been weakened by the
authority in his name.
I fear one day I won't
remember the shape of your face,
Nor will you grace the whisper
in my chest that carries your smile.
We have been bonded by fate,
but something is pulling at your bones,
serving his ***** your taste.
His trickle of bait has enticed
your need to be seen,
but you fail to realize that
you were never invisible.
I see you!
I see you in the light catching
the gleam of him,
as you dangle there waiting for his delight,
but in the dark, he keeps you under his breath,
leaving you gasping for his glance.
You see in the dark,
I still see you,
because you sparkle like a diamond being kissed by the sun.
So I wonder,
will your heart ever remember the way you roar?
Feb 22, 2019
Feb 22, 2019 at 9:21 PM UTC
Forgive me my love, for I always want you
All I expect is for you to want me that much too
Be afraid when I’m about to leave, clinginess and everything else
At times, I might be stubborn, but not to forget till my hair is no auburn,
I will love you, ‘till my dying day
By your side I will always lay
If your happiness would need me without
I love you so much, I would gladly walk out
For that will give mein liebing joy,
I have no say, just for you to enjoy,
Mostly, I could be stupid, yes I know
But I feel bad when I give you sorrow
Answer my questions, I’ll keep on asking ‘till there’s no tomorrow
Be patient with me, don’t be cold as snow,
Please stop being snappy,
That doesn’t make me happy,
All I want every time is to see you smile,
Even if that would send me off a mile.
Jul 18, 2018
Jul 18, 2018 at 9:56 PM UTC
somedays I wish that we still talked
days pass by without a word from you
I see you, but you don't see me
your eyes runaway whenever I look into yours
is it because mine are red
is it because you don't want to be read
sometimes my words grow legs and jump out of my mouth before you complete your sentence
I'm sorry,
I see your shadows in the sky
I'm behind my time
I think my peers think I'm lame
but they wouldn't say it to my face
nobody wants to talk to me about feelings
nobody wants me to be the keeper of their secrets
secret meetings about the secrets that don't know me
I wish I could be your milk and honey
Feb 4, 2018
Feb 4, 2018 at 5:41 PM UTC
Some days you feel like you need to write something.
I know I'm not relatable, don't be too worried.
But today is one of those days where writing nothing,
Feels like betrayal hurried.
Some days you wish you could disappear.
I can't decide whether today is one of those days or not.
My crush disappears at 1:55 I fear,
But it's not like I ever enter his thoughts.
But some days aren't like that.
Some days you think there's nothing at all.
When in reality your mind is filled with chitchat.
You feel ready to fall
Right out of your seat
But that's alright.
Lunch sounds kind of boring,
But I suppose it's the people there who count.
My friends are always kind of alluring
They're some of the best people I've found.
You think someday someone will sit next to you
And you'll know it's them,
But you realize few
People find it's them.
I'm one of those people who finds the empty parts of the hallway to walk in.
Luckily, my friends are too, so I'll see them there, in the empty parts of the hallway.
Oct 12, 2017
Oct 12, 2017 at 10:17 AM UTC
some days I need you
some days I want you
some days I love you
some days I hate you
some days i crave you
some days I feel you
some days I live
some days I survive
Aug 4, 2017
Aug 4, 2017 at 10:20 AM UTC
Some days I feel sad
And most times, I get mad
Laying hopelessly on my bed
Sometimes I wish, I was dead
Some days I feel angry
And puke on my favorite dungry
Even when I am hungry
I sit and flip through my memory
Some days I feel broken
Like the made in China ceramic
Hearing all the blabber spoken
I become a little crazy mimic
Some days I feel lost
Among the blooming tulip meadows
But my day dream just frosts
On seeing strange shadows
Some days I feel wonderful
But most days, I feel awful
Remarks come as beautiful
When am eating a mouthful
Some days I feel lonely
Missing all those teen days
Now I smile only
Feeling blessed in many ways...
©sim
Jun 24, 2017
Jun 24, 2017 at 6:53 PM UTC
I let it slip
The thing that hurt me most,
And that is you.
Drunk and unashamed
I see to let it out.
I don't think about you most days
But minor days I do
Then for a while,
When I'm in this mood
All I think about is you
Oct 27, 2016
Oct 27, 2016 at 7:00 PM UTC
Somedays, even sunshine is dull
and somedays his name
will make me physically ill.
Somedays, I don't need
to be reminded
that my laughter is loud
and so obvious,
somedays, I don't need
you to pull me,
I just need a rope.
And somedays I won't comprehend
how you can't understand.
Oct 10, 2016
Oct 10, 2016 at 4:56 AM UTC
Somedays
I question what
Im doing, if at all anything
Somedays
I question who
Im turning into and who I am
Somedays
I question where
I'm going to find the answers to the problems
Somedays
I question when
Im finally able to say I did something and am happy
Somedays
I question how
Im even getting out of bed in the morning
Somedays
I question why
Im still alive
Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 4:06 PM UTC
Some days, love is my friend
Easy to slip away and into the Universe’s embrace.
“Teach me about myself” I’ll say
Cause even though I feel like I understand,
It's hard to tap into that natural intelligence, hard to listen to my soul, be still.
Got a devil in my ego,
Telling me I'm content with submission and stagnation,
Whispering louder than my screaming heart,
My poor heart, pleading for internal peace,
But my ego says, "That’s no good, you're not there yet, you might never be.
So, **** it, here's a drink."
Forget everything I know about loving myself or giving a **** about anything,
Focus on nothing.
Fidget, uncomfortable in my skin
Shutter out of the Universe's embrace and into scrambled thoughts.
I come to, “but I'm awake!" I’ll say,
"I know you're there and I won't listen to you, Ego!"
Unsteady, don’t know what’s true so I can't listen to anything.
My natural intelligence numbed, so what powers my heart is yelling to me,
"Listen, listen!
Love is your friend
Stay still so I can come to you my love, my sweet!"
If only I could,
Some days I just can’t be still.
Jul 18, 2014
Jul 18, 2014 at 3:44 AM UTC
Somedays I like
Drinking coffee with the rain
I like the hot sensation on my tongue
And to watch rain fall again and again
But somedays I wake up
Without anything to do at all
So I lay in bed, think of my purpose instead
And figure out why I am so small
It hurts to know
The days I spend in bed
Nobody will run for company
They put me to the back of their head
Maybe just once
Id wake up with a call or text
Just to remind myself
Maybe I couldn't be alone next
But somedays I wake up
Wishing my loneliness to disappear
But tomorrow I won't wake up
Because now my final date is clear
Tonight I will surrender
To myself I say, "it's for the best.
So somedays now I won't
Have to go back to rest."
Because this loneliness
Cannot be cured
It's inside my head
Never to be assured
Inside my mind
A single soul standing alone
My thoughts only staying around
But never to call my own
Somedays I don't wake up
Somedays I don't even rest
Because my loneliness will stand alone
It's really for the best
May 31, 2014
May 31, 2014 at 5:16 AM UTC